|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|17 Jan 2002||Lahash||What is light without darkness, joy without pain? Life is a series of ups and downs. We may be on top of a mountain one day and deep in a valley the next. Anyone can tell you it takes a lot less effort to get down into that valley. You have to work hard to get to the summit of a mountain, but sinking low is easy. When we feel good it's hardly noticed by our little brain. There is a reason we have the saying "Time flies when you're having fun". But when we don't feel so good time is an eternity. Every second stretches on into hours and the very experience of feeling such a black mood quickens our path down the spiral. We forget what it was like to be happy, even start to think we never were. Eventually you get so emotionally, mentally, and physically tired that you just want it all to end. But it won't. No matter how much you wish, no matter how much you pray (and you will pray for death, pray hard, before you try to help it along) it isn't going to happen. And in your heart you know that things will get better. You know that, eventually, you will find something to place you back on that mountain. You may not believe what you know, but it is how life works. Unfortunately you also know that waiting is its own form of torture. Is it worth spending 5, 10 ,15 years waiting for a purpose? I don't know. But I'm at 5 years now. Life is still bleak. I still pray for death everyday. But I also add a little prayer for hapiness. I figure I have a better chance getting an answer if I provide a list of options ;-) And after all, isn't that what life is? Not that B.S. about "oppurtunity". Oppurtunity denotes getting something you want - and you may have noticed life ain't exactly a great provider. It's always been about options. A or B. C or All the above. Too bad you can't turn back the pages when you choose a wrong answer! And once you die you're not going to be making a whole lotta choices are you? As I said "life" is about options. And, as a gambler at heart, I like to keep mine open...|
|17 Jan 2002||__/)(__||If you are under 13, I recommend that you go to an overpass on a highway, not during rush hour, but when it is fairly busy. Time your jump into the fast lane so that you will get slammed by a car with a velocity of 75 mph, in addition to your falling speed. Hopefully all the bones in your body will become broken, and then you will be pulled under the car, and shot out the other side. Now your limp and very dead body will be bouncing all over the highway. In addition to killing yourself, you might cause the unlucky soul what was driving, to run into a cement wall. Or perhaps they will be driven into deep depression...
|16 Jan 2002||Noelle Dawson||I typed in "How to Commit Suicide' into google.com and this was the best it came up with. There's a few good ideas here once you weed out all the bullshit (some of which I found VERY amusing--seriously I was laughing my ass off) and the goody-goody-bitches who want to save our asses by saying they love us. Seriously, this is a suicide page, so if you aren't suicidal then fucking press the 'back' button and leave. please. I was really disappointed in this site though. There aren't very many good ideas on here. Oh well. Humanity will get more creative next generation huh? Well, good shot though anyway. I admire you for making out this page--it was the only half-way helpful thing on this damned inter-fucking-net. Stay sweet, y'all...|
|16 Jan 2002||elena||playing at the playstation more than 20 hours a day|
|16 Jan 2002||sophie||Overdose of boiled lollies - leading to hyperactivity and eventual death by choking.|
|16 Jan 2002||I admire some people that are already dead. They don't have to see the world now and feel unbearable of anything. I wanted to jump (Building) before. But I asked myself that: what if I jump and 1/2 way through the 5th storey, I tell remember Oh crap, I don't wanna die yet! What am I going to do? It's funny to think how some people manage to kill 'em self. Not an easy work, really. I tried. Many many times and many many ways. But I just never had the courage. I know 1 painless way.
