|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 Aug 2002||Mike||For Shonice who has written in 27 July 2002 in 'seeking help' page:
well, it's not easy to answer to your add with a sentence however it'd be better - e-mail me, plz. If u don't have any e-mail just make any at http://mail.yahoo.com and we can have a serious talk.
Wish you all the best
|09 Aug 2002||sarah lapierre||Dear Mouchette, I wrote what it did because i have tried to kill myself by sliting my wrists and it didn't work otherwise i wouldn't be here typin to you. my family and friends helped me get better and i wrote that if you're not sure about it that you should take a look at your life to see if it's worth killing yourself over. Please write back if i can be of any help other people or if you just want to talk.|
|08 Aug 2002||Mike||For Orgy (with e-mail >Orgy21f@cs.com but it doesn't work)
I've read your opinion at the site - http://www.mouchette.org/suicide/answers.php3?cat=experience
and I'd like to "talk" to you, a bit at least althoug it'll be kinda monologue when just e-mailing... ;-))
Simply, I'd rather listen to feelings as for your pain and reason why do you have such suicidal feelings...
It'd be also really good to read this :
By the way I'm not a pastor, not as old as I could be your parents, I'm just Mike from Czechoslovakia and if you'd like to have a talk, just let me know. Mostly I check my e-mail in the evening about 7 or 8 p.m. (Central Europe Time) or in in the morning about 5 a.m. (CET).
And I'd like also to express my opinion to your arguments in the add on that page:
"...No one will come up to you and tell you that you did a good job resisting ..."
From your whole add I can suppose you've met just such people as you described it there but be sure there are also some stupid ones here, in Czechoslovakia - but there are also very fine people too who became my friends as well...
Most best friends I have among buddhists, not only for I like His Holiness Dalai Lama (try to have a look at the film "7 years in Tibet" with that actor - hhm, I can't remember his name but he's married with Ms Atkonson, hmm, I'm sure you'll remember his name ;-)
Also another cool film is "NELL" with Jodie Foster or some of Steven Seagal...
I hope to listen from you yet and soon ;-)
Have faith that you will eventually move past feeling stunned and emotionally wounded. It takes time to heal and reach a place where you can begin to feel whole again. Over time, as difficult as it is to believe, the raging storm and hurricane winds you feel will gradually subside and become the gentle warm summer rain.
With best wishes
|31 Jul 2002||Jeanie||I told myself that I wasn't going to post on this site, because I am really disturbed by some people that wrote on here. Most of the people that posted see some humor in some of it, but what about the people that have been seriously considering killing themselves?
I know what it's like hating the world and just wanting to die. I was having trouble gathering up the balls to kill myself, but I'm glad now because it seems to be getting better and better day by day when I'm around the people that TRUELY care about me. Not just the sick religious fucks that tell me that I shouldn't kill myself cause I'd go to hell, or the people that say that have no idea what having a fucked up life is really like (you know... the ones with the fancy cars and parents that don't beat the shit out of them), or the "friends" that told me not to just because they would feel guilty. I'm talking about the people that really care that would really miss me if I was gone. They kept me going, and now the thought of killng myself makes me crenge. There are always better ways to deal with your problems. If you kill yourself you are just putting the people you love in pain and killing yourself has to be painful especially if you don't do it right... :|.
For you people that are truely thinking about killing yourself don't listen to some of the sick fucks on this website. The ones giving ideas or the ones telling you that you are a bad person for even thinking of it. It's just nature to want to get out of a bad situation. But please think it through from all angles. If you want any type of "non-professional" help you can always email me. (I went to a shrink once. they are cool for some people... but this one just made me want to kill myself more to get the fuck outta his office!!... so I think talking to someone that has been through the same thing and around the same age could help more.) Nothing can be solved by killing yourself, and it is never the only way to get out of a aweful situation.
