|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Jan 2007||Az||this sites bad man trust ,,, started off as a game or summat .... i feel for the people who have felt like commiting suicide ... and as for u people who make cruel comments to those who are feeling down n shit youre all sick .... just never forget that every teenager and every child who has ever commited suicide is on your conscience coz its psychos like u who make them feel that way ... just a quick message for those who need 2 tlk add me on email@example.com|
|23 Jan 2007||Monica||Please, don't do it. Please take this website down. You have no idea how much damage you are doing in people's young lives! This is horrible!
Suicide is never the answer. I know that we all go through trials in our lives where we feel hopeless, unloved and unwanted. But, believe me (from experience) there is more to life if you just live it. But especially if you PRAY and ask God to help you! Ask God to help you with your pain, with your problems, for Him to give you guidance in your life. That's the only reason why I was saved, b/c there was a time in my life where I thought that I could not go on, that I could not endure the pain and suffering and emptiness, and that if I was no longer here, that it would not make a difference. You see those are all LIES! They are lies that the devil wants you to think and believe so that you can fall into the hole of emptiness and desperate attempts to end it all But there is a light at the end of the tunnel in this world, there are solutions to problems and there is love. God loves us all, that is the reason that He created us, that is the reason why He sent his only son, Jesus Christ to pay for our sins! That is the good news, if you believe in Him, and pray, you will live such a wonderful life, full of love, b/c God loves you! He loves each and every one of us. When we need someone to talk to, He is there, weather you believe that he is or isnt (just try, pray and talk to Him) Sometimes people just choose to ignore Him But God has a plan for each and every one of us, a beautiful plan with great meaning. So you do mean a lot to Him, our Heavenly Father and creator, and you do have a purpose in life, just pray and ask God what it is. Dont get tricked by the devil otherwise, b/c he wants you to fail, he wants you to end it all..that is just what he does. You are a very special person, you are loved by the most important being in this world, God the all mighty himself. I know if you are not a believer, that this many sound a bit weird, but believe me, if it were not for God, I would not be here. He helped me be strong (I prayed for that) He helped me regain my confidence and strength (I prayed) He helped to guide me in being a better person, in being a better daughter, in feeling better about myself (I prayed for that too) and I know if you speak to Him, He will listen! And He will guide you to where you need to be and give you the strength to endure whatever situation that you may be in. Please, pray, I will pray for you too. And if for any reason you need to talk to me, please email me and I will try my hardest to email back soon (firstname.lastname@example.org)
Remember that God loves you! May God Bless you!
|20 Jan 2007||Ashley||Before killing yourself, ask why you want to. Everyone has at least one person that cares for them. Don't you think that that person would miss you so much that they'd kill themselves. If you love that person, dont you care about their feelings.
If you say you dont have any friends and have been bullied all your life then thats too bad. Don't you want to experience your life to the fullest. If everything is going bad for you then why don't you stop thinking about killing yourself. Think about a way to make your life better.
Thinking about suicide is not all unhealthly. I've been molested and still have rough times but I can still get through my days.
I used to been an outcast, but i found someone that cared about me and i grew out of the phase.
Each and everyone of you should rethink about committing suicide. Give yourself a second chance to redeem yourself.
I'm a very good listener and if you want come see me.
