Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
12 Oct 2006 Erik Hey A.L. I read about half the posts on this site during the past couple of hours but yours stood out to me. I am a 35-year-old white male whose life has sucked for the last 20 years. No, it never did "get better" as people told me it would when I was a teen-ager. I can't commit suicide because it would destroy the rest of my parents' lives. I always say to myself "no one deserves to live like this, not even a murderer", so certainly my parents don't. But that's what my suicide would do to them. So it's just living in this "Hellhole of a life", as A.L. put it, day after day, year after year. There's no other choice. The most twisted, ironic part of life for me is when someone tries to counsel me by saying "life is a gift". Heh, ain't that a kick in the arse! Who would want this gift? Another funny "joke on us" that is quite similar is in Christian scripture; it says if you ask your father for a piece of bread, will he give you a scorpion instead? (If that's not exactly right, the sentiment is still correct.) Well it's funny, my dad certainly would not hand me a scorpion, but that's what I got out of life! Another funny one that preachers tell is that "Jesus came to give us life in abundance". Yes! More please! Have you read all these posts? Yes, what we really all want is more of THIS. Something else that is funny: Dying quickly by jumping off a tall building is "selfish" but dying slowly, a little each day, during the course of 20 or 30 years, living a completely pointless, frustrating and miserable life, is acceptable and even honorable! Hey, and don't you just love those preachers who say "God wrote The Bible", or, "The Bible is God's letter to you." Heh. They are hilarious. Well, my dog wrote "God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater". You want to hear something even more hilarious? Once I was so desperate that I . . . Nope, no razor blade . . . Nope, no noose . . . Nope, no bottle of painkillers . . . Nope, not even my handgun . . . I was so desperate, I actually started giving money to one of those televangelists! Yes, it's true! I actually gave that son of a bitch more than $300 before I wised up. Now I can't even pay my rent! I have to borrow money from my parents to pay my rent! Talk about being a loser. The girls are all over my broke ass. Speaking of televangelists, they suck! Here is some news to some of you: human beings, imperfect just like you and me, wrote every book, including The Bible. Don't let some jerkoff tell you that if you pray for something and "believe" with all your might that it will happen for you. Odds are, it won't. The problem is, enough people will get lucky and then tell you about how their prayers were answered ("Oh God has blessed me SO MUCH") and it will just confuse you and make you wonder what you are doing wrong. (Why, you are sinning, of course! You idiot!) Do you know what it really means to "believe"? It means to take heed of a warning or follow some advice. For example, if someone says, don't walk on the subway rails or you'll be electrocuted, and you are a "believer", you won't walk on them. You won't need proof, you just won't walk on them for fear of being electrocuted. It's not some mental exercise, so stop "wishing" thinking that if you wish hard enough things will change. They probably won't. Here is something interesting. Have you ever read in the Christian scriptures about Jesus being "tempted in the woods"? Do you know what the writer meant when he said that "Satan" tempted Jesus by encouraging Jesus to hurl himself off a cliff? Bingo! It meant that the hero of the story was tempted with the very same horrible crap that is dragging us all down -- thoughts of ending the suffering of self. But trust me, there is no way of getting around the problem of hurting others with your suicide (I have studied on it a right good while), so it just won't work. We're stuck here in this "Hellhole of a life", as A.L. put it, and that's just the way it is. (The good news is, you don't have to worry about going to Hell, you're already here!) I guess, maybe, if your entire family and all your friends, if you all committed suicide together, and didn't leave anyone behind to suffer for it, then maybe it would work. But how can that work? There is always some friend somewhere who is going to be left out and left with the sadness that he or she doesn't deserve.

So then what is left for us to do as we suffer through this crap-o-rama in this sewer we call Earth? Did you ever see the film "Sling Blade" with Billy Bob Thornton? Well there is a scene where Billy Bob's character (an ex-mental patient and killer) is discussing with his new friend (a boy of maybe 10 or 12) the experience he once had of witnessing the body of an aborted baby (it may even have been his little brother). And he said of the girl who destroyed the baby, "She ought not to have done that. He woulda had fun sometimes." There is your answer. Fun. Try to save up enough money (or time or whatever resource it takes) so that you can go and have fun sometimes. Whenever you have fun you can almost escape for a few moments. I'm not saying that I agree with Billy Bob's character that a few moments of fun make a lifetime of hell worth it. But since we're already here, it's different for us.

