Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
13 Feb 2006 anna there isnt a best way to kill your self beleive me. i planned my suicide had every thing sortid letters and notes thoughts and feelings the date and time becuase i thought if i do all tht ill definatly do it but i didnt. wen u want to realli die u do it like tht. u take 100 tablets and u down a bottle of medicine u slit ur wrists. wen u want to die u feel nothin just empty inside with no hope and feelings like every thin is lost and think it would b great to b free and have no stress no tears and no pain. u cant find the right way to kill your self. it goes ova n ova in ur head, ill take tablets ill overdose so its painless but wen u realli realli feel suicidle u dont care about how it would feel u do ne thin to try kill ur self. i slit my wrists and drank evry bottle of medicine i cud find i took 80 tablets closed my eyes and cried untill i passed out. but i woke up. i woke up and thought no this cant b happening feelin like shit i couldnt evan get out of bed, dried blood stickin to my arm. i cried and cried but kept it all behind. no one helped/ the thing is with suicide is tht u feel like ur the only one and knw one will help. readin things tht ppl put sayin im goin to do it im doin it tonite r stuck between livin and dieing. its just seeing if u have the guts to end ur life. after my attempt i did many more. its not fair life. u try end it but it still clings on to u.its so hard wen u feel this way wen u cant escape tht feeling. ppl feel suicidle for years because i have. it comes and goes and my worst i eva did was hack my arms to peices. the relief it gives is better thn ne drug or ne thin in the world wen u feel this way. just think long and hard about suicide and think if theres anouther way out do it now b 4 its to late and u get sucked in. so many of us want help but dnt get it its just one thing thts so hard but yet so easy to do.u cant tell some one how to die. u do it in ur own way but while ur doin think about ppl u love and things u love. jusdont end up like most ppl dead or like me. i cant stop u frm doin it. i cant stop my self. but u can try.
13 Feb 2006 Tika im 15 years old ive been in hopital 5 times in 16 weeks stop trying to kill yourself its not worth it ive tried to kill myself sveral times im still here theres no point and youll hurt the people you leave behind including me and i dont even know but id like to email me back
13 Feb 2006 Jake I'm 17 years old. Not a day goes by without me feeling depressed and like i'm completely worthless. I have attempted suicide once before. I stopped myself realizing what i was doing. But now i just want to go up to God and end this crappy life. My dad abandoned me and i don't talk to him ever. My mom is going nuts because of my lack of school work. I go to therapy every week and it does nothing for me. As soon as i get this handgun i ordered i'm blowing my brains out. Don't be like me, get help...
09 Feb 2006 tara fuck the poets of the past, my friends
there are no beautiful suicides
just cold corpses with shit in their pants
& the end of the gifts

where this came from i dont know. the image of my ma finding me with shit in my pants and my brains on the floor like they found von really bothers me.

but i still think about it.

and im jealous.

because i dont have the stones to do it myself. so i hate him for doing it. and i miss him.

the best way to kill yourself is to realize that you can drownhangshoot the people you used to be, one after the other, and create a new person..

