|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|24 Oct 2007||Eva Magnusson||Im sitting here in Sweden and reading all this terrible things...If anyone need a friend or someone to talk to please conntact me... Eva Tok_78@hotmail.com please write!!!|
|06 Oct 2007||Melissa||Hey ya'all... I'm here to try and help anyone who wants it... you can e-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org or IM me at jokercamaro87 on yahoo messenger. I just want to help... suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem... and if you wait long enough the rain will go away...|
|25 Sep 2007||justin peace||you ppl need chill out and just run away as fast as u can get away from what hurting u becouse i know what srowow is it eat your soul and when u have no hope it can be hard to suruvie im going be real whit it can all be over in second but they wont be another tear but be nothing more all will u into dark obis i wish u all the best no matter what u do is your desion but i do everthing in my power to save as many of you as possiable i have lived 18/ year so give me email at email@example.com|
|24 Sep 2007||NPM_IT||Need somebody to talk to? Feel free to contact me - I'm more than willing to chat.
I've grown up with depression myself, and I understand a lot of the feelings you have, and I'm willing to discuss and offer advice if you want to take it. I've had a lot go on in my life, from friends committing suicide, loss of friends, family, and people I know from accidents, or even natural causes.
The one thing I will say now - Even when it hurts the most, and you feel alone, even in a crowd of people, keep in mind I know this feeling, because I've lived through it. I don't care if your a guy, if your a girl, if you're young, or you're old - I'm willing to offer at the very least, somebody that you can talk to.
I'm 21, from the Pacific Northwest, my MSN is firstname.lastname@example.org - Feel free to send me an email or message.
|20 Sep 2007||Jandrea||Keep trying, suicide isn't the answer. Remember things will always get better, your all young. There is always some way to find enjoyment in life, simply playing with an animal, or reading a book. If you think your life isn't good, I can't imagine death being much better. Find a space where you feel comfortable, reach out, talk to someone, talk to your teacher, or a counselor at school. It is always possible for things to get better, start going to the gym or get a job. Life is a wonderful thing, a wonderful gift given to each one of us, remember nothing is easy in this world and living is the most difficult task we are presented with. You will be okay, there is no other option, people persevere through horrible times, and as a human you will find a way to be okay.|
|20 Sep 2007||Scors.b|| "When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad that they have to get better."
I think this has to be the most true thing I have ever read. Take another look. This pretty much sums up why I'm still alive, and maybe it also does for you. No matter how bad things are, there is always hope. Hope is the most important thing in the world. Without it we would all be doomed - hope is what makes you study at school, take a job interview, try out for a team. Hope can make you get up in the morning and I suppose it can also keep you living a life that you really wish you never had.
For me, it feels like just whenever I'm maybe about to find the one thing that would make it all worthwhile, it just fucks up. It fucks up so much that I wish i was more than dead... because right now i can't even explain the pain and frustration. It's maddening, like a beautiful summers day.. but then the thick black clouds come rushing in from all four corners of the sky and fill the chest with deadening pressure. Uncontrollable, like something eating away at you from the inside. I just don't fucking like it. Get it out, before it eats my soul.
I just wanna be me and feel like thats ok. I just wish I could get to know 'me' before I keep trying to get to know 'you'. I just wish god would stop fucking around and just let me out. I wanna be free. So stop the fear and the pain and unlock me so i can get out. Let me out, i wanna get out.
Maybe if there was one thing i have learnt, it is that you have to look after yourself. Because no-ones really there looking out for you.
"No-one except yourself that is,
No-one except you"
So be kind with yourself (but not unforgiving) and remember that there is always one thing that can keep you alive- hope. Pretty shit I guess but then if you can accept this and forget everything else that you are living for life should be a damn sight easier.
