|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Nov 2005||Pete||I stumbled across this site because I've had a really bad week and I entered the phrase "my life is totally fucked" in google.
I used to think about suicide a lot when I was in high school. My parents were divorced; I lived with my mother who hated men, and a select group of kids in my school hated me before they even met me. I had no one to talk to at all--I tried twice and it was a disaster--and being called faggot regularly at school, sometimes in front of other kids, was very painful, as it was intended to be. I thought that there must be something wrong with me that only other people could see and I scoured outdated medical textbooks, trying to figure out what it was. When I was in grade 11, the same group of kids nearly killed me and laughed about it at school the next day. I didn't know how to be angry at my tormentors so I turned my anger inwards and fantasized about destroying myself. I had lots of friends but I often felt completely alone. Anyway, I survived. I did a lot of therapy to understand what happened when I got older. Even more challenging things happened to me as an adult. I survived them even when I never thought I would. I had many many experiences that I would have never wanted to miss. My life at this moment is very challenging, mainly because of financial problems. Not that I blame anyone--it's my karma. Anyway, I think I'll get through my current disaster somehow and I wanted to share some tools that I use to manage depression. I practice a kind of meditation called vipassana, which is very very helpful. Learn about it at www.dhamma.org. I also know a fair amount about nutrition. Those of you with ADHD, obesity, and other problems might find some answers at my favorite alternative health site: www.mercola.com. I supplement my diet with natural anti-depressants like fish oils, especially in the winter. And, normally, when I have a working car, I exercise a lot. Okay, that's my post. Peace out.
|15 Nov 2005||Nicki||You all should be ashamed of yourself. This site is filling kids heads with the thought that suicide is ok. but its not! It is the worst way to work out your problem. I am coming from experence. This is not the ansewer! I am ashamed of what I did to my family. In time the scars will go away but the pain is still there. If you need help please call me. My name is Nicki. I am 14 years old and you wont believe my story. well i am here for you to talk to. My phine number is (717)938-9863 or my cell (717)574-0586. Call me anytime.|
|15 Nov 2005||Givinglifeachance||...I used to be suicidal...If you want someone to talk to about it, write me...firstname.lastname@example.org....no one will know, no preaching...just someone to talk to....|
|14 Nov 2005||a person with problems||Well.... im back offering help once again :)..... iv offered help here before but for those of you who havnt read those and are curious ill bore you with my story
Im 14, and for a longtime, since i was about 10 all i knew was pain.... i had no real friends.... me and my parents.... we just didnt get along.... and i moved a little while back... thats when my depression peaked, i found this website trin to make sure drinking bleach would kill me (it wont lol) and some of the people here talked me into getting help..... it saved my fucking life...... so i kinda promised myself that i would try and help people through this website....
so there it is... isnt that boring lol.... but i really do wanna help, so if your gonna do it just email me and wait for a reply..... i might say something to change your mind :)
|12 Nov 2005||Fuck you..(babygurl)||Ok then... last night submitted something in the suicide kit... got ripped into about it... :( hey i thought you guys where actually wanting to know how to kill yourselves?? guess i am wrong..
if my answer last night sounded fucked up and or offensive i apoligise..
so to make you guys understand where im coming from wih my suggestions i will tell you a lil story..
At the ages of 5 and up was molestered... by 9 raped repeately...
i have borderline personality disorder and have tryed to take my life repeatly.. unfortunetly for me ppl have stopped me.. so i end up in hospital alot... i am on pills... now which do make me sorta okish but ill never feel alright memorys of all the rape and bashings from my ex have freaked me out so much... i do want to die... but some people need to live..
