Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
09 Oct 2001 Kid Ying Well, first of all I have been depressed since I was say....12 or pretty close to there, maybe 11. This site is neither funny nor shocking. it's just another site to me.
I would like to say that as a 13 year old I thought about suicide constantly but never did it. Now that i look back on my teenage years spent in hospitals and different treatment centers at least 9 months out of every year, i sort of wish i did kill myself instead of seeking help. They both come to the same end for an adolescent: no life at all.
Everyone of your friends turn on you and call you crazy for being in a mental hospital. No one understands at all, you never get a girlfriend. What girl do you know want to date the Sucidal guy who is always depressed??
Don't go making any judgements, no i can'thelp the way I am and yes I DO take medication for it. This is me. 19 years old with a family that is afraid I may turn on them at any moment and no social life at all. I was never a kid when I was supposed to be and when I try to relive those years now it doesn't happen.....
A suicidal 13 year-old may be better off just doing instead of living the life I have. Which is none at all.
08 Oct 2001 Fucking shitty place this is huh? Death comes to us all, so why not sooner and stop the shit?
I been slagged my whole life either about my size, or my build. Most would say i'm fat but in fact i got a fairly big waist size and my shoulders are like a brick shithouse. Well i've tried to ignore it, fight back and even tried killing one person for it. Very nearly succeeded too! But anyway, pain has become pleasure to me too and for some reason i bring on all the trouble i can. I been told the weed is making me talk, piss aobut whatever else. But weed is my substitute for heaven i guess. Never believed in god or any other religion coz the way i see it is we are a fucking disease on the planet earth! I got some cool theories but not worth living for nor family. I got one decent friend the rest i just associate with......... SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME!!
07 Oct 2001 Jean Osinski Moi à dix ans, j'ai failli mourir. Je ne voulais pas me suicider mais quand j'y repense c'est un bon moyen. Il faut se rendre à la campagne, trouver une citerne d'eau vide (les petites sur roues que l'on voit près des fermes) et s'y glisser par l'ouverture du haut. Après on ferme le couvercle et on attend. On peu s'imaginer être dans un module spatial, une tourelle de char, un mini sous-marin. Doucement, l'air se raréfie. Devient inexistant. On s'endort. Pour longtemps.Très longtemps. Pour toujours.
05 Oct 2001 Brittni I'm 17 and I use a razor blade to cut myself up with and hot stuff to burn myself with- I self-mutilate. I just got out of a 4 month stay in a state institution for attempting suicide, and I tried many methods while in the hospital. I snuck in a razor blade and tried to slit my wrists (my preferred way of dieing), but it is damn hard to die slowly when someone is always watching you. I also tried to strangle myself with anything I could find, when I finally got a minute alone in my OWN ROOM with NO VIDEO CAMERA or MOTION DETECTOR, but as soon as I passed out, the fucking knot would go loose. Then, when I finally got to go to the bathroom alone, I snuck in a walkman, and tried to electicute myself. I cheeked my meds, but when you are sent to isolation, they search your room and find them. I tried to lift up the bed and drop it down on my neck, but it was nailed to the floor, and they don't allow you to swallow game peices to choke yourself, or take silviware out of the cafeteria. Bummer. But I tell you now, that it is much harder to kill yourself when you have 3 younger siblings that look up to you and a fucking family that loves you. So someday, I will do it. Someday you will find Brittni Jones dead.
02 Oct 2001 Jeff I've tried to kill myself a couple of time now. When life get to be too much and you have no hope left, and your future looks the same. I finally came to this decision, why not if it would stop the pain and depression. The first time I tried it was with Meth, I had been doing meth for a while, and was having trouble with my heart. This time it started hurting pretty good.... all I could do was lay in bed, because I got to dizzy and sick to stand or sit up. I learned a funny thing by this experience, the pain I was feeling started to turn into pleasure. I wanted to die so bad the pain felt so good, I was really a strang experience. I just figured that it hurt, give me a heart attack or something and I would die... each time the pain stopped I did wome more till I could feel the pain again... hoping that this time it would work, I tried all day and it didn't work... oh well... I had gained something from the experience I now have no fear of death. I crave it... I crave the release from life. The second time that I tried I decided that I would do it with pills. I had a wide assortment of different bottles of precription pills... I said a prayer before I started asking god (if there is a god) to take care of the people that I was leaving behind, just in case there is one... I took the first bottle, then the second and waited... not good I threw them up... really pissed me off... so I kept trying, I did it 5 more time throwing up each time.... (note to self: next time eat first) I decided that it wasn't going to work like this and stopped and eat.... it finaly stayed down. Yeah or so I thought... my parents found me and took me to the hosipital... I spent 5 days there and 9 days in the phyc part..... I really want to die with all my heart, I'm so tired of all the bs and nothing getting better, I hope to die everyday... but I'm still here... I have no fear of anything now NONE... in the next week or two I will be dead... i don't know which day, but it is very soon... I think that dying is better than living in a self imposed hell. the date is 10/1/2001...see you all on the other side if there is one
08 Sep 2001 Scar just use lots of drugs like i do and then you will have no feelings and live in your room in the darkness and pray, but you will never feel good. so stay alive coz everyone's a joke.
05 Sep 2001 Raven the best way to kill yourself when you are under thirteen is get advil or aspirin or some other pain killer. go in your room down the whole bottle. go out of your room go downstairs and down a bottle of your favorite alcohol (i prefer vodka, irish cream liqour, amaretto, or anything really) and go back into your room. lock the door lay on your bed and wait. and you will die hopefully. but if you really want to die. do what i said and then go to a place where people won't find you until you are officially dead (3 days i think). because if they find you and you are in a coma then they can still pump your stomach and save your life. another way i found easy is slitting your wrists. what i do is i cut them across severing the veins then cut them down follow the veins. then get in a bath tub and do not move your wrists out because the water will make it so the cuts cannot heal. then after a while you will die. another common way is if your dad is a cop or if your dad has pistols and stuff etcetera... take one load it put it to your head and shoot. survival chances are slim to none. i know because a friend of mine did it. OH BY THE WAY THE PEOPLE WHO ARE BULLSHIT AND SAY IT WILL GET BETTER YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG!! I AM 13 NOW AND I HAVE BEEN RAPED, STALKED, HAD TWO FRIENDS KILL THEMSELVES, MY GRANDAD DIE WHO I WAS REALLY CLOSE TO. IT DOESN'T GET BETTER!! FUCKING FACE IT!! I HAVE BEEN SUICIDAL EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER!
30 Aug 2001 Andrew Lyons Yeah, but if you've actually read the comments I made, you'll realise that I really don't give a fuck.

