|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 May 2006||simona||i have two sisters and both of them tryed to end their lives.i know from experience that this attempts causes only pain. i cannot explain in words what i felt when they were in the hospital. now i think that they won't do it again but i live with that fear that one night i will wake up and see one of them lying on the floor. this thing really affects ur life. i still have trouble with my sleep.|
|20 May 2006||some one who knows wat its like||u don't! i have wanted to, then i talked to my cousin who i had always looked up to. i was doing alot of bad things, cutting, anorexic, pills. then i just started talking to her, and she told me how much she cared for me, and wanted to help. i thought she didn't like me. so, if u think your not loved, think again. some one out there loves u. if your adopted, your adoption parents wanted u. your only 13, so am i. u have years and years ahead of u. think of how much your family loves u, and how much u mean to them. its wat kept me strong. without my family, i would me buried in a box underground right now. i'm just saying, talking really does help. just, talk to a role model, its great to get it all of your chest, and be really close to the one u look up to. odds are, they went through the same thing. so PLEASE, just talk to some one. u can use a different name and say, " do u know who ----- ----- is?" then say they have the problem that u have. they'll give u their opinions, and it helps so much. the sky has never looked bluer, the grass never looked greener, the sun never felt warmer. and when the person u choose to talk to learns more about u, u learn more about them. so please, just try it, its better than any high u could possibly imagine|
|19 May 2006||Just wishing on a star.||Hey. Right you're being silly. WHAT has really gone wrong jsut think of it now yes now. Think of the cause. Was it you, was it somone else? Just think about it while i tell you my story.
1.I was rather popular at school, after being a depressed 'goth'. I had now changed and had been let into the 'it' crowd and was known as the 'it' girl. Everything was going good i had no reason to get depressed i had a big social life and everything but then i met a boy. The boy partly ruined my happy spark for a while, i didnt know why i just felt like i needed him. He told me he needed me at one point anyway, we went out he was my first kiss and then he decided my legs were to big. YES MY LEGS. I was devistated. Then one of my best friends admit that she likes him and then she goes for him and it ends up exactly the same except , she gets dumps him because he was at a friends house with me. I go alll upset have all the "it crowd go against me and i run away from school.
2. My dad is an alcholic. He works alot aswell, a couple of years ago he moved out. My mother coped and went all thin and depressed, i had a little sister at the age of two aswell i was only 6 or 7 and had to deal with the shouting the " wheres my dad tonight?" every night. I didnt even think of suicide i just cried and got on with it, i had to. I was only 7, 7 your not are you?..... Anyway my patience and he came back after two years. Now he still drinks and has a monthly strop where i am worried sick and do not see him for a couple of days.
Just please be happy and dont do anything you will regret right now i am going through a traumatic time where im not allowed out and have to go to a unit. Its not fair. But il live with it, il deal with it and so will you. A good way to help is to talk to a councelor. Ive had everything taken off me and my life is turning upside down. But am i dead, NO. deal with it, it will get better!...just keep telling yourself it will. Just remember be carful what you wish for!..x
|17 May 2006||Mouse||Heyz, I'm 15 in the 9th grade. At the age of 13 in 6th grade I started to cut myself. I hated life. So at the age of 13 in the 7th grade I did suicide. I had killed me self. I lost so much blood that My heart stoped. The took me to the hospital. They began to do CPR on my and stop the bleeding. I was died for 2sec. For 2 sec I was in hell. Hell is not a good place. Now I'm damned to eternal damnation for stoping my heart. SO DON'T DO IT CAUSE IT'S NOT NICE TO KNOW THAT WHEN YOU DIE YOUR GOING TO HELL. Plus now Thing happen to me. I keep hopeing that there is a way in to heaven for me.|
|17 May 2006||Someone Who's Been There||I am 31 years old and attempted suicide 11 times by the time I was 17. Nothing is worth ending your life over. Nothing, and I can tell you from experience that just taking extra strength tylenol or Advil, will not do the trick. I one time took 150 Tylenol and over 200 Benadryl, and just ended up in the hospital getting my stomach pumped and hallucinating for 2 days.......NOT WORTH IT. You have to find someone that you trust to talk to and try to get your feelings out in the open, and cry, cry all the time if you have to, but it will make you feel better. Get a counselor, but most of all realize that life is worth living, even though you may not get your way all the time. Life is rough, and it will always be, but you have to make the right decisions for your life to go the right path.|
