|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|21 Jan 2007||Scors-b||Today I'm Dreaming
Today I'm Dreaming
Today I'm Dreaming
I'm Dreaming of a brighter day, a day where there is no fear, where there is no fear, where there is no fear.
I'm dreaming to be one of those people who only come to places like this once in their life.
I'm dreaming of a day where I look back on this past and realise that this was all a dream
A day where I'm with people who know my past, but also do not question the fact that it no longer troubles me.
And it's good.
It's good because my body is healthy. And it is no longer destroying itself.
And I can run, jump, and swim, and not feel scared.
Oh lord, how this disease no longer stays with me. How I cast my gaze over the rivers and the mountains,
And can see how there is so much beauty,
So much beauty,
So much beauty...
But alas, for it is just a dream.
If you saw something special in that, send me an email. Maybe we can be friends.
|21 Jan 2007||just a guy||Hi. I'm a 20 year old guy. I tried to kill myself 2 years ago. Things were hard at school.. I didn't have any good friends. I had a lot of pressure from school work as well. If you want to tell me your story, I am here to listen. And I hope you will listen to mine too. I don't mind whatever age you are. Please email me. (I have MSN too.)|
|16 Jan 2007||pearl||I always thought about commiting suicide!I never do it.why?Why should i?i fell depress all the time.Always sad about my life.didn't think any person cared about me!!asking to myself "what will i do if i live?or what will i do if i lived without No one to care for me,No future,No friends,No dignity.well that's stupid thinking about commiting suicide..i admit i hate my life..every little thing about it.but that doesn't stop me from thinging what is really important..education..my family..my dreams..and epecially me..my life!!if you don't have a dream it's hard to live on earth.you only get one shot,one opportunity to be to have a life!others would die trying to get a life that you hate!lets just say poor kids or even african kids who are dying from aids every single day!i fell sad.Sad for them and sad for you if you every think about killing yourself!cus your so much more than they could ever be.And they want your life.im 14 now.i just want to say don't kill yourself your ganna miss your whole life forever because your depress at an age!it's not worth it!!|
|16 Jan 2007||suicide......no more suicide:)||heiya....well u noe wat i hav left every thing and has started to live a happy life.....:)now i hav decided that i wont ever use those blades pills and that all fuckin stuff again......wow......just fuck up guys......and think deeply abt wat the hell u people are doing its totally wrong.......u noe wat now in ma school making scars on arms has became a fashion....HUH...funny na????well i really suggest u all to think abt wat u are all doin......hurting ur self is not the right way...........u should face this world.....u should fight wid this world......so dun be self pity any more.....well if any ov u wanna tawk then u can add me....on firstname.lastname@example.org|
|15 Jan 2007||Breeg||I'm from a fucked-up family, and i'm failing school.
My Grandfather is an A4 Psychopath, My Dad is bipolar and my sister and i both experienced my mom arguing with my drunken dad every evening.
I still remember the worst times, like when my dad said he would let us watch while he would hang himself and stab his right eye out.
I have never been succesful with girls, they seem to not want anything to do with me. I've tried everything- straightening out my curls, changin my style completely, doing well in subjects, making lies about myself...
Lately, i've been failing math. The only thing that I really care about at this moment is my friends and playing guitar.
My friends have seemed to ignore me lately, though.
I've tried to suffocate the pain by writing mellow guitar tunes and releasing my anger on emo-screamo metal tunes.
I also have a big problem with anger management. I used to scream and beat people who wanted nothing but to watch me snap, because they knew it would get me into trouble. And all people said, was that i should just behave myself. I've been bottling up countless anger incidents in my mind now along with my repressed memories, for more than 6 years.
My mother will take away the only joy in my life unless I get an "A" in math; she will sell all 3 of my guitars.
