|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 May 2002||Iain M||Hi there all, if anybody feels they really need to talk to somebody about how bad/suicidal they feel, then feel free to email firstname.lastname@example.org anytime. Befrienders will try and reply within 24hours to your email, but it may take a little longer, they are all volunteers and have many people to talk to.
|12 May 2002||Jim||I'm sorry you must go through that every day, and no, i do not know what it is like to go through that, nor do i want to. But if you really do have no one to care aboout you then talk to me. You probably think I'm some sort of Jesus freak, and you would be right. That doesn't change the fact that i would like to talk to you.|
|09 Apr 2002||Phil||DAN, 15 paracetamols will not kill you - they will make you puke up blood and put you in a lot of pain , even 25 paracetamols won't kill you (I should know) - you just puke them up with blood and its fucking painful, I CAN TELL YOU.
I dont want you to die, but if you're going to do it DO NOT use paracetamol!!!
Your liver fails and you can die in the most painful way possible. If you are going to do it without pain then jump off a very tall building, or sit outside in the snow when the weather is FREEZING and you will die of hypothermia, which will be painless.
The best thing when you are suicidal is to try to keep going for one more day - find something like a TV show or something to give you reason to live a little longer. I wanted to die not so long ago, but now things are looking positive. Ok, things are still very shit, but I have a reason to live, and SO DO YOU. Please find that reason, cos we all have one!!
Good luck and lots of love,
|30 Mar 2002||DeepBlue333||Probably you're thinking about kill yourself because you have many problems that make you hurt a lot, but deep in yourself just want to stop the pain and after this pain stops you won't have a huge suicidal desire. I find help in people who have pass for this, you know something everyone will die one day no matter what we think or want, so why make it faster? why not make it happy in the way, all here know that not everything is fine but always will not be sad, I want to hear you I could help if you let me do it.|
|24 Mar 2002||Cara||The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Any way possible I say. But I have come to the conclusion that there is always hope. About 2 weeks ago, I overdosed on antidepressants, in hopes of ending my life. I had taken them in the morning and went on to school. Fortunately, I did not take a lethal dose, but enough to basically stop me from functioning... I was crying, having spasms, and I couldn't even breathe. By the end of the day, my close friend had found out and I was sure she would keep me in her confidence. But, unluckily, there was a girl who overheard, and told my guidance office. So, long story short, I failed miserably at even trying to die... and now I am seeing a counselor, which isn't helping. But the antidepressants have actually started to work and now I feel a whole bunch better. I thought, at the time, and for about 2 years prior, that everything in my life was hopeless and I was never going to get anywhere, even if I tried. I felt like an outcast, rejected by my peers for being different, having a unique personality, if you will. I felt that I was but a nuisance to my family and friends, because I have a tendency to be very annoying, even when I am not trying to be. I am upset, too, at the fact that people of the opposite gender cannot feel affection for me, and they don't even bother to get to know me, and I end u being stereotyped. I still have some of these same emotions, but to a much lesser degree (thanks to prescription drugs!) There is a new confidence in my life, and I have taken on a totally new view of the people around me, and how beautiful they all truly are, even if it doesn't show on the outside, oh, if it were only that easy for me to be accepted. The prime years of my life, I no longer want them to waste away, only concentrating on the bad and the superficial. I know some people will read this and be like: "Oh, what a wimp... couldn't even try and kill herself properly... "Well let me tell you, nobody deserves to die, even at their own hands. Thank you for your time if you have read this, and if you want to talk to me about anything, you can email me... I think that link does it...|
|27 Feb 2002||John Borone||Mouche, who ever you are (I doubt a 13 year old can make such complex graphic designs - its inconceivable). However, I'm am a psychologist with a masters degree going for a doctorate and I really can't "fully" (100%) diagnose you from this vantage point, just to let you know. You obviously learned (as we psychologists call this, and it is a big word: "cognitive psychological processes") that you find that suicide is a good thing - and your message board fuels your ego. You're turning into a narcissist (a person who is infatuated with themselves - look it up at a search engine for a medical definition). However, I cannot tell how deep this is, if it's curable, etc. Now, if anyone here would like to talk to a psychologist (I will be licensed in a year, but I can legally work as a psychologist in the US - and I'm being honest). To tell you the truth, the longer this website lasts, and the more attention you get, the more overconfident you will become - and you will overestimate yourself. However, it is you who will ultimately decide your fate, and I must accept your independance no matter what you decide to do. If anyone would like to talk, e-mail me at email@example.com (even though its really not my account, a good friend is letting me use it).|
