|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|21 Mar 2007||Justin||I have read damn near all of the stories on this site. For some, I feel very sorry for you, for others, I am glad that you offer help and the optimistic outlook on life. I am a 19 year old guy living in a shitty little town. Of course i have thought about suicide. And I can tell you right off, no matter what you think your problems are, killing yourself won't solve them. Every problem that you encounter in your life in only a temporary one. No problem will every stick with you forever. For all the women on here that are with the drug infested piece of shit boyfriend that beats them, and you don't leave his sorry ass, WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?? The two answers that I get the most are "He loves me, I just screwed up," or "I know I can change him." You aren't going to change him. Killing yourself won't do it eitther. I have had a fairly rough life so far, I have dealt with It all and now I am better off than most 40 people in the world. I proved everybody in my life wrong. I have thousands of dollars, no debts, a house of my own, and have started my own business. If I can do all of this in three years, so can you. All I can say about suicide is the it is a permanant solution, to a temporary problem. And the best of luck to all of you out there|
|18 Mar 2007||Hi everyone, if i tell you my age you might turn off, but don't it's not a lecture from your mum, it's from someone who's been there. At 4 i witnessed my little sister drown, then my dad nearly drowned trying to save her then mum went into hospital with shock. Next i was sexually abused by my teacher at 7-10 yrs, and my uncle. My brothers both had severe car accidents where my eldest brother killed his friend in one accident. Also my other brother lay in hosp in a coma for months due to a motorbike accident. I met a very depressed Bi-Pola man and had two children to him which was a very stressful relationship where i was threatened with guns to my head, knives to my throat, hunted and persued if i did leave him and threats to the children and he also kidnapped them at one stage. so many things happened this is just a summary, then i got involved with a church thinking this was the answer! no no oh noo no! in amongst all this my health did go down hill,wonder why! the body can only take so much!!! so i got diagnosed with Epilepsy and then had to deal with medication, teenage boys and their pain and hell on this planet. As my son said i'm not having a spastic for a mother, don't tell anyone will you! don't chuck a spas attack in front of me will ya! ma mm nice hey? he had his problems too taking dope, hating himself and all around him. My eldest son also went through things too but after he tried to strangle me once i told him he better go and live with his dad because we did eventually separate when i got the strength not to fear him anymore. So! what have i left out,,,,, yes, how to survive all this shit, and hell that will confront you until you have the guts to learn how to love yourself. Yes that's what i said. Learn to get ahead not drown yourself in all the shit that falls on ya!..... Religion is just another mind controlling smothering organisation that is based on myth not FACT! sorry all you Christians, but look at David Icke's books on the historical facts! not the Bible that was written by Governmental controlling bodies that wanted to put FEAR into people..... There is no HELL AND HEAVEN i have been ther myself, hell is on this earth, is you let it get to you. You are a unique person! we all have something to contribute to this planet. All of us can help each other. It is your choice, you can do it! if you want but if there is such a thing as re-incarnation, you will only have to come back again to learn all over again about the lessons that were flung your way again and again till you learn what the hell it is all about. so don't you want to learn now, from any lessons now and not go through it all again till you start to tune into your inner voice and listen to yourself. Yes others may say your weird, so what, they just don't understand you, just smile and find someone who does relate to you, we are out there. Taking your life isn't Cowardly so when you say those things,,, you are the coward, for not understanding how one feels when your at the end of your tether!!!!!!I have some websites that will help you get through the day, First "The great illusion" then, wildlywealthy.com get "the secret that this lady has made, she was a sole parent on her last penny too, or 5cents for those born recently! I am now writing a book to help others like myself and all of you reading this. I will be rich too one day,and you can be too. Look ahead with hope,be positive. Stay focused. Don't give up!. These five words will help,Honestly show, live and feel these words to all at all times, LOVE, PEACE, COMPASSION,FORGIVENESS & UNDERSTANDING. Forgive yourself, that is the hardest thing, my email is firstname.lastname@example.org if you need more support,,,,, live your worth it.|