If it happens, which it probably will, i will have nothing more to live for.
|08 Jan 2007||angel||i have just read through alot of the responses to this question and i cant belive alot of what i have seen. some of you dont know the meaning of real suffering. why would you want to kill yourself becos you didnt get a fuckin nintendo wii for xmas. spend a day in the life of ppl less fortunate then yourself. i am 21 now, i was sexually abused by my father from the age of SIX MONTHS, he tried to kill me, hav me put into care. got away with what he did to me. then my babysitter sexually assaulted me and my mums new husband tried 2 make me sleep with him wen i was 13. i watched my mum being beaten and almost killed every weekend ihave found out that my father was followin me, he tried to kill my mum. i had years and years if nightmares, panic and anxiety attacks, months of insomnia and depression. i have taken overdoses, slit my wrists, cut myself, tried 2 crash my car, been addicted to weed and coke. and at the end of the day even after all of this i an honestly say i am glad that i didnt succeed in any of the attempts. life does get better, dont get me wrong i still hav anxiety attacks and i still sleep with a huntin knife next to my bed but i would not give any of the ppl that hurt me the satisfaction of killing myself. if anyone wants to talk then my email is email@example.com
im not one of these patronisin phsycotherapists. ive been there.
|07 Jan 2007||Strength||As a child I watched my mom and dad argue every night until I was about 13. It was completely terrifying. It feels like no one understands how I feel even though I know thats not true. Yet in a way it is true because its my world I am stuck in. This is my pain even if another person should want to stop the bullet from going any deeper its already through the skin. As a child I would scream in complete utter terror every single night and now... now I have absolutely nothing to show for my life. I do have a girlfriend who loves me though and when we met it didnt matter what I or she looked like or how much money we made in a year or anything else at all. Ive been with her for over 8 years now and Ill be 23 in May. I love her with all my heart and soul but that does not take the scars away. They are always there, demons, taunting me and laughing inside my head. Even when I make love they watch from behind the glass with empty faces, an entire legion, just watching. But I cant give up. Not because its justice. Not because my father deserves to die for physical abuse or because my mother egged him on enough to do it. Not because of my insane grandmother who took her frustrations out on everyone else and not for any of you. I will remain for that woman who is waiting for me to return to bed. You may not have a woman, or man, like that yet... but you will someday, if you want to. So anyway Im not going to tell you not to kill yourself. But to be perfectly honest with you its a lot more difficult to kill yourself than you may think. Most of the time its really painful and if you fail you can risk actually living through it with all the physical and mental deformities on top of whats already going on in your head. If you do it be sure you are successful. If you shoot yourself in the head make sure you hit the brain stem or you will live. If you hang yourself jump from above 8 stories or your neck wont snap. If you take a lot of pills realize your chances of dying are very slim and the only likely thing that will happen will youll piss blood for the rest of your life or some shit like that. Or you could stop fucking whining. Where is your confidence? Did they rape your soul from you too? If you accept your demise you were not raped... you were willingly fucked, and you are already dead!!! As you read this you are already fucking dead. Now what the fuck are you going to do about it? ANYTHING. Live on. Kill someone. Rob a bank. Speak out against your parents in ways never done before. Become artistic in your pain and let it run from your throat like the very fires of hell itself. They are not the monsters. They are nothing. YOU are the fucking monster.|
|04 Jan 2007||Carrie||what the fuck! 13 year olds shuldnt even think about killing them selvs.thats so sad to me. breaks my heart when i found this site.no 13 yr old should be sad. no 13 yr old should think about such things. and if they do. theres something wrong. they need help. ya ive had a fucked up life and im soon to be 19. and thought manytimes i want to die. and still do. but at 13 i never did. and i dealed with so much shit by the time i was 13. i was born with aids.dad left my family when i was 6 months old.when i was 6 i had a bad heart problem.didnt think i would make it to christmas that year.when i was 12 i had cancer. and i was becoming a teenager at 13.and i never once thought about killing my self at that age or younger.deff been threw a lot of shit.and here i am 18. and i just feel like nothing ever goes rite.and i still cry. and im still hurt by my childhood and things that go on in my life. i started to do a little bit of drugs. lots and lots of pot smoking.dont some coke. took some pills. but never tired to kill my self with them.and still at my age i sit and cry in the shower.in my room.in my car. where ever i feel sad. and i just tell my self "I WISH I WAS DEAD" and im so sad and just hate my life and dont understand why everything goes wrong.this this the first time i have ever even wrote about things in my life. its probable because i dont know anyone whos reading this.but i dont think its ok for someone to kill them self. even tho i get these feelings that i want to be dead bc life is so fucked up. and i know some of its my fault life is fucked up for me.i still could never do it. and it breaks my heart when people do :( but thats just a little about my life. i know no one cares.but im just saying. thats so sad to kill your self.someone does love you even if you dont think it.thanks for taking your time and reading this if you do.|
|29 Dec 2006||-- jen||Well , Im 15 now , and when i was 13, my parents and brother got killed in a car crash , and basicly my whole life went in front of me, i was failing school, wouldnt listen to anybody, then i started doing drugs , alcohol and everything else. i was having sex and almost got pregnant , i didnt know what to do, i was slitting my wrists, and didnt care. i stole a car when i was high and wanted to be with my parents and brother, so i banged into a pole, and totaled the car. i was in a coma for 1 month. i came out . i didnt realize how much people actually cared for me, everyone was surrounding me, .... then i smartened up !