So fuck you.

Fuck you and your fucking idealistic attitude. Fuck you and your horses. Fuck you and your cheese. Can't you see that the whole of humanity is fucking pointless? Can't you see that one of the reasons I want to die is because I'm fed up of dealing with bullshit from fucking ignorant cunts?

Fucking hell....

Oh, never mind Andy, you're just feeling a bit miserable because of the weather, never mind, it's just a phase you're going through....

NO IT FUCKING ISN'T YOU STUPID BASTARDS!!!! I WANT TO DIE BECAUSE I AM SICK OF THE BULLSHIT!!! I AM SICK OF THE MEDIA!!!! I AM SICK OF THE WAY PEOPLE TREAT ME AND THE WAY I TREAT THEM!!!! I'M FUCKING SICK OF IT!!!! I AM SICK OF EVERYTHING!!!!!! I AM FUCKING SICK OF THE LIFE THAT HAS BEEN FORCED UPON ME!!!!!!! I WAS BORN, NEVER ASKED!!!!!!! LIFE IS ALL A FUCKING
JOKE!!!!!!!! YOU THINK I POSTED ON SOME SHITTY FUCKING WEBSITE SO THAT I COULD LAUGH AT PEOPLE???????? FUCK OFF. FUCK IT. FUCK YOU AND YOUR DONKEYS. I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING LET ME GET ON WITH IT!!!!!! WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO STOP ME????????????? FUCKSAKE!!!!!!!!!

Although, that said, there's only one person who's REALLY stopping me from killing myself, and that's my mother, because she is the only person who would possibly lose something over my death - all other people I know wouldn't really give a fuck. Guess I'll have to wait for her to pop off... you never know... cars can move pretty quick these days...

