|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|20 Aug 2005||Maria||I just have one question for all you people out there who are thinking about comitting suicide. WHAT DO YOU WIN BY COMITTING SUICIDE??? Answer: NOTHING.
I lost eight of my closes friends. They all shot eachother in the head with a gun, till this day I still can't get over it and it happend 10 years ago when I was only 9 years old. They all left a letter to there parents saying that they were better off without them. That to me wasn't a reason at all. Now that I'm 19 years old I want to help stop people young and old from comitting suicide. THERE IS A BETTER WAY OUT!!!!
PLEASE IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO PLEASE SEND ME A EMAIL I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND, SOMEONE YOU COULD COUNT ON WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE.
REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MORE THAN WILLING TO HELP YOU.
MY EMAIL IS:
|20 Aug 2005||Maria||I just have just a question for all you people out there reading this. WHAT DO YOU WIN BY KILLING YOURSELF??? Answer: NOTHING. I know because it has happend to 8 of my closes friends. They all comitted suicide by shoting eachother in the heads with a gun. They left a note saying that there families were better off without them. It's been 10 years snice it happend and I still can't get over it. I was 9 years old when it happend and now that I'm 19 I want to help all you people who just don't have any hopes in life. PLEASE IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE REMEMBER I'M HERE FOR YOU I'M WILLING TO HELP YOU.
REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO YOU COULD COUNT ON.
PLEASE SEND ME A EMAIL TO:
|16 Aug 2005||Jesse Burns||I'm not wise, I'm not attractive, I'm not handy, but I've been accused of being a good listener. I struggle moderately with the thoughts of suicide. If you want a little understanding and a sympathetic ear, email me @ JJBurns84@cox-internet.com|
|14 Aug 2005||Nylphada||Hi dear whoever,
I'm Nylphada, I've been throught lots of dramatic situation as a young girl I know how it feels to be suicidal, and I'm offering my help...
|12 Aug 2005||Simon||I was looking for the lyrics for an "Onyx" song when the search engine brought up this site, I cant believe that everyone on this site is serious. For those of you that are, I offer to be that person you can talk to, as some people request they need. Im sorry that there isnt someone close to you that you can talk to, but I hope that maybe talking to someone, anyone, will help. Please email me if you are feeling down and need someone to talk to.|
|28 Jul 2005||shy||ok im 18 yrs old and i've made it through raising 2 kids foster-care overdosing sliting both my wrists and im still here and now im happy im not dead i think people just need some one to relate to who wont judge them. and if anyone would like someone to talk to i'll be more than happy to listen. im no angel and i seem to stay in legal trouble and life for me right now isint great but if i can make it through this fucked up world and not have to many regrets even on the stupid shit i did i think every one can or should at least give it a chance!|
|25 Jul 2005||Grace||Nothing is ever so bad that you should have to kill yourself. It may not seem like it at the time. I've been there I know how you feel. Loads of people don't understand suicidal people but I do im here to help you. I've had my fair share of problems. sometimes I think over my fair share. im here to help you email me.
xxx Grace xxx
|25 Jul 2005||Lily||Hey guys, don't kill yourself. Don't even think about it. Talk to me and I'll help. Once you get to know moi, you'll kick yourself in your ass because you almost missed out on a chance to be friends with a cool ass person like me. lol. Remember that there are people in this world who do love you. Hey! I love you! So you can add a name to that list. : ) If you kill yourself, how am I going to get to know ya? lol. : ) Hope someone is smiling from this.|
|17 Jul 2005||Suicide Makeover||Is this supposed to be a serious site because fair enough if u want to kill yourself feel free to talk about it...but whats with the whole eating dicks shite? I know people who have killed themselves as I work with people with mental health problems...it is niether funny nor amusing...if people want to talk to me feel free to email me...No life doesn't get better but you will understand it more as time goes on...I would hate to think that my sister who is 12 was going on sites like this and being taken the piss out of....|
|16 Jul 2005||Girl||Hi people, well im 15 and id just like to say that suicide is not the way to go, i no i may not be going through wat u are but i am sure there are gonna people who will turn up at your funeral and that is enough to live. before you die you need to live your life and have fun man, go skinny dipping etc. anyways, if anyone wants to talk or ANYTHING, please add me on msn or email cos i cnt just watch you all suffer in silence.
|16 Jul 2005||N/A||I've read some of these posts and I can't believe what Im saying, kids at the age of 12 trying to commit suicide..
The thought alone makes me sick inside my stomach, I know life isnt easy, I probally haven't experienced what you guys have but believe me suicide isnt the way, somethimes it is and you might think so but life can indeed get better..
