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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|09 Mar 2006||ashamed...but alive||whoever made this site is an idiot.
this is assisted suicide.
if ur reading this and giving tips to ppl to kill themselves,
u r responsible 4 sum1's death.
like it or not, but it's wrong.
life is a gift from god.
sites like this have ruined my life.
when i was 5... yea, 5, i tried it.
then again when i was 8,
again at 9
then at 10...sixteen times.
My parents sent me to the hospital.
i met this nurse who cared.
She told me that life is a test.
to see who can survive until the natural end..
but there is no end.
after death, there's life.
THE WORST PART IS WHEN YOU ARE BURNING IN HELL AND THE WRATH IS UPON YOU!
i heard it sucks.
after my parent's attempts to save me, i tried one mor time.
that year, i lost them both... and it's my fault.
i killed them when they walked in my room as i was trying to shoot myself
i live in a special foster home now.
the guilt bugs me...
that day, i did kill myself.
my old self.
the guilt overpowered me and i realized they cared.
the police were in the house before i found new bullets.
DON"T DO IT BECAUSE
THERE IS NO GOOD WAY TO!!!!
|08 Mar 2006||Salvatore||Honestly, kid, there's always a better choice than suicide. Ending your life should only ever be a consideration if you're in terminal excruciating pain, and the quality of your life is no longer bearable. Anyone can suffer from depression, but at a young age you've got so much time and potential to change your life. There's never a reason to end it.
Get professional help; talk to the people who most care about you and ask for some guidance. Whatever it is that makes you feel like you'd be better off dead will pass as long as you want it to, so take steps to change your life.
Believe me, as someone who failed at a suicide attempt and has to live with a resulting disability for the rest of his life, your best bet is to fight for the life you want.
|06 Mar 2006||JAcob||The best way would to just take an overdose of pills I have tried it but I'm like a size of a grown up 6 foot tall 200 pounds so I just get knocked out and hospitalized...|
|03 Mar 2006||before you commit suicide you should read this||i really wish that people who are saying: all yo self-hating cry babies/ emo shits get over yourselves would just shut up! ive been suicidal for probably the past three years, and i knew that my life wasnt really that bad, i just didnt see anything good in life or anything worth livivng for.
just about a week ago, i was talking with my aunt and she told me that both her and my cousin have attempted suicide at least once in their lives.
also i recently discovered that depression runs in both my mom and dads side of the family.
now i realized that i think i probably have a chemical inbalance in my brain, and that my sucidal feelings/depression are just genetic.
although i still do want to commit suicide, i feel like im on my way to getting better, because ive finally realized that maybe its something i cant help, and that i should probably go on an anti-depressant. i also just discovered (about 2 weeks ago) that my mom, dad, and sister are all on anti depressants, and that my sister was also suicidal earlier this year. i definately think that before you commit suicide you should try medication. my aunt told me that shes had many highs and lows before and a few suicide attempts, but shes so glad that she is still alive today. she said that once she found a combination of anti-depressant pills that work for her that her life has been so much better.
***dont think that anti-depressant pills are just happiness in a bottle, or that theyre giving someone fake happiness or altering their personality, because theyre not, anti-depressants just make someone normal. They correct the chemical imbalance in the brain that makes you depressed, so they arent causing like a fake happiness, theyre just making the chemicals in your brain normal, and balanced. So, you can still be sad when on anti-depressants, because happiness is really what you make of it.
Also, anti-depressants are not the answer for everyone, because sometimes the promote sucidal feelings, in some people. and some people are depressed without a chemical imbalance.
|02 Mar 2006||TRUST ME||READ THIS!! When I was younger I was very over weight, kids in school made fun of me and picked on me, later when I turned 15 years old I had 5 hip surgery's, pain like you would not believe, screaming every time I moved (Hip Spasms) , I was in a wheel chair for two years and slept on a couch most of that time, my mother had to wipe me after I went to the bathroom, humiliation, pain, suffering etc. I had it all.
Thoughts of suicide went threw my head everyday, but I stuck by it, 10 years later I'm walking again, married with a beautiful 15 month old son, and I'm a publisher (CEO) of a very successful magazine, life is great.
I'm not a religious person by any means but I do believe in god. I carried my cross, Thank God I'm still alive, I did not take the easy way out, HANG IN THERE EVERYONE, I think god puts your threw test (carrying your cross) he may due this for many reason, one reason is that maybe you can help others and let them know that you too have been there and made it threw it. TRUST ME on this, Its going to get better, it just takes time.
|02 Mar 2006||fat stupid ugly||i am ugly theres no way out for me.
