Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
06 Mar 2007 stephanie i wanted to kill myself. i had been sexually abused. i used to cut myself regularly. i was bullied at school. i hated it. i used to cut myself to gain some control. i felt empty and alone all of the time. i ended up with no friends and i took an overdose of ibuprofen + paracetamols + some other random tablets that were in the house. sadly i woke up. but since then my life has turned round. i went to college and met this amazin guy who makes me so happy. ive made friends because they see the real me. ive had hundreds of emails from people with problems like mine. i would like to say ive helped them all in some way or another in finding a solution to their problems. if you ever need someone to help, or someone who wont judge, or just someone to listen to you, email me or add me on msn steph_999@hotmail.co.uk. i will answer every email i recieve and talk to every single person who adds me on msn. i just want to help people the way i was helped xx
26 Feb 2007 a.dizzy.dizzl@hotmail.com i have survived through many things in my life, and i would like to ofer help to anyone who needs it.

ive been through sexual assult,
detox/rehab,
phsych wards,
abusive parents,
hard drugs,
cutting,
i was pregnant at only 12(no, i wasent a whore,.. it was just the wrong time of the month)and had the baby at 13.

if i can help anyone with anything, please email me,..
i dont have msn, but i chek my emails almost everyday.

i might not be abel to help you with everything, but i will atleast listen and try to help.

a.dizzy.dizzl@hotmail.com

hope to hear from some of you soon !
24 Feb 2007 brittany Listen, yes i admit ive thought about it && i have my reasons ive wanted to hurt/kill myself && harm/kill others but im tryin 2 avoid that && its really hard my meds aint workin but if u can give me advice or need me 2 give u some plzz feel free to email or im me lilmissbayou12@aol.com plzz do not kill urself its not worth it.i just wanna be friends ok...
15 Feb 2007 Paul I stumbled onto this site by mistake, but I'm glad I found it.

I'm depressed. I take medication for it. I always thought I had it bad, but after reading these problems, I realize so many people have it much worse. It makes me feel selfish, but I guess no matter how bad something seems, it can always get worse.

I don't want to vent my problems on here. I want to help people in any way I can. I mean, if there's at least one person who cares about you, that should be enough reason to live... right?
14 Feb 2007 Johnny Thank you Dora, I think that's actually the best thing you and I can do. Like you, I was deeply shocked to read from people who are so much younger than me, that they actually want to commit suicide. Well, I wrote my relationship with this topic below, I lost two really, really good friends this way, and I would like to offer anybody my two ears, even though I know that's not that much, but it's what I can offer you. So again, don't hesitate to contact me!

Johnny.
12 Feb 2007 Dora hey, i am 19, but i was reading how a lot of you guys are feeling, and a lot of you want to talk to someone, and i gess thats why posting helps, bcos other people who know something of what you are feeling will read it, and it makes it real if yo usay how yo uare feeling. Well i DEF dont have any answers, but i DO have two ears, and so if yo uwant to chat, then i will listen, and not judge, because who i am i to judge you?!
seriosly, you have nothing to loose, and talking sometimes helps, brings compassion into a very significant pain.
12 Feb 2007 Johnny The only thing I want to do, is hugging you, and everyone else who wants to kill himself. Thank God, I've never (well, almost...) been in a situation like this, even though I would have had reason to, but I don't know why that is, maybe I'm just very damn lucky, but my will to life has always been quite strong, no matter the stones that lay in my way, and there were some big stones, believe me.

Well, if I could do anything, I would hug you, hug you all and would never let you go. I have seen two very close people commit suicide in my short life (18yo) and the pain it did to me, and others, I couldn't do to others. It's been a pain, but I tried to let those people go, don't judge them, hold them in love and think of better days, don't imagine them hanging on a rope (which is actually the way they both did it, and in my opinion it is one of the most gruesome ways to do it).

I hope you get my point, if there's a point to get indeed, No matter the circumstances, I don't think that suicide is the right thing, but I don't condemn or judge people who see no other escape. And I definitely will offer a very big hug and a deep talk to anyone, asking for it, so don't be shy, ask for it!