I dont know what else to say but if you need someone to talk to, just an ordinary person.. Im 19 years old and still a teenager, I thaught of commiting suicide but I never did.
Im no helper or work for some kind of suicide helpline..
Im a good listener and might even help you out.
You can email me at email@example.com.
Try to live life to its fullest, please.
|12 Jul 2005||National Suicide Prevention Lifeline||If you need someone to talk to and dont know where to turn, there is help available.
There are many hotlines that provide confidential, 24/7 crisis counseling for free.
In the US, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline # 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
In Australia, call 1-800-55-1800
In Belgium, call 078 15 14 13
In Britain, call 0 800 1111 or 01 81 896 3675
In Canada, call 1-800-666-666
In Israel, call 03 641-4508
In Italy, call 1.96.96
In the Netherlands, call +31 060432
In New Zealand, call 09 3766645
This link will take you to additional hotline numbers in different countries: www.preventsuicidenow.com/suicide-hotlines-international.html
Call now. Talk to a trained counselor who will help. Its confidential. Its free.
|11 Jul 2005||Jay Habbs||dear friends, i know it gets really hard when a loved one passes away, or someone abuses you. my grandma and my dearest uncle passed away almost at the same time, and it was really hard for me. i had to go to drug/alcohol rehab because i wanted to kill myself. i know now that life can be made much better through hard work and perseverance. it is really hard when your parents etc. hit you and stuff. it is REALLY hard but you have to pull through. for if you kill yourself you are letting them win; you are letting all the abusers, bullies, molesters win. please call someone, call the cops if someone touches you inappropriately or tries to molest/abuse you. tell your school authorities; if they don't listen call 911 in USA, for they will take action against the oppressor. believe me if your family members act like nazi-idiots on you, you must seek outside help. it is really tough to bring yourself to tell outsiders about your family problems, but it is a good option. believe me, please, your friends can be a big help. you can always talk to me. please, at least, try to talk to some authorities, psychologists before you kill yourself. you owe it to yourself. my contact info is: firstname.lastname@example.org , email@example.com and iHateHippies83 for AIM. please, please, please you must tell someone about the abuses/problems in your life, for even strangers can be sometimes helpful. call 911 if anyone pulls anything on you.
y'know we are the people that make this word a wonderful place. us youth. we must not let our oppressors be the better of us.
|07 Jul 2005||TREATMENT||Depression is more common than you think and most people who receive treatment for depression get better. Unfortunately, many people who are depressed don't get help. There are many reasons people don't get help. Some people think that seeking treatment is a sign of weakness. Others are afraid to be seen as "crazy" for seeing a counselor or taking medication. Some people feel that their thoughts and feelings aren't important enough to bother others with. Don't be one of these people!
Depression is real and with help you can get better. Remember that you are a worthwhile person who deserves to be heard and understood. Making the choice to get help is the first step to overcoming depression and being the best you can be!
|07 Jul 2005||LINKS PLEASE READ.||www.adamspage.com - Wonderful site. Highly recomendedfor anyone. Has loads of great links as well. It also has an email address so you can contact Sue. Sue is very caring and dedicated. Highly recommended if you are in need of support.
http://www.mcmanweb.com A very good site, this has loads of useful articles about bipolar and depression.
www.geocities.com/sky_blu_grl/comein Great site, veyr personal. Poetry, and writing also on the site. Definatly recommended!
www.palace.net/~llama/psych/injury This is a very good site that I certianly recommend. Very imformative and can answer questions
www.wingofmadness.com - Wonderful site, very imformative. If you are a teenager with depression I recomend cheching it out, it has an article for teenagers with depression and it helped me a lot (www.wingofmadness.com/articles/teens.htm). It also has a good article for if you are a friend or relative of someone with depression (www.wingofmadness.com/articles/someone.htm). Can answer questions and emails but doesn't garuntee.
www.allexperts.com/browse.asp?Meta=321 - This is very good if you feel alone. It has a list of people who you can contact who have medical degrees, have gone through it themselevs or are just very caring people. This link is for depression and sucicide. The link here: www.allexperts.com/browse.asp?Meta=237 is for bipolar disorder.
depression.about.com - This is very informative with loads of links. Maybe it is a little overwhelming if you need information quick because it is a massive site wiv hundreds of links on it.
www.psycom.net/depression.central.html - This is a very good site with a lot of links on. Again it may be a little overwhelming. It has a good page with hints for speeding up recovery: www.psycom.net/depression.central.hints.html
www.channel4.com/health/microsites/H/health/magazine/mind/self-harm.html - Lots of clear information with the basic facts of self harm. If you go to the 'pick a feature' bar you will find more articles about depression, bipolar disorder, suicidal feelings, and more. At the bottom of each article it lists webpages and contacts where you can seek help or find out more.