Good luck A.L.

Erik
29 Sep 2006 chris hey

i now some answers maybe...

ill try some out now if you want see which is most effective becuase if you were in my posistion you would want to.

the only reason i havent is because of one friend but tonight that friend left me even though i never mentioned anyhting about it.

they just turned round and insulted me the only friend i have had in about 3 years who actually cares is gone,

i want to try suicde again i have no family i havent had one in 10 years and i struggly to make friends becuase i dont trust new people i meet becuase of my childhood and never will.

and my only friend i could tlak to when i needed someone isnt there.

i have nothing left.

i have no family

no friends

and no one who cares.

i just want to go die now...

but im scared of what ill meet after death so i just curl up and sleep hoping to never wake up.

my grades have been slipping at school now.

i wont get any passes at college.

that wa shard enough anyhow being that my friend is 2 years below me in school.

in college no one talks to me.

i just sit there.

my life licks balls

i juust want to go hang myself or fall when i go bouldering next.

im hated by everyone now becuase i dont have any friends it wasnt my fault i kept moving place to place and fouind it harder to make friends each time.

i stayed here becuase of my one best friend and only friend but i dont have them now.

i want to go to a place where no one has to see, hear, smell or touch me.

i know one way to get there and ill try again.

yes ive tried before i spent 3 months in hospital after stabbing myself and cutting my wrist.