|18 Jan 2007||remember to feel real.||you can't kill yourself until you've tried to live. and i don't mean live as in just wake up every morning and go thru the steps. i mean, try to find what makes you happy. look around. explore. the world is a very big place. there are so many things to do instead of sitting around and obsessing over suicide. i know how you feel. and i know that sometimes it hurts to wake up everyone. and sometimes its nearly impossible to look in the mirror and realize what your life has come down to. but if you have the means to go out and find what makes you happy, what makes you want to live another day...than put the razorblade down and go find that happiness. honestly kids, if your under 20, you really shouldn't be thinking about death. maybe your in a really bad situation...and you need to get out...than do it. get the fuck out. find yourself the life you want. if your scared to get out...than wait till your 18 or whatever...and then leave. get a job. get a career. find love. find happiness. find freedom. i haven't had a perfect life. i have secrets that i hide from the world. but all you can do sometimes is learn to forget the past. and i know that doesn't fix anything because at times the memories are so vivid that you find yourself yearning to feel the cold barrel of a gun on your temple....but just get thru those times. do what you have to do. live another day. who knows...maybe the next day won't be so bad. life happens once. death happens once. you can't take your chances on these kinds of things. you get one chance...just one. make the best of it. who knows...maybe tommorrow you'll get hit by a bus...and i bet at that moment you'd pray to god to live just a little longer. life wasn't suppose to be easy. no one said things were going to be served to you on a golden platter. everyone lives their own version of hell. and if it makes you feel any better...there is probably someone out there who is in a far more worse situation than you. and no, your not suffering because god hates you. it is useless to think that. does god hate the little kids in africa? is that why they are dying of aids?? NO! Sometimes the only thing you can rely on is god's love. So please, stop wallowing in self pity and go do something about it. if life sucks, than fix it. Not by killing yourself, but by finding what you desire. fill that void in your heart. not with a bullet, but with love and happiness and comfort and all those other lovely things. and you won't believe me when i say this, but i care about you. I don't care if you a 13 year old or a 31 year old. I care about you. and I don't want you to end your life. I want you to find happiness. I want you to be okay. Instead of going head over heals to find new and interesting ways to die...why not use that time and effort to find new and exciting ways to live. Just try to live...put a 100% effort in trying to live. Please, just give it a shot. And if your already planning on ending it, than there really isn't much to lose. Either you'll find happiness and realize that you want to live....or you'll be back here. And if you can look at me in the eyes and tell me that you have done all that you can do to live...and there isn't anything more left for you here....than i'll leave you alone, and let you decide what is best for you. But please...don't do anything your going to regret. Why venture off into the unknown...when you can be here. Just try it okay. Try to live. After that, just leave it to fate.|
|18 Jan 2007||Scors-b||"When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad that they have to get better."
I think this has to be the most true thing I have ever read. Take another look. This pretty much sums up why I'm still alive, and maybe it also does for you. No matter how bad things are, there is always hope. Hope is the most important thing in the world. Without it we would all be doomed - hope is what makes you study at school, take a job interview, try out for a team. Hope can make you get up in the morning and I suppose it can also keep you living a life that you really wish you never had.
For me, it feels like just whenever I'm maybe about to find the one thing that would make it all worthwhile, it just fucks up. It fucks up so much that I wish i was more than dead... because right now i can't even explain the pain and frustration. It's maddening, like a beautiful summers day.. but then the thick black clouds come rushing in from all four corners of the sky and fill the chest with deadening pressure. Uncontrollable, like something eating away at you from the inside. I just don't fucking like it. Get it out, before it eats my soul.
I just wanna be me and feel like thats ok. I just wish I could get to know 'me' before I keep trying to get to know 'you'. I just wish god would stop fucking around and just let me out. I wanna be free. So stop the fear and the pain and unlock me so i can get out. Let me out, i wanna get out.
Maybe if there was one thing i have learnt, it is that you have to look after yourself. Because no-ones really there looking out for you.
"No-one except yourself that is,
No-one except you"
So be kind with yourself (but not unforgiving) and remember that there is always one thing that can keep you alive- hope. Pretty shit I guess but then if you can accept this and forget everything else that you are living for life should be a damn sight easier.
If you've read this far and can see any sense in this post, email me.
|18 Jan 2007||Casey||Im sorry that many of you have gone through so much unfortunate stuff. and I am sorry that so many people have pretended that they know exactly how you feel becasue they dont, nobody really does but u. Despite i dont know where u have been or what u feel i would love to talk to you if u need help, or a friend, or maybe jsut has a question about life. I just want to be here for anybody. No pretending, just real, my email is Mabbus4@hotmail.com|
|17 Jan 2007||Mary||Try to think about the strengths in yourself that have pulled you through in the toughest times. Even though you are 13, there must be something in your past that you can look to for a way to cope. Be careful about drinking, because it is easy to fall deeper into the pit when you are drunk. It may even feel like you are swirling around the top of the toilet bowl on the way down the drain.