This is the end...of tryng to find friends and relationships.
i am sick of trying and being let down by everyone.
I don't have a life..
whats the ponit in any thing. cries
If I committed suicide, I would no longer have to worry about people's jibes
Because of all the crap I have to endure, nobody gives a damn about me or how I feel. They think I am only getting sick or crying to attract attention. What they DON'T realize is that I am NOT faking what I have been trying to tell them, that what I am telling them is TRUE. Do they think that I am a LIAR?? Do they LIKE seeing me being so unhappy??
I am a person, a person with feelings, just like they are, then maybe all this goddamn bullshit would stop!! I am TIRED of having to try to put up with all this crap. I am tired of having people judge me just by how I look on the outside instead of looking deep into my heart and seeing the TRUE me.
I am tired of people NOT coming to my aid when people are dissing me. I am tired of my family not supporting me, and I am tired of just. plain. LIVING. If I were to get to the point to where I would try to end my life, I bet nobody would come to my funeral. I have no friends, my family hates how I look, and nobody understands the struggles I have to go through...
It has gotten to the point to where I don't even CARE anymore, and all of a sudden, the thought of suicide is looking to be the only option I have to put an end to this misery.
|01 Mar 2006||eve lane||if u are considering suicide,and you are religious, read this. you may be in pain right now, but you can always turn to jesus. he wil ALWAYS be there for you i promise . he loves you, and killing yourself is a sin. the real pain comes after death, when you are being burned for eternity, by the horrd fire of hell.97% of suicide survivors say they ARE glad to be alive.i wanted to commit suicide, when i was about 14. I was raped, beaten, hit. i have had almost every bone in my body broken. i grew up with abusive parents. my dad raped me many times,i would say about twice a week and 4 times when he coulnt find any other girl to make love to. he was an alchoholic. he used to let his friends come over, and rape me also. he just watched and smiled. i just closed my eyes, and tried not to cry, just wishing it was over. my mother used to beat me.she shaved my head, and made me go to school with ragged dirty pants, and a holey t-shirt. everyday. i didnt get to eat lunch..,or breakfast or dinner for the matter, i was a loner, i had no friends.i have scars from the beatings. just something to help me remeber what she put me through. it started when i was 8 years old.i have 2 other sisters, and a brother. they didnt even know what was happening to me.i got to sleep in a room, but on the floor, and it had no lights , carpet,windows etc.i was to scared to tell anybody, because they both said they would kill me if i ever told anybody. about 1 year later, child services came to our house, my mom and dad cleaned up very nicely.they acted like eveything was perfect. i even got to take a shower, and i got a new shirt, and my jeans washed!i also got my nails done!after that , they started feeding me again, but i still got beat, and didnt get to take a shower or anything.and i got raped. i turned to god for help. i prayed everyday. when i was about 14 i got my period(late for lack or nourishment)i still only got to eat once a day, and never had thise clothes washed, unless somebody called child services in me again. i always said everything was ok, and i liked it here, bacuse i didnt want to die.anyways, i got my period, and i went home, and my parent saw, instant beating, and i didnt get to wash those jeans either. i had to go to school with a big blood stain right in the croch. i wanted to kill myself at that moment. i thought the only way to stop this, was to kill myself. i was taking computer class in school, so i had access to the internet(with a forged signature so i could go online, u cant with out an adults permission)and i was looking up, ways to kill your self . i came across a website, and on it, it had said, "the real pain comes after death, when your being burned in hell for eternity," and i thought GOD CAN HELP ME!i prayed, and prayed and prayed, and even cut class so i could go to church.finally the lord came to my restcue.the social worker, came without squeduling an appointment, and she came when i was having my daily beating. she immeadiatly opened the door, because of the screams, and crashes, and alled the police. my mom is in jail now, and i live with a foster family. i am currently in counseling.what happened to my dad you ask? well you will have to e-mail me, and i will tell you the rest of my story. i am happy to share. anyways wht this all comes down to is turn to the lord to end ur suffering,. he has a plan all worked out, when u get to go home.and it is also registered in your body. you will go soon enough. think about it. life isnt that long. godbless|
|26 Feb 2006||xoxoxox||overdosing hasnt worked again, i spewed everything up after it knocked me out for over 12 hours, my dad doesnt no whats wrong with me and i plan to keep it that way its better so he doesnt worry... he has to much to worry about at the moment no one has time for insane stuff like this i mean it i want to die its the only way i know but how to do it????????? i want people who have hurt me feel the pain while i do i want their heart to rip into tiny pieces these people deserve to die but yet agian i take the pain.|
