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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 Jun 2010||Sid||spend the next 40 years regretting that you didnt.|
|04 Jun 2010||Christopher||It makes me quite sad to read this (I found this page by accident. I know how some of you feel. Ok Im lucky enough to say I've never been abused and i will never be able to understand the kind of pain that must cause but I know what it's like to look on the mirror and completely despise what is looking back and feel like erasing myself off the face of the planet. I spent 3 years desperately depressed and ended up in hospital more times than I care to remember. I took overdoses of sleeping pills, painkillers and a huge amount of alcohol. I've cut myself so bad that i've lost some movement in my rift hand. There is no way to properly describe fully the pain that I felt. Right now I'm trapped in a loveless relationship with a man that openly cheats on me constantly. I can't find work so I can't get out. At least work was an escape for me. My family has disowned me because a while back when he started cheating I forgave him and refused to leave him. I spend every day being told I'm worthless and a waste of space. But I know that if I kill myself I will only prove the world right so I vow to somehow pull myself out of this rut and make something of myself. I know what it's like to not be able to sink any lower and be gripped by complete desperation but no matter how desperate you are everyone is unique and special. I know you probably don't feel it but I promise that each and every one of you has a valuable place in life. It may take time to see it but I swear it's true. There is nothing so cruel as false hope so I whole hearted swear that every person on earth is amazing and beautiful in their own way. I love you all and I hope one day you can see the strength in the mirror and love yourself for having the strength to overcome your pain.|
|03 Jun 2010||Rose||I am 16 right now. Do I want to Kill myself? Yes. Can i? No.
I have lived a hard life. I am physically, mentally, emotionally hurt. My parents believe that i am a bad child. They think that i have done drugs, have multi sex partner. and that i want to hurt them or kill them. I am not crazy. Have I done drugs? No. Have i had sex? No. Do i want to hurt or kill my so called family? No.
I have been building up emotions ever since i was little. I am feed up with their shit. i am done. the best why for me to that is to leave. I cant do it anymore. I cant help myself sometimes but think my self as shit.
I am well known in school, for various thing that i have done in my pass. I am tired of letting history repeat its self. I have changed but they seem not to notice. They care about their image to muchh to care about another persons feelings.
if this was to be last words. Then bye and thank you for sharing my pain. but if this isnt then i will keep fighting. I know i wont make it pass 18 anyways. i am done, thank for reading
|02 Jun 2010||nicki||Your 13, I'm 38...all of these people giving you good advice. My children are 15, 18 and 19 a couple of years ago their father, my husband committed suicide. Things are never that un fixable, I've had similar thoughts since as I've been depressed so if you want to get help go and speak to your parents or a teacher or even contact a councillor yourself..
You may not realise it but just putting your question on here you have asked for help....I love my children as I'm sure you love your parents, It doesn't matter how desperate you or I feel sweetie but it breaks my heart of the thought of putting them through any more pain...so I'll make you a deal, we won't..and we'll get help...xx
|01 Jun 2010||Maggie||j.
Do you have an email?
|01 Jun 2010||Stan||Hello, I came to this site looking for an answer for myself...I'm ready to move on and shed this physical exsistence. When I read Tony's (May 20th/2010) story, I could relate to him...except, I don't believe I'll wait for old age to take me.
I'm 47 years old, when I was 18, I thought I'd do the right thing and marry my girlfriend when she became pregnant...she had an abortion. Fast forward 28 years later..we are still married, and have 4 children. We started our family when I was 30 years old... my wife really wanted a big family....as it turns out..I'm a really just a big push over who can't say no..I've been manipulated over the years like you would not believe....living someone else's idea of how to live....now I find out...I was never true to myself. 14 years ago the first time we allowed anyone to baby sit our two young boys(1 & 2) for us, we figured my Mother would be a natural choice. We believe she molested them...this tore our family up, I've been battling deep depression for 14 years. so now I have no communication with my parents or 3 siblings for 14 years, they do not believe any of it. My wife is a complete control freak.....I've done nothing but try to provide for our family (I have no friends, no hobbies, no vacations, all old clothes, I have children that can't stand me or my wife, I live in complete hell on earth)she has managed to keep us in bondage......and I realize now that I let her. My life is completely SCREWED!!! We've been on the marry -go-round of threapist..doctors etc.. no help . Please do yourself a favour......be TRUE to YOURSELF FIRST.
