|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 May 2010||fuck off||Go ahead do it. Whats stops you? not me not him or her only YOU. You stop yourself. Too busy with all the attention you get from each other. Leeches on leeches. If you really wanted to do it you would've. Pathetic just a waste of lonely time. You think its cute? thats sadistic.|
|12 May 2010||grey||tears. they come and go. like storms. the raindrops. the falling water. the sorrow in the sky. the wail in the wind. the fierce emotion of storms very much alive. when i storm. i am alive. is that why. i cry. is sadness. a reminder of life. or. life a reminder of sadness. does sadness go away. with the tears. like the storm. it can only cry so much. til it gets worn out. crying. the clouds. the clouds you see. they still want to cry. and cant. is that not sad. am i like that. why can't i cry. has the storm passed. or. have i run out of rain. storming. where is cover. i am soaked in tears. no shelter. i must endure. why. cold. so cold. why not end and give. why live. so cold. so wet. the storm only lets when it has no tears. its emotion still roars in its belly. why live. storm seems like only weather. why go on. is there more. where is she. the sun. my promise. my. my. emotion. my other emotion. where is she. an end is not physical. the mind. it wont let go. instinct is a second person. i am gray. like the storm. transitory. not dark. not light. in transiton. mixed state. i am. both. live and dead.|
|12 May 2010||Monica||Ready to go. Sick of the stress and I want out without blowing my f'n brains out.|
|12 May 2010||tiffany||take internally dolls head|
|12 May 2010||Chris Lopak|| Killing yourself will resolve your pain here on earth, but you will leave an incredible pile of pain for everyone else you leave behind. Suicide is understandable but an act of supreme selfishness, and never solves the problem ultimately.
Without Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour your pain is just beginning. If you die in your sins, you immediately go to Hell. Jesus describes Hell as a:
"Their worm does not die and their fire is not quenched." Mark 9:48
"There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." Matthew 25:30
"...I am tormented in this flame." Luke 16:24
All unbelievers who die in their sins have to be sentenced by a Holy and Righteous God for rejecting the ultimate Love, that is Jesus Christ dying on the cross for their sins.
When you or anybody else asks Jesus Christ into their hearts to forgive them of their sins He will forgive you.
"Whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved." Romans 10:13
The main reason anybody desires to commit suicide is because Satan and the Demons convince you that you are worthless, that nobody loves you, and especially that there is no hope!
THAT IS NOT TRUE, THAT IS THE ENEMY OF YOUR SOUL LYING TO YOU!!
"Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour." 1 Peter 5:8
Jesus Christ came in the flesh, born of a virgin, lived a sinless life, and was crucified on the cross at Calvary, buried three days, and then was resurrected from the grave. And HE LIVES!!
JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU!!!
He desires an intimate relationship with you! He is not like your earthly mother or father, who sometimes fails us, neglect us, beat us, abuse us...
HE IS NOT LIKE THAT!!!
Our parents are sinners, just like the very first sinners ADAM AND EVE!! They, like you, inherited a corrupted nature that is naturally an enemy of GOD. Thats why you need to be BORN AGAIN! You came into this world physically alive, but spiritually dead!!
Please, if you kill yourself and have not received Jesus Christ as your personal LORD and Saviour. It doesn't matter what you FEEL, God judges based on His Word and His Truth, not our wrong ideas about Him!! YOU WILL GO TO HELL!
BUT THANKS BE TO GOD THAT THROUGH HIS SON JESUS CHRIST, HE HAS PROVIDED HOPE AND ETERNAL LIVE TO ALL WHO PUT THEIR TRUST IN HIM !!
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16
GOD LOVES YOU!!
|11 May 2010||Melissa||okay, this is Melissa again. You are annoying, this website is annoying (addictive, but fucking annoying). You, the person who reads this is annoying. Sorry, but that is how i feel. I don't think this website is fricking 'distracting' suicidal people! Don't even suggest that, because it is not. If it was distracting suicidal people, that person will shut down their computer and if they are going to, they would kill them self! That would still be there life gone, and even if this website kept them alive an extra five minutes, how is reading suicide suggestions on here a good thing!
Oh and don't try throw this back in my face, i found this website when I was suicidal. I did not find this as a distraction. I found it disturbing. It didn't take my mind off of taking a bunch of pills, or slitting my wrists. It didn't. It just highlighted one more reason telling me how ugly the world is.