|12 May 2006||mason myngheer||listen all u kids im 12 and lately ive tried to kill myself i took 6 extra strength tylnol pills i waited and waited for 2 hours then i realized something i didnt have to kill myself i had my whole life ahead of me and i was really fat 240 AND I WAS DOING HORRIBLE AT SCHOOL so i made myself throw up so if i can do u can! if u think nowbody cares about u I DO! AND MANY OTHER PEOPLE SO PLEASE THINK ABOUT WHAT U CAN DO LIKE HAVE A HOUSE,KIDS,WIFE AND HAVE A BEATIFUL FUFILLING LIFE PLEASE DONT MAKE THE MISTAKE I ALMOST DID!|
|11 May 2006||wyatt||i am 15 years old and tried to commit suicice multiple times by cutting my wrists. before i read the stuff on this site i felt like i was so fucked up and that i was the only one that can understand what im going through. even though my friends try to cheer me up and help me it only makes me feel worse and that im too much of a pussy to make things better for myself, and since i couldnt successfully kill myself i felt like even more of a pussy. I know that my life is pretty messed up at the moment but after reading this site i knew that i am nowhere close to as fucked up as i think i am, sure i am suicidal but i dont live with an abusive family or put up with nearly as much shit at school as some of u people do. i now know that if i really wanted to commit suicide i would have ended it a while ago, but now since i was lucky and didnt die i now know that i have to make the most of my life and see if it would really be worth throwing away all the good things i have in this world. Hopefully in the furure i make the right decision because i was so close to making the wrong one. I am so glad i found this site because when i found it i was searching to find out if overdosing on advil would kill me. I thank all of the people on this site for helping me realize what i have to do to resolve my problems and also realize that suicide is not what i need in my life right now.|
|11 May 2006||purpleflame||I knew a 14 year old who successfully hung himself. Around that time I wanted to die too, but seeing all his friends and family so hurt and confused made me not want to. If he'd had the chance to see the pain he caused by killing himself, I don't think he would have done it.|
|10 May 2006||sarah||what is going on??? Stop it. Live your life. Sooner or later it's over so just get out there and go for it. Suicide is simply an early answer. If you are willing to die then you must be willing to do anything else. So, get up and out and perhaps travel the world. I mean, in the end you would be dead anyway. So just go for it. Do things and live and do not get washed in and warped in. Try to step outside of any situation and detatch yourself from things taking up too many of your thoughts. I go to a boarding school and high school is hard here. I wanted to kill myself throughout my years here. But every time I got the courage to do it, I realized wait, there are so many things I might as well do. You will get over this. You will. Those who commit suicide simply haven't waited or weren't patient enough with themselves. PLEASE don't do it. PLEASE just don't.|
|04 May 2006||hollie||i really dont think that someone shuld try n kill dem selves especially cumone ov such a young age who has their whole life ahead of them i know that there are a lot of people that leave comments sayin this is a ridiculus website but it does help people in someways im 15 and when i was 13 my life was a reck! i had no loyal friends a family who didnt give a shit about me and no on in the world to talk to so obviously sucicide was a thing i thought about. i visited this site and looked @ ways to kill my self but when it came to actually doing it i just culdnt, i knew that i wuld eveuntually have something to live 4 and 2 years later i do! i found friends who liked me 4 who i am my family still dont give a shit about me n prosb neva will but that doesnt bother me bcuz wen i got out with my m8s dey dnt care wat time i cum back n who i bring back with me. i came back to the website to tell everyone thinking of commiting suicide to calm down and look @ what you have or what u may have soon or even acheive. sicuide is a one way streetn that has disaterous results and if you could see who you hurt aftaer you have killed yourself u wuld want to kill yourself agan! u dont relaise wat u had b4 u loose it and never frown bcuz dere is al;ways someone falling in love with your smile :) i want to help people who are feeling suicidal so please 4 the love of god just stop! its not a laffin matter and its very serious if you try and commit suicide and fail you could get jailed and then how are you goin to feel! even worse so please if u must commit suicide then i cant stop you but b4 u do take a long hard look at your life and think to yourself do i really want to lose whatever i have , that may not b a lot but one day it could be please look for helo in other people that you trust or callk a helpline or something dont look to the people tellin you how 2 commit suicide on this website bcuz once its done its done and you cant erase it 4 anything in th world thousands ov people a year kill themselves and thier fam and close friends end up devestated and feleing lost without them . . . dfont let your family go throught that PLEASE|