i dont know your situations fuck they could be worse thabn mine by a millon.. but i do kno that if it was your daughter/son bestfriend or evan some random person on your street and they ended up killing themselves you would miss them and get all messed up thwey they are gorn.. its part of human nature do you guys seriously think that dying will make everything better? death works in a weird way ive lost 5 of my bestest friends to suicide and my ex bf only last wk he hanged himself loverly... hey i do kno a niffty web site if you want to look at the actual pics of people who killed themselves... i saw it last night in my fucked up cutting state and have thought twice about the dirty deed... :( its your life though if you dont want it.. well i suppose that is your choice ... but try a dif approach.. first counceling..maybe anti depressants.. or both.. there are alot of ppl out there who want to try and help you.. me being one of them.. i couldnt help my friends cos they keep it all bottled inside but if you tell someone close or just someone you kno they might be able to help you.. fucking hate having to use the word help like we are all mental but thier is no other word for it.. kids helpline has a on line counciling service or you could just go call them if your word seems to be darkening and you cant make it better ..
listen if anybody wants to talk about thier prblems im here just add me
|11 Nov 2005||Ben||Wow its been a while..I forgot about this place. It kinda brings back memories reading all of these stories. They all share a common tune of which I can still relate to. I'm sure we all know there are many answers to mouchette's question so I'm not going to post another lame way to end a life. Instead, I'll start off by saying its been quite a few months since I've been here and so much has happened.
I can bore you guys with what I went through but I won't do that. I do want to say that I understand you all. Its easy for someone who isnt alone and in the same hole as you to say that life gets better...that good things will come. I wish it wouldve been that easy for me...and for the rest of us. We don't see the light at the end of that very long tunnel...we don't see the sun rising above the trees of tomorrow...we see rain clouds and shadows, lightning replaces rainbows, tears replace smiles, lies replace truth and so on.. this is what depression is folks. You can't see the "brighter" side of things when youre depressed.
So in that note, I just like to say I hope each and everyone of you out there is ok. Life is filled with ups and downs. Maybe this is just a down point in your life. Give it a chance and maybe you'll reach that hill youv'e been climbing for. You may not be anywhere near to where you want to be..neither am I...but we'll get there eventually. No one can cheat you out of what you deserve from this life. Only you can, and you'll cheat yourself out of something special if you choose to end your life. I don't care if this didn't make any sense to everyone but I hope it made sense to at least one person. We're all in this together. Hope you all stay safe and take care of yourselves. I won't be going anywhere anytime soon sooo feel free to email me if you need help. (no not help with the suicide kit) peace!
|11 Nov 2005||Suicide Helper||I know that these days there are alot of things that makes you believe that dieing is better thatn living, but it's not! for example, if your are 13 years old, you might think that you are old enough to know that it's better to die, but it's not! at the age of 13 u still dont know anything about life, no matter how much u know! think like this, u r OONLY 13! there is a long life infront of u to thinkl about, you could become a great person in life when u graduate for example! and no matter how much stress u go through, there are other people who go throygh more stress but didn't kill themselves!
Life is a negative thing, so to live in it, u have to be positive! or else ur problems will become bigger!
|10 Nov 2005||Sudheer||Dear Friend,
Read your post on suicide. By now you must have realised that there are many ppl who feel as depressed as you and wanting to end it all. It certainly helps to express all your feelings on a site like this.
But don't you think that the real reason of how we feel at a particular moment is because of what we say to ourselves in our minds ?You know, we all keep saying many things to ourselves all day long.If we say depressing , self blaming ,self pitying things to ourselves we will feel depressed and wanting to commit suicide.
If we say positive, upbeat, cheerful , hopeful things to ourselves all the time, we will naturally feel good and on top of the world, ready to conquer anything. You know what i do most of the time, whatever my mood ? I repeat what is called positive self talk to myself. This i took from a book called "What to say when you talk to yourself " by Dr.Shad helmstetter.
If you are interested in the book, do read it. Or if you just want the self talk to repeat it, just email me, i will send you.