If you've read this far and can see any sense in this post, email me.
|12 Sep 2007||Meghan||I was here before. I also helped get this site back up and running again. I want to say that im sorry to mouchette. I told her that i was her friend that I was going to be there and talk to her. I didnt mean to go back on my word, and I want to say that im sorry. Although she probably doesnt want to hear that. But, I'm back again, and I want to repeat myself. If you are thinking about suicide for whatever reason... Please do not go through with it. There are people out there, even though you may not think so, or are to wraped up in your bad life to not recognize the one person who cares for you, and you kill yourself... what do you think that other person will feel. You can't go through with it. You can talk to someone.. you may not talk to me, or your best friend or your parents about it, but someone. Someone who will listen and try to help. You can't hold everything in, its not good. If you tell someone what your thinking, you WILL feel better. Now im saying this. I have delt with many people trying to commit suicide, and I can help, but thats only if you are willing to let someone help. Otherwise, seeking help will do nothing for you if you yourself are not open to it. I can help, I will listen and I will be there. I will not judge you, I will not be mad, I will help. You can E-mail, or call me whenever you like
I am 16 my name is Meghan and I am here to be your friend and to listen. Please think first before going through with it. =]
|05 Sep 2007||Angel||First off all I am very sorry to hear so many sad stories, some of the stories here are incredibly sad, my heart feel for you. I dot think anyone´s a coward for wanting to kill themselves, afterall it´s just a way of scaping the pain THEY feel, Do you hear that all of you who judge them?, It´s THEIR life and their decision, not yours, you don´t understand their reasons and you aren´t in their shoes, so don´t call them cowards, suicide is a tremendous decision that requires courage (that´s right, I said courage) and determination (sometimes it´s easier just to live a shity life than to end it), so to anyone contemplating suicide out there, remember it´s your decision, for your reason and noone else´s. If you´re not sure how you wan´t to do it then by all means get help, improve your life in whatever way you can small though it may be, do ask god for help, but do not depend on him, ultimately it will be you who will have to climb out of the hole, God will not save you because your already saved, I believe that a truly loving God will welcome you into his arms even if you end your life for a truly loving god will feel for your pain and will not codemn you to an eternity of fire and torment for seeeking to end your pain, that would make him a very cruel god in my book, so if you want hope and love look inside you and ask g od to help you through this time but YOU get to work on making it better do not wait for him (that goes double for all of you who posted really sad stories about your lives but decided to pray to god to surrender to his love and do nothing, goodluck but be prepared to wait for a long time, maybe your whole lives). For those of you that do decide to take your own lives please only think in the pain that will cause to your loved ones as unfortunately your suicide will hurt the ones you love, so at least consider that, you owe them that much, I think, if you however decide to take your life do your research properly, you don´t want to cripple yourself, hurt the ones that love you and live in a loony bin, then your life will truly be a nightmare. phew, a long post that was, please feel free to write to me if you like.
I love you all boys and girls no matter what you decide.
|05 Sep 2007||Faye Grzanich|| Killing yourselves, taking drugs, drinking, cutting, sniffing, etc..etc..is not the answer...
...all these ways are wrong...
God does not want you to harm yourself or others. This is not the answer to pain and heartache.
Trust me! I know firsthand the troubles you all are going through..I've been there many times..
And it was losing my husband that brought me to my knees. I turned my back on God, and was so angry. I got off on the wrong track, like to have ruined my life and my four kids...but thank God, He had his hand on me and others were praying for me..for He brought me too my knees.
When you feel at the bottom of the pit with no way out, there is..and that way is reaching out to God.
He's waiting for you, he was there for me and he will be there for you.
Give Him your all, lay your burdens at his feet..and watch him lift the load.
He wants us to love him most of all, and then he wants us to love one another as He loves us. He wants YOU too!
Living is tough, but the tough times will make you a stronger person if you don't give in to them. Fight the good fight.. there will alwasy be hardships in this world for God doesn't promise us a life without pain. But, He does promise us that he will be with us through it all..look at how he suffered on the Cross when your suffering and remember how He gave his life for you, so that you may live with him and have eternal life.
When your young, you may not see this, but when you are older like me, you will.
I thank God for the hardships in my life for they have brought me closer to him.
You kids that are having troubles, do the best you can to go on with life, and try to stay out of trouble and stay out of the way of others who want to cause you trouble or get you into trouble. Their time is coming, there will be a reckoning for those who have harmed you...
Find something you like to do and keep at it. Go to church, be a volunteer for something thats good and helps others. We are all given gifts (talents)..you each have one too and maybe even more than one....All you have to do is ask God to help you see what yours is and work on making it work for you.