i didnt fidn it hard the ... i wont find it hard now.
19 Sep 2006 ImsuchanEmo There is no best way to kill yourself..Why? Because if there was then it would be part of nature it would common sense...but neway I'm here to tell you my personal experience please read cause im not gonna judge u or tell u its completely wrong because then i wouldnt be respecting peoples opinions. When I was 14 I attempted suicide for the third time and landed in the hospital. This resulted in so far 2 years of friggin unnecessary therapy bcuz now they think im psycho. Im always asked if im thinking about something (suicide they mean). But im not suicidal anymore in fact i feel better now. I noe pain is something u dnt wanna feel bcuz wen ur suicidal u dnt wanna feel nethin bcuz pain seems to be the only thing there and its nagging and u feel hopeless.but wut we dnt stop to think is that we're feeling bad for ourselves. we're feeling sorry for ourselves. And I dnt think we should b like dat. Yes the whole world might hate us and we might not b loved by people but first we need to love ourselves bcuz b4 nethin is us. we need to take care of ourselves b4 we think of gettin into a relationship for those who think a bf or gf is the solution its not trust me..the guy i "fell in love" with screwed me over and took advantage of me.. told me he loved me wen he didnt and he took my virginity away bcuz i trusted him bcuz i thought he cared..he just took advantage of my situation and made it seem like he was the only good thing going in my life..now it hurts me being so stupid like dat and it taught me a huge a lesson. I also wanna tell u guys that dnt always trust therapists or adult ppl..they'll go and tell sum1 that ur suicdal and u'll b stuck in the psych ward for God knows how long..trust me ive been there..they keep u in the psych ward they drug u to "numb" the pain wen theyre not doing nethin and they get more money out of u being there that long. if u dnt trust ne1 if u dnt have ne1 like my mother never did ( she was an abused child by her family) then take on a new hobbie like writing or drawning or photography bcuz wen u see ur pain on paper it feels so much better bcuz u read it and its just soo good..and yes i noe pain takes a long time to heal im sayin it cuz im living it rite now..my brother was raped for a yr by a "close friend" and a guy i considered to b my brother and u could possibly imagine the pain i felt wen my brother told me " u think u have bad but u dnt even noe" and then he told me the rest. it gets me angry and i cry bcuz its so horrible to imagine them raping my lil brother wen he was 8 years old so sometimes i have murder on my mind...u just have to give pain time and u also have to help urself..always remember yourself b4 anyone..and if u wanna noe wut i did to be better well i started going to a christian church and i fell in love with God..trust me God does do miracles even if u dnt believe..and its not completely a matter of fate many people have personal experiences like my mom.. i almost my mom 5 years ago she died during the surgery but ws revived after 2 mins and i thank God for that everyday... if u wanna noe da rest of the story or talk to me about absolutely nethin trust me i wnt judge u cuz thats not the way and im no one to judge ne1 bcuz im not perfect either so email me at yayyitzme@aim.com or instant message me at yayyitzme (aim) or ksexynena1023 youre never always alone u just have to look for sum1 God bless u and i hope u do start believing in urself to whoever here is planning suicide...
15 Sep 2006 selina that's a hard one, guess pills are da best way. my life sucks really, i'm my sister's shadow. she's perfect. beatiful, smart, she does ballet,has an amazing voice. everybody loves her at school. me? I'm just da "dumb blond", the village bike everybody had a ride on.i won't deny the fact thatt i am pretty, but brain wise. my mom hits me all the time.sometimes my dad joins in. i don't know why dey do it,i don't understand what i have done. my sister? she doesn't care, she told me to "forget about it", how can i forget? i'm sick of lying to my friends and teachers everytime they see me coming wt a black eye or a gash.i am tired of being picked on all the time, being called "brain dead" or "whore". i know i am a big disapointment to all my family. and i know i have made so many mistakes. but what is done cannot be undone. i'm christian, but deep inside i doubt there is a god. if there really was, why does it hurt so much? why can't he help me? all of us? why make a 13 year old like urself want to kill herself? but truth is i'm scared of dying. scared of what's in the "other side". I will follow some of the advices and wait a little. but it's getting harder as years go by. i am know grounded, havebeen for 2 years. i haven't gon out with my friends for years. just studied, when i finally got the grades, my mom told me to work harder. what's higher than an A? when pleaded to go ou, just one miserable night, she beat me up pretty bad, my dad even arrived at the wrong momment. i will never forget what happened. i know my english teacher suspects something, i wonder if i should tell her. i've neverbeen close to teachers, unless i had a detention that is. ( not in that sense). infact i've never been close to anyone. but please, if someone is reading this, please say something, anything. i figured i might as well talk to someone that doesn't know me, it's better for all of us.
06 Aug 2006 Faye I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M POSTING HERE AGAIN BUT LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT LIFE.
I'LL BE 18 NEXT MONTH (OLDER THAN MOST OF YA'LL) AND I'LL WILL BE GOING OFF TO COLLEGE IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS.(SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT) BUT THE ROAD TO GETTING TO THIS POINT WAS NOT EASY. MY PARENTS DIVORCED WHEN I WAS IN FIRST GRADE, I GREW ANGRY AND DEPRESSED. I WAS PICKED ON ALL THROUGH MY SCHOOL YEARS. AND EVEN MY ON FAMILY MEMBERS TOLD ME STUFF LIKE I WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE. AND EVEN LIKE SOME OF YA'LL CONTEMPLATED SUICIDE-BUT THAT'S NOT THE ANSWER. I DON'T KNOW YA'LL RELIGIOUS AFFILITATION, BUT I'M A CHRISTIAN AND I CAN TELL YOU GOD HAS BROUGHT ME THROUGH SOME TRYING TIMES. SO JUST LIKE I SAID BEFORE "BREATHE AND BE EASY".
23 Jul 2006 HATER FOREVER what i wrote before!

I will tell you my story!

people have screwed my life up! To a point where I wont get better ever again!
I have spent my whole life being scared of people and know i am scared shitless of the out side world!
I wish my family would move us to a different area!
I will tell you the way people have treated me!

WHERE i live i have no friends no realtionships there s nothing here for me!

I have gone completely mad because people wont leave me alone! And keep bullying me because i am not very good looking to a lot of people D:
I have done some things that would make your stomach crawl! well self harmed thats it!
I have been bullied here since i was 3 years old and other places not just where i live all because i am not vey good looking right!
Theres more to come!

Right now i have no one!
I have nothing to do here!
People dont understand me. My family dont understand me, I have a repuation for being someone i am not!
things have happened in my life that as made me angry!
Life is crap for somepeople and not crap for others!
Alll i would like to do is move away but that will never happen!

OH GOD WHAT CAN I DO!

all i get is " your an ugly freak and your ugly etc "

My family dont understand me!

I hope i find a job on line to do and keep it if not its the streets for me!

I am 25 years old and my family keep telling me to get lost but i can't i am too scared to be out there in the out side world!
I have spent most of my time doing things alone and housebound to!

My whole family have never got it easy and neither we wont and we are not close and i feel like i was never ment to be!

Oh christ what a sick uncaring world we all live in!

There are people who are ouitcasts you know the ones who don’t fit anywhere
The rejects the losers the outcasts etc!