Sorry for ranting, but you made me angry (even though you are probably a different person to who replied to me.) Actually I'm not that sorry. Mouchette sucks. Cool name, but crap principle!
|11 May 2010||Gaelas Vogner||Where are you Hope? God? Mother? Where is my reason? I am nothing more than derelict and nothing less than pathetic. Death is my only absolve from a life of neglect and rejection. School was once a center for learning they say. Now, it is a dark arena of ruthless tormenters harassing the "weaklings" while fervently watched by a blood-thristy mass of hounds. Humilation is my only friend, creation is my only enemy. How cruel to be borne into such conditions and only crueler to sustain them. Where is my haven, my safe house, my refuge. Home? Mother despises my birth-- I was never an intended child-- and Father is lost in his glass. No, there are no physical beatings, but mentally I am bruised and livid. The man who shows the least pain and trouble often harbors the most. Treading along the path of life many do not see my mental decay. Neglect. Humiliation. The mind can only handle so much. The sadness drove me into depression. The lust for the better drove me mad. Knowing one cannot attain stabillity he usually intentionally accelerates the perceived inevitable. I am who I am. I cannot change who I am. Because of who I am, I am hated and uncared for. Because I am hated and uncared for I feel sadness. I feel sadness because I have emotion. If I eliminate emotion I eliminate sadness. I must end myself to do this. I cannot change therefore I must die. Emotion fades after overuse It becomes trite After a while you don't feel it naturally After a while you dont care am I not already dead then am i still alive physical or mental can one be both like in a mixed state where is hope is where you find it can only be found if sought it is found what can help the helpless can help themselves is solution death is not an answer it is question your intent is not to die but to be loved|
|10 May 2010||velvet||I'm still young
but the few years I've lived is misery
getting worse each year
is it worth it?
when I'm at my deathbed as a wrinkly old lady,
will I have anything to look back on?
Abuse, emptiness, abuse, loneliness, abuse, painfulness, abuse and nothingmore
I want to just end it here
|10 May 2010||Loraen O. D.||Live to love deary if nothing else. Pleasing to all and as addictive as a smile, love is all you need. All other emotion crumbles before it; they are neutralized in its wake. Love heals all woundsas they say. You suffer mearly from the lack of this emotion. A simple prescription of love once a day will remedy this childish desire for an end of yours. Open up to your anyone, hang out with that someone, share a smile with a stranger. Love is not a commodity in short supply, rather it is in low demand. It comes to those who look for it. My dear, find love and you will never forget it. Likewise it will never forget you. Find it in any form with anyone and when you have found it, cherish it. Go on; start now! Don't wait. Get on the phone and talk to Julia, or got to Alex's house. Head over to the local park and smile at people, talk about the weather or the world. Walk to your father, tell him you love him. Run to your mother, give her a hug. Theres no time to lose, only time to gain assuming the state your in. To start you off and to end my note I'd like to say: Good luck, have fun, and I Love You!|
|10 May 2010||Melissa||Please remove this website, it really scares me. I have posted on it before January a year or two ago and still can't forget it. Please get rid of it. Please!|
|10 May 2010||Lindsey||Three things we need in life to be happy: Something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for. Fuck, I'm 0 for 3.|
|09 May 2010||Bitter||Gun to the head, eyes closed pull the trigger.... Quick painless....
This is a reasonable question to some people, so all to christians, please stop posting crap about how it isn't worth it. The question isn't "Should I commit Suicide?" Give an answer or be disgusited, and trying to save someone isn't an answer.
|08 May 2010||gabriela||Nothing gets better. i kept telling myself since 2nd grade, it'd be better, i'd runaway one day,and im in 9th grade now. and my lonliness and closure from the world still seeks within me. keeping me away from all things once loved. this is not my fault. but what do you do, when circumstanses are unchangeable? i live in the middle of nowhere, i cant esacpe? how cani? help me love again. help us love again.|
|07 May 2010||Derek sa tx||basically my mom is a nut who calls the truancy court in advance and tells them I am a defiant child unwilling to any conformity , stays out till 1 am on school nights. does drugs and drinks with friends while skipping achool . and that i told her i did not want to go to school and that i wouldnt go no matter what.
all nonsense except for the use of marijuana for purposes of depression and coping with thoughts of suicide. I thought maybe this summer everything will allign ill get my license my car and live for once. FOR once i wont have to beg my neglectful mother for rides to places she wont take me reguardless of her priorities because her pre-k report cards are more important. but nope i have 500 dollars worth of fines and over 80 hours community service.
one day youll hear about the teen who overdosed on ambien . He was strong handsome. many girls liked him. made many laugh. and his mother was too busy to call that psycologist becuase she had so much school work
nothing quenches my depression like thoughts of suicide and the many knifes i've rubbed across my veins wishing i had the confidence to end it.