Yours with love
|08 Nov 2005||LJ||I used to cut my wrists cause I was heart broken over a guy and because I'm not comfortable with my physical appearence but let me tell you there is hope and you will realise it soon enough. I wish that I could help you all and be there for you but I guess you could all e mail me at email@example.com|
|05 Nov 2005||LaShae||You guys I know where you are at. Its not fun at all. I have also wanted to kill myself many times. But thank God I didnt. I have a pretty good life now. Look what I would have missed out on if I had killed myself. Right now you feel like there is no hope you just want out to feel pain free. But that is not the way. You are just upset at the moment. This feeling will soon pass maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but it will pass I promise. If it did for me it will for you. I am 21 years old now and to tell you the truth I still battle with those feelings at times but they always pass. Dont you guys want to travel and one day get married and have children? Have good paying jobs. Have awesome cars? You cant have all that if you are dead. You guys have your whole life ahead of you. Find someone you trust make sure you trust them because I have had my trust betrayed by someone who I thought I trusted it was not at all a good thing however find a friend or family member tell them how you are feeling maybe they can help and listen. But just DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID!!!!! think about it like I said these bad feeling will pass and you too one day will be very glad you didnt kill yourself. If you cant find anyone to talk to you can always email me or chat on aim with me its sometimes easier to talk to a stranger who doesnt know you nor can see you face to face. My email is Pinkparrot1221@aol.com and my sn for aim is the same pinkparrot1221. Good luck to all of you guys. Stay strong and dont give up like that. Lots of love to you all.|
|02 Nov 2005||FLA||Just don't, too many people will care that you die even if you don't know them, I for one would CARE if you died and I don't know you, maybe we should meet and meeting me might make it worth living, cause I've met new people and think that it's cause of the new friends that I don't want to die, not my old ones! I've already told my story, now I just want to help, we can live without suicide together just contact me, AIM = flclsaga855|
|01 Nov 2005||mel||GUYS, we should have some emailing type of thing, so that we can all email each other or another person who know how each other feel, you know? like an emailing group, where we can all contact each other, or anyone if we feel like talking. i think its a goood idea, because there are only a few people who know how we feel, and thats us.
if anyone is interested in this, or in starting a mailing group, email me at firstname.lastname@example.org, because i really don't want you guys feeling like this. even if you aren't interested in the mailing group, just to talk.... email me. take care, guys.
|31 Oct 2005||A Person With Problems||hey, its me again, and again im offering help. OK here it goes
I do know what its like to want to die, i came damn near to ening it all about 3 months ago. And i have to say im glad i didnt... it was through help from this site that saved me (so you shit heads who say this site is awful can sshove a stick up your asses. And now im tryin to help other people with suicide and shit.
A little bout me: Im 14 i live in hellhole texas, i moved here from hawaii, i hate hawaii so much lol. I recently started antidepressents, which i recently learnd that if i drink while im taking them i could have a seisour... wow my spelling sucks. Im not really popular or anything but for the first time in my lifei have friends.
So please contact me if you need to talk.. ill try to help
|27 Oct email@example.com||Hey all im here as help if u need a chat someone to take things off ur mind or 2 take some of the load im here. Im 15 and i live in New Zealand yes im a bloody kiwi. Im one of those assholes who tries 2 cheer u up as best as possible....yup of those guys wel my email is firstname.lastname@example.org
rememba dat there r ppl who will talk 2 u and listn as long as u talk 2 us
|15 Oct 2005||a person with problems||OK i have offered help here before... because this site saved my life.
I first want to say if you want to die... just put it off for at least a week, and during this week really think about what it means, i wanted to stop existing to stop dealing with this BS called life too. But you can always find something worth liveing for... Even if its only a friend over the internet.
I will be this friend for you, just email me
also i will keep posting here offering help as long as i remeber how to( and that will be a long time i got a good memory lol)
So please if you are thinking about killing youself email me
A little about me: Im 14, and im that one kinda fat kid who has lots of trouble socially.. but if you get to know him is a pretty good person. I know that most of you have met someone like that lol.
I found this site a little over a month ago since i wanted to die, and i osted here asking for help.. since well im smart and i guess, i knew that i could acomplish something(we all can no matter what you think you can too :)). And now since this site saved my life im gonna try and save yours.
so like i said please email me
im not one of those over the top insparational types.. even though earleir in this post lol
so just please dont do it...