Well I am one of them outcasts!

I have been called all sorts of things in my time, UGLY,FAT, FREAKY,WEIRDO, SMELLY, GREASY, STUPID and loads more!

I have had bullying which has scared the crap out of me!
I am no longer apart of people around where I live I am a outcast from them!

I have always believed I am the only ugliest person about but I guess I am not really:
I am so starnge you know what I wish I could just get out of here but I am too scared to, plus people where I live are still noseing in my life! They don’t care about me..
Just talking about me and I tried to do my self once because of people hateing me for being ugly and they don’t care!

I HATE THOSE PEOPLE NOW I HATE THEM!

Plus this!


Why Are The Ugly People Rejects!

Why Is It that no one cares about ugly people!!
When A black person gets Discriminated Against there is a Law for something to be done about it..
But when it is a ugly person being Discriminated against no one cares!
I guess that’s what happens when you don’t have proper laws in a country to stop things from happening.
You never see an ugly woman with a boyfriend or husband at that.
But the woman do tend to go for the ugly men? Why is that ?
Also its so unfair that people have to end up in a shit life because there not very good looking!
Why are people strange with someone who is different?!
I want to get to the bottom of all this,
I think its about time this stupid behaviour stopped.!
Why is it that ugly people have hardly any life?
If you are ugly and you are a reject it lowers your IQ,
Yes Rejection Lowers IQ and makes people aggressive and that can’t be good!




Back to my topic also, I want to know is why people went out to hurt me for real that my life got screwed up over! People have tried to screw with my head growing up! JEZ


Well also I am so well I dunno really because I am just strange to a lot of people where I live.
No one here likes me and someone thinks I have boyfriends WELL A NEWS FLASH FOR THAT PERSON I DON’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND DUH!

Anyway back to my topic¬


That’s all for now!

I am stuck at home where everything is controlled by my fucking parents and I want out but I see no hope or end to me ever leaving home,! Or findng friends or even getting married!

Plus I am so wrong in my head I am So depressed in my mind!!!
I want to get rid of it my depression!

I hope my life gets better!

But I bet it wont!


Fuck the whole screwed up fucked up planet we all live on!!

FUCK YOU EARTH!

FUCK YA!



PS: The best way to kill your self would be to Well check out the bloody stupid ways to go section morons!!


I HATE YOU ME AND EVERYONE ELSE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FUCK YOU ALL!!! TOSSERS!!!

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now just to add some more:

Just to add Noone wants me around includeing my family think i am not goodlooking enough! for them , and no its NOT becasue of my selfish way of talking, i DO CARE about the world a FUCKING LOT! So kiss my arse, you tossers, and i think your all scum bags the lot of you!

SCUM!!!
AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THE WRITEING HERE, THIS IS MY ADDING TO THIS STUPID SHITTY CREATION OF MOUCHETTE'S WEBSITE!!!!


The One and Only Hater forever.



c.s.j@hotmail.co.uk


Post it all mouchette!

