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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Dec 2006||Cindy||I BEG OF YOU ALL PLEASE RECONSIDER.
I dont know if what I have to say will help anyone but all I can do is hope. Where to begin? I'm a girl (as you can tell from my name) 25 years old and live in Canada. I hope that anyone who needs someone to talk to will contact me, as I have been through it and would like to help you. I wont go on about what exactly I have been through(its a little long to get into right now) and as you most likely have heard it before (but if you e-mail me and want to talk dont be shy im here), I doubt anything anyone is going through will shock me I truly understand how cruel and unforgiving the world can be. Dont get the wrong idea I dont mean that as an insult to how you feel, its just ive seen and been through lots.
There was a time in life (and yes it lasted verry long) when i couldnt see any reason to go on. I tried many many times to end it all, but for some unexplainable reason I am still here (and glad of it). I noticed that the older i got the worse things got for me (but it didnt end that way, at least not yet). When i was young the world seemed different and the older i got the more it changed and it is still changing (how to explain?). When i was very young i though that the world was a good place, that if you were a good persone then it would be good to you. The older i got the less i believed in this. I suppose it had to do with the fact that I was out there more and experiencing it the way it realy was (yes life can be a bitch). I got to see the world and humans as we are. the world is not perfect and no one in it can be.
It seems cliche for me to say this, but i wish i knew then what i know now (and it doesnt mater how ofter you are told, it will not change until you believe in it). When i was younger i though so many minor things matterd, like that i was different and didnt fit in or couldnt get a boyfriend, it would tear me up inside to be tormented and bullied (just to mention a few). The thing that I realised as I got older was that, life in school is very different from the real world(contact me if you want me to explain further).
It took me a long time to see other peoples pain and suffering and to stop and think. One has to realise that even though things seem bleak right now, that wont be the way they will stay for ever (i know its hard to believe this), even though you feel alone you realy arent. If you think about the amount of people in this world can you realy say that NOone else has been through what you have. Yeah perhaps there are some minor differences and perhaps they havent been through the same sequences of events you have, but there is deffinatly someone who knows what you are going through. I thought that I had it bad and would feel sorry for myself hating who i was and cursing the life that i was given. I can look back at this now and see that i was a fool.
All over the world people suffer, usualy worse than anything we could imagine (yes some people have it worse than you, i know you dont want to hear that right now but its true). Dont think that this is reason to give up, because all though there is great pain in life there is also a form of happiness and peace. I dont believe in god and i guess i dont believe in the after life (i think these things to be a comfort for some and that is why we have religions, and its ok with me if you do believe in these things, to each his own). For the longest time I thought I was a coward for not being able to even try to kill myself and then when i finaly tried i felt inadequate for not succeeding. How wrong i was, i see now how weak one has to be to go through with it. Yes its an easy end to it all but thats what it is an end. There are no faery tales in life and no magical place we can go to after we die where everyone is happy. We are the here and now, this is the life we have and it is precious. It takes a strong persone to look past ones pain and see the value in living. Remember that nothing is permanent, if you truly want your life to change you have to be willing to work hard at achieving your happiness and you have to work at it everyday. Life is the one true thing that is ours.
Know that even today i struggle with much pain in my life but it is the moments of happiness that i look forward to and cherish. Life is a sequence of passing moments. They help to shape who we are. Though things may be dark now never give up there is always light along side the darkness.
I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this rather lengthy entry. Remember to contact me if you would like to talk. All i can do is hope that in some way my words were of help or mildly comforting. Never forget you are not alone.
Cindy (email@example.com) (sorry for any typos *smile*)
|09 Dec 2006||swift909||Dear friend,
Suicide means to finish own existance. It is a way of the escapist and coward person. Life is a challenge we have to continue our struggle for survival and betterment of livlihood. See if the animal live even in worst, tortured and painful conditions, it does not commit suicide. You can say that animal has no brain to think of it, but realise
that the brain and its wisdom should be used for positive vision, constructive approach and optimistic thinking.