Fucking leave me alone.
26 Aug 2001 Andy I don't think your age matters when it comes to the best way of killing yourself. The best way is surely to get drunk and drugged up, and then shoot yourself in the head with a shotgun. I only haven't done this myself because I haven't been able to get hold of the drugs I would like. The drink is easy to get hold of, although the shotgun proved a bit more difficult to get. I'm waiting for some drugs, and I expect to be killing myself within the next week. i would let you know how I get on, but hopefull, if it all works, I will be dead and unable to tell you.
15 Aug 2001 StormHeart In search of happiness:
Happiness in like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but when you turn your attention to other things, it will come and safely sit on your shoulder.
15 Aug 2001 chelle pplz i have a psychotic mother and she has tried to kill herself many times! have u ever stopped to think about what u r gonna do to ur family! you may have problems but don't hurt your family coz u can't deal with them
13 Jul 2001 wolfheart i'm not 13 anymore maybe i can be your grandfather if i say my age here hehe , but anyway yea i think in suicide everynight since I was 10 when a terrible thing happened to me. but i dont know, i see all this page full of little children asking for comprehension and say i'm god what the hell am i doing thinking those things? i know the world sucks and we have been really damaged from inside, but you see what? we are not guilty, and we are innocent about all we have done, we deserve to pardon ourselves .... maybe a little more, and could met another great person who can give us a smile again. i understand we are thinking in suicide cause we were hurt by the people we trust but believe me, there is a lot of good people who loves and cares about us, no matter what we have done. If you haven't met this person, it will come later but it will come. i'm still waiting for this person, it can be a girl, but for the moment i keep myself alive painting and expressing all the pain i have, all my desires to die are in a fucking canvas. music is sometimes a rest for my disturbed mind. i know i'm nothing to tell you what to do whith your freedom, even God respects your freedom when alive. you can be already dead withouth being if you are living a crazy life. Anyway, the reason of my message is a shout of help between the same suicidals.
Don't be afraid anymore.
12 Jul 2001 WhyBother Was surfing on suicide topics and found this site. I don't know about kids... I'm 37 and about to do it. I know just how I'm gonna do it. I want my family to claim on the insurance money but I know that insurance does not payout for suicide, so... here is the plan. Get into the car... ride on a small two lane road near my house. Oncoming traffic is mostly large 18 wheelers travelling at about 40mph. Get up to high speed and "loose control" veering into an 18wheeler at 65mph - head on - combined speed should be in excess of 100mph. The truck driver will be OK given the size of his truck and his height above the accident ... Death should be instant ... family still gets the money and they don't have to deal with the fact that I killed myself. They will think it was an accident.