|04 May 2006||meliane smith||listen i no what you are alg oing threw because i used to want to kill myself i have took several overdoses and slit my wrists god knows how many times but you have got to believe people wen trhey say it will get better and you will get over it.
at the time i wanted to kill my self i was overweight had no self esteem and thought i was ugly, i had never had a proper boyfriend but i had slept around because i used to think if they want to sleep with me they must like me. but i have changed no with the help of my friends and finally realising that i am worthy of being a love nomatter what anybody says i am supposed to be here for i reason i just wanted to tell you this because maybe you feel like suicide is your only option but it wouldnt it be better if you could go on and tell the people that are hurting you in your life that you are better and will be better than them.
so please listen to the people that care about and you dont need sucicide and for the girls out there that think they are ugly and will never have a boyfriend that isnt true you will find someone that will love you and treat you right and as an equal.
i no this because like i sed i used to be like that but thanks to my friends and my wonderful noyfriend who i have been with for the past 12month i now no that life can be good and worth living to the full.
|02 May 2006||steph||im not under 13. im 16 and have visited this site for over a year. this site is amazing. the last time i was on this site i wanted to die. i had the tablets ready and was going to take them and i was just saying goodbye to my friends. i started reading this site and got so interested in the posts that i was reading for over an hour. it makes it easier hearing other peoples problems because theyre always people who are worse off than you. i would love it if people from here who feel the same way as i once felt and still do sometimes would email me on email@example.com i would love to help. i used to cut myself and take small overdoses of paracetamols anf ibuprofen and anything i could get my hands on. i would love to hear from you because it might help us both. theres always help out there for you. even if it is by email. love steph xxx|
|01 May 2006||Jada||I can never say that I have tried to kill myself. I did have a friend that killed herself. I had to live life after my best friend died. She left behind a world but she caused more pain dead then she ever did alive. Her mother will never get over her child taking her life. The day my best friend took her life she took ours with her. Her mother goes to the grave and spends hours every single day. She will never let her go she feels that she is the one to blame.She stands at the grave as if she will one day find a answer to her pain. There is no answer there will never be a answer. I was so hurt by her leaving me. When she killed herself she felt all alone and no one could help her. I did learn one thing people dont try suicide they want one of two things attention or death.If you want to die you will do it and no one can stop you. If you want help then you will try but you will make a way so someone can help or stop you. We never knew she wanted to die. When we sat in the kitchen she went and took her fathers gun and placed it to her head and then pulled. We ran in her room to find her a breath away from death, there was nothing we could do. I held my best friend as she took her last breath.She told me she was sorry but her pain could and would not go away this was the only way. That day was almost the start of my world going down hill. I had to live to help other know what suicide could do to the ones that are left behind. If you want to die there is nothing anyone can do but if you want help there are people out here to help you.I wish I could have saved her I would have gave my life to save hers. I guess she did not know how much she was loved. I only go to her grave on special days the pain is still so real. I had to tell my best friend good bye a long time. The grave may hold her body but my heart holds her life. I keep the good ones close to my heart. I hope that if you do want to die you just think of the people you will leave behind. Some place some where someone loves you. But the first person who needs to love you is you. I wish you all well I would never want you to go where my best friend went. We dont know where that is. The one place you can never come back from is your grave.................................|