Johnny.
07 Feb 2007 kt okay, i have thought about suicide when i was 13-15...i have read many helpful things and am sooo sooo thankful that the stuff i tried(over dose on drugs/alcohol, slitting wrists, suffication etc) didnt work. please please please feel free to email me anytime, i promise to write back and help you get over this thought, i lost 2 yearsr of my life thinking and plotting suicide, its not worth it, please my email is kta4190@aim.com. thank you, and i am praying for you all!
05 Feb 2007 Kitty Hey Everyone,
Since I last posted very little has got better. I still feel like sh*t. I'm now being harassed and black mailed by a guy i don't even know via msn. The stuff he makes me do is so degrading. I'm also terrified that my half brother will come back. I feel lonelier then ever. You are the only people i can talk to about how i feel. My "friends" at college are more interested in their boyfriends to even notice how much I'm hurting inside. Why cant anyone see the pain in my eyes? I'm stuck in a dark hole and cant get out. There is no light at the top. Only cold, darkness that presses in on you. Making you feel enclosed and alone. You never get used to this darkness, you can never get rid of it. It will follow you where ever you go. Hanging over you. Waiting for you to let it in so it can eat away at your insides. Taking away every last bit of hope and happiness you have. Until there's only darkness left inside you. It begins to rule your life. You don't want to go out alone. Looking behind your shoulder every couple of steps. Jumping at every little sound. Waiting for him to come and get me. He's coming I know he is. It's just a matter of time. When he comes i know i cant protect myself. He will be too strong for me to resist. He will take me again. He wont be as 'gentle' as he was the first time. Maybe he wont even let me live. He could be too scared I'll go to the police. Would it be such a bad thing to be killed after being raped again? It would hurt but then again if I live the nightmares would get worse. I'd have flashbacks more often. I couldn't live with that. Better to die then to live through it over and over again every night for the rest of my life. He will never stop haunting me. He may never come back, but I will still be terrified of him. This fear destorys any relationships i have. As soon as i tell a guy about it he backs away like im dieseased. I just want to shout "THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME" Is being a rape victim so terrible. Makes you so God damn disgusting that your not allowed to be happy. This is how i felt till the light shone down on me. When i was found by a person that understands me. Wants to be with me and help me. No matter what i tell him he understands. I'm truly happy when im in his arms. Its thanks to Mouchette that he found me. Thank you Mouchette you have saved me and i hope you can save others. Theres a song i've been listening to that makes me feel hope again. Maybe others will find it helpful.
Shayne Ward- Your Not Alone
She's getting out of bed
At half past ten
She starts to comb her hair
Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection
Off the wall
Why do I care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone
She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59
She's sitting on her own
Just an ordinary day
She's looking at the people
Passing her by
It could be you and I
They would never dream
Of slowing down
To see if she's alright
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
I'm hurting
She's hurting
I'm hurting, she's hurting
I'm so alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
I will be the one around

No one is ever alone, theres always someone who will be there for you. Email me and ill be there for you.
Braintree_Babe@hotmail.co.uk
05 Feb 2007 angel with eyes and heart wide open "hello ....this is angel looking out for you...i apololgize if i said something wrong...so please forgive me..
i clearly do not understand on why you
would want to promote suicide to kids under 13...tell me is life for you so
painful at this moment that you chose to
promote this type of game..i have no right to open my big mouth at something
that i just came across but it is very
painful to see you and other young kids
playing pretend...guess i'm just old school and care to see any and all of you kids think about suicide...guess because i was there once and i hated the way it made me feel...like a ugly
cancer just eating away at my soul..
you see i love life and i love kids and
i acted like an ass in my reply..so i do feel bad and i apologize to all of you kids out there in the world who feel
the pain or whatever emotions that you are going thru....so please to all...forgive this dumbass for being so lame before i knew what was going on..
and if i could only hold all of you in one big circle one day where you could feel the love that i have for all you kids out there whether i know you or not...i still love you all..and i do care...please write if any of you want to talk...please forgive ..i was wrong and i take total responsibility for my
own big mouth and i ask you all for your
forgiveness....my hugs and kisses and prayers are with you who secrectly try to be brave but yet cry when alone and the lights are out....but i hear you with my open heart......love your angel
04 Feb 2007 wizard of oz kill yourself with kindness and love because you are worth the life that god gave you enjoy every smile that comes your way..write me anytime you'd like or need to talk...my heart and soul will
be open to you and any of you out there
who would like to talk...my name is "desi" from manhattan, kansas
31 Jan 2007 u dont hav to b in pain to hurt i dont think age is an issue when its down to things like this, if you feel like hurting urself of commiting suicide for what ever reason, talk to some one you love, it helps to know you wanted, trust me...
if ne one needs to talk to sum one feel free to email me...
magical_penguin@hotmail.co.uk
29 Jan 2007 J IM HERE FOR YOU ALL,LETS HAVE A CHAT
PEACE J
MY MSN IS
gunsNroses99@hotmail.co.uk
28 Jan 2007 Az this sites bad man trust ,,, started off as a game or summat .... i feel for the people who have felt like commiting suicide ... and as for u people who make cruel comments to those who are feeling down n shit youre all sick .... just never forget that every teenager and every child who has ever commited suicide is on your conscience coz its psychos like u who make them feel that way ... just a quick message for those who need 2 tlk add me on arron_s_16@hotmail.com
23 Jan 2007 Monica Please, don't do it. Please take this website down. You have no idea how much damage you are doing in people's young lives! This is horrible!