21 Jul 2006 gina Please Kids I beg you as a person who is still suffering from the things I have done to my body don't do. I have try many different things from drugs, pills, and even poisons. I remember I time when somebody would hurt me and I would go somewhere, get a knife and cut myself and alot of you think I am stupid but it would make me feel relieved so kind of why. I was fat, ugly, I was told I was never amount to anything I father left me at the age of 7, sisters, mother,brother would beat me. when I turn 13 mother left me to live with her boyfriend. I was molested when I was 8, so I struggle with a homosexual desire. that was some more for kids in school to pick on me about. the reason they found out was because they caught me stare at a couple girl with short clothing on. I mean I thought I was these sick, monster. I the age of 15 I got into witchcraft thinking to myself this is where I belong. while I worked but it made me become evil. I started steal, and doing to people or their food or so on. I thought I had this great power. I ever got deep into sucide. I thought I was powerful than an God into one day when all the the pills, poison, and alcohol had taking its control of me and I was dying I knew I was going to Hell everything start happening so fast.I felt I didn't want to died. but any I will have to go into details for you another time but away I got saved. and now I am a mother with four kids in college and loving being a christian I know this is hard to believe but the people who knows me would say diffently
21 Jul 2006 chris dont go and fuckin kill your self ur jst a retard if u do so if ur 13 or younger and ur tryin 2 die already im 14 n im doin skunk and pot it feels good seein lil pink fairys and outher lil magical creatures fly round me wen i get high and i drink as well n ive neva tryed 2 kill myself but i one of those people who cheat death every day ive been cheating death for the passed year ive nearly died so many time but i keep fight even if i was up agenst a bunch of pikeys or pycos in shitty mobile homes chasin me with knifes and the outher day i got hit buy a van (truck) and i got a brouse it hit me at 30 miles an hour and i jst got up and went sk8in with my friends and i fell of my friends motor bike and broke a couple o ribs and my ankle got caught under the wheel and the tyre was still spinnin but i got up and went to da hospital im 14 and ive cheated death so much at my age n ill nearly made my x gf commit suicide cos i dumped her and she loved me so much so if u want some advice ask me or i can give u some 1 who relli understnds ....... so add gangsta_rebel@hotmail.co.uk and im not a gangsta i jst put it in there to be funny cos if u knoe me in real life ull understand y .... lol bye
15 Jul 2006 doctorevil007 I've been investigating ways to kill myself for sometime and it's a bitch. I was maimed by a black gang on Christmas Day in 1999 when I went out for a walk. I am a white male and I was mugged by three black males. One came up to me and pretended to know me. As I turned to leave he tackled me from behind and two of his buddies grinded my face into the pavement with their feet while they demanded money so they could go buy some crack. I gave them $20. Another black punk across the street who watched it happen followed me into a restaurant where I went to get help and he snuck up behind me and broke my jaw just for kicks. I have had three surgeries on my face and I can't eat, talk, or breathe properly anymore. I am in constant pain every second of my life. I have a pain specialist but no medication works. I want a quick painless death. I'm thinking of putting my neck on a train track. It sounds gruesome but actually it is the most humane way to die as consciousness is lost instantly.
15 Jul 2006 liz x When i was a teenager i tried to kill myself by slitting my wrists because i was an alcholic and i hated my life. I was sexually abused by my step father and made to believe it was my fault. I've never met my real dad which has flung me into depression like a yoyo all my life, and to top it off my boyfriend dumped me by txt msg! Looking back i cant believe i was so messed up that i was willing to let what other people have done to me make me risk my own life, to do so would be to let them win, but thats what drink does to you. when your drunk you become a different person and that person becomes addictive, you want to be that person all the time, so you drink some more.I was having suicidle thoughts anyway and i turned to drink to help me forget my tattered life, but it just made me dwell on my past and present situation even more. At my lowest ebb i also took an overdose as i felt i had nothing left to live for. But then one day i met my new boyfriend and he introduced me to Jesus. I know some of you are probably reading this and when you got to this part were realy dissapointed but please carry on reading, because for alot of us the thing we desire most that drives us to the brink of suicide is a desire and need for love. And i want to tell you about the greatest love there is. When i became a Christian my life was a huge mess but through prayer my heart has been healed. The self loathing i once felt for myself and the hate i felt for many others has gone and been replaced with a love that i have never experienced before. Its not just a family love though the church does become as a special family to you, its not a sexual love or any other kind of human love. Its a divine love that heals your mind body and soul and can pull you out of the deepest pitt in your life no matter what if you have faith that God loves you. Some of you might be sitting here thinking God could never love me because i'm a horrible person and not worthy of anyones love but your wrong! God loves you no matter what. God even loved adulf hitler! He hated what he did but as Robbie Williams says so wonderfully, "Hate the sin not the sinner" Please try and understand that Gods love is for everyone no matter what you've done, where you've been or who you are, and if you you want love and to be loved, then right now where your sitting look inside yourself and tell God what you see and what you dont want to see anymore. Ask him to show you his love for you, ask him to come into your life and heal it. I dont expect you to take my word for it so please ask God to prove it himself. Dont expect this to happen in a flash, for some it is a gradual process because you would'nt be able to handle the change in you that God will bring straight away and only God knows when you are ready and he will never rush you or speak angrilly to you. He is a God of love and only love.
If you want to know God tell him you are sorry for the bad things you have done and ask him to come into your life and help you change.When you pray ask of it in Jesus' name, and put amen at the end of course :o) Thankyou for reading my story if you let it i promise it will help.
07 Jul 2006 chris watts get a 150 watt bulb and but it between ur teeth and sick ur finger in an electrical socket to see if u can light it
03 Jul 2006 HATER FOREVER I will tell you my story!

people have screwed my life up! To a point where I wont get better ever again!
I have spent my whole life being scared of people and know i am scared shitless of the out side world!
I wish my family would move us to a different area!
I will tell you the way people have treated me!