www.bbc.co.uk/health/mental/suicide.shtml - Good basic information about suicide and also a link for self harm (www.bbc.co.uk/health/mental/selfharm.shtml)
www.worldwidedepressioncoalition.com - Depression web forums.
http://members.tripod.com/~dudley_delaney/index-28.html - Edgar Cayce
Helplines websites and contact information
www.samaritans.org - If you ever need to talk, these are the people to go to. They have centers based all around the UK and they are always there, even when no one else is. I have recently discoverd them and they have certainly helped me ALOT towards recovery. Unfortunatly they don't give advice and can only listen. Everything is confidential.
TEL UK: 08457 90 90 90
TEL Republic of Ireland: 1850 60 90 90
www.uk-sobs.org.uk (SOBS - Survivors of bearevement by suicide) - Helpline for people who has lost a loved one through suicide in the UK.
TEL: 0870 241 3337
www.Sane.org.uk - Has leaflets on Talk therapies that inform you on the varoius psychological therapies. They have phone numbers for certain areas so check out there site for the number for your area.
Childline - 0800 11 11
Search engine submission
www.addpro.com - Submit your URL to more than 120 of the most popular search engines on the web. You can also create meta tags for your site.
|06 Jul 2005||P||CJ if you are still alive belive me I understand your pain. Why dont you email me:
|04 Jul 2005||was bullied, mostly verbally, from between the ages of 11 and 16, I was forced to leave school early (aged about 15 1/2) because of this and forsake my education which was going nowhere anyway due to constant disruptions from these "ignorant sadistic scum". That's right 12 years later and I haven't forgiven or forgotten this and I expect I'll carry this "baggage of hate" around with me for as long as I live, When I was around 17 and 18 I used to plot killing these people but I'm not that type of person to actually carry something like that out. A few years back I registered with friends reunited (in my case enemies reunited) and was depressed to see my tormentors posting things like:-
"I'm now with xxx the love of my life and our little boy xxx living in xxx and I work as a <really good job> hope to get into contact with all my good friends" etc.
I can only advise people in my position: Do not register with this site! why register? what do you want to know?!
I know these success stories can be a load of bull but it still makes me angry to read it. And I just think that knowing my luck they're true. As you've guessed I don't wish these people well in their lives.
I know what it is to be bullied and I sympathise with others that experience the same. All I can say is don't stand for it, retaliate and don't let them destroy your life. Don't do what I did and let everyone cr@p all over you, it's not worth it. Changing school/college/workplace is better if you really don't want to face the problem.
My bullying was mostly verbal and during my schooldays, I was called "gay" (which was false) and isolated from other people. I was tormented and picked on constantly, my mother and my family were insulted and so was I. I cried but they had no pity for me. It continued until I could take no more. I'd fake illness in order to avoid school and in the end I used to bunk off because my parents, not understanding the situation, forced me to go.
I'd hate for anyone else to go through what I went through, it has affected my entire life and I know I can never live like a normal person again... god I have tried.
If anyone wants to contact me about this feel free I am a good listener and I will try to help you out of this seemingly inescapable situation, through conversation, if I am able. Post and ask for my email address if you need help. If you are being bullied out there take heart you're not alone and people can advise you and help you
|25 Jun 2005||Suicide Survivor||"Suicide only makes sense to the suicidal." Specht
"Pain is only bearable if we know it will end...not if we deny it exists." Frankl
We grieve for our loss and for our inability to spare each other a pain so deep and so wide that words fail to express its true size.
When sorrow has no words it expresses itself in the body.
Memories are bitter treasures, when each one is clue.
Who knows the battles they won before they lost the war?
So I find words I never thought to speak ~ T.S. Eliot
"My brother shot himself.
He is dead.
I am a survivor of suicide."
~ Me. (Marna)
Pain so deep and buried within that we don't find out until we bury them. ~ Nancy Hodges
How Many Suicides Does It Take to Change the World?
Oysters accept pain and make of it a pearl.
We should all be wealthy beyond our dreams.
So these are the words of Suicide Survivors. Please take some time nd visit http://www.1000deaths.com Each person who takes their life die one death, but those lest behind die a thousand deaths trying to put the pieces back together. We must learn to understand why so many turn to suicide as a last resort...we will never understand if we condemn them for making such a decision and we will never understand if we haven't walked in their shoes. In the words of a dear friend of mine: "You don't know hell until you've walked a mile in my shoes on a good day." Calling them selfish, cowards, and weak makes no difference in this world at all. It only proves that there are much weaker people out there who think it is okay to kick people when they are already down.