|29 Apr 2006||Laura||I don't know what is the best way? Maybe no one should die. Just think, If you die you're letting everyone else win! Why not stick around a few years longer and annoy the people who want you to go away? That would make me feel a lot better seeing them get so pissed off just because they are trying so hard to make me commit suicide and I won't. I carry on fighting knowing that one day I could end up being a lot better than them. Also, don't you want to see what tomorrow brings, or the day after that? Theres a wide range of opportunitys out their for you! Plus, theres people who care, who love you, who think you're incredible and would die just to know you and be you're friend and they would praise the ground you walk on. You're the one who needs to find them. You think no one likes you, I kno no one likes me but I kno why, because I'm not like everyone else. Im an outkast I'd rather be different and be laughed at all my school life then be someone who blends in. People look at me more often because I stand out. People pick on me, because there bothered about me, they make excuses to come near me, If they hated me they'd keep well away! I enjoy going to school everyday and standing out, one day people are going to love me for the way I don't care I have people who do now. I just think positive and listen to all the great things people say about me. You know like everyone thinks Im a good singer so I focus on that, Im going to make something out of that one day. Im going to fight untill I get there, I have felt suicidal but I now kno whats the point? Life is a gift that you might never get again, so make it as long as you possibly can! Lawz xx|
|28 Apr 2006||AZA||Hello everyone.! I hope you can read this.. I gues l have to say l've thought about suciding myself since i was 15, but the fact is that l never tried it, I'm so damn week to do it. All l know is that all the ways to commit suicide are really painful, ( If you really want to die just get a gun and shot yourself) that would be the easiest way.. BUT.. PLEASE MY FRIEND don't do it.. there is a lot of people out there waiting for you, THEY LOVE YOU..Belive me , they do love you..Your mother, your sister, your brother.. your uncle, your best friend even your father... They will suffer too much if you die.. Or if you don't have anyone to care about.. Fuck it. that's better.. just care about yourself and live life every day like the last, do some sports, walk around your towmn and see how wonderful life can be.. WELL this is my story, I'm 19 years old,, was born in Latin america, i came to Canada 7 months ago and l just learned to speak english (i still have some mistakes) I have dreams and one of them are to become a famouse Rapper,.. Right now all i know is that life is very complicated,, But that;s the beauty of it,(Let's Play with life and show that we can make it)Back again, i've been thru many problems, money, i'm here alone, no friends no family, when l need someone to talk to , nobody is there.. i'm getting kind of desperate, today l went to buy some beer to get so drunk and after that l was planing to get myself hit by a car.. ( They didn't sale been afeter 12:00 ) so l returned home so sad. and started reading some of this stuff, it really helped me a lot, now l am just writing this to let you know that you are not the only one feeling a pain.. We all feel pains.. We all think "fuck the world" we all want to die. but we are still alive.. so let's see what is coming for tomorrow.. the only person that can make our life happy is ourselfs, don't wait for soemone to do it for you... Well my Friend.. I gotta go.. But one more time " DON't KILL yourSELF" Please give you another change... GOD BLESS YOU...|
|26 Apr 2006||its strange like a year ago i was a normal horny teen hiting on girls people liked me i liked myself.
but now i never go out .i dont think about girls deprshon has taken over my life. not meny people hang out with me cuz im deprssing to be around. my school work is down i dont speak to my mum n dad most of the time im alone it feels like im emosheny numb and i want it to end good bi
|24 Apr 2006||Duane||Sometimes things happen to us which we can't explain. It just seems unfair that everybody is happy except you. No one feels your pain and no one cares. Its true, you are the only ones that understand yourselves that is why it is up to you to seek your own happiness. Do not die for other people, live for yourself. If you die today, you will no longer be hurt but you will never know what it is like to overcome and truly be happy.