|15 Feb 2002||Rene Colmenares (nick: Too Much)||I'm here for help you so if you have a suicide idea and you must know that one of the things that keep me alive is that I find help email me.|
|15 Feb 2002||the whore in the bak room||talk 2 me. please. yeah, im a hooker and a junky, i know pain. i dont want no fukers 2 die cos i can help. im manic depressive and im here 4 any1 who needs me. thank u 4 ure time.|
|07 Feb 2002||pondakan||Just listen to me for a minute. Ask urself this: "What happens when you die?" The thing is that NO ONE knows the answer. So how do you know that it will be better than your so-called 'life's that are full of shit'? What if by comitting suicide your pain gets worse? u just don't know, do u? so i will say bear all the shit that's thrown at you, and maybe at the end u will be rewarded. it's just an idea, i hope some of u will listen and not just ignore me as someone 'trying to stop u killing ursleves' cos i'm not. at least wait until ur older, and understand things better. in the teenage years, hormones make things seem 1000 times worse. by the age of 20 u will be feeling just that little bit better about life. go on, wait until then!|
|11 Jan 2002||the father, son & holyghost||The feelings are natural and hell is eternity, and regardless what decisions are made, this site does save lives. I for one, was in a bad way for something so meaningless like bad grades, gun in my mouth, mom walked in, she slapped the crap out of me. I thought what the heck, she must love me. Then after about three years of more than daily counseling i realized it wasn't me that was messed up, it was everyone else. But let society get them, either they will be guided or lost, may god have mercy on their souls. When you have these feelings, talk to someone and remember you think this hand that was delt to you is rough, if you believe in reincarnation then you will be eternally sorry. The creator of this site should be granted sainthood even if he is the most rotten person alive because he shares the secret with all you sharing his feelings. Thanx for letting me express and share my feelings. Anyone who needs to talk contact me at firstname.lastname@example.org|
|07 Jan 2002||dude||Look kids, i've tried 2 kill myself bout 2ce and it's bloody hard and 2 b honest, it's not the best way out. i'm depressed and i've got bad paranoia but there's a couple of people who just make everything kinda easier. 1 is my x boyfriend who is also my best mate and saviour from myself. he is going through the same thing like a lot of kids i know. the other 1 is my other mate who's been there and made it through the other side. he is an amazin guy and he's so good 2 talk 2. i've been depressed 4 3 yrs and i've been through everything, alcoholism, abuse, drug use, u name it, i've done it. so if u need 2 talk, email me xxxxxxxxx|
|20 Dec 2001||Amy||Hey guys. Some of you remind me of my younger sister, who's in junior high (I'm in college). If anyone needs to talk, my email is email@example.com. I don't want to judge you or tell you what to do, just listen.
|16 Dec 2001||It depends on whether you live in a city or the suburbs. If you live in an apartment building 8 stories or more high jump off the roof. It will be easy to do even if the door to the roof is locked because all you have to do is go at night and tell the doorman you want to look at the stars and they will let you go up no problem. If you live in a house with a garage it's even easier, just steal the car keys, turn on the ignition and take a nap. (Carbon monoxide caused by the car exhaust building up inside the car and garage). If you can't use one of those 2 methods jump in front of a train. Carbon monoxide is really the best method but hey you take what you can get...
Serious note here: IF YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS DON'T DO IT. If there's anybody in this world who you care about and who cares about you, you have no right to kill yourself. The horrible thing about suicide is that it hurts the exact people you don't want to hurt, those who have been nice to you, those who like you. If you genuinely have not a single person who cares about you (and ask around because you may be more important to others than you think!)(pets count as people by the way, in fact a loved one's death can hit them harder as they have no way to understand why or how it happened) then go ahead and kill yourself.
|12 Dec 2001||Andy||All I have to say is I am not under 13 but I am very suicidal and i have tried 5 times before turned 13. There are many reasons to do that and I am not saying that you should I am just saying that it is normal but go get some help first or email me xoxSUGAR4Uxox@hotmail.com|
|05 Dec 2001||dingboy||i'm not unhappy. life is fine. however i don't have anything wrong with suicide. granted, i think it's fucked up, and that suicidal people are weak, but i have nothing wrong with it. trust me though, i've been through shit. this year my mother and grandfather both died. i got through it.
because i know that suicide is nature's way of ruling out the emotionally weak. survival of the fittest, i say. and although i think killing yourselves is the wrong decision, i may be able to help..
first though, consider what you have to live for, and don't just say "nothing" like some sad and depressed textbook goth. think. is there ANYTHING YOU'VE GOT TO LIVE FOR?
if you can't think of anything, smoke a blunt and clear your mind of thoughts- then, put on your favorite non depressing music and simply savour being alive at that moment. don't think about how "everyone hates you" or "i'm a fat slut", just savour.
if you want me to help, email me. i'll listen, and helping will probably make me happy. honestly...