The civilised society is contributed by each and every person of the society that is why every person and his existance is equally imortant for the society. Escapist thought is the beginning of the downfall of the society as a whole, because the person who wants to commit suicide is escaping from its liabilities and duties towards the society but on the other hand it is a challenge for the remaining persons of the society to think over the reasons for what the that person would have
been forced to commit such an extreme step to cut away from the society.
The braves are alway remembered and worshiped for their struggles and sacrifices against the worst conditions, not the escapists who selfishly commit suicide. Live and let others to live. Live to love and
love to live.
|04 Dec 2006||don't quit||Hang in there.
Do what it takes to live another day.
If you need someone to listen, I'm more that willing to do so.
Feel free to email me.
Just don't quit.
|03 Dec 2006||Rene C||Hey! Well if you are here probably you're going through difficult times, maybe you've suffered always of depression or your life has been a struggle, some things leave a shadow in the memories, and sometimes is hard to forget, but! I'd like to talk to you before you do anything like commiting suicide, that means talking, maybe if I'm lucky would become your friend and if you want we can talk about how do you feel... you can add me to your hotmail messenger: firstname.lastname@example.org.. my best.
|03 Dec 2006||hello Kevin||This message is specifically for kevin but it may help others. I have been suicidal since i was 12 (now 24) and can remember thinking I should put a gun to my head as a child. I always felt like my parents didnt care about me enough. Its the classic story of the single mom the absent fater, poor, mom works 2 jobs and no one was around. Then as a teenager I wanted to kill myself over what I now think petty situations that I got through them. I tried twice as a early teenager. The first time I was 14 and tried to hang myself. I failed and went to bed. When I woke up I faced the world again. The next time was over my boyfriend at 15 he stood me up for my freshman homecoming and the next day I swallowed a half bottle of vicodin. I passed out and woke up in siezures followed by vommitting and more sezure or sezue like behaivor. No one was around as normal so no one could tell. The next week my mom found the empty bottle and took me out of school and took me to the hospital. I had and still do to a certain exten liver damage. Since then it has been thoughts but evertime I think of it I can hear my mom (who does and always has loved me she just couldnt be the mom I wanted because she worked her ass off to make sure I had a decent place to live and was taken care of) anyways my mom said if I ever killed myself she couldnt live with herself and would follow me to hell. Now I remember that and I even go to sites and still dwell on it but I love myself evough and my family to control my urges. Some people cope with the stresses of life well and some like us do not. I tried counciling and antidepresents and none have worked but taking deep breaths and remembering that even though you think no gives a damn if you live or not there is someone probably many that do give a damn and would be deeply hurt and impacted if you went through with it. Kevin you can email me if you want to set up an private account on yahoo or something. I prabably wont return to this site for a while because I ussually keep my emotions in check but if you want someome to talk to Im here. When upu email mention your name in the subject so I read it K. Hope to hear from you.|
|02 Dec 2006||sparkling||Listen, 'GOD', just like most of people I'm here for support, receiving as well as giving.
But, see, I'm such a selfish little bitch and I don't give a fuck about kids in third world countries. People are dying everywhere, what can I do about it? I just want for my pain to cease. And suicide seems like the best way to do it. BUT, I don't really want to die so that's why I am here, you know, to seek help and hopefully help someone whom I CAN help.
So, if you don't have anything significant to share with us, why don't you kindly remove your sorry arse from this board and spare us, snot nosed teens and pussies, the doubtful pleasure of your company, huh?