Thanks for listening... People that did anyway.
|25 Jul 2002||Alicja||This is sad.... literally. I'm a 17 yr old female who's been there. Anyone wanna talk e-mail me or I have Instant Messenger (BondGirlNo7). I'm working my way out of depression and think I could help =*)|
|31 May 2002||Ellie||Yeah ok, I know there's about 100 of these letters on here, but I'm going to add to it, if you need to talk to someone email me anytime - firstname.lastname@example.org
I may not be able to help, but I'll try, I've been there, I am there, I have friends who are there. But I'm still here. Talking about it does help. Please email me before you try it
|17 May 2002||Taylor||Anybody who need's help e-Mail me please I'd like to help you out as much as i can. don't kill yourself there's so much to live for so think about it!!!|
|16 May 2002||Iain M||Hi there all, if anybody feels they really need to talk to somebody about how bad/suicidal they feel, then feel free to email email@example.com anytime. Befrienders will try and reply within 24hours to your email, but it may take a little longer, they are all volunteers and have many people to talk to.
|12 May 2002||Jim||I'm sorry you must go through that every day, and no, i do not know what it is like to go through that, nor do i want to. But if you really do have no one to care aboout you then talk to me. You probably think I'm some sort of Jesus freak, and you would be right. That doesn't change the fact that i would like to talk to you.|
|09 Apr 2002||Phil||DAN, 15 paracetamols will not kill you - they will make you puke up blood and put you in a lot of pain , even 25 paracetamols won't kill you (I should know) - you just puke them up with blood and its fucking painful, I CAN TELL YOU.
I dont want you to die, but if you're going to do it DO NOT use paracetamol!!!
Your liver fails and you can die in the most painful way possible. If you are going to do it without pain then jump off a very tall building, or sit outside in the snow when the weather is FREEZING and you will die of hypothermia, which will be painless.
The best thing when you are suicidal is to try to keep going for one more day - find something like a TV show or something to give you reason to live a little longer. I wanted to die not so long ago, but now things are looking positive. Ok, things are still very shit, but I have a reason to live, and SO DO YOU. Please find that reason, cos we all have one!!
Good luck and lots of love,
|30 Mar 2002||DeepBlue333||Probably you're thinking about kill yourself because you have many problems that make you hurt a lot, but deep in yourself just want to stop the pain and after this pain stops you won't have a huge suicidal desire. I find help in people who have pass for this, you know something everyone will die one day no matter what we think or want, so why make it faster? why not make it happy in the way, all here know that not everything is fine but always will not be sad, I want to hear you I could help if you let me do it.|
|24 Mar 2002||Cara||The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Any way possible I say. But I have come to the conclusion that there is always hope. About 2 weeks ago, I overdosed on antidepressants, in hopes of ending my life. I had taken them in the morning and went on to school. Fortunately, I did not take a lethal dose, but enough to basically stop me from functioning... I was crying, having spasms, and I couldn't even breathe. By the end of the day, my close friend had found out and I was sure she would keep me in her confidence. But, unluckily, there was a girl who overheard, and told my guidance office. So, long story short, I failed miserably at even trying to die... and now I am seeing a counselor, which isn't helping. But the antidepressants have actually started to work and now I feel a whole bunch better. I thought, at the time, and for about 2 years prior, that everything in my life was hopeless and I was never going to get anywhere, even if I tried. I felt like an outcast, rejected by my peers for being different, having a unique personality, if you will. I felt that I was but a nuisance to my family and friends, because I have a tendency to be very annoying, even when I am not trying to be. I am upset, too, at the fact that people of the opposite gender cannot feel affection for me, and they don't even bother to get to know me, and I end u being stereotyped. I still have some of these same emotions, but to a much lesser degree (thanks to prescription drugs!) There is a new confidence in my life, and I have taken on a totally new view of the people around me, and how beautiful they all truly are, even if it doesn't show on the outside, oh, if it were only that easy for me to be accepted. The prime years of my life, I no longer want them to waste away, only concentrating on the bad and the superficial. I know some people will read this and be like: "Oh, what a wimp... couldn't even try and kill herself properly... "Well let me tell you, nobody deserves to die, even at their own hands. Thank you for your time if you have read this, and if you want to talk to me about anything, you can email me... I think that link does it...|