WHERE i live i have no friends no realtionships there s nothing here for me!

I have gone completely mad because people wont leave me alone! And keep bullying me because i am not very good looking to a lot of people D:
I have done some things that would make your stomach crawl! well self harmed thats it!
I have been bullied here since i was 3 years old and other places not just where i live all because i am not vey good looking right!
Theres more to come!

Right now i have no one!
I have nothing to do here!
People dont understand me. My family dont understand me, I have a repuation for being someone i am not!
things have happened in my life that as made me angry!
Life is crap for somepeople and not crap for others!
Alll i would like to do is move away but that will never happen!

OH GOD WHAT CAN I DO!

all i get is " your an ugly freak and your ugly etc "

My family dont understand me!

I hope i find a job on line to do and keep it if not its the streets for me!

I am 25 years old and my family keep telling me to get lost but i can't i am too scared to be out there in the out side world!
I have spent most of my time doing things alone and housebound to!

My whole family have never got it easy and neither we wont and we are not close and i feel like i was never ment to be!

Oh christ what a sick uncaring world we all live in!

There are people who are ouitcasts you know the ones who don’t fit anywhere
The rejects the losers the outcasts etc!

Well I am one of them outcasts!

I have been called all sorts of things in my time, UGLY,FAT, FREAKY,WEIRDO, SMELLY, GREASY, STUPID and loads more!

I have had bullying which has scared the crap out of me!
I am no longer apart of people around where I live I am a outcast from them!

I have always believed I am the only ugliest person about but I guess I am not really:
I am so starnge you know what I wish I could just get out of here but I am too scared to, plus people where I live are still noseing in my life! They don’t care about me..
Just talking about me and I tried to do my self once because of people hateing me for being ugly and they don’t care!

I HATE THOSE PEOPLE NOW I HATE THEM!

Plus this!


Why Are The Ugly People Rejects!

Why Is It that no one cares about ugly people!!
When A black person gets Discriminated Against there is a Law for something to be done about it..
But when it is a ugly person being Discriminated against no one cares!
I guess that’s what happens when you don’t have proper laws in a country to stop things from happening.
You never see an ugly woman with a boyfriend or husband at that.
But the woman do tend to go for the ugly men? Why is that ?
Also its so unfair that people have to end up in a shit life because there not very good looking!
Why are people strange with someone who is different?!
I want to get to the bottom of all this,
I think its about time this stupid behaviour stopped.!
Why is it that ugly people have hardly any life?
If you are ugly and you are a reject it lowers your IQ,
Yes Rejection Lowers IQ and makes people aggressive and that can’t be good!




Back to my topic also, I want to know is why people went out to hurt me for real that my life got screwed up over! People have tried to screw with my head growing up! JEZ


Well also I am so well I dunno really because I am just strange to a lot of people where I live.
No one here likes me and someone thinks I have boyfriends WELL A NEWS FLASH FOR THAT PERSON I DON’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND DUH!

Anyway back to my topic¬


That’s all for now!

I am stuck at home where everything is controlled by my fucking parents and I want out but I see no hope or end to me ever leaving home,! Or findng friends or even getting married!

Plus I am so wrong in my head I am So depressed in my mind!!!
I want to get rid of it my depression!

I hope my life gets better!

But I bet it wont!


Fuck the whole screwed up fucked up planet we all live on!!

FUCK YOU EARTH!

FUCK YA!



PS: The best way to kill your sekf would be to Well check out the bloody stupid ways to go section morons!!


I HATE YOU ME AND EVERYONE ELSE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FUCK YOU ALL!!! TOSSERS!!!
29 Jun 2006 Felicia The Great The Anecdote To Suicide For All Who Want To Kill Themselves

There is not a single moment that you have no option but to kill yourself. You live with a bunch of idiots who are family, friends, co-workers, or significant others. GET OUT OF THERE!! Find refuge. It’s demoralizing enough when you see a whole bunch of television shows that exploit children and teenagers encouraging shallowness, greed, sex, and bathroom humor jokes. If it bugs you and makes you depressed, change the station.