---> GO INTO A CAR, ON THE AIRCON AND SLEEP
The next thing you know, you're either in heaven, or hell. I never had the courage to give it up either. I'm a idiot
|16 Jan 2002||Someone||It does take courage 2 die and I confess till now, I haven't got that courage. I'm only 14! People tell me I've got a way long life in front of me but who cares when you have to face the world everyday you're facing now?! I've done many things, broke many laws, never got caught and my parents just have no idea. It's hard to die when you have a big career dream in front of you and even if you know it might not come true, you're waiting for it. I have 2 dreams in a row about me going to die and I wake up n go: 'Oh thank god it's only a dream' then I began wondering if I really wanna die. But when you get real fucked by some stuff, you don't give a crap. I dunno... Life is messed up for me.|
|16 Jan 2002||Evelyn||I dunno... I'm 13 n I'm still seekin 4 that answer|
|15 Jan 2002||black raven kempy||ok i am not under thirteen i am thirteen, i have been cutting for about three years. but everyone says it gets better blah blah blah.. it doesn't... believe me... it doesn't, your bullshitting yourself if you think it will because it won't. i also hate to pop all you shitheads bubbles but god isn't real and you are once again bullshitting yourself if you think he is. but as i was saying before, i do cut, i am not supposed to anymore because i made a promise to someone that i shouldn't have made. but i have tried to kill myself. and everyone always says "it hurts to much to slit your wrists" NO PAIN NO GAIN!! DEAL WITH IT!! it's supposed to hurt, DUH! But if you are really determined to kill yourself, think about it, you don't want to get hurt? you're a wimp! you gotta feel pain to make it better. duh|
|15 Jan 2002||MICHAEL JOSEPH SENNE, JR||DEAR WENDY, JEFF ,MOM ,DAD ,AND SISTERS,
BY THE TIME YOU ARE READING THIS I WILL BE SOMEWHERE ELSE I DON'T NOW IF IT WILL BE HELL OR IF IT WILL BE HEAVEN BUT MY SOUL WILL NOT BE ON EARTH ANY MORE. I AM VERY SORRY THAT IT CAME TO THIS . BUT ALL THE PAIN THAT I HAVE BEEN FEELING FOR AT LEAST SIX YEARS OF MY LIFE HAS NOW COME TO AN END. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. I FEEL THAT I AM JUST HURTING MORE PEOPLE THAT I AM HELPING AND THAT HURTS ME THAT FOR EIGHT YEARS OF MY LIFE I HAVE HURT MANY PEOPLE IN CLUDING YOU ALL . AND I JUST CAN'T FIND A WAY TO HELP THAT. IT REALLY SUCKS WHEN YOU ARE TRYING TO DO GOOD BUT YOU ALWAYS END UP DO THE WRONG THINGS. I KNOW THAT NONE OF YOU EVER THOUGHT IT WOULD COME TO THIS BUT IT FINALY HAS. JEFF, I HAVE TOLD YOU THAT WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK YOUR TRUE EMOTIONS COME OUT OF YOU. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT TIME WE WERE REALLY DRUNK WALKING ON THE WAY HOME FROM NICKS AND I TOLD YOU THAT ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS DIE WELL. THAT'S WHAT I HAVE BEEN FEELING FOR A WHILE NOW. IT REAYY HURTS WHEN YOU FINALLY REALIZE THAT ALL YOU HAVE DONE IN YOU LIFE IS TAKE DRUGS GET DRUNK EVERY NIGHT, BREAK THE LAW OVER AND OVER. THAT THERE IS NOW REASON FOR YOU ON THIS EARTH. I DON'T WANT EVERY ONE TO CRY AND MOURN OVER MY DEATH BUT TO BE HAPPY FOR ME THAT I AM NOT FEELING THIS PAIN ANY MORE. I AM SO SORRY IT HAD TO END THIS WAY.
I WOULD LIKE IT IF I WAS BURIED IN A CATHOLIC CEMETERY. AND IF YOU WOULD JEFF PLAY MY FAVORITE SONG AT MY FUNERAL. IT KINDA GOES GOOD WITH A FUNERAL WELL YOU KNOW THE SONG "IN THE END" BY LINKIN PARK. THANK YOU JEFF.
HERE IS MY WILL.
1.ALL OF MY CLOTHS GO TO JEFF HOLSCLAW
2.MY STEREO WILL GO TO WENDY CANNON
3.MY COUCH TO NICK GRIFFITH
4.MY KEG DEPOSTS TO JEFF HOLSCLAW
5.EVERY THING ELSE YOU MY PARENTS CAN DISPERSE
I SAY AGAIN I DO NOT WANT ANYONE CRYING OR MOURNING OVER MY DEATH. I AM SORRY IT CAME TO THIS BUT ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING IS GONE NOW.
SORRY, I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH,
MICHAEL JOSEPH SENNE, JR
|14 Jan 2002||Personne||Avant tout, j'ai deux questions :
Es-tu encore en vie?
As-tu toujours moins de 13 ans?
Si non (à une des deux), c'est vraiment pas la peine de faire ton sondage.