You must have something in there. You must have been able to do something really well when you were 6 or 7.
I used to be adventuresome and willing
to try new things. I am looking on this site because I was thinking about killing myself too. I also do not want pain. If you are in pain, why would you
want more. It is in that part of the pit where one is less depressed just enough to feel the strength to commit suicide.
If one can commit to suicide maybe one can commit to an inner strength they have forgotten.
I would say that if you are looking for a plan you do not have one yet.
If you are strong enough to look for a plan, you may be strong enough to look for that inner coping skill.
I would go into nature to have a little peace and quiet. This world is so chaotic, that it is hard to feel up for many people. I have made it to 54, and somehow, when I get to this point, I have chosen a different path.
Look around you. I won't bring up the starving kids, but maybe your neurosis will help other people to talk and work out theirs. I know you know this, but there is always someone worse off than you.
In any case, whatever the age, if you really want to kill yourself and not punish others, then think about the act.
It you are going to finish the job, you must pick a method that will finish the job. There are no guarantees about the pain aspect. You may think you have chosen the least painful method and experience otherwise. I used to work in the ICU. People would try to shoot themselves in the heart, and because we all think that you find your heart by saying the pledge of allegiance you aim where your hand was. Unfortunately the shot goes into your shoulder and leaves you alive and disabled.
at 13 you may feel you have lived long enough, maybe you have and this is meant to be. Is there no future?
Consider getting help.
Writing this has helped me to stop crying at least.
There are no over the counter pills that will kill you without horrible side effects if you do not use enough.
Let me know what you think.
|15 Jan 2007||manyu||i read some of the archives.its sad people wanna give up life without figting.so wat if u wake up on the wrong side of the bed everyday.someday u will wake up on the right side and everything will change. if you guys need some help u can talk to me on
|07 Jan 2007||Christine Dobreva||I've already been here. Not once - explaining how my life is or something. Things change, boys and girls - tomorrow always comes - if you want it.
I was depressed, very down, very hurt.
I was out of order, I was slitting my wrists for months and months, over the healing scars, again and again. I was 17-18. 1,5 years later I am here - alive and partly happy. I say partly, just because getting rid of suicidal thoughts was VERY tough, very difficult. Now that almost everything is ok with me ( I am a student @ the University, I managed to somehow overcome my dad's death in 2006, I will get married soon ), I think that it's high time I offer my help to each one of you who feel they're stuck in the middle, that there's no way out. I can help those of you who feel lost and sad, depressed or want to attempt suicide. No matter how old you are. I am here to help you by making you believe that life is in front of you and that things do change - it's just a matter of time. I'm also working on a project in Social Psychology and my topic is: Suicidal actions by people aged 10-18.
Just click on my name and contact me. I will answer to each one of you.
Believe me, I've been through all this - I am ok and happy now. You can follow me, just have a little faith and trust those who have seen all this sadness and pain!
Bless you all!
|25 Dec 2006||Déjanae||Whoever on here needs someone to talk to, who are having thoughts of suicide, please message me, suicide isn't the answer, its not a way out. Trust me, there are people that love you. So send me a message. Dejanae002@yahoo.com
|24 Dec 2006||dead inside.||"Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life."
Life isn't easy. Everyone is faced with problems. Everyone is faced with hardships. All you can do is get past them. Even when breathing becomes the hardest thing to do, you just have to keep going. I can't promise that it will get better, because I have no way of knowing for sure. You have to take that risk, and live another day. Keep moving along. Keep fighting. Get up everytime you fall down. Don't give up. Don't quit. Whether you 13 or 31 or 18 or 81, you just have to hold your head up, and fight thru. And when you feel that your all alone, and no one loves you, turn to God, let him love you. I don't mean get all preachy or anything. I know that I don't know you, but I still care. I want you all to be okay. Everytime I come here, I get chills. My heart bleeds for you all. If you are seriously suicidal, please reconsider.