- i did all this stupid stuff , and let everyone else fear it
im in grade 10 , and an honor student. i havee so many nice friends and help them over come there problems
|28 Dec 2006||k's||Plain and simple . . life sucks. But you only have one life . . there is no second chance. Once you're gone, you're gone. I have had my few shares of suicidal thoughts . . after having a sister die suddenly, abused by my father, bad breakups, had very crappy high school teachers that thought it was appropriate to pick on someone 30 years younger than they were . . blah blah blah . . I'm was at the point where I couldn't even breath anymore . . now that I'm a little older . . trust me . . once you get away from everyone that hurts you, you can actually find life worth while. You might have to wait 5 or 10 years but it's worth it. There is so much suffering in this world we can't have another human purposely taking their life. We need you. Trust me . . we do. There isn't enough people in this world that care, have feelings and feel pain . . people like you are the ones that make a difference in this world. Please stay.|
|26 Dec 2006||Farrock Junquera||Life is damn great ! but of course it was not gonna be good all along the time..I used to takes like more than 20pills.. mixed with chemical and poisonus drugs.. that was 7 years ago..now I live my life well.. lucky I'm still alive until today.. I made out a good life.. met a good gf which's going to be my wife soon.. and met lotsa people and i even managed to love and try to understand that to do self injury and suicide are only for stupid people..I was being stupid for attempting suicide before.. well.. if u guys still wanna go for suicide.. go ahead.. i dont care.. its yer fuckin life..and i understand that u guys are stupid and u cant think bout others.. ;)i think the best way is to ask someone to kill you..eg: serial killer is much more better..other u could die and still can satisfied the feeling of the murderer..|
|23 Dec 2006||Genna||My name is Genna.
I was diagnosed with Manic Depression last year.
I was the unlucky one in our family.
My grandfather had it, but, alas, it HAD to skip a generation& get to me.
I have tried suicide many times.
I must say that this site has many great idea but many of them are faulty.
You are all so creative.
I do believe that I have left previous posts on this site.
I am still alive.
My next attempt will be a gun shot to the temple BUT.. I had this to consider.
My friends mum works in a hospital& the part where she works is filled with people who have tried to kill themselves.
Many of them have tried my newest method but all who are there have survived (obviously).
Those who do survive have to endure the following:
b) Surviving with no physical or mental ability at all.
c) Surviving without a face.
Now. My plan is that, if I do not infact die instantly, to shoot myslelf again.
BUT, what if I have not enough brain capasity left to lift the gun once again& pull the trigger?
I do not care really.
But just a word of warning to all whom wish to go this way.
|21 Dec 2006||NOT TELLING HERE!||I hopefully will be getting better soon, i have see my doctor from the 5th of december, the 22nd of december i have to see some mental health workers, so hopefully things will pick up for me an my life will get better soon I am not looking forward to going to this hosptial treatment talking thing but hopefully they will be able to make me better soon, SO i can see some people who will be able to help me in the right direction.
so hopefully i will pull out of this suicide issue soon of mine an feel better than i am now!