If anyone wants to e-mail me, feel free. I won't solve your problems but I will read it and if possible offer some advice and support.
|29 Nov 2006||Lyn||to whom this concerns:
suicide is NOT the answer... My husband killed himself, so I can tell you a thing or two about the subject. When someone kills themself they might die once but those left behind die a thousand times wondering why, if there was something they could have done...something they could have said... Please I urge You talk to someone DONT keep your thoughts to yourself.. Death is not the answer... If your parents dont treat you right tell them how you feel.. If they abuse you, get help dont stay in that environment...Seek counseling, talk to a preacher... there are so many options out there...people that can help you.. if you want to talk to me email me email@example.com
|27 Nov 2006||ryan||well if your under 13 i dont think you have expeirenced enough life to commit suicide
im ryan im 18 i have never tryed to kill myself but think about it all the tim.the only thing that has pulled me through the hard times is my music its like a escape so i think if you really wanna kill yourself at least give it a second thought and try and focus on sumthing you love eg music art
its helped me through alot
if anyone wants to talk about what there feeling drop me an email and i will gladly talk to you and hear wat you have to say and help if i can
take it easy people and remember 2 thought
|26 Nov 2006||Helping Hand||I am a Pro in NE. I'm a good lisner. Anyone wants to takl, drop me a line. I'll be here for you|
|24 Nov 2006||Stormie||Hello Agian,
this is my 3rd time (i think) posting on this site. I just wanted to say that if suicide is what you want to do, You should do it. Im not one of those people that are going to tell you not to do it, Becouse in the end its your body, your life, Your choice, and the people who tell you not to or its a sin and shit like that. Tell them to fuck off they dont know what its like. They dont have to live your life.
So like iv said before if anyone here needs to talk im here, I wont tell you what to do. I wont try to change your mind. Ill just listen.
You can e-mail me at Pinkmcr66@aol.com
or you can im me at Pinkskittle66
|19 Nov 2006||Katie||Honey There is no best way to kill your self. I am a surviver of a sucide victim. You should talk to somebody. If you want to talk to me you are more than welcome to. JUST PLEASE DO NOT HURT YOURSELF|
|16 Nov 2006||Amy||I've been sending emails to people who have posted here that they are going to kill themselves. No one has replied. It breaks my heart to come to the realization that they might have actually killed themselves. I understand that sometimes it's hard to even think about living another day, but you need to hang on. You just need to. I've gone thru this site front to back. I wonder how many people who posted are now no longer with us? Oh god, kids don't do it.
If you feel alone and need someone to talk to I am more than willing to help. Or talk to someone else. Just don't quit. Please.
Leo, I hope you didn't pull the trigger.
I wish I could talk to each and every one of you, one on one and try my best to convince you not to give up.
Try getting help before you make any rash decisions.
I hope you all get thru these tough times.
|15 Nov 2006||Kait||I want to hold each and every one of you and make all of your pain go away. I know this sounds really dumb, but you're life will get better. Here's the only catch, you musn't dwell in your own self-pity forever. I was abused from the age 5-about 13. I no longer live with my father and it took me 2 years to stop thinking "my life's horrible". I stepped out of my self-pity and began to live again. My life has since changed so drastically and I'm finally happy again. I know that right now it feels like you have no choice, but you do. You can escape your pain and your hurt and even your guilt. I promise, we can do this together. If you want to talk to someone who knows how you feel and will HONESTLY help you, please email me. I won't tell you to kill yourself or do drugs or drink your issues away. I will tell you how to live again and try to help you. When life begins to crumble around you, I will help you pick up the peices.
I've been where you are. Trust me and let me help you! Email me and I will listen. firstname.lastname@example.org
|06 Nov 2006||Amy||to ?????
Please don't do it. Have a little hope. If u need anyone to talk to, feel free to email me. Please don't do anything you'll regret....
|02 Nov 2006||kristen||to all of those who sent me harsh emails;;
thanks for your opinions but net time dont give them where there not asked for.k?
i AM open-minded && i want to help you guys !!
i have had problems myself ...
&& i know what it feels like to just want to give up ...