|16 Mar 2007||PLEASE JUST TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO READ THIS! I came across this website because I was searching for info. on how to talk a friend out of commiting suicide. I didn't realize how many people there out there that are considering killing themselves. I'm sure you have heard the things I'm about to say before but if this can help one person out there then I've done my job. I know you! I was the fat ugly kid with acne. I was always told I would be nothing. I never hung out with the popular kids and never got the guys. I was shy and thought everything that came out of my mouth sounded stupid. I thought people were always talking about me. I thought high school was hell and life would only be worse after it. After high school I didn't go to college because I couldn't afford it. I thought I would never amount to anything. Then one day I decided to use all of the bad things in my life as fuel. Fuel to make me want to make something of myself. Fuel to prove everyone who didn't believe in me wrong. This is how I did it. I worked very hard at every job I had. Even if it was a crappy job that paid nothing I still put 110% into it. Showing I was hard worker opened doors for me. People saw how hard I worked and offered me better jobs. Long story short. I am now 28 years old and own my own business and am the most sucessful person in my high school and didn't have to go to college to do so. I also began working out and have built my self confidence. Trust me I do not look like a model not even close. But I have confidence and that is what men are attracted to. Plus why the hell would you want to be with someone who wants you just for looks. Looks fade! Another thing I have realized is that you can't expect someone to love you if you don't love yourself. I cannot express how true this is. The moment I started truely loving myself is when I met the love of my life. If your relationship does not work out suicide is not the answer. There is someone out there waiting to meet you and it will happen just give it time. Everything happens for a reason. If the current relationship didn't work out it's because there is someone else in life that you are meant to be with. The last guy/girl was just practice or a learning experience. Nothing in life is easy. For the record high school is all bull shit! You will not know any of these people or have to see them again the day after you graduate. Please I can not stress enough that you should not care what any of these people think of you. You will meet so many nice, cool, and mature people in life. Yes, some people are very lucky and get things handed to them and it's not fair. But I do believe you can take control of your life and seriously can do anything. It just takes a lot of hard work. Remember anything is possible. Give it a try what do you have to lose!!!!|
|12 Mar 2007||Alex.P.||Read this book written by Mikhail Bulgakov called "Master and Margarita". It will reveal some things you'd like to know about life...
It helped me get rid of being suicidial - why not give it a try ?
Hope you find it.
If you need any help just e-mail me.
Good luck and don't kill yourself - life is a gift that you still don't understand. After all gifts should be handled carefully and we should be gratefull for them (no matter how "cheap", stupid or "meaningless" we find them) and if you accepted the gift of life(you did!) it's not nice to give it back, is it?
|08 Mar 2007||Just a guy||Hi, I'm from London.
I tried to kill myself before. I was at boarding school and I was having a hard time. I didn't have any real friends either. Every day was pain so I thought anything would be better than going on with it.
I bought about 120 painkillers, and on the first new day of term, I skipped my morning lesson at 11am, and took all the pills instead. I locked myself in my study, and lay there for 2 hours. After 2 hours I was violently sick though and I ended up calling an ambulance. I then went to hospital and stayed in a p ward for 2 weeks. I left school after that, and now my life has changed a lot. I still get down badly sometimes, but at least now I have some hope. I have a flat, a dog, and enough money to live on. And hopefully soon I will get some work.
Well that's basically my story. Write me and tell me yours. just_a_guy at spamex.com
|06 Mar 2007||Carrie||I'm 32 and I'm writing because I was suicidal when I was 13, but my life has gotten a lot lot better. I was raped by my father for many years. He also tried to kill my brother. I've had many friends die, as well. I had cancer, but it's gone now.
My point? I am extremely happy I didn't kill myself. I have a great life, I have great friends, I'm in love, and now my health is good. Even when I first left my parents' house, I still felt under their thumb. It took me some years to get over it, but now, I'm thrilled to have my own life, to be able to travel and be able to finally be myself.
Look for help first. Go to a teacher or another adult who you trust. If someone is abusing you, look for help-- seriously. It's not YOUR fault they're doing this to you, it's THEIR fault for being such horrible assholes. It's true, in everybody's life, people let them down, sometimes terribly. But there are also great people in the world, great days. Be brave. Don't let the assholes win.