After all, it is the strong who don't survive. They are lead to believe that they should just 'grin and bear it.' Try treating cancer by grinning and bearing it!
With that said, think twice before you call someone a coward. Who is the real coward? Help someone out of the hole they are in instead of covering them with dirt.
To those of you in pain.....if you have no one to talk to, email me. I will not condemn you for even thinking of suicide. I know how it feels to die alone and to live in pain....alon. Since my son too his life, I am left to keep his legacy alive. So email me if you need any support at all. Every life is a treasure. Don't forget to visit www://1000deaths.com Thanks for reading this. Happiness will come tomorrow if you let it.
|24 Jun 2005||Tala||*Clears throat* I'm 15, not 13. I've had thoughts of killing myself since I was nine or ten something like that. I've actually done it and died two times, the doctors brought me back. Let me tell you some shit, cause I've died. I know. Believe me or not I dont care I'm giving hard facts. When you die there is nothing. NOTHING and sometimes you may think nothing is better than something, but it isn't. Really, it isn't. When you die it's like your closeing your eyes.. Only forever. You see nothing feel nothing hear, and see nothing. Since I was 6 I've been beaten, raped and done different drugs givin to me by family or friends. My brother would rape me everynight untill he moved away. I'm still beaten by my parents. I still do think about suicide. It's something that enters my mind everyday. Everynight. Just a large cut across the neck I think to myself about that. I don't have many friends, but you need to learn to stop listening to the world, honestly... Who cares what others think? Who cares what others do to you to make you feel this way? Stop careing, and let go. If your parents beat you, pick up the phone foster homes aren't that nice no, but it's normaly slightly better or way better then home life. If you are raped once again, call the cops get them in jail. Do not turn to drugs, it doesn't do much but make you forget for a while, feel good for a while, then come down and feel like a total piece of shit, probably something you felt worse then off the drugs. Sucide, I'm sure you've heard this line many times, and I shall repeat it to you, suicide is not the only answer. I've had friends around me die people who you thought never cared do infact care. They're just scared to ask you whats wrong or anything. Call someone, suicide hotline is always open and you can always talk to them there, and they'll help you. Honestly, you ask for an answer out of it, your life, your emotions things like that. But thats not going to make you a stronger person, you need to talk to someone, get help get back on the right road. It's better trust me. I still get beaten I still get raped. But I don't sit and just let it happen anymore, no I do something about it. An officer may not like you but when it comes to something like this, they must do it and if they refuse, you can get them fired.Officers may be a pain in the fucking ass (Trust me I know) But they fucking do care it's they're job. It's what they want to do for a living is help people and make lives easier and better and happier and safer.I hope you read this, I hope you read it well. I'm a councler for kids at my school. I'm not going to lecture you anymore, I'm not going to tell you not to do it, it's your life... But trust me it does indeed get better if you try to make it better. But if you want a friend yes friend. I'll be your friend no matter what if you want to talk with you can IM me at angelofdeath3789 for AIM firstname.lastname@example.org or bloodandwar400 on YIM my email is email@example.com and I'm normaly on a lot. I'll always get back to you if I'm not though. Stick with it kids, it all gets better and turns out it's not that bad on the other side when you 18.
|23 Jun 2005||madz||Well, I want everyone to know that I have had a hard life...but after reading the other responses I know that Im not alone in the way I feel about life. When I was 14 my father took me to England and while in a hotel he raped and beat me...this is where my life went downhill. I was scared emotionally and physically. I began to cut myself and cry myself to sleep every night. I wanted someone to help me "snap-out-of-it" (as my mother puts it). Now, I am 16 and nothing has changed...my father hasnt touched me but it is as if he's forgotten what he did to me. I havent cut myself in a couple of weeks but every time something happens that I cant handle...I begin to hurt my self.
At the moment...my boyfriend talks to me about things that help me keep positive and he allows me to talk for hours about what I hate about life and he never tells me to shut-up. I feel the best way to commit suicide it to kill your old self (as crazy as that sounds)...the way I was before, I was well on the way to slitting my wrists. But now I have changed, I have a steady life with help from the only person I trust...as strange as it sounds...but discarding your past you can help shape your future
Anyone who is 13 or under and wants to kill themselves...maybe all you crave is a companion...I am always available to chat if thats what will help you consider you best option. Please write to me (firstname.lastname@example.org) anytime you feel like and tell me whats on your mind. Im not qualified or anything but I am experienced in getting through the pain. Please do not do anything to drastic...talk to me or someone you trust first...youll see how much you really are needed.