here's how to end your life.
pills NEVER WORK. ODing on sleeping pills will not make you fall asleep... you will pass out and spit up blood in the hospital a day later. slitting your wrists almost never works, even in a warm bath. you'll pass out and wake up in a cold, red bathtub. electrocution will be the most amazingly painful thing you'll ever experience, and most likely you won't die. if you jump, you WILL reconsider in mid air, garanteed. EVERY SINGLE person who has survived a suicide jump has said they reconsidered in midair, and people have survived drops that were thousands of feet high. drinking poison shit won't work either, and you'll be in extreme pain in the hospital for months, unable to die. even shooting yourself in the head might not work... instead, you could wake up braindamaged and unable to try again.
here's how. steal your parents car and drive to somewhere deserted. attach a vacuum cleaner tube to the exhaust pipe and bring the other end into your car through the window (make sure the rest of the car is airtight). drink a shitload of vodka, smoke a blunt, and listen to your favorite music. in 5 minutes you will pass out and eventually die, unconscious.
remember however, that you won't be "making anyone sorry" or happy if you kill yourself, nor will you make any impact on society at large... you'll merely drift off and be forgotten. keep it in mind.
if you are having ANY second thoughts or questions however, email me and we can talk it over.
|27 Nov 2001||Nichole||HEY, IF YOU ARE SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT SUICIDE, PLEASE E-MAIL ME, I'LL LISTEN TO YOUR PROBLEMS, I'VE BEEN TO THE EDGE AND BACK, AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY, SUICIDE IS NOT THE SOLUTION, AS SOMEONE ONCE SAID, "SUICIDE IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO TEMPORARY PROBLEMS" PLEASE, EMAIL ME IF YOU NEED/WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO.|
|26 Nov 2001||marie et nat||meme si c'est une question qui est tres d'actualité tout etre humain dont la vie est en peril a le droit a un secours.l e suicide n'est jamais une liberation. la mort nous cree a la vie en nous l'otant un jours... n'essaye pas davancer ton heure, elle arrivera quand il le faudra. le suicide reste un geste de souffrance par qqun qui est en perte de ses moyens! j'espere qu'on aurai de tes nouvelles! ne te tue pas, la vie est trop belle! on tient a toi ;) bizoux marie et nat!!|
|21 Nov 2001||myrh||WHEN YOURE UNDER 13, U SHOULD B HAPPY, RIGHT?? WELL... THAT'S WAT I THOUGHT, ALTHOUGH I WASN'T, I'M ONLY 14 NOW, BUT I CAN REMEMBER DAYS WEN I WAS 7, AND ASKED MY PARENTS HOW I COULD KILL MYSELF. The truth is, is that some people are born with chemical embalances, and it's hard to see, and go through, i'm still suffering badly, and i've attempted suicide more times than i can count, because of all of this, i am addicted to pain, i cut and burn my legs and arms. i let guys abuse me, and i don't care, my father beats me, and my mum doesn't care. there are people who care, not just cause they're paid to, but i push them aways, i get in shit with the police all the time, and i lived on the streets for a while. There are soo many ways to kill yourself, but the truth is, is that more often than not, ur unsuccesful, and in many cases u can be left with many life ruining damages, which just make u feel worse. I know im being a hypocrit when i say this, but u should go get help, if ur thinking of suicide, no matter how much i hate talking, and it hasn't done anything for me, at least give urself a chance, u owe it to u! i hope u all understand what i mean, i'm sure u do, if any one ever needs to talk, or wants sum 1 there for them, i'll do my best, my email is firstname.lastname@example.org and my name is myrh, thank you for your time|
|04 Nov 2001||Rhian||I think it's a bit weird, this site, because you are all missing the point that you DON'T have to commit suicide. You feel you have to because when the pain you experience exceeds the resources or defensive walls you've built, you need to feel relief. But relief is a FEELING, and to FEEL you need to be ALIVE. If you wanna talk about anything, email me.|
|23 Oct 2001||IndoChine||All I can say is this: I tried to end my own life when I was very young...12, 13, 14.... and thought of it all the time for a long time... I am 20 now and relatively happy, content, glad to have lived through all that pain and turmoil. I wish I could hold and heal and comfort every single one of you who has contemplated suicide. I know what a lonely place it is, the anger and the frustration and the pain... I wish I could look you all in the eyes and tell you how much I care about your well being. I wanted to email you each individually, but I couldn't, so instead I'm offering what quite a few others here have offered: email me if you ever want someone to talk to. I'll respond to anyone who writes. I only wish I could save you from the circumstances that have brought you to the edge of life... I sincerely love you all right now because I have been you... if you need me, write.
Musumedojoji@cs.com or Miznamo@hotmail.com