I’ve mentioned before that there is the brighter side of things, but it’s easier to say it than do it. I myself have shared the grief of a world too corrupt beyond belief. I live in it everyday and try to adapt whenever possible to a healthy life, even if it is impossible.

If you kill yourself, nothing will change. The world will still be spinning. There are others out there who don’t even care what you do or if you exist. It’s hopeless you keep telling yourself and more and more as the day progresses it gets worst.

Suicide is a cop out. IT’S CHICKEN SHIT!!! You are stronger than you really are. If you kill yourself, the next life you will do it again, and the next life you will do it again. It’s repetitive, I know. A soul never dies-- better believe it? I don’t care if you are atheist, Buddhist, Christian or some other person who believes in religion or no religion. The Universe is unexplainable. Also depression is treatable. You don’t need drugs. Just eat well, exercise, and get off you skinny or fat ass.

So why not better yourself right now and get rid of the hopelessness of “woe is me—my boyfriend/girlfriend left me or doesn’t like me and I am going to kill myself—my family hates me so I am going to kill myself—I lost my job so I am going to kill myself—or in Japan, I didn’t pass the exam and I am unworthy, so I’ll kill myself. Dammit! You are killing yourself over money, which is an object, how lame is that? There are a million people out there for the picking, couples who want children but can’t have kids, jobs by the truckload to find, and money getting printed everyday on paper. It’s because you didn’t take the initiative to do anything about it. In life also people die—the one’s who don’t commit suicide—and life has to move on. If we live in a world of people who live forever, then we are in for a horrible problem of over overpopulation. If you kill yourself, you are killing yourself and killing the times you are going to miss out. It is best to die naturally by nature than doing it by planning to kill yourself. Why? Because there is a purpose you are here. If you are reading this, you have a purpose here. I have no time in explaining it to you; you have to figure it out for yourself!

An example, “I see an innocent mouse getting attacked in a cage by an aggressive mouse. I took the initiative to take the aggressive mouse out of the cage and you know what happened? The innocent mouse was again, able to run free and relax.” So as a favor to yourself, take that aggressive mouse out of your life and live in harmony. Life is too short for negativity. What are the things you always wanted to do, besides killing yourself?