I've read that kid's brains are not developed fully in frontal cortex where thinking and reasoning are until age 21, and so when you think as you do it is because you are not thinking straight...especiall when you think of suicide...you need professional help...
and its out there, you just have to ask your doctor...or Department of Human Services.
I'm telling you this truth, that Jesus is the best help you could ask for. He is the great Physician and he can help you change your ways of thinking, seek him and ask for mercy.
May God bless each of you who are struggling today with problems. You may think they all are beyond your control but they are not beyond God's control for He still is in control of this world.
Turn to him for help.
I can't say this enough...for my heart breaks reading the stories some of you write. God hurts too for you even more than me.. Let Him draw you close..reach out while there is still time.
God bless each of you..
|04 Sep 2007||Jolisa [[alone]]||well i have thought bout suicide but honesty never ever had the guts to do so . i have cut my self many many times but i feel that wen i cut myself it releces pain. killing yourself is not gunna do any better your loosing your life over depression .... well i am a very very emotianal person and about everything i cry about its hard for me to talk to ppl bout how i feel or how im feeling at the momment. but everyone here i see feels alone or feels like they have no one to talk to but look its not true ... we have eachother to talk to about how were feeling... now take into consideration that this life were living today is once in a lifetime chance .... we only live once and only once ! so why let it go. well if you guys need anyone to talk to i am allways here . my email address is SoSoSuductive01@aol.com were you can reach me im always here to listen and i am a very good listener ...
|02 Sep 2007||Faye Grzanich|| Please..PLEASE! Dont kill yourself....Instead, ask Jesus into your heart. He is the one you need right now and He is here for you if only you will reach out to him.
Here is all you have to say:
Jesus, I come to you today asking You Lord to come into my heart to stay. Forgive me for my sins Father and have mercy on my soul. Break these ties that keep me from you Lord, and set me free so that I may always love thee and always do thy will. Come into my heart today Lord Jesus, come in to stay. Amen
Then watch what happens...I can tell you this from my own personal experience that when you do your best to obey his Word, and have a daily ongoing relationship with Christ..your life will change dramatically. I urge you to read the Bible daily, and pray with all your heart and soul asking God to change your heart and make you into the person He wants you to be...and He will do just that.
God loves you and he's waiting for you to reach out to HIM. He sent His Son to die on the Cross for you and me..and He doesn't want you to live like your living now.
He has a purpose for you and you will find this purpose in due time. Ask daily for His guidance and strength to fight the daily battles you may encounter.
Be strong child and fight the good fight. You do have someone that loves you more than anyone could ever love you. And that is God. I love you too child. We all are given the "choice"..to choose HIM or not..I hope you do for if you do then one day you will meet him face to face and He can give you eternal life.
I pray God will open your eyes and ears and you will see your need for him. He is all we need!
God bless you child. Give your heart to God.
|27 Aug 2007||Cathy Estep||I wrote that message as a message of hope for anyone that may be thinking of harming themselves. I'm perplexed as to the purpose of your site. If you are encouraging people to harm themselves then shame on you. If you are giving young people a place to vent or look for hope then good for you.
I am in anguish myself over the things that I have seen in the last week. If I can reach out to ONE person and let them know that there is hope, someplace, somewhere, anywhere then I intend to do so. I stumbled across your site on accident while looking for help for myself. I believed that I had an opportunity to reach out to someone else that may be in a dark moment. As email messages can be misunderstood because of the absence of body language and tone, could you please inform me of the true intent of your site?
I hope with all my heart that you are not actually encouraging people to harm themselves. The death of my friend (whom I was the unfortunate one to
find) has left me scarred. I refuse to believe her death was without meaning. She will always be with me. I intend to give others the hope that she had lost and will not pass up an opportunity to share that with others.
Having had suicidal thoughts myself since adolescence I have empathy for people who have been to that dark place. I have now been shown the other side, the aftermath, the tragedy, the pain and suffering that such an act causes. I place no blame on her for what she did, it was her choice. But, I wish she had taken one moment to look beyond the temporary pain of the moment. There is much to live for. Life is truly beautiful and VERY worth living. I realize that now more than ever.
|24 Aug 2007||silence||I'm nearly seventeen years old, I've been trying to commit suicide for over eight years.
