Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
26 Dec 2005 Jemma if you really hates your fucking life, and you wanted to die, then don't, because you got the life aheads of you and you will never fucking know that you might will have a fucking good life in the fucking future. but it's up to you you can rather take aleast fucking 10 tablet, becaus it's less pain or just leave it and fucking get over it. like i said it's up to you. if you need my advite you can always email me at
jem-hen@hotmail.co.uk
by the way my name is Jemma and i'm 14 years old. Think about what i said!!!. Bye Bye!!
24 Dec 2005 Carms hey guys i'v been posted on here for ages to help ppl and a few ppl have added me but i wanted to post again coz i really want to help, suicide is not the answer, and tust me i know, you may seem like depressed and everything now but imagen how your parents would feel if you left them it may seem like they don't care but i tried commiting suicide once and i was so close to dieing, when i was just about to pass out i heard my mum saying something and crying and i realised my parents do care just they don't show that they do, so if you want help then add me on msn or send me an email at princess-c@hotmail.co.uk
20 Dec 2005 ma$e suicide is not the answer... how do you know the pain will stop after you die?! did a suicider email you after death and told you he was doing great and the pain is finally over?!!
to everyone reachin for help...anyone can talk to me..
im not a damn brat .. and da hell i will understand what you're goin through..VERY FEW understand...but i will seriously try..... dont hurt yourself before you give someone thats offering help a chance.......
17 Dec 2005 *Ellen* For a lot of the kids writing their soul pain in blood on this site, I've sent this mail out to a couple of you .... but it's aimed at ALL of you, cause I love you truely ....

Hey Kid,
I was reading your words on http://mouchette.org and just had to write too ya.
Please don't hurt yourself, the world is hurting you enough right ?
I'm just another stranger in your life, I know ... I'm just a passing ship in the night..
But I'm one who cares, I love you, I love the wounded and the scarred, because I'm wounded & scarred myself.
There was a time when I was hurting like you do ... but I kept on living.
And I'm so glad I did ... there's so much beauty & love surrounding you, I know you don't feel it now, but it IS here.
What is perhaps even more important is the fact that when you die, it's just your body that dies ... you, the real you with the same hurting and pain, will still be around..... in a diffrent place in time yes .... but it will still be you.
It might be hard to accept from a stranger like I am ...but there is a way out without ending this precious life you've got.
You should meditate and read about Buddhism, it will learn you a lot about pain, and why you don't have to suffer at all.
If you feel like writing me, then please do ... I'll be here waiting.
Love & Light,
*Ellen*
http://sterretranen.tk
16 Dec 2005 Ashley I am not under 13 but I am just a year older.And the past few months have been really hard for me to deal with and for the 1st time I cut myslef. I felt if i could breath again. Then one day at school I got really stressed and needed a way out, so I went into the girls bathroom and got a sftey pin off my back-pack to cut again. But there was a girl in there so I left, Then near the end of lunch my freinds found me and talked me out of it. There is so much to live for son't try and hurt yourself in any way or from. Talk to your freind, if you don't have a freind then talk to an adult you trust and if you want find another way to express yourself other then hurting yourself. If you want you contact me in someway or form. I am more then willing to help you out and you can trust me I wont tell anybody.
14 Dec 2005 benji listen carefully i wanted to kill myself many times because my father molested my bum. it is not worth it. no matter what happened. if you need someone who has already been thru some shit in life please email me at benji@figdor.com.au
i will talk with you and try to help you out in any way i can. if you dont have a place to stay i maybe can help you get a place to stay. whatever. just email me and i WILL HELP YOU.
13 Dec 2005 Linda Anyone under the age of 13 that is considering suicide should talk to a school teacher. If it during a vacation, they should talk to a fireman. Pick up a phone and dial 911. Tell them theres a fire. Yeah. Get help with sirens blowing.
06 Dec 2005 Simeon Berson look guys i almost killed myself like three times already. its totally not cool. email me at simeonberson@gmail.com
we will talk. no judging you. no preaching . just a friend who wants to help you.
27 Nov 2005 Kristen My name is Kristen, I live in NY. When I was 13 I tryed to kill myself with an overdose of my fathers medicine. I was in and out of many phch. hospitals, I had several therapists, but none that could help me. I hates school, i always got picked on, My dad was very ill throughout most of my like he was 60 when I was born my mother was 41. I had three half sisters who hated my gutts, Because while they were going to have children, I was born. So my parents didn't have time for grandchildren. That was always thrown in my face. I had one Half brother that lives In Utah, He never hates me because my dad married my mom. I had to deal with sickness my whole life. I have a very weak immune system. I was born with it.
I was diognosed with Bipolar at 14.
i am 25 now. I'm answering this because I Young Adults, Teenagers need to know that there is life out there worth discovering. I know many have had worse times than I had, but it's getting through those times that count. I do care about them, I offer my e-mail to them aytime they can write me butterflyz12004@wmconnect.com
I return all e-mails. It's not worth throwing your lives away. My Dad was Everything to me, I wanted my mom to die rather than my dad. I always thought my mom hated me, she nevedr had time for me because she was so busy taking care of my dad and me. Now I'm glad I didn't die my mom turned out to be the bestest friend I have ever had.
I'm dealing with a loss of a pet right now as we speak, My kitten Minkey is very Ill. My Fiance I streating me poorly, but I'm not giving up. I did want to commit suicide earlier due to my Bipolar, but nothing is worth hurting those you truly love around you.
To take your life would devostate your loved ones, even if you feel that no one cares trust me they do. Just hang in there and don't give up.
Suicide Is Never A Game it's black and white to live or to die. Death is not a game to take lightly, Death is Eternal,{permanent}.
27 Nov 2005 Christy Jo I've been through alot I've lost my father at the age of 18. I'm 24 now I have had alot of Deppression. I've been through some really tough times.
The things that upset children, are the things that we have forgotten that we faced at their age. At the age of twelve was my first suicide attempt. I took my Fatther's insolin. 600CCs the doctors were amazed I survived with that high a dosage, & considering I haven't diabetes.
I wouldn't call a child wanting to commit sucide a game neccessarily, They want our help. Some have issues that are just as real, and hard to deal with as we do as adults. They have worries and concerns that can lead to sucidal thoughts and even attepmts.
please e-mail me if you have somone you want me to help.
sincerly,
Christy
22 Nov 2005 CARMAN Hello All, I have been down this road so many times. I have tried killing myself and have come close to it several times. I also know how it is to be the one left behind. The person who is gone doesn't have a lifetime of pain and guilt. Wondering what could I have done? What could I have said? Maybe if I would of tried harder, maybe I could of told her/him how much they mean to me. That I would be asking thoose questions for the remainder of my life. Or maybe I can't go on. A Piece of your heart goes with the person that is no longer here. I have felt this way since my mom shot herself the day after my birthday. It has been 13 years now and I still haven't been able to put it behind me and try to live my life. But it is so hard, I'll see kids with their moms and it hurts, cause I will never have that. Please consider who your leaving. The pain is unbearable. I don't know how much longer I will be here. But I am here for anyone that need someone to listen to, someone who feels the same way. Maybe we can help each other.... Carman LOVECARMAN@COMCAST.NET
22 Nov 2005 Aj Well I hope you all know this was originally intended as a joke...