"You said that you would die for me...
You must live for me too..."
|24 Dec 2006||JayEll||a need help please email me|
|24 Dec 2006||Jodie||hey..mah names jodie nd am here 2 listin 2 u and help you out a have tryed to kill myslef before and a had 2 stay strong for my friends a put my self a aside and stopped them from killing there self so if you want help or need someone to talk to am here 24/7 evryday just add me email@example.com and am here to listin and help you in anyway a can am wiling to get you thro it if your going to listin 2 my advice please a want to help all of you so please email me =] a promise al be here for you x|
|19 Dec 2006||Dee||My name is Dee, Im not going to spill my story on here but everyday I want to end my life, not a day goes by I dont think about or come close to it. A very long time ago I posted on here about how miserable I was and one person emailed me and told me to wait and things will get better, and they were right things did get better, then worse, then better, then worse, well you get the point. I want to do that for someone. If anyone needs someone to talk to im here, I understand and I in no way will judge you. Im here...|
|13 Dec 2006||Tabatha||When you're under 13 you shouldnt be thinking of killing yourself and if you are please talk to someone, some people really do care feel free to post back.|
|10 Dec 2006||Cindy||I BEG OF YOU ALL PLEASE RECONSIDER.
I dont know if what I have to say will help anyone but all I can do is hope. Where to begin? I'm a girl (as you can tell from my name) 25 years old and live in Canada. I hope that anyone who needs someone to talk to will contact me, as I have been through it and would like to help you. I wont go on about what exactly I have been through(its a little long to get into right now) and as you most likely have heard it before (but if you e-mail me and want to talk dont be shy im here), I doubt anything anyone is going through will shock me I truly understand how cruel and unforgiving the world can be. Dont get the wrong idea I dont mean that as an insult to how you feel, its just ive seen and been through lots.
There was a time in life (and yes it lasted verry long) when i couldnt see any reason to go on. I tried many many times to end it all, but for some unexplainable reason I am still here (and glad of it). I noticed that the older i got the worse things got for me (but it didnt end that way, at least not yet). When i was young the world seemed different and the older i got the more it changed and it is still changing (how to explain?). When i was very young i though that the world was a good place, that if you were a good persone then it would be good to you. The older i got the less i believed in this. I suppose it had to do with the fact that I was out there more and experiencing it the way it realy was (yes life can be a bitch). I got to see the world and humans as we are. the world is not perfect and no one in it can be.
It seems cliche for me to say this, but i wish i knew then what i know now (and it doesnt mater how ofter you are told, it will not change until you believe in it). When i was younger i though so many minor things matterd, like that i was different and didnt fit in or couldnt get a boyfriend, it would tear me up inside to be tormented and bullied (just to mention a few). The thing that I realised as I got older was that, life in school is very different from the real world(contact me if you want me to explain further).
It took me a long time to see other peoples pain and suffering and to stop and think. One has to realise that even though things seem bleak right now, that wont be the way they will stay for ever (i know its hard to believe this), even though you feel alone you realy arent. If you think about the amount of people in this world can you realy say that NOone else has been through what you have. Yeah perhaps there are some minor differences and perhaps they havent been through the same sequences of events you have, but there is deffinatly someone who knows what you are going through. I thought that I had it bad and would feel sorry for myself hating who i was and cursing the life that i was given. I can look back at this now and see that i was a fool.
All over the world people suffer, usualy worse than anything we could imagine (yes some people have it worse than you, i know you dont want to hear that right now but its true). Dont think that this is reason to give up, because all though there is great pain in life there is also a form of happiness and peace. I dont believe in god and i guess i dont believe in the after life (i think these things to be a comfort for some and that is why we have religions, and its ok with me if you do believe in these things, to each his own). For the longest time I thought I was a coward for not being able to even try to kill myself and then when i finaly tried i felt inadequate for not succeeding. How wrong i was, i see now how weak one has to be to go through with it. Yes its an easy end to it all but thats what it is an end. There are no faery tales in life and no magical place we can go to after we die where everyone is happy. We are the here and now, this is the life we have and it is precious. It takes a strong persone to look past ones pain and see the value in living. Remember that nothing is permanent, if you truly want your life to change you have to be willing to work hard at achieving your happiness and you have to work at it everyday. Life is the one true thing that is ours.