Suicide is never the answer. I know that we all go through trials in our lives where we feel hopeless, unloved and unwanted. But, believe me (from experience) there is more to life if you just live it. But especially if you PRAY and ask God to help you! Ask God to help you with your pain, with your problems, for Him to give you guidance in your life. That's the only reason why I was saved, b/c there was a time in my life where I thought that I could not go on, that I could not endure the pain and suffering and emptiness, and that if I was no longer here, that it would not make a difference. You see those are all LIES! They are lies that the devil wants you to think and believe so that you can fall into the hole of emptiness and desperate attempts to “end it all” But there is a light at the end of the tunnel in this world, there are solutions to problems and there is love. God loves us all, that is the reason that He created us, that is the reason why He sent his only son, Jesus Christ to pay for our sins! That is the good news, if you believe in Him, and pray, you will live such a wonderful life, full of love, b/c God loves you! He loves each and every one of us. When we need someone to talk to, He is there, weather you believe that he is or isn’t (just try, pray and talk to Him) Sometimes people just choose to ignore Him  But God has a plan for each and every one of us, a beautiful plan with great meaning. So you do mean a lot to Him, our Heavenly Father and creator, and you do have a purpose in life, just pray and ask God what it is. Don’t get tricked by the devil otherwise, b/c he wants you to fail, he wants you to end it all..that is just what he does. You are a very special person, you are loved by the most important being in this world, God the all mighty himself. I know if you are not a believer, that this many sound a bit weird, but believe me, if it were not for God, I would not be here. He helped me be strong (I prayed for that) He helped me regain my confidence and strength (I prayed) He helped to guide me in being a better person, in being a better daughter, in feeling better about myself (I prayed for that too) and I know if you speak to Him, He will listen! And He will guide you to where you need to be and give you the strength to endure whatever situation that you may be in. Please, pray, I will pray for you too. And if for any reason you need to talk to me, please email me and I will try my hardest to email back soon (mburgos00@msn.com)

Remember that God loves you! May God Bless you!
20 Jan 2007 Ashley Before killing yourself, ask why you want to. Everyone has at least one person that cares for them. Don't you think that that person would miss you so much that they'd kill themselves. If you love that person, dont you care about their feelings.

If you say you dont have any friends and have been bullied all your life then thats too bad. Don't you want to experience your life to the fullest. If everything is going bad for you then why don't you stop thinking about killing yourself. Think about a way to make your life better.

Thinking about suicide is not all unhealthly. I've been molested and still have rough times but I can still get through my days.

I used to been an outcast, but i found someone that cared about me and i grew out of the phase.

Each and everyone of you should rethink about committing suicide. Give yourself a second chance to redeem yourself.

I'm a very good listener and if you want come see me.
18 Jan 2007 remember to feel real. you can't kill yourself until you've tried to live. and i don't mean live as in just wake up every morning and go thru the steps. i mean, try to find what makes you happy. look around. explore. the world is a very big place. there are so many things to do instead of sitting around and obsessing over suicide. i know how you feel. and i know that sometimes it hurts to wake up everyone. and sometimes its nearly impossible to look in the mirror and realize what your life has come down to. but if you have the means to go out and find what makes you happy, what makes you want to live another day...than put the razorblade down and go find that happiness. honestly kids, if your under 20, you really shouldn't be thinking about death. maybe your in a really bad situation...and you need to get out...than do it. get the fuck out. find yourself the life you want. if your scared to get out...than wait till your 18 or whatever...and then leave. get a job. get a career. find love. find happiness. find freedom. i haven't had a perfect life. i have secrets that i hide from the world. but all you can do sometimes is learn to forget the past. and i know that doesn't fix anything because at times the memories are so vivid that you find yourself yearning to feel the cold barrel of a gun on your temple....but just get thru those times. do what you have to do. live another day. who knows...maybe the next day won't be so bad. life happens once. death happens once. you can't take your chances on these kinds of things. you get one chance...just one. make the best of it. who knows...maybe tommorrow you'll get hit by a bus...and i bet at that moment you'd pray to god to live just a little longer. life wasn't suppose to be easy. no one said things were going to be served to you on a golden platter. everyone lives their own version of hell. and if it makes you feel any better...there is probably someone out there who is in a far more worse situation than you. and no, your not suffering because god hates you. it is useless to think that. does god hate the little kids in africa? is that why they are dying of aids?? NO! Sometimes the only thing you can rely on is god's love. So please, stop wallowing in self pity and go do something about it. if life sucks, than fix it. Not by killing yourself, but by finding what you desire. fill that void in your heart. not with a bullet, but with love and happiness and comfort and all those other lovely things. and you won't believe me when i say this, but i care about you. I don't care if you a 13 year old or a 31 year old. I care about you. and I don't want you to end your life. I want you to find happiness. I want you to be okay. Instead of going head over heals to find new and interesting ways to die...why not use that time and effort to find new and exciting ways to live. Just try to live...put a 100% effort in trying to live. Please, just give it a shot. And if your already planning on ending it, than there really isn't much to lose. Either you'll find happiness and realize that you want to live....or you'll be back here. And if you can look at me in the eyes and tell me that you have done all that you can do to live...and there isn't anything more left for you here....than i'll leave you alone, and let you decide what is best for you. But please...don't do anything your going to regret. Why venture off into the unknown...when you can be here. Just try it okay. Try to live. After that, just leave it to fate.
18 Jan 2007 Scors-b "When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad that they have to get better."