When i was 12 I wanted to die. I was hospitalized many times, but i still made it out. I didn't care about anybody and i didnt think anybody cared about me. Then I realized that I am all I got. If I were to die i would never have the chance to live the life i dreamed. I would never be rich, I would never have a girlfriend, i would never see myself grow old. So i decided that death would be the only thing that would ever happen in my life that i could not control. I'll die when i am supposed to die but i won't have anything to do with it. As for everything else, I laugh it off. If somebody doesn't like me, i dont care. If somebody tries to bully me, i tell them off. and if somebody tries to fight me, i just kick them in the nuts (and run). ive been doing that since i was 12 and now that i'm 25 it gets funnier everyday! i found all kinds of ways to stand up for my self and brave the circumstance. i'm in charge of me, and i ain't goin nowhere!
|21 Apr 2006||fresh start||i'm 23 and tried unsuccesfully to kill myself. i was the popular kid in high school, have a "great family" and everybody was envious of my car, clothes, family, house, you name it. I was also quite bright, even through university, named top leader and graduated quite early. So what was my problem??? It was all too good to be true. After one year of therapy, I've come to realize it was very selfish of me to have caused such a big pain to all those that i loved. My parents marriage has gone wreck, my friends had many difficult times, and all because i thought it was just too much to cope with. My point is that everybody suffers, wherever you want to see or not. Many thought i was just spoiled for doing what I did, how could somebody with everything want to die, right? Now i'm learning to take things one step at a time. I still struggle everymorning waking up, but everytime I do, and start observing the small wonders of the world, I'm very glad God gave me a good second chance. I'm not gonna spoil it this time.|
|14 Apr 2006||Devin Kydd||I am 20 years old and like a lot of people in the world, and everyone on this site I have thought of suicide. I have never tried and I never will try. This is because I know what life is. Life is a balance of good and bad. Everyone has good in their life and bad. If you focus on the bad you will only see what is wrong in your life. You can't live your life expecting others to give you a helping hand, they are also going through this delicate balance. If you want someone to talk to or to help you with your troubles you cannot just expect it, you have to ask for it. Hate is not something you use to inspire you, hope is. Hate breeds hate, if you focus on hate you will only find more to hate. Hope works the same way. If you have hope you will find more and more places to find hope and inspire you to live. I am not wanting to understand you or tell you that you have had a happy life, a vast majority of people have had a bad life, I have had a few years where I didn't want to live my life. That does not mean that I was wanting to commit suicide. Suicide is not the right answer for your problems. No matter what you are going through you get always get through it without wanting to commit. You are probably reading this thinking I am full of shit and don't know your story, and why you think it is okay for you to commit, but everyone has a sob story and if they choose something they can blame on someone else. How your lifes problems are not your own. Though it looks like a lot of you have had lives where your parents were not the most parental or loving that is not a reason to want to die. I don't know you, I am not going to say I do, but what I do know is that suicide and hate are never the best answer. You have to work through these problems just like everyone else would. Working through problems is hard, but that is life. And if you do work through these problems you will get a satisfaction that will only make you want to carry on. Life is like a game of golf, you may have a lot of bad shots but that one that is good makes you want to keep playing. Don't focus on the bad shots because as hard of a game life is it is worth playing.|
|12 Apr 2006||If you are under 13 and want to kill yourself you should definately make a big deal about it. Don't try and keep it to yourself and keep living with a shitty attitude. Once you hit 18 no one will want to help you since you are an adult now and just look pathetic complaining about having problems that everyone else has. Even if your parents threaten to put you in a mental institution you should make a big deal out of it, otherwise you will be like me in your twenties and still surfing sites like this every so often because you hate life but don't have health insurance and your family tells you to get lost since you are an adult now.|