the new person can be-is now-will be the person you always wanted to be

mouchette i am sorry, i am becoming the person i always wanted to be. mouchette... i think von watches us. i think there are bad things in this world and i hope none of them are near him. sometimes i smell bad smells for no reason and i know its a bad thing.. and i worry about von. and i try not to cry. But i think that his suicide is keeping me from mine.. or allowing me to kill the fake mes, and let the real me start living...
09 Feb 2006 Tamie when ur under 13 you shouldnt think like that, actually no human being should think like this at all because ur life is a gift given from..... your choice to choose who from your aim is to find how you got here and why ur here, because everyone is here for a reason, yesterday was my 17th birthday, i had the most special day to! but i could of not reached my 17th because 3weeks before that i attemted to once again take my life, but this time i was hospitalised, which opened my eyes to the real world, life is what you make it! if anyone is ever struggling im always here to talk with anyone, just email me.
09 Feb 2006 sarah the best way is not to im telling you now me n my mate had a pack 2 commit suicide because life is just a screw over and i backed out of it now my mate is gone and i feel so guilty for not going alone n i spent time in hospital for it and people accually cared about me and are glad i didnt go you need to think about who your hurting because they do care even if they don't show it ive lost a mate because thinking life was crap and ther was no way out well there is it does get better apparently i just aint noticed it yet i may still cut my self but i need help if u ask for help and dnt build walls around your self you can make it better xxxxx
07 Feb 2006 sad person hi,
im depressed it may shound stupid my problems but when your really facing them its hard.
i go 2 school and every1 at my school is really rich and snobby and every1 has lots of money, but me
i dont my family is poor i live with my mum and my brother
my mum is depressed and i have to watch her cry all the time ( it did help when my grandad died).
any way im so upset i really dont see the point in life.
if any could tell wat is da point den il live!i need summin 4 mufty i dnt wna get picked on lyk last tym !
04 Feb 2006 my crappy life story Dear Everyone..
to start with all the people who have bullied me are not perfect them selfs.
someone said oh you make things worse for your self
how can i.
once i snapped in class and broke out in tears, it was that bad for me.
i got blamed for that. i snapped at a person which i am sorry for,
i have sooo many issues.
when i was at school it all started.
becasue i was so god dame ugly (don't laugh)
also i was werid looking for a couple of years.
I swear i am not that bad looking now but i know i have got alittle bit better looking but i still get called ugly.
plus at school when i was 16 a teacher called social services on are family like there was something wrong with me,
more on that but i won't say.
why is all this a problem you might be asking.
i am so tired all the time. no energy at all.
11-14 i guess was my ugly years.
i got told day in and dayout i was ugly.
I am so destressed about my past becasue i got badly bullied which left me fighting and you know what happends when people fight i don't want to talk about that.
I also suffered with depression too. which was not a very good experience for me,
i got bullied in the infants for being chubby junior school for have my name taken the mick, it's the high school bullying which really affected my life.
The people who i grew up with are still hanging around being nosey in my life.
I talk to my self more and more.
i have no friends where i live i feel scared to go out. when i do go out i am scared i live with parents. i suffer with B.D.D and social phobia now.
i have no friends where i live. None at all.
I don't know what to do.
no one likes me where i live, i am not very good looking either i don't know what to do.
the people know my past gossip and stuff for all the things good and bad have gone on in my life.
i have done a funrasier and had my money stolen from my school bag yes i grew up alone i am now underdeveloped and i am scared and alone.
but i live with parents i go out with them so i am ok at them moment.
i was a self harmer and other things have happened i don't want to talk about.
I keep thinking about my past.
i feel like a caged animal where i live. i got bullied and i am scared to go out alone now.
people just pick on me becasue i am scared to talk to anyone
what shall i do.
i also have O.C.D and a bad temper now.
i am always on the computer in all my spare time, becasue i have no friend where i live, i am sad i know.
People at school and in my village when i used to talk to them i got told that i was ugly and to get lost and look's which up sets me today.
I cry all the time swear and shout.
I am scared to go places even the doctor.
i went before and she gave me some perscroiption.
i never went back i am too scared of wait rooms don't laugh to go alone.
my parents want me out the house.
i can't do nothing right i am a so stupid and i am werid and so on.
I dont go out unless i need to some days i bath twice a day.
i am soo werid lucky i go shopping so i can get bits i want to stock up when i dont need all those bit's.
i have enough stuff to start a shop right now
I am scared of my neighbours i feel threatened by them
i got intimadated at school laughed at for thing's
the scaredness has never left me,
I am so destressed.
i told on people at school and they carried on bullying me once ran past the toliets at me going ehhhh gross. i had nits and so on, things from my past being brought up.
Now i have no friends in the village.
one boy wanted to go out with me only to use me for one thing to wind me up.
i am just a joke.
i had one boyfriend who used me. not nice at all.
why me.
I am just scared,
full of fear.
people have been talking about me behind my back and gossiping around the village about my past and so on.
thank you for your time
ps: there is just soooo much to write down but i can't put it all down.
I hopeing to move away from here where no one knows my past.
Or will bully me for me being me.
I know being out to get them won't help at all
I'm still like i was all those years ago.
any advice please.
i know one thing while i am alone they will bully me.
i am talking about being judged or what ever you want to call it by older people and younger people people who don't know me.
God i am soo feed up.
i have had my pet cat scared because he is my only friend right now.
Where are all the apologies to all the people who have hurt me.
I don't want to try out like them at all.
when i first went in to school, i got picked on first.
By the student's (pushed, lied about kicked tripped,spat on,laughed at etc) and teacher's... just laughed at me.
ok you might think oh she is being stupid. maybe i am.
But it is the bad past i have to forget and i will try and work on that like you say.
I never really had the courage to start on anyone with out a reason for it.
So i guess i should not of got worked up over being bullied,
It was just soo much stressed and i snapped in fromt of a load of people and cryed.
I guess i did a fundrasier and got laughed at it for.
some teachers money went missing and two people got suspened for it one boy turned his back on us and said i did it ( which i did not) - i think he was trying to get me in trouble i don't like him no more.
I had money stolen from my bag and i never found out who did it.
But no i hurt people i loved the most in my life. becasue a teacher kept asking me you don't look happy do you want to talk to someone.
i said no at first but he kept asking. antill they paid me a visit at home and so on then he blamed me for it..
How can that be my fault.
i never want to turn out like the bullys who hurt me bad.
I let school bully's walk all over me.
I am never going to no school reunion ever.
Then a girl 5 years below me said. i was scareing her, which she got her mum to wait down the bus stop with her. But i did not,
i found out she just never liked me. so there you go.
A girl who got expleled from her other school came in to our school and made my life a misery because i was ugly.
the people i used to hang around with
i found out never really liked me.
I remember once when i was 11 i was hanging out and this boy said to me some thing like " everyone hates you" when i was just 11 years old.
i used to cry things off now i just get angry.
i have done things to my self which might of caused abit of selfish behaviuor, but i never started the bullying when i first went up there i swear.
People where looking at me like everything was my fault.