I think this has to be the most true thing I have ever read. Take another look. This pretty much sums up why I'm still alive, and maybe it also does for you. No matter how bad things are, there is always hope. Hope is the most important thing in the world. Without it we would all be doomed - hope is what makes you study at school, take a job interview, try out for a team. Hope can make you get up in the morning and I suppose it can also keep you living a life that you really wish you never had.

For me, it feels like just whenever I'm maybe about to find the one thing that would make it all worthwhile, it just fucks up. It fucks up so much that I wish i was more than dead... because right now i can't even explain the pain and frustration. It's maddening, like a beautiful summers day.. but then the thick black clouds come rushing in from all four corners of the sky and fill the chest with deadening pressure. Uncontrollable, like something eating away at you from the inside. I just don't fucking like it. Get it out, before it eats my soul.

I just wanna be me and feel like thats ok. I just wish I could get to know 'me' before I keep trying to get to know 'you'. I just wish god would stop fucking around and just let me out. I wanna be free. So stop the fear and the pain and unlock me so i can get out. Let me out, i wanna get out.


Maybe if there was one thing i have learnt, it is that you have to look after yourself. Because no-ones really there looking out for you.
"No-one except yourself that is,
No-one except you"
So be kind with yourself (but not unforgiving) and remember that there is always one thing that can keep you alive- hope. Pretty shit I guess but then if you can accept this and forget everything else that you are living for life should be a damn sight easier.

If you've read this far and can see any sense in this post, email me.
18 Jan 2007 Casey Im sorry that many of you have gone through so much unfortunate stuff. and I am sorry that so many people have pretended that they know exactly how you feel becasue they dont, nobody really does but u. Despite i dont know where u have been or what u feel i would love to talk to you if u need help, or a friend, or maybe jsut has a question about life. I just want to be here for anybody. No pretending, just real, my email is Mabbus4@hotmail.com
17 Jan 2007 Mary Try to think about the strengths in yourself that have pulled you through in the toughest times. Even though you are 13, there must be something in your past that you can look to for a way to cope. Be careful about drinking, because it is easy to fall deeper into the pit when you are drunk. It may even feel like you are swirling around the top of the toilet bowl on the way down the drain.
You must have something in there. You must have been able to do something really well when you were 6 or 7.
I used to be adventuresome and willing
to try new things. I am looking on this site because I was thinking about killing myself too. I also do not want pain. If you are in pain, why would you
want more. It is in that part of the pit where one is less depressed just enough to feel the strength to commit suicide.
If one can commit to suicide maybe one can commit to an inner strength they have forgotten.
I would say that if you are looking for a plan you do not have one yet.
If you are strong enough to look for a plan, you may be strong enough to look for that inner coping skill.
I would go into nature to have a little peace and quiet. This world is so chaotic, that it is hard to feel up for many people. I have made it to 54, and somehow, when I get to this point, I have chosen a different path.
Look around you. I won't bring up the starving kids, but maybe your neurosis will help other people to talk and work out theirs. I know you know this, but there is always someone worse off than you.
In any case, whatever the age, if you really want to kill yourself and not punish others, then think about the act.
It you are going to finish the job, you must pick a method that will finish the job. There are no guarantees about the pain aspect. You may think you have chosen the least painful method and experience otherwise. I used to work in the ICU. People would try to shoot themselves in the heart, and because we all think that you find your heart by saying the pledge of allegiance you aim where your hand was. Unfortunately the shot goes into your shoulder and leaves you alive and disabled.
at 13 you may feel you have lived long enough, maybe you have and this is meant to be. Is there no future?
Consider getting help.
Writing this has helped me to stop crying at least.
There are no over the counter pills that will kill you without horrible side effects if you do not use enough.
Let me know what you think.
me

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