P.S. oh ya all you people who say this site is awful GO TO HELL this site is a great thing it saved my life so fuck you
|13 Oct email@example.com
if you need someone just to have a chat with when you feel like a chat or a friend just add me on wither of those adresses ill have a chat with anybody
|02 Oct 2005||Michelle||Ok, for one thing, there is no point in killing yourself at all. Any age or reason it is pointless. I agree, life can be hard as hell but just ending it is a big regret you will have, and there is no way possible to change it. I have had suicide thoughts but how I think about it, you never know the out comes of things. For example, I know it's a bad example but I play tennis. The game started and the girl was really kicking my butt, then I lifted my head and said that I could do it. In doing this, I ended up winning the match and I couldn't be more proud of myself. Being depressed is an option people chose. Like I read in a book called "7 habits to Highly Effective Teens" by Sean Covey, people/things do not make you mad/sad/happy, it's all in how you take it. I feel for the people with love problems because I am dealing with some myself. But again, you just never know, this are always changing. Build some confidence in yourself, it's tough but it is possible. Always tell yourself that you look good, you are unique and that you can do anything you want to do. Find someone to relate to and can help support you and visa versa. I love helping people with their problems and I am a great listener. Personally, I feel better even just telling someone, letting them know my worries/problems makes me feel so much better. I will leave my contact info for all who just need a friend or just someone to babble to and I swear that I will not tell anyone. One thing that I don't like about this site is the definition of a suicide kit. There is no fun in death, as many people have talked about losing loved ones on this site and how it depresses them, so why would you make a game of it? That is just my opinion. Anyway, so you know, I am 17 years old and here is my info:
* Best bet is email or MSN but I have to say, I am in school and tennis, so right now I won't be on 24/7 but I am still here to help anyone, of any age. You guys can all make it!
|27 Sep 2005||a person with problems||OK im gonna repost this because not many people are offering help on the front page at the moment so i will PLEASE EMAIL ME if your thinking about sucicde
Ok im 14 older then some of you younger then others but i know what it feels like to be teased relentlessly. I also know what its like to have everything going great and still want to die.
ANYONE THINKING OF SUICIDE, email me i will listen, if you dont want me to try and talk you out of it i wont, but just haveing someone who understands can make a world of diffrence. It did for me, and i am also willing to help you talk to your parents. I am willing to give them advice or even email them for you to tell them what your planing so you can get help.
Please read this and please dont do anything youll regret.
email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
oh ya one last thing all you shitheads who are saying "this site is disgusting" or anything like that SHUT UP this site saved my life.
|26 Sep 2005||chaya||Hi im not sure if you are even reading this but i seriously hope you are. I always spend the time writing letters without enyone to read them.
im 15 yrs old in 10th grade and although i am not much older then you i can tell you from experiance everone has a moment when they feel unloved and everyone has moments when they feel btrayed by the world but hold on. im serious how terribly horrible would it be if you killed yourself instead of trying to improve your life only to find out later that there was something that you could have done to so better your life that you want to wake up every morning. Im not sure your situation but sometimes when you feel the world has turned their back on you have to do something that makes you feel worth living you have your hole life ahead of you. My dad always used to tell me wheni used to be sad fake it till you make it. just pretend your happy till you actually are. i no im not that much older then you but trust me you have your hole lfe to figure out what makes you feel good and happy dont end it now.\
i dont no you and u probably dont want to take the time to get to no me but when you down just think that there is someone in the world who cared enough about you to roght a 10 minute letter and if you eer want to talk im here 24 7 email me
|19 Sep 2005||http://grouphug.us/||man, what the hell? you are defentley a horrible person. i wonder how many people have acutally taken the advice on this website, and just killed themselves? you shoud really think about what you are doing. it's like a way of promoting a way to kill youself. these are REAL people, with REAL problems.. and this is just some joke site. why dont you do some jutice to this website and name it something more appropiate and delete all the garbage on here.
ps; everyone who needs help, check out
or talk to me, i am a great listner with similar problems to some of these.