"grave digger. when you dig my grave. will you make it shallow. so that i can feel the rain........"
|07 May 2010||ajfdojsa||Omg I feel so twisted up in side. Inside my head it feels like it will never stop spinning. I was reading some of these comments and they said how they might have one or two people who grieve over them but for me it's different. I am 18 and I'm going nowhere with my pathetic life. Life once used to be beautiful to me and I enjoyed waking up everyday. I wish now that I would just let go of the wheel when driving on the freeway and hit the railing and split me in half. I was looking for an answer why am i so suicidal but I found a way to express it. Noone listens to me, noone cares for me. Everyone seems to walk all over me. My mom, my stepmom, my bro, my girlfriend, my best friend and my coworkers. I have no true friends, it just fells like everyone uses me. I am the one that listens to everyones' problems but there is noone to listen to me. I scream inside but I'm silent outside. The world have no idea who I am or how I feel. Hopefully others can get help for this but for me, I don't want any help. I just want to die and stop thinking of everything. But sadly, I am highly afraid of pain and all of my suicide attemps have failed. I have tried everything but a gun and carbon minoxide. I think carbon would be the easiest and less painful. I'm so turn inside that nothing can help me now. Only death.|
|07 May 2010||ana||im so empty. lonely. it seems as though half the people on here want to kill themselves cause of this. its like i cant even be fucked living. but i dont want to kill myself. i just want to dream all the time. be sleeping. i just dont wanna wake. why the fuck does shit like terrorist attacks and mass murders have to be real.. but santa clause and and fairies and fantasy is all a fucking lie? reality is fucking shit. i feel so disconnected. soooooooooooo lonely. ive only got like 2 friends. i need to get a fucking life. theres actually nothing wrong with me im fairly good looking im funny. i guess im a lil eccentric and weird but ehh so what.. i just cant relate to anyone i meet these days except my 2 best friends and they feel the same. people fucking suck. so let me tell you if you have someone special treasure that. cause its hard to find. i just feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fuckkkkennn lonely and empty its like slowly killing me. i dont know what i wana do with my life. i got no direction. i have adhd. i can never concentrate, im talented at a shitload and theres nothing i can do about it anyways cause i dont have the concentration span to stick anything thru ..NOTHING IS PERMANENT. nothing around you right now will last forever. everything you have ever seen or touched or thought about is impermanent even relationships thats why i think whats the point in doing anything. it means nothing cause its just gona end/break/die anyways...i think the world actually needs 2012 or something to happen.. cause most people aree just full of shit im so exassperated with everything. i just want to feel connected|
|07 May 2010||Anon||I don't know but I'm feeling so fucking low for the past 3 years I just want my life to be over|
|06 May 2010||Gale||Killing yourself is selfish and irrational. If the situation is so damn bad, can't things get only better? There's only up from rock bottom. I mean, if you die, its over. Why not wait out for the better? C'mon it's not fucking rocket science. I personally live to find love. Haven't found it. Looks pretty futile. Situation is shit. Gotta have hope. End.|
|06 May 2010||Todo||13? That's like middle school right? Just wait till high school; you get sucked into clicks and fads and phases and emotions and boys and girls and sex and drugs to the point where you lose yourself completely. And if losing yourself isn't death, then baby I don't know what is. (Note: The upsidem, you could say, is that approximately 1/4 of the people who are swept away by the high school tornado land safely somewhere in Kansas.)|
|06 May 2010||lanster||If you are under 13 do what i did, play the most intense sport you can find, it will tear your body apart, you will be in so much pain, it will keep you alive until you have access to the things needed for a proper suicide. Once you are prepared you wont have to go thru the feeling of failure and depression when you wake up the next morning. Once you go thru that enough times you become careless and that is when someone will notice and try and stop you. Good luck and good bye I hope not to be breathing tomorrow.|