|31 May 2010||irene||To jumped off 150ft building|
|31 May 2010||Alyx.||Personally, I think the best way to kill yourself is to take a little bit of alcohol, and mix it with a certain dosage of aspirin. (you will fall asleep, and you will die painlessly).
If you take too many pills and drink too much alcohol, you will throw it all back up. Or, you could sleep for a couple of days, and awake with liver problems.
However... you're thirteen. I wouldn't do it if I were you.
I've tried it - once when I was eleven, and the next at 15. I failed each time.
I think I tried it a second time because, well, what - I'm such a failure at life that I can't even kill myself correctly the first time around!?
I've learned the hard way, that through all the mucky shit and bile-filled people in this world, there are actually a few decent ones out there.
I'm not saying I'm better - or that you'll be feeling better with a snap of your fingers. I don't think the people who truly do want to die, or have attempted it, ever feel any semblance to normal again.
I know that if I would have succeeded in ending my life, I would never have met my baby brother, who's life I want nothing but the best for, and my baby nephew, who I want nothing but smiles and laughs for.
It's bitter sweet. It's hard.
I never thought I'd make it past 18. I KNOW I won't make it past 23.
Really, the only reason I'm around is because of the new, innocent lives that have entered my life.
But for anyone reading this, you don't NEED new lives to better yours. You need to find something that you hold a passion for, something that might spark and hold your interest and (dare I say it) hope.
I don't think people need a handful of pharmaceutical x to feel better about themselves and their lives. I think people just need someone to listen and care.
|30 May 2010||Sammy||Sleeping pill if u dnt want a painfull death sleeping pills one bottel or two will do the trick . . Bt suicide calls u weak bcuz ur running away bt deep inside we're all weak rite??|
|30 May 2010||Jen||I lost my bestfriend and she took all my friends away from me. She makes me miserable at school and I've tried to kill myself so many times.
But when I'm so close to death I chiken out
I'm 12 and I just want to die
|30 May 2010||shannon Gilmour||I personally do not see how this 'kit' could be effective even hypethetical or as an amusing 'toy' What's the point? To see what is most effective?
My heart goes out to you if you feel that you have to even entertain these sort of thoughts.
Life sux and yeah, I can say under the age of 13, looking back, my life no one could relate to, and no body wanted to... but I have to say that if you are still here, then somewhere your heart sees a hope you cannot, the driving force to keep you here is something hidden and you are welcome to chat with me to see you through to the next day... life is a ... well up to you to make of it what you will, it's the only one we have, we have no do overs to make it better... people sh*t on us, but we don't have to own their mistakes. I see that now because I'm no longer that young girl, I'm a grown up with children and a life I am now proud of... you can get there too, just takes guts... hang in there... I'll hang in there with you if you'd like. you're not alone.
|30 May 2010||todd||im 47 years old and hate my life i want just want my life to be over be for i turn 48 in aug need to die soon how can i end my life
|29 May 2010||I hate my life am 25 married with one 3 year old beautiful baby girl but. I just don't know what to do my wife cheats on me goes out all the time she makes me feel like shit and yet am still there with her I hate my fucked up life the only reason am still alive its my daughter.|
|29 May 2010||little blue||Hi.
I cut myself.
and it helps.
I don't recommend it, I drown in self-loathing everytime I see my scars. But it keeps me alive.
|29 May 2010||Anonymously||"When I was 16, I tried to commit suicide, by jumping off a bridge into the river. Tomorrow, I'll say "I do." to the man who risked his own life pulling me out. Having another shot at life, and love GMH. "U.K.