Know that even today i struggle with much pain in my life but it is the moments of happiness that i look forward to and cherish. Life is a sequence of passing moments. They help to shape who we are. Though things may be dark now never give up there is always light along side the darkness.
I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this rather lengthy entry. Remember to contact me if you would like to talk. All i can do is hope that in some way my words were of help or mildly comforting. Never forget you are not alone.
Cindy (firstname.lastname@example.org) (sorry for any typos *smile*)
|09 Dec 2006||swift909||Dear friend,
Suicide means to finish own existance. It is a way of the escapist and coward person. Life is a challenge we have to continue our struggle for survival and betterment of livlihood. See if the animal live even in worst, tortured and painful conditions, it does not commit suicide. You can say that animal has no brain to think of it, but realise
that the brain and its wisdom should be used for positive vision, constructive approach and optimistic thinking.
The civilised society is contributed by each and every person of the society that is why every person and his existance is equally imortant for the society. Escapist thought is the beginning of the downfall of the society as a whole, because the person who wants to commit suicide is escaping from its liabilities and duties towards the society but on the other hand it is a challenge for the remaining persons of the society to think over the reasons for what the that person would have
been forced to commit such an extreme step to cut away from the society.
The braves are alway remembered and worshiped for their struggles and sacrifices against the worst conditions, not the escapists who selfishly commit suicide. Live and let others to live. Live to love and
love to live.
|04 Dec 2006||don't quit||Hang in there.
Do what it takes to live another day.
If you need someone to listen, I'm more that willing to do so.
Feel free to email me.
Just don't quit.
|03 Dec 2006||Rene C||Hey! Well if you are here probably you're going through difficult times, maybe you've suffered always of depression or your life has been a struggle, some things leave a shadow in the memories, and sometimes is hard to forget, but! I'd like to talk to you before you do anything like commiting suicide, that means talking, maybe if I'm lucky would become your friend and if you want we can talk about how do you feel... you can add me to your hotmail messenger: email@example.com.. my best.
|03 Dec 2006||hello Kevin||This message is specifically for kevin but it may help others. I have been suicidal since i was 12 (now 24) and can remember thinking I should put a gun to my head as a child. I always felt like my parents didnt care about me enough. Its the classic story of the single mom the absent fater, poor, mom works 2 jobs and no one was around. Then as a teenager I wanted to kill myself over what I now think petty situations that I got through them. I tried twice as a early teenager. The first time I was 14 and tried to hang myself. I failed and went to bed. When I woke up I faced the world again. The next time was over my boyfriend at 15 he stood me up for my freshman homecoming and the next day I swallowed a half bottle of vicodin. I passed out and woke up in siezures followed by vommitting and more sezure or sezue like behaivor. No one was around as normal so no one could tell. The next week my mom found the empty bottle and took me out of school and took me to the hospital. I had and still do to a certain exten liver damage. Since then it has been thoughts but evertime I think of it I can hear my mom (who does and always has loved me she just couldnt be the mom I wanted because she worked her ass off to make sure I had a decent place to live and was taken care of) anyways my mom said if I ever killed myself she couldnt live with herself and would follow me to hell. Now I remember that and I even go to sites and still dwell on it but I love myself evough and my family to control my urges. Some people cope with the stresses of life well and some like us do not. I tried counciling and antidepresents and none have worked but taking deep breaths and remembering that even though you think no gives a damn if you live or not there is someone probably many that do give a damn and would be deeply hurt and impacted if you went through with it. Kevin you can email me if you want to set up an private account on yahoo or something. I prabably wont return to this site for a while because I ussually keep my emotions in check but if you want someome to talk to Im here. When upu email mention your name in the subject so I read it K. Hope to hear from you.|