But since most of you don't...

Wait. Who the hell googles "How to commit suicide" ??

Ehh. As for the kit, I'd add a good old belt and hook. Wrap it around your neck, hang the belt on the hook, and pull back. You should pass out, and by that time the belt will be too tight, and you'll probably die. It might hurt though.

And for fuck's sake, it's NOT A GOOD IDEA.

Since fifth grade I've thought on this, on killing myself, because who the hell hasn't decided their life sucks? Oftentimes, it's true, it does! A shitty boyfriend or girlfriend, terrible parents, a lack of friends--believe it or not, it happens to everyone. Honest to god. I swear.

My dad's an unemployed ex-convict and my mom kicked me out of the house just this weekend. Parents don't get better, they possibly get worse, but though it seems like they'll be around forever...that's not true at all. Keep college in mind, keep life after college in mind, keep all the partying and sex and amazing times you'll enjoy in the future in mind. High school gives you more freedom to meet new people, and everyone changes through those years, and you can join clubs so you won't have to be at home as much and you'll meet new friends. High school is one of the scariest but most amazing times of my life so far, so don't end it before you get to enjoy it.

And as for boyfriends? I went through that in ninth grade, and didn't get over him for at least a year. I wished every day to have him back, to have someone love me and tell me I'm not the fucked up person I feel like. I'd walk home crying, and yes, I though of suicide. But I came through and I've met someone new, and I promise that your boyfriend is not the only wonderful guy in the world. It's hard as fuck to make it through an ex, but you can, it's not impossible, and what does not kill you only makes you stronger. People do love you, though sometimes it seems less than unconditional. If your parents don't show love, I promise promise promise there's at least one person whose heart would break if you were gone.