|27 Feb 2002||John Borone||Mouche, who ever you are (I doubt a 13 year old can make such complex graphic designs - its inconceivable). However, I'm am a psychologist with a masters degree going for a doctorate and I really can't "fully" (100%) diagnose you from this vantage point, just to let you know. You obviously learned (as we psychologists call this, and it is a big word: "cognitive psychological processes") that you find that suicide is a good thing - and your message board fuels your ego. You're turning into a narcissist (a person who is infatuated with themselves - look it up at a search engine for a medical definition). However, I cannot tell how deep this is, if it's curable, etc. Now, if anyone here would like to talk to a psychologist (I will be licensed in a year, but I can legally work as a psychologist in the US - and I'm being honest). To tell you the truth, the longer this website lasts, and the more attention you get, the more overconfident you will become - and you will overestimate yourself. However, it is you who will ultimately decide your fate, and I must accept your independance no matter what you decide to do. If anyone would like to talk, e-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org (even though its really not my account, a good friend is letting me use it).|
|15 Feb 2002||Rene Colmenares (nick: Too Much)||I'm here for help you so if you have a suicide idea and you must know that one of the things that keep me alive is that I find help email me.|
|15 Feb 2002||the whore in the bak room||talk 2 me. please. yeah, im a hooker and a junky, i know pain. i dont want no fukers 2 die cos i can help. im manic depressive and im here 4 any1 who needs me. thank u 4 ure time.|
|07 Feb 2002||pondakan||Just listen to me for a minute. Ask urself this: "What happens when you die?" The thing is that NO ONE knows the answer. So how do you know that it will be better than your so-called 'life's that are full of shit'? What if by comitting suicide your pain gets worse? u just don't know, do u? so i will say bear all the shit that's thrown at you, and maybe at the end u will be rewarded. it's just an idea, i hope some of u will listen and not just ignore me as someone 'trying to stop u killing ursleves' cos i'm not. at least wait until ur older, and understand things better. in the teenage years, hormones make things seem 1000 times worse. by the age of 20 u will be feeling just that little bit better about life. go on, wait until then!|
|11 Jan 2002||the father, son & holyghost||The feelings are natural and hell is eternity, and regardless what decisions are made, this site does save lives. I for one, was in a bad way for something so meaningless like bad grades, gun in my mouth, mom walked in, she slapped the crap out of me. I thought what the heck, she must love me. Then after about three years of more than daily counseling i realized it wasn't me that was messed up, it was everyone else. But let society get them, either they will be guided or lost, may god have mercy on their souls. When you have these feelings, talk to someone and remember you think this hand that was delt to you is rough, if you believe in reincarnation then you will be eternally sorry. The creator of this site should be granted sainthood even if he is the most rotten person alive because he shares the secret with all you sharing his feelings. Thanx for letting me express and share my feelings. Anyone who needs to talk contact me at email@example.com|
|07 Jan 2002||dude||Look kids, i've tried 2 kill myself bout 2ce and it's bloody hard and 2 b honest, it's not the best way out. i'm depressed and i've got bad paranoia but there's a couple of people who just make everything kinda easier. 1 is my x boyfriend who is also my best mate and saviour from myself. he is going through the same thing like a lot of kids i know. the other 1 is my other mate who's been there and made it through the other side. he is an amazin guy and he's so good 2 talk 2. i've been depressed 4 3 yrs and i've been through everything, alcoholism, abuse, drug use, u name it, i've done it. so if u need 2 talk, email me xxxxxxxxx|
|20 Dec 2001||Amy||Hey guys. Some of you remind me of my younger sister, who's in junior high (I'm in college). If anyone needs to talk, my email is firstname.lastname@example.org. I don't want to judge you or tell you what to do, just listen.
|16 Dec 2001||It depends on whether you live in a city or the suburbs. If you live in an apartment building 8 stories or more high jump off the roof. It will be easy to do even if the door to the roof is locked because all you have to do is go at night and tell the doorman you want to look at the stars and they will let you go up no problem. If you live in a house with a garage it's even easier, just steal the car keys, turn on the ignition and take a nap. (Carbon monoxide caused by the car exhaust building up inside the car and garage). If you can't use one of those 2 methods jump in front of a train. Carbon monoxide is really the best method but hey you take what you can get...
Serious note here: IF YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS DON'T DO IT. If there's anybody in this world who you care about and who cares about you, you have no right to kill yourself. The horrible thing about suicide is that it hurts the exact people you don't want to hurt, those who have been nice to you, those who like you. If you genuinely have not a single person who cares about you (and ask around because you may be more important to others than you think!)(pets count as people by the way, in fact a loved one's death can hit them harder as they have no way to understand why or how it happened) then go ahead and kill yourself.