Every time I tried it wouldn't work, no matter how deep I cut or whatever I did.
I've been there, and I can't say if I'll ever recover but I can say that it is a great waste of human life. And it is the cowards way out.
I'm not being hypocritical, but when it looks like there's no way out, let go. Don't take it out on yourself.
I tried for so many reasons, bullying, a loved one's ongoing terminal illness and just pure despair. But they were mistakes I was lucky enough to come away from.
I'll be here if anyone needs a friendly ear, you can email me.
|20 Aug 2007||moll||about three years ago i started comming on this site because i hated my life, things just really sucked, and i didnt want to live anymore. I even tryed a couple times to kill myself. But 3 years later...im ok. Im not great, im not like YAY im alive..but i think im at peace with the fact that im still living. I dont want to really die anymore. Ive found things to live for, and it does get better. I want anyone who ever wants to talk about anything to email me, i will talk. No one should ever have to go through this alone like i did.|
|19 Aug 2007||mel||I don't want to talk you out of your feelings because your feelings are real. Suicide happens when you can't cope with your problems or to better explain, when your problems or pain exceed your ability to cope with them. (I hope I'm not being confusing.)
There are many instances when a persons threshold of coping is reached. It varies from person to person. What can be devastating to one person can be not quite as devastating to the next.
It doesn't mean that you are weak or stupid for feeling this way.
For 13 years old it's an incredible burden to have these feelings and I want to tell you that you are not alone and that there are people who care enough to want to help. Open your phone book and find the sucide phone number in your area or better yet search for the number on the internet. Then call and talk.
Don't call or seak help for anyone other than yourself. This is about YOU and nobody else.
|18 Aug 2007||Ellie||Ok first of all Jr the reason the survivors go to this site is because we know what it's like to feel like shit, and we know how hard it is to get better, and once you've been through something like that you don't want anybody else to feel like you did. You know maybe coming here is my way of making up for everything I did when I was depressed, it's taken me a long time to accept what I tried to do when I attempted suicide and the grief I caused everybody who knew about it. I don't want anybody to go threw what I did. I am fourteen and it feels like I've been through a lifetime of tears and pain, just because one night I decided to play with fire... and you know what sometimes when you play with fire you get burned. At least that's what happened to me. Anyway if theres anybody out there who wants to talk my email address is email@example.com, I promise I won't judge you.|
|15 Aug 2007||dina||hi if you ae thinking of commiting suicide please stop and take a minute and email. please i want to help. i do care about everyone person out there. please i had thoughts about this to and i can help you through this hard time . please contact me @ firstname.lastname@example.org|
|13 Aug 2007||Brandon||Im not the perfect person, no one is.We're all sinners and humans are weak.But God didn't put you on this earth and christ did'nt die on the cross for your sins just so you could end your life.Put your faith in God.For those atheist out there whatever you beleive is your choice.But im not here to judge but what im about to say I will ask God to forgive me for but it needs to be said.For those who have wanted to kill yourself,,your weak.Compare whatever makes you want to kill yourself to what jesus suffered.Did he kill himself,,even knowing he would die on the cross.No life is already short,,,why take the express lane.And dont think im trying to be a know-it-all,,im just a 15 year old boy,,hardly go to church,,wasnt raised in a church going family,,im just passing the holy teachings.I myself fear death.Sometimes I question if God exsits.Or wonder what happens when we die.But still I serve God.So if you think no one loves you,,then i love you fellow man or women and so does God and christ.Please dont do it.Please email me.|
|08 Aug 2007||lizz||alli, if you want sum1 to chat to my e-mail address is email@example.com|
|24 Jul 2007||just_a_guy||Hi. I'm a 20 year old guy. I tried to kill myself 2 and a half years ago. Things were hard at school.. I didn't have any good friends. I had a lot of pressure from school work as well. If you want to tell me your story, I am here to listen. And I hope you will listen to mine too. I don't mind whatever age you are. Please email me. (I have MSN too.)|