why has life got to be so hard for lots of people.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
i told you there is just too much to write down.
i did get bullied by nearly pretty much everyone.
which is proberly one reason why i am scared of others now.
now if someone is nice towards me i think it is trap.
also people in my family think i am aliar too.
but i won't go in to that.
i guess people thnk all this is myown fault.
Why me!!!.
now if someone is nice towards me i think it is trap.
also people in my family think i am aliar too.
but i won't go in to that.
i guess people thnk all this is myown fault.
Why me!!!.
But i don't think i would of got any friends when i was 11- 14 years old. even if i did change school's.
everywhere i went people where laughing at me and just being nasty to me for me being myself.

But i will try the advice it is better than not trying,
i want to thank you all again for giving me advice and taking up your time to help me.

Thank you again.

sorry i edited out before i am just shy in posting.
hope you understand.

i will start off by doing the little things like you say and then build up the big thing's which will hopefull make my life better.
Well i hope my life will get better anyway.


PS: HOPES MOUCHETTE POSTS THIS ONE..
04 Feb 2006 Carolina Girl Don't. If you want to kill yourself, then take advice from me. I'm a 14 y/o girl. Since November of 2005, I have been going through hell. My dad mollested my stepbrother while he was drunk and doing cocaine. Now I never get to see him, and can't go over and see my stepmom and stepbrother (and I love both of them to death). My mom does crack and is always coming home from her boyfriends drunk and/or high. I am going through some personal shit, also, with what I think and believe about all these problems going on in my life. And I myself have considered suicide a million times, told my friends and my fave cuz, and they have talked me out of it by saying this:

"If you think your life is so bad, then you need to go on the internet and look at the news. Yes, you might be going through hell at the moment, but soon (or maybe never) it will either be gone or have gotten somewhat better. There are people in this world who are sufffering from much worse shit than what you are going through."