&& like you have nothing to live for ...
but for me;;
those moments && experiences taught me life lessons i needed to learn && made me who i am;;
just talk to me ...
i can help you ..
well i want make promises but ill help you the best i can !!
ill promise that;
|30 Oct 2006||Brooke||Hey well im writin again i really want to help all of you the best i can!! well my new email adress is email@example.com so email me and i will help you!! i love you all and i am praying for you!! -brooke|
|29 Oct 2006||Brooke||OK WELL i READ LiKE ALL THE PAGES ALREADY AND i SOMETiMES THOUGHT THAT i HAD iT BAD iN MY FAMiLY!! BUT NOW i FEEL LiKE i HAVE MORE THAN i DESERVE! BUT iT HURTS ME TO READ ALL OF THE CRAP THAT PARENTS PUT THEiR CHiLDREN AND THERE THE ONES THAT SHOULD BE THiNKiN ABOUT THiS SHiT iNSTEAD OF PUTTiNG THEiR CHiLDREN THROUGH iT!! BUT i REALLY WANT TO HELP SO PLEASE EMAiL ME AND TELL ME YOUR STORiES DO WHATEVER i REALLY WANT TO HELP YOU i MiGHT NOT KNOW WHAT iTS LiKE AND i KNOW i HAVE PROLLY NEVER BEEN THROUGHT WHAT YOU ALL DO EVERYDAY BUT i DO KNOW THAT MY LiFE iS NOT AS GREAT AS OTHERS iVE BEEN THROUGH MY PARENTS DiVORCiNG MY DAD AND STEP MOM DiVORCiNG AND SHE CHEATED iVE BEEN THROUGH FiNDiNG OUT CRAP LiKE MY DAD iSNT MY REAL DAD AND MY BiOLOGiCAL DAD WORKS WiTH HiM AND i HAVE KNOWN HiM ALL MY LiFE! i HAVE BROUGHT MYSELF TO CUT BUT iM TRYiNG TO STOP MiNE ARENT BAD AT ALL iTS NOT BAD ENOUGH TO BE HOSPitALiZED ABOUT THO! iWANT TO HELP YOU MAiNLY UNDER 13 i AM 14 i AM A GIRL AND i REALLY REALLY WANT TO HELP YOU!! PLEASE LET ME EMAIL ME AND i WiLL GET ON EVERYDAY! WELL i HAVE TO GO BUT MY EMAiL iS firstname.lastname@example.org !! PLEASE DO THAT FOR ME i LOVE YOU ALL!!|
|27 Oct 2006||gabriel||ive died 3 times physically twice when my head split open and i lost blood but they brought me back and once when i cut my own throat. god showed me i had a purpose. you wanna die? then why are you reading all this shit? because you want someone to flatter you? look love is everywhere dont kill yourself im not gonna die anytime soon. god doesnt play dice with the universe. send me some emails, i can give you advice on making friends, becoming the popular kid, getting the girl you want soooooo badly(or guy), family issues, fixing relationships, families, and frinedships. i can help with anything cause ive lived it all and i became everything that i wanted to become. email me and ill get back to you i promise|
|26 Oct 2006||kristen||this is horrbile;;
i had heard about things ike this but never really come across it until now ...
correct if im wrong ...
is this not a site where people like encourage you to kill yourself?
"What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?"
... what in the hell is worng with you people?!?!?!
how can you just sit there && lt this continue on?
you are encouraging children to kill themselves?!?!?!
that is the sickest thing i have EVER heard of ...
i mean belive me i know that life gets tough && seems to hard to bare;;
but there is alwayz hope;
there have been many times where i just felt like i couldnt go on ...
but i just couldnt bring myself to do it.
i mean once i thought about it ...
its sucha selfish thing to do !!
i mean think about your family, your friends ...
do you think life will be any easier for them??!?!?!
this really just hurts my heart ...
but if you need to talk to someone who is open-minded, will listen && can hopefully help you ...
|23 Oct 2006||sam||Its funny i thought i was out had enough of helping depressives like me but i guess im not im semi retired im 15 and im really good at listening mainly because im going through wot u r i may not be some proffesional with a PHD but im just one of us as i figure we got to stick together while we can|