Try to get some help will you peeps!
see ya doctor like i did, at first i was scared but now i am glad i went. Because hopefully i will get alot better soon,
Write down all your problems an issues an take them to your doctor to get help.
|18 Dec 2006||zt92||I know what i am talking about, my sister is 16 and was sometimes suicidal. my mom and i always tried to help her to realize all of the things and reasons she had to live for, and she did it all over a stupid guy. I prayed to god for help and recieved the strength and determination i needed to be calm whenever she started having thoughts. One night we had to call police because she started hyperventilating on the highway. She was handcuffed for being suicidal and taken to the hospital. I am just saying that killing yourself is NOT THE ANSWER. Instead focus on the things you have that others don't such as friends or special items. If you have abusive parents or family members, try to get yourself to a counselor to secretly talk about adoption. There are a number of ways you can help yourself to better your own life. It is definately not worth killing yourself over. I do not know who invented this "suicide kit" but it is not funny,helpful,or humorous, it is sick and disgusting. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. That is all that i am saying because you should never go against the will of god, when it is his will for you to live.|
|18 Dec 2006||D.Q.Van||Stop talking about suicide already. Why asking how to kill yourself ? ( don't make me laugh) . Under 13 ? What's the difference if you're 13, 26, 39 or older and you ended up killing yourself ? In the end, you're just one of those pieces of shit pretending that you're the unluckiest one, that there's no other fucking pains greater than yours. What are we ? Nothing but animals that making this world worst than it was. Who cares if you die ? There're countless people die every fucking day . Did you ask them whether they wanted to or not ? Did they really have a choice to choose ? You want to die ? Alright, go ahead and show me how stupid you are . I don't care how you're going to die ( sink yourself ? shoot yourself ? Or take some fucking pills ? ... you'll be dead, or else you'll be the poorest one when you found yourself alive ). It's your choice ! Listen to me : there's no GOD ( sorry to those who believe in him )! If there is god, why and how could he let people do such a thing ? If you can't help yourself ,there's no one elese could ! If you want to suicide, no one can stop you ! I was a coward. I was choosing the path that you're thinking of. Yet I'm still alive. Because I'm not a coward! I didn't choose to be born but I chose to face this fucking world ! It's a cruel world but I'll prove that I'm crueler than it by changing it, laugh at it and make it feel every fucking pain that it gave me. Since I've experienced how it was. I can tell you it's not a very good feeling. I stopped trying, and I didn't tell anyone about it. I feel ashamed, of being a coward. Here's my advice : do the right thing ! Just like I did...
I'm 17 now, almost 18. Experienced enough to tell someone at my age that he's a kid. I'm trying to change my fate . Somehow I did. Now I'm done with playing childish games.
To say something in English sure hard, since French is my mother tongue. Good luck to all of you! I'm sure you'll find your right path.
|17 Dec 2006||Vivi||Don't. There have been too many suicides/attempts in my life.
My best friend's friend committed suicide in a horribly graphic way that he won't tell me, he attempted it a week later by stabbing his thigh with a chef's knife, and his ex-girlfriend sliced her wrists, ending up never being able to use her left hand again. They were all under 13, and the first two were in 5th grade. If it doesn't work, you're scarred for life, if not physically, then emotionally. Suicide is not a joke. It's not fun. It's not something you need to have tips on how to do.
|17 Dec 2006||Alli- Sumone who cares...a lot||Okay. I went through the same thing. I wanted to kill myself. Then, that night when I was cutting myself, I was thinking why I wanted to do this. The reason is is because my parents were divorced, my dad drank and smoked, and now I've added a new thing, my step mom is a real bitch.
I've came to a conclusion though. (i know you guys are gonna send me nasty emails about what I say is'nt gonna work). My teacher read the class a book and it was called "The Richest Man in Town". In the book (it was a biography) the author told us about Marty(the main character a.k.a. the richest man in town) had important lessons in the Book
1. Relationships are nost important
2. Only YOU can make YOU happy (my most favorite lesson)
3. Give a little more
Relationships are most important: Dont kill yourself if you truly TRULY love somone. PLUS if you kill yourself, your most dearest family members are going to miss you SO much (even if you dont think so)
Only YOU can make YOU happay: Thats right, you, yourself and you. You are truly the only person that can make you happy. I know this message wont make an impact about how you feel about killing yourself, but I do hope it makes an indention. This is how I got out of thinking about commiting suicide, I thought about why i wanted to do it, and who would miss me. Now I'm a lot more happy and more grateful for not commiting it.