Suicide does not exist anymore to you. It is only a word. Life begins today.
05 Jun 2006 Carol My question is this....If this site is here to help someone commit suicide under 13...how old is the person controlling the site and if suicide is the answer...how come the people posting this site have not done it and gotten it over with...ANSWER...because suicide IS NOT the answer. I have been there...I tried it...I was unsuccessful and the truth is that life is not perfect but it is worth living. If you attempted suicide and failed then there is a purpose in this life you have not discovered yet. I am now 60 yrs. old..failed suicide at age 30 and have since then raised 5 children as a foster parent. I didn't know at 30 how much love there was in the world because I was concentrating so much on the depression that I didn't look around and see the beauty in the world. If you have 1 friend..just 1...you have found a reason to live. If you have 1 decent parent who loves you you have found a reason to live. Start looking for reasons to live...not to die and you will be amazed at what you find. If you feel you are so unloved...such a failure...go to a senior nursing home and see the love those people are willing to give for just a little love in exchange. If you feel life is too painful..go to a childrens ward in a hospital and see children who are fighting cancer to try to stay alive...be their friend...your friendship may not save them but it will help them to know someone cares enough...if they make it through..you will have found a friend for life who knows just how precious life is all about. Go to an animal hospital or humane society and see that even the smalles of God's creatures are fighting for their life. Instead of focusing on reasons to kill yourself..focus on trying to find a reason to live...if you focus on that as much as you do the suicide you will start to find a purpose in your life and a reason for living. I found it in the 5 children I later became a foster parent to. Don't give up on life...fight for it. Those who continue to talk about depression live in that depression and sink deeper into it...depression is a tool form HELL. If you give in HELL is all your life will be. The other question you might want to ask is "Is there a God" Well...I believe there is and I draw my strength from him. If I am right and God does exist then I have a wonderful world to go to after death because Christ made a way for me...but I have to accept him and his ideas to get there. If I am wrong..then when I die I have nothing to loose. I would rather be safe and be like him because if God and Christ do exist...suicide would mean I didn't believe in them and I loose that right to the perfect life after this one. Think about it...look for reasons to live...not to die...in life whatever you focus on the most is generally what will result in your life. So...why not focus on living and reasons to make your life and someone elses life more worth living. I am here if you want to talk. God Bless!!!!
29 May 2006 The Muffin Man Kill yourself when you're under 13? Jesus Christ, why would you do that? Just play Super Mario or something, that always cheers me up.
10 May 2006 Pru Reardon Someone on here asked "what do you do when there's no option, not even death?".. simple Jesus Christ. I've always had to deal with depression, and a lot of things have happened to me that made me want to end the pain, but I discovered that Jesus has a plan for us and we need to go to him if we're feeling depressed. The answer really is God because he made you...brought you into this world and when it's time for you to go HE will take you out (so to speak.) Suicide is a sin and also the most selfish thing you could ever do. Think about the people that DO love you and how much pain you'll be causing them. Also, think about the sacrifice Christ made for you on the cross so you could live a good life have go to heaven through him. Jesus literally saves.. physically as well as spiritually.
07 May 2006 colton but seriously
im a christian(yall r thinkin "here we go)and i was once suicidal and felt empty,then one day i went to church and felt a lil better bout meself,so i started goin more.now im happyer
dont kill yallselfs people u might change the world one day
peace !!,, colton
04 May 2006 hejebas hey- im 12 years old and soon turning 13 in a couple of days. i've tryed once before to kill myself but failed. im addicted to hycodan tablets and get sick all the time from it. yesterday i was rushed to the hospital and had like 100 tests. i was there for 12 hours and found out i have a low heart rate. now i have to go back tomorrow for more tests! my mom and dad are seperated and have been for only about 2 years. i left with my dad when he got kicked out and we had no money. we lived in his truck for about a day then spent quite a while in a dirty motel. finally when my dad some money we moved into an okay house. it was douxplex and a young dirty couple that never cleaned lived in our basement. one day i ate his cheese cake out of the fridge after school and he kicked me out. thats wen i moved back with my mom. by then i was a pretty anger kid. i would swere and hit my mom. i smashed two fans and theres a ton of holes in my wall. pretty soon i was hanging around the wrong croud. a bunch of high school kids that did tons of crack. i never did any weed but i did get addicted to hycodan[cough syrup/tablets] i tryed to cut myself one night wen my mom kicked me out onto the street. [she used to be really abusive] she used to hit me all the time and once she even threw me into a christmas tree wen i was 7 or 8. well i have to go now. bye
29 Apr 2006 Sasha Thank God my three suicide attempts didn't work. Think life is painful? Try burning in excruciating pain in hell with demons chewing on your arms and legs for all of eternity with no hope of recovery.


Everybody feels the way you do sometimes. As time goes by, things get better and better. Especially if you're now young and haven't even experienced life away from the losers at school or away from your parents' control. Life gets better and better as you get older. Why throw it away? If you're just going to kill yourself, why not give it your best, craziest shot first, and go after what you've always wanted without any fear? If you're just going to kill yourself later, you've got nothing to lose, right?

A lot of the time you think you're crazy and you'll never feel better, or that you're horrible and can never change--THAT'S NOT TRUE. It's the devil whispering lies in your ear.

Trust me! On my last suicide attempt, I woke up and called 9-11 because I was roused from the verge of death by Satan laughing at me--he was overjoyed that he had tricked me into killing myself and handing myself over to him. I have never before or after heard voices, so I'm not crazy.

Just remember that everything good comes from God, and everything bad comes from the devil. Seek the light. Why hand yourself to someone who delights in torturing you? He's (Satan) the source of all your trouble, don't let him win. A lot of times, there are chemicals in your body whose job it is to make you feel awful and want to die.

Remember that Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Satan, I rebuke you and bind you in the name of Jesus Christ.

In the name of Jesus, evil spirits be gone.
29 Apr 2006 jazmin IT seems that some christians are willing to die (suicide), but what about living?

It is easy to kill yourself to escape the pain you are facing, but what about the miricle that is in the making for you.

God has a special plan for your life, and it does not include suicide.

If you kill youself, you are exalting yourself above GOD.

Let God be God, and you be you.

Also, there is a chance that if you commit suiside, you will be forever lost with out Jesus.

Jesus died on the cross for your sins, and came to give life and life more abundantly.

Why do i write, this week a special someone killed himself.

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