"A few months ago, I went to a pre-school to help some teachers out with the kids. I had just broken up with my boyfriend, and I was really down the whole day. But then one little boy gave me a drawing of the house we would live in when he married me. He told me he loved me. GMH."Unknown
"Last summer I was working as an assistant wedding photographer in California during the brief period when gay couples could marry there. While working a wedding at the San Fransisco City Hall, I watched two old men in tuxedos help each other up the stairs in order to finally get married after over 30 years together. GMH."
"A boy was dying of cancer and needed an expensive brain surgery, but his family, broke and desperate, couldn't afford it. His 8 yr old took sister Tess took her piggy bank savings to a pharmacist in order to buy a 'miracle'. it just so happens that the right man witnessed the little girl's tears at the pharmacy counter: a neurosurgeon. He performed the surgery for free. GMH."
"Today, a boy came into our English class to ask his significant other to Prom in a cute, creative manner.
After receiving a yes, the boy kissed my classmate's cheek, and the room erupted in applause.
They're both boys.
Our tolerance, and their courage, GMH."
"In high school, I was in a wheelchair from an accident. I couldn't walk, and at graduation, I was voted Class Inspirational. The football captain said he'd walk me across stage. Instead of just pushing my wheelchair, he picked me up by the waist and help me take my first steps since the accident. He GMH."
"Tonight I was eating at a restaurant that celebrates birthdays by getting a sundae with a candle to blow out. Every single person in the restaurant was cheering on a 6 year old boy as he tried to blow out his candle. He was hooked up to an oxygen tank. People coming together to encourage success GMH."
|29 May 2010||Abhinav raj||To cut vein of hand|
|28 May 2010||Lizzie||I get like straight As, i'm a cheerleader, I guess you could say I have a good life from an outside perspective... But i'm so fucked up. I just want to die. Right now. I cry every day. I don't even live with my real parents. My real mom sent me to live with my aunt when I was 7 cuz she felt it would be better for me and I've lived with her ever since. I still see my mom though. She loves me. It's just my fucking aunt. I swear I think SHES depressed and her mood rubs off. And shit at school...every one tells me I'm different, that I'm boring. I don't know who I am and I wanna be apart of the popular crowd. I guess if I really tried, I could but that would require me to be fake as hell and I've been there done that. No boys like me, I'm 137 pounds and only 5'5. My legs are huge and I make myself throw up especially when I'm sad. Just now, I chugged down cough syrup hoping that I will get an overdose but it doesn't look like that's going to happen. I just want to escape and commit suicide. Be free. Get away from this sadness. This crying. My aunt needs to fucking go to hell. She makes me feel bad about myself. Ughh I just want to be truly happy. Help me.|
|28 May 2010||disclose||HI to all
Am 38 on march 12th 2010. past 5years am deep in trouble in all the way. but the last 2years mindvoice says commit a sucide without knowing others. boz many of them know well of me and family. if do anything it will creat a bad impact to my family. same time i cannot live in the world am cheated by friends (in the name of frinedship) cheating in the name of trusting is painful. there is no word to explain.
if any one know the way the kindly mail me please.
|28 May 2010||Jac||To let be this world, to let known that I am not real.
Know that mind is lost.
Know that wanting to live is simply a product of instinct.
Know that emotions are simple chemicals and love will disappear when you bleed.
Know that if you choose to live, you must accept that life is only as real as you want it to be.
And that God is the only thing that is real.
So when you die, prepare to answer him. Why do you reject his perfect world.
As for me. I don't want to live, but life is just too tempting to let go. Maybe one day when I get bored of it, I will go:)
PS. the best way to get a confirm self kill, is not ODing on drugs, it is by the removal of blood from the head. ie. slitting your throat with a very sharp knife like how you slaughter an animal. The skin around the neck isn't really that sensitive. So cutting it won't hurt as much.
|27 May 2010||helper||Sean got it right - you have so much to offer others. life is not easy - some have it better than others - but that makes them ignorant to the problems others have. EVERY ONE has a positibve contibution to humanity - children are th life blood of the future - please think of what you can contribute rather tahn what you can take - we need you|