Give a little more: I'm not sure how thats going to help you, but thats what I'm doing right now. If you decide you are'nt going to commit suicide, do a little more and wright about why you shouldn't
And another reason is: My uncle killed him self and I never got to meet him. Plus no one knows why he did it.
|17 Dec 2006||Stephanie||Kids...This is hard for me to talk about but I am 24 and I wish I was dead everyday. I ache inside myself. My once loving husband has just helped to literally egg my cronic depression on. I am not pretty, thin, and have no true friends. I suck at being a mom and wife.My dad went to prison when I was six for four counts of child molestation,and My mom left me for her child molesting husband when I was 14. I spent my teens in and out of mental wards. Because of that I now have a social anxiety disorder and absolutely no interpersonal skills. Oh, and to top it all off, i am so poor I can't afford a single gift or christmas tree for my babies. My husband is a drunk who vomits all over our bed and asks for "favors" even though he knows I was raped several times and molested my entire childhood. I was a heroin addict for 4 years and it gave me a cyst in my brain, and I have cervical cancer. Yeah, everyday I want to die. But as much as we can think it and want it we cant have it. GOD never gives us more than we can handle. This pain will only make us stronger. I have made it through 24 years of pain and terror. Things will get better if you let them. I was always bullied, I have a shitty life. But hey, I am still here and how will you know if it ever does get better if you off yourself? Give GOD a chance and I promise you won't regret it. Trust in him and it will all be okay. I honistly do promise. And one thing i've learned though my life, never make a promise you cant keep. And I don't, never will. I promise it will get better if you let it.|
|14 Dec 2006||Jinnks||Suicide is never the answer. Alot of peopke think about it. And I have alot of times. But I still think of it alot. Over the years I have lived with an abusive father. He was abusive both verbaly and physically. I'll never forget the day that he had come home from the bar and grabbed my hair and dragged me down the steps into the yard. I can still feel my hair one by one poping out of my head. And my head hitting the wooden steps. And my back being scratched. And then his fist breaking my nose. I can still remember every day he would call me a fatass spoiled ugly bitch. and then the dy came when he basically kicked me out of his house because of the fact thta I am bisexual. The next day I was at my moms house on the computer and 3 of my friends had died. Dani, James, and Dustin. well maybe not.. the very next day. maybe in that one week. But it was still to much. I was so confused and so depressed. I had too much to live for. But then again I still had too much wrong. Too much to die for. So I still decided to live. and now things are getting better there is still alot of bumps and wrecks on this small road of mine. But I still have someone there to help me out. My one true love. And yes I know most of you have a bumpier road than mine. But If you actually look out there you will notice people who do love you. Each and every one of you have someone who loves you. Take my word for it.|
|07 Dec 2006||reese||I don't think anyone chooses to think about suicide. suicide crosses a person's mind when to them there is absolutely no sign of hope or a solution. a suicidal person doesn't think of suicide as a quick solution but rather as the ONLY solution. It is because of how our mind thinks that we get depressed, sad or even happy. situations don't determine how we feel. it's how our mind interprets what happens to us that makes us "feel." some people see problems as just an obstacle, while others see it as a hundred foot wall. the hardest thing for a suicidal person is the thought that nobody out there understands what they are going through. because of this, they feel alone. and it makes their problem bigger. it doesn't help them at all when others say, "oh, suicide is a selfish act" or "its just a way to point fingers at peoople who you think have fucked up your life." when a person thinks about ending their life, they are saying that they are tired, and exhausted of living. the only way to stop a machine is to turn it off. our brain is a machine ; a machine that runs non stop until we die. they key word is DIE. our brain shuts off only in DEATH. drugs and alcohol help but not for long. so what's the best way to get out of hopeless situations? DEATH! think about it. no more sadness, no more LONELINESS. no more guilt. and really, who cares what people think when you kill yourself. your'e not there to hear about it! maybe it is selfish, but hey! the point is that you are not hurting anymore!!!
so why didn't i kill myself few years back? because of one thing: LOVE. what brought me hope was the thought that someone out there was ready to love me and be there for me. I may have met them already or i had yet to meet them. but it excites me to think that someone out there was ready to take me out of loneliness. i didn't want to leave the world not knowing who this person was. the loving hug of a soul mate is enough to erase a peron's problems away. love doesn't necessarily say it understands. it just says that when life hits you, YOUR ARE NOT ALONE.
We all have the same issues here. Lost love, Betrayal by a trusted person, neglect and all that fuckin stuff. but now i refuse to hurt myself because of someone elses fuckin stupidity. instead of hurting myself i'll get them back by becoming better than them. i've got nothing to lose....i already have nothing!