I thought about this for a while. And, if you really and truelly think about it, then it is true. There is almost always somebody in this world that is worse off than you. At least if you read this and still commit suicide, it will never be on my guilt. I have told you what I personally believe about this subject. Yes, I still do think about committing suicide, but then I think about all the positive things in my life, which are my friends and family and future. These three things keep me from committing a painful death for EVERYONE.
31 Jan 2006 shana IT IS COMMON FOR TEENAGERS TO FEEL:

DEPRESSED,

ISOLATED,

MISUNDERSTOOD,

AND SOMETIMES

SUICIDAL.

AS A TEENAGER I FELT JUST THE WAY MANY

OF YOU DO. I CAN HONESTLY TELL YOU (now that

I'm 30) THAT AS YOU AGE LIFE BEGINS TO MAKE

MORE SENSE. THINGS THAT SEEM IMPORTANT AS A

TEEN WILL SEEM LIKE FOLLY ONCE YOU'VE GROWN

UP. I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO ASSURE ME THAT BY

KEEPING IT SIMPLE-- i.e STAY IN SCHOOL, DON'T

USE DRUGS, THINK BEFORE YOU ACT, LIFE BECOMES

EASIER. EDUCATION IS THE KEY! WORK HARD IN

SCHOOL, GO TO COLLEGE, & HOLD ON!!!

For every YIN there must be YANG! BIG HUGS TO

YOU ALL!!!
31 Jan 2006 I tONIGHT I MOVE IN THIS HOISPITAL.

IF I HAVE A REASON 2 LIVE, I DONT KNOW. HOWEVER FEW YEARS AGO, PPL RAPED ME AND ABUSED ME IN SECRET FOR LIKE 3 YEARS. AND THERE WERE ALWAYS PEOPLE COMING 2 MY BEDROOM AT NIGHT WHISPERING RANDOM STUFF TO ME. AND I WAS ALWAYS SMELLING THIS ACIDIC SMELL THAT WAS EVERYWHERE THAT I WENT.

AND I GOT MORE DEPRESSED AND DEPRESSED EVERYDAY. I HATED THE PPL WHO HAD RAPED ME AND I HATED THE SMELL TAHT I SMELT AND I HATED THE PPL HU TALKED 2 ME DURING THE NIGHT.

THEN I WENT COUNSELLING AN UNDERWENT HYPNOTHERAPY AND I FIND OUT THAT THE RAPING THING WAS ALL IN MY DISILLUSIONED HEAD AND MIND, AND THE PEOPLE WHO CAME UP TO ME AT NIGHT WERE ALL IN MMY HEAD, ALONG WITH THE ACIDIC SMELL. I SUFFER FROM A RARE FORM OF MPD.

I HONESLTY DINDT KNOW IT WAS ALL IN MY SICK MIND. I THOUGHT I WAS SANE. OH GOD, I APOLOGISE 2 THE PEOPLE WHO I BLAMED FOR 'DOING' THINGS 2 ME EVEN THOUGH THEY DINT DO ANYTHING IN REALITY.

I AM SORRY 4 ALL THE SHIT AND CONFUSION AND ANGER I HAVE CAUSED.