|24 Feb 2006||blah||I got abused every day at home , beaten up etc verbal abuse 24-7 . Then i worked every day to get into a good school , parents decided to go to the school and say i had a nervous breakdown because of the schhool etc because i did badly in my first year exams for no apperant reason which was a complete lie and resulted in me leaving ang going to a shit school were i got bullied for 6 years , every day all day , had my head set on fire etc constantly . Purely because people were weird in that school and did stuff like that , later on it was because i had insomnia as a result of all the crap and previous bullying and so i would go into school completely drained like a gimp , i still managed to pass all of my exams with 1 days revision completely by myself for each test . Then i got my shit together and got my lfe back together was out of the shitty school 4 summer , everything was going well , then i got drug raped by multiple people and nearally died , didint tell anyone about that , but none of that stuff phased me because nothing at that point could because as long as my life was going well and i was going to win in the end i didnt care what anyone did , then my own brother and his friend found something on me / made something up and blackmailed me with it , i thought about it all day every day and let them treat me like shit and my education fall appart , then he attacked me and there was a limited defence by me because the blackmail was all i was thinking about and that fucked up my face completely and has given me brain damage . Blackmail still hanging over my head education etc all gone for fuck all and now i might even get expelled from school just for being later in the mornings even though they let people get away with gbh so live doesent always get better and as far as im concerned u should get on with your life no matter what has happened in ur past as long as it isnt actually ruining ur life now and even if it is if there is some end to it or way of ending it then do that eg bullying sexual abuse etc can all be solved.|
|23 Feb 2006||Anonymous||Hi, anonymous here again. After over dosing on pills, and cutting my arm. Nothing good has came about except for more pain. I've realized pain doesnt go away when your trying to hurt yourself. Pain is within, depression. Im twenty three years old now, about to turn twenty four this March and Im not looking towards anything in life anymore. I dont know where to turn to, who to talk too. I dont wanna be on any meds, my family thinks everything is okay cause they only see me on the outside. I just live day by day, hoping maybe God will take me away from this earth. How do you find any light out there without killing yourself or being on medication that only make it worse.|
|22 Feb 2006||Courtney||I'm 12 about 2 turn 13 this april I have been this way sence 1 grade when I found out my mom was a drug addict and then about a month later I was sexuley harased and in 3 grade my dad and mom got a devorcie then 5 my dad went 2 the hospital because of his drinking which I found out that night at the hospital he almost died and he still drinks alot he is always drunk and yelling at me and my mom has tried 2 kill herself 4 times and walked out on me and my brother and this year my grades are like f's and the only person you might laugh but my dog who has helped me thro the years when no one would has been taken away I mean I would tell my friends but they will not understand and I have tryed 2 kill myself in 4 grade I tryed 2 hang myself but the rope broke then I tryed drowning in my friend pool but she came out 2 soon and graved me she asked what the hell I told her I was just trying 2 see how long I could hold my breath but now I think I will just go with pills help me god.....|
|21 Feb 2006||Katherine||i havent got a suggestion i just wanted to say how ive been feeling.
ive been feeling depressed for about 10yrs lots of stuff caused it. my dad tryed to kill himself when i was 14 he threw me across the room for trying to stop him and i had to call the cops, when he came home he forgave mum instantly for causing the problems but wouldnt forgive me for calling them. i never got help im not even ment to mention it. mum keeps getting us in debt and i cant tell dad because hed leave her and she couldnt cope nor could he. but i take all the stress from her, i have to put up with being called names, she can get violent and mouthy and im normally very quiet and gentle but one day in a shop she just made me snap and i put my hands round her neck i stopped the second i realised what i was doing. im currently out of a job and a lil overweight but she doesnt support me. i tryed killing myself yesterday because she made out like i was doing nothing to find a job im always looking for a job everyday i apply to at least 7, i clean the house for her and dont ask for much but she says im useless cant do anything right she chucked shit at me and i just sometimes cant handle it to top it off my dog of 11yrs had to be put down but im not allowed to meantion him in case i upset dad whats a girl to do
|20 Feb 2006||Saddend over Sucid||My daugheters best friend commited sucide 4 days ago. She was 14. You can not image the pain her family now feels and will feel forever. She was an only child and has now left devestation in her wake. I want you to know that there is nothing in life worth dying over. Believe it or not there are solutions to your problems and there is never a problem that can't be worked out. The pain that makes you feel like commiting sucide is nothing in comparison to the pain you will leave behind for your family and friends to endure. In my opinion there is NO BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF. Seek help. There are many avenues in dealing w/what ever makes u unhappy. Please, God put u here for a reason. When he is ready for u to come home GOD will come for u.|