|06 Mar 2007||cackelfrack||wtf? come on suicide ISNT the answer. Recently I lost my cousin, more like a brother, 5 days before christmas he shot himself, and yeah, thats not very pleasnt, why would some PIG make a website like this, like wtf?! this is so retarded, suicide sucks!! im only 13 years old, and yeah, i've hated my life at time expecially now!! so whatever if you cant get laid!! like come on, theres more important things in life, my cousin was only 16, and he just decided to blow his brains out, the thing is he lied to me, he told me that he was coming back here for christmas, but he didnt and he'll never be back here. I miss him like crazy and some nights i cant help but cry because he's gone, i get to thinking, why did he do it, and where will he end up? so anyway suicide sucks, and im not really willing to talk to anyone about this shit, but if there is a need to talk to someone, i'll read somthing.. man I feel like an idiot.|
|04 Mar 2007||booboola_girl||I dont know the best way to kill yourself when you are under 13, I dont even know the best way to kill yourself when you are 23, i know if i did kill myself when i was under 13, i wouldnt endured being sexually abused from age 12-17 by my neighbour with my family knowing about it, i wouldnt have lost my best friend at 15 from a brain tumor and my mum six weeks later from suicide. I woulnt have ended up in hospital for 2 weeks cause i didnt eat or even swallow my own saliva for 14 days, I wouldnt have been punched in the head by my grandfather when i was 17 and then kicked out of home. I definatly would not have become a drug addict and had to go to rehab for injecting crystal meth and having a dvt cause my veins clogged up. I would never have stollen thousands of dollars from my job to support my drug addictions and definatly wouldnt have moved to the city and witnessed a good friend over dose on a cocktail of zanax and heroin and die on my living room floor. Which wouldnt have sprialed in to me becoming addicted to zanax and endded up in jail for theft, and been shacken back into exsistance by my best friend (who on a regular occations beat me and stole from me)when i OD on 1000mg of zanax in an atemped to kill my self. I wouldnt today have been woken up with a letter to vacate my flat because they are knocking it down on the 6th of may and wouldnt be threatened by the taxation department and debt collecters to send me into bad credit and homelessness.
However i still would have been a heroin baby, so addicted to herion when i was born that i didnt feed for the first 3 weeks of life and went from 6 pounds to 4 pounds and probably sould have died. I did have to be taken away from my parents on my sixth bithday and not see them for years, and had people treating me like a burden in there life, shipped off to family member to family member and hated by most of them.
I didnt know how to kill my self then and, i really wish i could kill myself now but what would that achieve - id probably just end up in another life dealing with the same shite and wanting to kill myself again. I have had the worst lfe of anyone I know, but i know there are people far worse off than me.
|04 Mar 2007||unknown||im 15 years old i was rapped for the first time by my bf when i had just turned 14 i stayed with him though he also hit me once or twice thats when we broke up at the time i was being serverly bullied by people who where supposed to be my friends i had someone attempt to rape me several times i managed to get away each time though when i was around 6 i walked in on someone rapping someone else infront of my sister then he was about to do the same to my sister my mother was mentally and physically abused by her father i had someone try to kill me the year before last a couple of times i had a person i fucked just to feel something i tried to kill myself i drank and smoked alot i was pregnant at the time and it killed my baby. i acted as the dutiful daughter at home pretending everything was fine when i was sinking further and further into depression eventually i stopped trying to kill my self as we had no knifes sharp enough to penatrate my skin enough to kill me and overdoses didnt work as i was used to heavy medical doses after almost breaking my back so i started to sleep alot to get lost im my dreams as it seemed to be the only thing i could control. i was bulemic the only thing that made me do that instead of findin another way to kill myslef was cus after my mother found oout a few of the things and told our closest family and when i told my brother about the rape and the attempted rape they werent disgusted with me they tried to help me the still loved me and i have a little sister who adored and looked up to me and who i adored and i didnt ever want her to accidently find out. mental illnesses run in the family its usually our escapes i slowly stopped doing some of the stuff i was doing and now my life is back on track the point to this is no matter whats wrong you will always have one person who will always care for you, you just have to be willing to open up i felt much better after i told people my family has had its ups and downs but were in everything toogether and if you let people everyone of you who feel you have nothing can have that to your friends are the family you choose for yourself so if you have problems with your biological family make friends create a new family your real friends will stand by you no matter what so talk to them|
|03 Mar 2007||Your friend, and always here||To begin with, I want to say that everyone who has opened up on this website and told their stories, inspire me so much.
I am 19, and I feel as though Ive lived forever. Ive lived through so much, as Im sure so many have. My first boyfriend hung himself and I blamed myself and began cutting. My second I lived with after being kicked out by my drug-addicted mother who's Münchhausen syndrome I dealt with for years. I was 14 at this stage, and put up with a year of drugs, rapes and violence because I had no where else to go. I was heavy on the drugs, using needles to numb the pain.