I WILL DIE THIS AFTERNOON. I CANNOT STAND THE THOUGHT OF BEING MENTAL, AND MOVING IN MENTAL HOSPITAL, SO I WILL COMIIT SUICIDE SECRETLY EVEN THOUGH THERE IS A GUARDIAN WATCHING ME AT ALL TIMES, AND EVN THOUGH IM NOT ALLOWED NEAR KNIVES OR NEAR POINTED OBJECTS.
29 Jan 2006 boltzmann I just wanted to say that the injecting air into your veins is probably the most painful way you can kill self. what do you think happens when the air bubble passes through your heart? heart attack (doesnt have to kill you the first time) then what you think happens when it passes through your brain? Stroke, convulsions, brain damage... might not be dead yet... air bubble goes round for a 2nd trip, who knows how many trips it might take before the end. I work in a hospice (a place where people go that are activly dieing) all death is very painful there are very few that die in peace most pass away with so much pain that they are given so much morphine just trying to make it less painful for them.

Dieing is not a good thing.
25 Jan 2006 Sharon I tried to kill myself once and I want to tell you it was the most scariest thing in my life. I am glad today I didn't die because there were demons all over me waiting to take me to hell. I could see the most ugliest demons. I am happy that God spared my life. If you kill yourself people, I am here to tell you that you are going to hell when you die. So if you are having these thoughts,it is nothing but the devil wanting your soul.
25 Jan 2006 Lauren Listen guys~
Im 21 and a lot of shit has happened to me in my life. My dad left my family when I was 10, I was raped when I was 16 by some one I trusted, and last year my mom died. Believe me I know what its like to hurt. I cut myself until I was 19 years old. I understand. Throught most of my teens I wanted to commit suicide, and attempted it twice. What I want to tell you is that IT DOES GET BETTER. I now see that I have a future ahead of me, and that the horrible problems that I had really werent the end of the world. I got through them all, not very well, but I did. You will get through the problems you are having. If you just wait awhile it will be better for you. You can leave your parents house and be your own person. You can go off to college, or move away and get a job. Something wonderful might happen to you in the future. Why risk that chance and die now? No matter how horrible it is now (And I know how terrible it can be), I know that in time everything can get better. Circumstances change. At the end of you life, you will look back and be happy that you did not kill yourself in your teens.
24 Jan 2006 Too Ashamed to Say I'm so scared. I'm 26 years old and have considered suicide for over 10 years - but THANKFULLY, I have a conscience. I think about my parents and how crushed they would be, and I think about my brother and the disappointment it would cause. Someone said that suicide is selfish - they couldn't be more right. But, as much as I know all of this, I'm afraid it will eventually NOT be enough to stop my thoughts, my plans. I used to be like many of you - problems with my parents, feeling alone, etc etc that led me to these thoughts. But as I've gotten older, the issues have grown. I'm not supposed to think like this, I'm from a very prestigious family of doctors, I'm very educated - and I've always been full of smiles...on the outside. Just when I thought something was wrong with me, I met the most amazing man - and we have been together for a long time now. We have our own issues that I won't get into - but an accidental moment of unprotected sex led to pregnancy. I decided that the best option we had, the best for both of us, was to terminate it. I am reminded a MILLION times a day of my decision - how can I look at my parents and not be ashamed of the choices I have made? I don't understand- I have everything to look forward to. An opportunity for a successful career ahead, the plans of a wedding in the works - but right now I don't want any of it. I want to walk away and pretend I was never here - I want to erase my existance from this world. I have made too many mistakes to live with myself and to believe that I can be a good daughter, friend, sister, wife or mother. I am disgusted with myself...
22 Jan 2006 gamble (daz) i have tried everything i can think of t finish it all i hung my self i slashed my wrists and i even jumped off a bridge i dint want t tell anyone why i was doing it because i was scared what my family would say when me and my girlfriend split up it nearly killed me in its self but now we are back together and im happy again, so i always say stop thinking bout the preasent and start thinking bout your future because it can only get better if you are reading this now cant it, i had support from my mate if you dont then you need to tell someone it really is a lot off your chest or if u want to ask people you dont know then this site is really helpful but in the end its up to you just think it can only get better
22 Jan 2006 anon i think this website is amusing. obv im not saying that i think suicide is amusing. but i think its amusing reading peoples reasons and the total extreme deifferences in them. i think its funny when its totally obvious someone is exagerating there reasons as to justify their feelings. you dont need reasons to commit suicide. i also think its amusing that i rlly dont think this site is helping anyone. and SOME of the people on here seem to be very un intelligent and complete attention seekers. no offence. no one seems to be helping anyone. no one is even rlly taking notice.
im not here to help you. because i stumbled across this site with no intentions of giving a fuck about it, and i dont. but i know there must be one person on this site who rlly is looking for help and rlly does not know where to turn, and to that one person, i pray that you read this:
you dont need this site. at all. all thses people on here you dont even know. they cant help you. everyone goes through this feeling. absolutely everyone. i have. of course i have. some people not as bad as others. some people take actions other people dont. but everyone does go through it. so to that one person, get the fuck off this computer and go speak to someone. try your parents, i know how you dont want to tell them, for reasons that are different for others, my reasons were the guilt, didnt want them to blame themselves, i didnt want them to get upset or mad, i thought it would cause un necessary worry. but eventually one day i told them, and i can promise you it is never as bad as you imagine. or if your parents rlly arent an option, then speak to a friend. and if a friend rlly isnt an option then ring a help line, there are so many. but for god sake do not just let go, and do not get dragged into this site, your so beautiful just because your alive, and i know exactly how you feel, i rlly do, but for god sake, if i can live through it, then so can you.
21 Jan 2006 Ashley I've posted here before and have always told of my past...now I wish to speak of my present. I am 17; I cut my wrists; I cut my back; I did it last week. The cuts are heeling; the scars are forming; they over lap. I DON'T DO IT BECAUSE I WANT TO DIE, I DO IT BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE. When a person is alive, they can feel; they can feel love; they can feel sad; they can feel happy; they can feel pain; they can feel. That is what I want. I want to feel; Feel more than the blade of a knife; feel more than the warmth of my blood; feel more than thfresh wound in my skin. I DON'T DO IT BECAUSE I WANT TO DIE, I DO IT BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE.
18 Jan 2006 Miss K To all you searching for a way out;