While you're alive you can do wonderful things. I'm sure you want to do wonderful things someday, I have plans, and that's what's kept me going. I first wasn't gonna kill myself till I got my period, haha. Now, I promised myself I won't do it till I've experienced prom. By then, I'll make sure to wait till I graduate college, at least. There are milestones in life that aren't hard to achieve--you just have to live the best way you can.

Think--if you kill yourself, you'll just be part of a rising statistic that scares the shit out of people. You will be nameless and faceless. And you will break hearts in your passing. But if you live, and try hard to, and someday make it on your own, you'll instill pride in those that love you and admiration in those that you'll meet someday, and you'll still have the chance to do something wonderful. You are something wonderful, you are unique, don't leave and blend in to the backround. Don't go down so easily, if you have to go, go kicking and screaming at all those bitches who have caused you harm. Prove them wrong!

I was diagnosed with clinical depression. I fucking know the feeling, like the day can't get any darker and all you're good for is fucking up, like there's no one there that could possibly understand and even if they did, they wouldn't help. I wished hard for someone to love me. I wished hard for my mother to stop being a bitch. I know the feeling that it'll never go away, that you're trapped, and frustrated with feeling sad for no fucking reason. I know it's a hard feeling to live with. And though I still have days like that, where I fold into myself and can't open my eyes to anything good, they pass. This will pass. There will be amazing times. Please don't miss out on them.

E-mail me if you want help, though everyone's said that and I don't expect it. I really don't want you to do this though.
22 Nov 2005 Pete I stumbled across this site because I've had a really bad week and I entered the phrase "my life is totally fucked" in google.

I used to think about suicide a lot when I was in high school. My parents were divorced; I lived with my mother who hated men, and a select group of kids in my school hated me before they even met me. I had no one to talk to at all--I tried twice and it was a disaster--and being called faggot regularly at school, sometimes in front of other kids, was very painful, as it was intended to be. I thought that there must be something wrong with me that only other people could see and I scoured outdated medical textbooks, trying to figure out what it was. When I was in grade 11, the same group of kids nearly killed me and laughed about it at school the next day. I didn't know how to be angry at my tormentors so I turned my anger inwards and fantasized about destroying myself. I had lots of friends but I often felt completely alone. Anyway, I survived. I did a lot of therapy to understand what happened when I got older. Even more challenging things happened to me as an adult. I survived them even when I never thought I would. I had many many experiences that I would have never wanted to miss. My life at this moment is very challenging, mainly because of financial problems. Not that I blame anyone--it's my karma. Anyway, I think I'll get through my current disaster somehow and I wanted to share some tools that I use to manage depression. I practice a kind of meditation called vipassana, which is very very helpful. Learn about it at www.dhamma.org. I also know a fair amount about nutrition. Those of you with ADHD, obesity, and other problems might find some answers at my favorite alternative health site: www.mercola.com. I supplement my diet with natural anti-depressants like fish oils, especially in the winter. And, normally, when I have a working car, I exercise a lot. Okay, that's my post. Peace out.
15 Nov 2005 Nicki You all should be ashamed of yourself. This site is filling kids heads with the thought that suicide is ok. but its not! It is the worst way to work out your problem. I am coming from experence. This is not the ansewer! I am ashamed of what I did to my family. In time the scars will go away but the pain is still there. If you need help please call me. My name is Nicki. I am 14 years old and you wont believe my story. well i am here for you to talk to. My phine number is (717)938-9863 or my cell (717)574-0586. Call me anytime.
15 Nov 2005 Givinglifeachance ...I used to be suicidal...If you want someone to talk to about it, write me...purpleprincess07@excite.com....no one will know, no preaching...just someone to talk to....
14 Nov 2005 a person with problems Well.... im back offering help once again :)..... iv offered help here before but for those of you who havnt read those and are curious ill bore you with my story


Im 14, and for a longtime, since i was about 10 all i knew was pain.... i had no real friends.... me and my parents.... we just didnt get along.... and i moved a little while back... thats when my depression peaked, i found this website trin to make sure drinking bleach would kill me (it wont lol) and some of the people here talked me into getting help..... it saved my fucking life...... so i kinda promised myself that i would try and help people through this website....