At 15 I met my last boyfriend who after 3 years, an engagement, a house and a child, left me for drugs and a stripper. I then continued to screw myself up by getting an abortion. That did it for me.
I had a bestfriend through all of this. The day after my abortion he came over to find me in a bath full of blood. I'd taken valium with alcohol and managed to slit both my wrists.
I was taken to the hospital and passed out half way there. When I woke up I saw the pain on his face, the anguish. I scarred him for life. He came over to my bed and cried and cried, devastated at not only the sight he had seen but the chance of losing me.
The love I now have for him, my hero, or my angel as I call him now, keeps me strong everyday. Every time I think of hurting myself I remember the tears he shed, covered in MY blood. I remember what pain I put him threw because I couldn't deal with my own.
It has been over 6 months since my ordeal and I beg that those who feel horrible pain and want to end their life, please think of what kinds of pain you may leave behind. Suicide is not the easy way out, it is so hard to work up the courage to do it. I now can only imagine what I would have done to my bestfriend if he had have been too late. He would never be the same.
I can now only thank God and Daniel that he was at my hospital bed, rather than my funeral.
|02 Mar 2007||a||hello i was reading this b/c my friend has comited sucide. i have also been sucidal at some points. he hung him self in his room, i miss him and think about him every day its like why man why. he had alot going for him in the things he did he was funny and caring. i never saw it coming until i got the phone call i droped down and cried. i hadent cried in a long time but this just blew my mind. he was only 18 . rip man. just dont kill yourself alot of ppl out there love you and care for you and so does god.|
|02 Mar 2007||nevermind||fuck this teenage bullshit...i'm 32 years old ok. i was raped when i was 10. i have the lowest self esteem possible. i hate myself. i feel responsible for everything thats fucked up in my life. im engaged to a fucking stripper!!!! she wasnt a stripper when i met her but we "needed the money" so she became one. its killing me. you fucks that moan about "your sister treats you like shit" etc you all have no idea...
i have 3 kids. my eldest is 8. i havent seen her for 6 months because her mum and me had a fight and i cant afford a lawyer to take her to court. the middle one is 6 but she's not mine biologically. she's a little shit. i hate her with a passion. sorry but i do. she has come so close to being beaten to death so many times, she has no idea. my youngest is the only reason i dont hang myself everyday. i love her. she is everything to me. shes almost 2. she adores her daddy (me)...
all you wankers that think life sux because you cant get laid or your mum hates you or whatever...fuck you...if your mum hates you, do something to get back at her...get a tattoo or something..get some slut pregnant...dont kill yourself. once you grow up and you get to your 30's and your wife's pussy is a fucking tourist attraction in the town where you live, THEN you can think about topping yourself...ok..but only think about it! dont ever do it.. ill tell you why...because, when you have kids of your own, and you will, no matter how fucked up you are, there is nothing in this shitty fucking world better than the look on your daughters/sons face when you get home from work and they are happy to see you. i swear to god. it cannot be beaten. i would put up with a million times more shit than what i have put up with so far, just so i can see that look in my daughter eyes once more. its not worth it. take it from me. i've measured the rope....i've picked the rafter...ive got the pills stashed away ready to OD on them...i've cut myself heaps of times...NO FUCKING POINT TO IT...life will still be fucking shitty...life will always be shit. it's how you deal with it that makes you different from the cowards who actually DO suicide...learn to play guitar or piano or something and whenever you feel like shit, concentrate on learning a song you like or whatever. works for me...anyway, if i'm still alive, you guys should stay alive...believe me...seeing that look on your kids face....melts your heart...
best way to get back at people who hate you is to just live life and be happy...
|01 Mar 2007||Francesca||The best way is to wait until you're 47, when your body and your lover and your children have betrayed you. When you've been divorced against your will from your husband of 26 years, when your breasts and liver and lungs have been diagnosed with cancer, and your teenagers are saying they HATE YOUR GUTS.