|19 Feb 2006||jon atkinson||i was 9 when i tried to commit suicide. i thought i had nothin to live for. there was a girl in school i liked but she didn't like me so i overdosed but survived, i was in hospital for a week and i did it for nothing.when i was in hospital my friend came to visit me and told me that she liked me and that she wouldent stop crying when i told them what i had done|
|16 Feb 2006||I h8 u||dont. My friend ommited sucide and he was my best friend. we grew up togthr ad its never been thesame. Sh left m a note saying she wa on this sit. she rad all wat chris said and now he dead. thx thx alot.:(|
|15 Feb 2006||Survivor||I was just 14 when I tried to commit suicide. I'd been depressed for two years. I felt I had nothing to live for. I was so wrong, there were so many people that cared about me. It's the most selfish thing you can do, commit suicide, think about how everyone around you's going to feel. They definitely won't be happy about it, no matter what you think. I am still depressed to this day, my therapy is still going and I'm not cured, but I'm alive. Not happy, but alive.|
|13 Feb 2006||anna||there isnt a best way to kill your self beleive me. i planned my suicide had every thing sortid letters and notes thoughts and feelings the date and time becuase i thought if i do all tht ill definatly do it but i didnt. wen u want to realli die u do it like tht. u take 100 tablets and u down a bottle of medicine u slit ur wrists. wen u want to die u feel nothin just empty inside with no hope and feelings like every thin is lost and think it would b great to b free and have no stress no tears and no pain. u cant find the right way to kill your self. it goes ova n ova in ur head, ill take tablets ill overdose so its painless but wen u realli realli feel suicidle u dont care about how it would feel u do ne thin to try kill ur self. i slit my wrists and drank evry bottle of medicine i cud find i took 80 tablets closed my eyes and cried untill i passed out. but i woke up. i woke up and thought no this cant b happening feelin like shit i couldnt evan get out of bed, dried blood stickin to my arm. i cried and cried but kept it all behind. no one helped/ the thing is with suicide is tht u feel like ur the only one and knw one will help. readin things tht ppl put sayin im goin to do it im doin it tonite r stuck between livin and dieing. its just seeing if u have the guts to end ur life. after my attempt i did many more. its not fair life. u try end it but it still clings on to u.its so hard wen u feel this way wen u cant escape tht feeling. ppl feel suicidle for years because i have. it comes and goes and my worst i eva did was hack my arms to peices. the relief it gives is better thn ne drug or ne thin in the world wen u feel this way. just think long and hard about suicide and think if theres anouther way out do it now b 4 its to late and u get sucked in. so many of us want help but dnt get it its just one thing thts so hard but yet so easy to do.u cant tell some one how to die. u do it in ur own way but while ur doin think about ppl u love and things u love. jusdont end up like most ppl dead or like me. i cant stop u frm doin it. i cant stop my self. but u can try.|
|13 Feb 2006||Tika||im 15 years old ive been in hopital 5 times in 16 weeks stop trying to kill yourself its not worth it ive tried to kill myself sveral times im still here theres no point and youll hurt the people you leave behind including me and i dont even know but id like to email me back|
|13 Feb 2006||Jake||I'm 17 years old. Not a day goes by without me feeling depressed and like i'm completely worthless. I have attempted suicide once before. I stopped myself realizing what i was doing. But now i just want to go up to God and end this crappy life. My dad abandoned me and i don't talk to him ever. My mom is going nuts because of my lack of school work. I go to therapy every week and it does nothing for me. As soon as i get this handgun i ordered i'm blowing my brains out. Don't be like me, get help...|
|09 Feb 2006||tara||fuck the poets of the past, my friends
there are no beautiful suicides
just cold corpses with shit in their pants
& the end of the gifts
where this came from i dont know. the image of my ma finding me with shit in my pants and my brains on the floor like they found von really bothers me.
but i still think about it.
and im jealous.
because i dont have the stones to do it myself. so i hate him for doing it. and i miss him.
the best way to kill yourself is to realize that you can drownhangshoot the people you used to be, one after the other, and create a new person..
the new person can be-is now-will be the person you always wanted to be
mouchette i am sorry, i am becoming the person i always wanted to be. mouchette... i think von watches us. i think there are bad things in this world and i hope none of them are near him. sometimes i smell bad smells for no reason and i know its a bad thing.. and i worry about von. and i try not to cry. But i think that his suicide is keeping me from mine.. or allowing me to kill the fake mes, and let the real me start living...