so there it is... isnt that boring lol.... but i really do wanna help, so if your gonna do it just email me and wait for a reply..... i might say something to change your mind :)
12 Nov 2005 Fuck you..(babygurl) Ok then... last night submitted something in the suicide kit... got ripped into about it... :( hey i thought you guys where actually wanting to know how to kill yourselves?? guess i am wrong..
if my answer last night sounded fucked up and or offensive i apoligise..
so to make you guys understand where im coming from wih my suggestions i will tell you a lil story..
At the ages of 5 and up was molestered... by 9 raped repeately...
i have borderline personality disorder and have tryed to take my life repeatly.. unfortunetly for me ppl have stopped me.. so i end up in hospital alot... i am on pills... now which do make me sorta okish but ill never feel alright memorys of all the rape and bashings from my ex have freaked me out so much... i do want to die... but some people need to live..
i dont know your situations fuck they could be worse thabn mine by a millon.. but i do kno that if it was your daughter/son bestfriend or evan some random person on your street and they ended up killing themselves you would miss them and get all messed up thwey they are gorn.. its part of human nature do you guys seriously think that dying will make everything better? death works in a weird way ive lost 5 of my bestest friends to suicide and my ex bf only last wk he hanged himself loverly... hey i do kno a niffty web site if you want to look at the actual pics of people who killed themselves... i saw it last night in my fucked up cutting state and have thought twice about the dirty deed... :( its your life though if you dont want it.. well i suppose that is your choice ... but try a dif approach.. first counceling..maybe anti depressants.. or both.. there are alot of ppl out there who want to try and help you.. me being one of them.. i couldnt help my friends cos they keep it all bottled inside but if you tell someone close or just someone you kno they might be able to help you.. fucking hate having to use the word help like we are all mental but thier is no other word for it.. kids helpline has a on line counciling service or you could just go call them if your word seems to be darkening and you cant make it better ..
listen if anybody wants to talk about thier prblems im here just add me
xoxox_lilbabygurl_xoxox@hotmail.com
11 Nov 2005 Ben Wow its been a while..I forgot about this place. It kinda brings back memories reading all of these stories. They all share a common tune of which I can still relate to. I'm sure we all know there are many answers to mouchette's question so I'm not going to post another lame way to end a life. Instead, I'll start off by saying its been quite a few months since I've been here and so much has happened.

I can bore you guys with what I went through but I won't do that. I do want to say that I understand you all. Its easy for someone who isnt alone and in the same hole as you to say that life gets better...that good things will come. I wish it wouldve been that easy for me...and for the rest of us. We don't see the light at the end of that very long tunnel...we don't see the sun rising above the trees of tomorrow...we see rain clouds and shadows, lightning replaces rainbows, tears replace smiles, lies replace truth and so on.. this is what depression is folks. You can't see the "brighter" side of things when youre depressed.

So in that note, I just like to say I hope each and everyone of you out there is ok. Life is filled with ups and downs. Maybe this is just a down point in your life. Give it a chance and maybe you'll reach that hill youv'e been climbing for. You may not be anywhere near to where you want to be..neither am I...but we'll get there eventually. No one can cheat you out of what you deserve from this life. Only you can, and you'll cheat yourself out of something special if you choose to end your life. I don't care if this didn't make any sense to everyone but I hope it made sense to at least one person. We're all in this together. Hope you all stay safe and take care of yourselves. I won't be going anywhere anytime soon sooo feel free to email me if you need help. (no not help with the suicide kit) peace!
11 Nov 2005 Suicide Helper I know that these days there are alot of things that makes you believe that dieing is better thatn living, but it's not! for example, if your are 13 years old, you might think that you are old enough to know that it's better to die, but it's not! at the age of 13 u still dont know anything about life, no matter how much u know! think like this, u r OONLY 13! there is a long life infront of u to thinkl about, you could become a great person in life when u graduate for example! and no matter how much stress u go through, there are other people who go throygh more stress but didn't kill themselves!
Life is a negative thing, so to live in it, u have to be positive! or else ur problems will become bigger!
10 Nov 2005 Sudheer Dear Friend,

Read your post on suicide. By now you must have realised that there are many ppl who feel as depressed as you and wanting to end it all. It certainly helps to express all your feelings on a site like this.
But don't you think that the real reason of how we feel at a particular moment is because of what we say to ourselves in our minds ?You know, we all keep saying many things to ourselves all day long.If we say depressing , self blaming ,self pitying things to ourselves we will feel depressed and wanting to commit suicide.
If we say positive, upbeat, cheerful , hopeful things to ourselves all the time, we will naturally feel good and on top of the world, ready to conquer anything. You know what i do most of the time, whatever my mood ? I repeat what is called positive self talk to myself. This i took from a book called "What to say when you talk to yourself " by Dr.Shad helmstetter.

If you are interested in the book, do read it. Or if you just want the self talk to repeat it, just email me, i will send you.
Yours with love
Sudheer

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