It will all be over in a few days from now.
11 Jul 2001 a gurl who kares Why would you want to kill yourself? That is a question i am asking myself all the time. Especially now. My best friend has just deserted me... the only person who knew me at all. She was the only one i could talk to about one thing and everything. Things weren't even half as bad as they are now for me. Now that i lost my best friend in the whole world, i thought things couldn't get worse. Now my parents are getting a divorce, all these chicks wanna fuckin kill me (then maybe i wouldn't have to do it myself) all my friends seem like they are deserting me, and to top all this off, my best friend isn't there for me to talk to. I have tried to kill myself many times, but chickened out. When all that i wanted to do was end my life I CHICKENED OUT!?!?! Well it's a good thing that i did. Things don't get better unless you make them better. Sitting here listening to ur ppl's stories makes me wanna cry! You know that you can go through with it and worse of all you WANT to. Well i don't understand how you can want to end your life. If your life is so bad, move away, run away if it's ur family, go see a counsellor and start a new life. It can't be that hard to desert all the people that you're having problems with. You can make new friends that are like you and you can work through it together. That's what i used to do. And when you have no one to turn to and all you do is cry think of the one thing that you would stay alive for. Just that one thing could save you. Like your best friend, your family, your girl/boy friend. If you hate all those people, then think about what it will be like in hell, it's gonna be just as miserable as here on earth, you aren't going to heaven if you have the nerve to reject the precious gift that god has given you. Just think about that.
30 Jun 2001 Im Already_Dead Life sux, NO SHIT! I cut my wrists; I had over 2 concussions, internal bleeding, THE WORKS! You name it, I've probably tried it. Well, here I am, still alive and breathing. Maybe G-d doesn't want me to die yet, why I am here, I still don't know. Killing yourself, is a huge ass motherfuckin decision so if you really want to do it, you better step onto some train tracks and wait for your fate to come true. Now I live really close to some train tracks, but haven't had the guts to stay on them for over a minute. It's scary if you think about it, once you're brutally mutilated and dead, there's no turning back. So think many times if you really want to do it. I mean I've tried the little things, but if you really want to die, then DO IT. I mean who knows, maybe we all have a reason on this planet, but if you can't find one, then more power to you cuz I am still unsure if I really want to die that badly. On the other hand, if I could turn back time; I would have loved to never have been born. But then again we haven't made a time machine to do this.
25 Jun 2001 coolboy777 I cant stand life anymore, I have tried to deal with it, i get laughed at everyday, even by my best friend. I can't stand this anymore. I have rope, knives, chemicals and matches, I really think I'm ready to do it. I'm 14, and I think sometime this year I might just kill myself. I heard that slitting your wrists and going into a hot tub works so well, and all that pill crap. But I want to try something original, I'm thinking of hanging myself so there is no blood everywhere. But i really want something fast and painless. My friend's dad just recently killed himself, and that knid of inspired me, because I didn't have the guts at first. I always wondered what the purpose of life was, but I think it is to fucking drive you nuts! i will keep you all updated, when i do it and how. And all you dumbasses that say we are stupid, you can't feel our pain.
19 Jun 2001 Jon I'm only 22 years old. I have been suicidal for a long while. I been admitted to the phychiatric ward many times, which only prolongs the pain. I have tried the medication thing, like celexa, trofranil, prozak, xanax, rivitrol, olanzapine, but my situation is still the same. So I'm planning a huge suicide party for myself. I've got the poison I will use and have the medication to overdose on. I'm smiling just thinking about! :-)
Good bye world.
I am not going to miss you "world"
09 Jun 2001 Another Suicide I have read a lot of the comments on here. I came to this site looking for recommendations for the best way to commit suicide. I find that most comments fall into one of three categories.
1) Those that just don't understand why we want to commit suicide and just plain insult us. We know it is the easy way out, a cowards solution. the ultimate form of aggression but why the fuck should we care, we are only at this place in life because we have no answers and we are just simply not enjoying life.
2) those that are uncaring and might even enjoy the details of suicide... that is really just sad.. So to you I say fuck you, maybe us suicidal types and you could get together and you could pull the trigger. That would resolve those of us that do not have the courage to go through with it.
3) Those of us that are depressed, we have tried many solutions, we have tried for many years to live with this depression and it just doesn't work. (in my case 12 years) I am not a 13 year old child, I am 40, but I have been depressed since I was 13. If I had the courage to do it, I would have been dead a long time ago, maybe even at the age of 13... I do not recommend suicide. Or do I condemn it?... But fuck you, it is my life, not yours...
04 Jun 2001 jenny lu I think everyone in this world has the right to choose to live or die. If she/he is painfully living, then maybe sucide is the best way for them. People may accuse the suicidal people to be selfish. Honestly, everyone is selfish in this world. We are here to live for ourselves not for others. The suicidal people would make their loved one upset, therefore I believe that they have responsibilities to let their loved ones understand their decisions.
The reason that I want to make a suicide guide book is that I want to let people know what kind of decisions they are making. Suicide can be very painful and it is likely no turning back.
I am not going to glorify the suicide activity. All I want to do is finding out what suicide decisions mean for us.
You get what I mean?
30 May 2001 Callie People with severe suicidal thoughts have either been through something terrible in life or have an illness. I have an illness i have also lived through hell in my life. My parents suck. I'm addicted to drugs and alcohol. I have seen people been killed. Or killed themselves. I have even tried to kill myself. Now i am stuck here in rehab only because of what i did to get rid of my illness i thought. Battling with my addictions. If u r thinking of killing urself, just take a minute to think about this statement: It takes a strong person to live life and to get through problems. Whatever u r going through i have probably been there and i am still alive taking everday as it comes. U can survive this, trust me.

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