Until then, you have lots to live for. Live life, for one day, it REALLY will be unbearable.
|27 Feb 2007||Adolf||I must say as a person whose experienced the harsh realities of abandonment, drugs, and a couple of beatings you can really tell the people who haven't experienced real life. Real cold situations where you cant help but feel like the whole world is against you. If you've never considered suicide and you mock people who have you haven't lived through mind numbing situations but you will. You should just think of this. I used to mock the depressed and suicidal before the world fell down on me from every angle the law, my family, my girlfriend, my best friend for years, complete lack of money, and severe drug addiction (Oxy's really are the most addicting thing on the planet.) I came accross this site completely randomly, the question what is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 showed up on my google results. You're way too young chances are if your 13 your problems are girlfriend or boyfriend related. Not even close enought of a good reason to kill yourself.|
|27 Feb 2007||gone inside||im 13 years old..alot of people will say i have a perfect life. i go to private school i have alot of friends i have an amazing boyfriend and i get almost anything i want. but i want to die. because all that i listed above can be gone in just a second. i have a mother, whos nice to me only when she feels like it. and then i have a sister. who hates me and is only nice to me when she needs something. and then the worst is when they are together....my mom and my sister get along soo well. and when im around they do everything they can to exclude me. all they do is complain about me. im a straight A student, i dont lie, or cheat or do drugs, i dont hang out with the wrong people, i dont even go to parties. but im always getting yelled at for something im always getting grounded for something. my mother over reacts on everything that happens. i came to the point where i did cut myself and i have been thinking of suicide many many times. all i need is a quick painless method.|
|23 Feb 2007||lyn||Can i just start by saying life is never as bad as it seems. there is always someone worse than you. when i was 10 i was sexually abused by my best friends dad. at 22, my neighbour tried to rape me and the council refused to move me. when i was 26 i was jumped but there is something in the back of my head telling me that i have to carry on. killing yourself is the selfish way out. think of those u are leaving behind. also think of the person who will find u. thats the things that keep me going. life will get better i promise|
|19 Feb 2007||zach||i dont have the crapest life and i no that but it doesnt stop me wantin to die i can only think of one reason not to die and its to see my little brother grow up but i cant deal with the pressure of school and my mum and dad never see eye to eye with me and yea i feel like crap all the time, i cant do with pressure and i drink most weekends to get rid of the pain but i just wanna die now but i dont have the balls to hang myself or take aload of pills :(|
|15 Feb 2007||janelle||Hey, I'm 22 yrs old n I had a really fucked up life..... but so did everyone in the entire fucking world. Everybody goes through things in their lives that make them sad and make them feel like they have the worst life ever. No ones problems are bigger than anyone elses cause everyone takes shit differently. What's devestating to one person could be no big deal to another and visa versa. Its all about how one can handle a tribulation. I read a lot of these things on here, and a lot of people blame a mental illness on why their suicidal. That's straight up bull shit! I have bi-polar and there were many times in manic phases where I did shit I regretted, but I did it cause I wanted to... I've been off of my medication for 6 years, and I've learned to control myself on my own. I have a 2 year old daughter, and my own business. I still get a lil crazy from time to time, but so does everyone else. Only you can help yourself. Shit happens, and you can't change it, so why let it bring you down. And another very true thing, although it may be a lil cruel, is, if you were serious about killing yourself, you'd just do it. You wouldn't tell anyone, you wouldn't be reading shit on the internet, you wouldn't even be writing about it. You'd just do it. So stop talking shit, cause you're not serious. I hope some of you children take heed to what I'm saying.|
|14 Feb 2007||???||I am 12 and reely depressed day after day i feel myself slipping further into a depression drowning myself in sorrows. My sisters hate me and so does my dad i dont want to kill myself but i soon think i will have to. But if you do want to commit suicide i do not recomed slitting your wrists it hurts and has no effect but it does pump the adrenaline fiersely around your body making you feel stronger and better... I wish you all a happy life this is the last you may ever hear of me...
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|12 Feb 2007||andrea||well my life was really hard since i was borned..
my mother allwasy blamed for anything..
she would miss treat me and had a really bad infancy..
i was a LOSER when i staerd i my school nobody liked me i cried averyday i came from school..
my father is the only person that defend me...
my grandfather is dieng he has cancer..
my aunt allmos died 2 weeks ago..
my grandpa abused my mother..
i have been through alot lately ..
drinkign and smoking..
i really dont like my life and i cut my wrist but...
i feel so empty
and dead inside
like if nobody loved me and i cant love nobody
my mom hates me..
and i really want to die!