I was 13 a very long time ago but having read a lot of the posts on this site its become evident that being 13 now is not comparable to being 13 when I was young. Suicide had never crossed my mind back then and yet now I toy with the idea, even though society will dictate that being older and concequently wiser, I would know better that to think in such a way.

But I want to point out that the notion of taking my life only plays in my mind, deep down I know that it will never happen. Its merely my mind giving me an option so that I dont feel as if I dont have any. You know that feeling of beign trapped? Where every possible thing that can go wrong does, and nothing that you say/do/think is good enough for those around you? Well, during such times teh best think to do is give yourself options; think what you can do to get yourself to stop feeling in that particular way. one of the options should be suicide, ideally the last. You see, the more options you have, the more it beings to feel like a plan...a map if you will. A map that can guide you out of your hour of darkness.

And as you emerge from that place, bear in mind that suicide is an option. An option, but not the path.
17 Jan 2006 Lexee Hi everyone my name is Lexee and I am from Connecticut. Okay I have found out 2 day that I have diagnosed wif this mental disorder. And now I know that I am beginning to get very depressed, and suicide seems 2 be a good way out. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD A MENTAL DISORDER! I thought I was normal.

Ok I dont know how to describe this, but I will try very hard too.

There were times when I was seeing and hearing things that were not really there and when I was actually hearing and seeing things THAT WERE there. But the thing is I couldn't tell the diffrence between my 'hallucinations' and reality. My hallucinations were actually so real and lifelike. Like one thing in my hallucinations my frend was trying 2 commit suicide and I actually belived that, even though it was all in my head, because it was so lifelike.

I even thought others around me were mental, before i knew about my condition and I blamed them for things they didn't even do, but I thought they did them, becauise I saw them doing things in my hallucination like things.

I am now taking medication.

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