Si oui (aux deux), j'en sais rien, mais quand tu auras trouvé le meilleur moyen, fais moi signe. Si ça marche en dessous de 13, ça doit marcher au dessus de 23.
|14 Jan 2002||don't worry about it||Let me break it down like this, people can sit and talk all the crap they want about only cowards commit suicide and you're just doing it to get attention... First of all no one asked your stupid ass for an opinion in the first place. Second if all you wanna do is bitch and complain go somewhere else cuz no one gives a rats ass about why they are being stupid. People commit suicide cuz they don't give a shit, that's it. So by telling them they're dumb all you're doing is making yourself look like a jackass and making the suicidal person wanna kill your ass too. So here's an idea, mind your own god damn business and quit talking shit. Don't you losers have anything better to do than criticize suicidal people on the net? If anyone should have a 12 guauge shoved up their ass and then have the trigger pulled, it's you opinionated bastards!|
|14 Jan 2002||Jason||I am not under 13, I am 20. It is 13-Jan-02 and in one month I will be dead. I plan to shoot myself with my 20-gauge shotgun thru the back of the head. I will cock the gun, place it against my soft palate in my mouth and pull the trigger. It will leave a somewhat ok sorpes and be sure to do the job.
Please wish me luck. May everyone who is reading this find the strength to have the courage to end their pain, and others as I have found.
|14 Jan 2002||sarah||Knifes and pills and gun|
|13 Jan 2002||goodbye cruel world||Firstly go shopping for:
-a can of cheap bodyspray
-a family pack of milkybar
when u have bought your ingredients, eat all the milkybar as it is the last chocolate until u die. then spray a lot of bodyspray onto the lid and inhale deeply. do this several times and you should die of solvent abuse which can kill instantly
|13 Jan 2002||Betsy||Don't kill yourself, that's the easiest answer.|
|12 Jan 2002||Steph||ODing never works, I've tried to a few times already and it hurts like hell to get that tube down your nose. Hanging normally doesn't work but if you find a sturdy rope and a good strong bar it might. I'd say to take some pain killers maybe Valium? slit your wrists and jump from an overpass, try to go head first. Good-Luck
P.S. I doubt I'll be coming back here so don't bother to reply to this.
|12 Jan 2002||I envy the ignorant, too blind to see.||I've been over and over this site, reading all the serious suggestions, childish comments and "dont do it" messages from people that just do not understand. I am 17, over the last couple of years i've been realising how pointless and painful life is. To begin with there are no goals except for what you set yourself, but then, why bother? Society expects everybody to eventually get married, hold a job, buy a house and have children. In this time we live in it is so simple to get divorced marriage is needless. The amount of work involved in most respectable jobs leaves very little time to actually do what you want to do. The typical day for the average man/woman...
Get up. Go to work. Come home. See husband/wife/kids. Indulge in hobbies, generally including tv, music, computer... little time for anything major... so, who wants to spend their life like that? like the rest of the world? I know i don't, but that's not the only thing that keeps me constantly feeling down.
It seems to me that the people who are happy in life are the selfish people that are totally fine with hurting others if it suits their personal gain. That applies in everything, work, relationships, even queueing in line for a fucking macdonalds. You can work it out.
ok, a little about me... I consider myself fairly intelligent, not a bad looking person but nothing special, i'm comfortable with that, Yet for a reason i'm not quite sure of, i have very low self esteem. Like many others i self harm, my left arm is coloured pale skin with patterns of cigarette burns and cuts. I know some people talk about self harm on here and they lie. They talk about blood flowing from the cuts, maybe if that is across the veins I dont know because i don't cut there, but I know that anywhere else you would have to cut pretty damn deep to make the blood actually flow out that way, and that would be incredibly painful, i have held a cigarette on my arm for over a minute, after about 15 seconds it goes numb, but it's very painful at first, and the strawberry gashes on my arm from the shallow knife cuts hurt more than the cigarette, I haven't had the guts to cut any deeper. My depression first began when i was 15, as with many others it was caused by a girlfriend. I don't want to go into that but it started me thinking. After we broke up I was incredibly depressed for a few months until I met a new girl. I was happy to begin with but still held fear of getting hurt, and she spotted it. Not long after she told me she loved me, I thought it was too soon and told her to think about it but she insisted and still told me over the next few months. A couple of months later I fell in love with her too and thought things were looking up. Until she suddenly realised she didn't actually like me anymore. Or love me in the first place. The reason i'm saying this is because its the sort of shit that happens all your life. Love is the best feeling in the world, at least from what I have personally experienced and others say the same. But it never lasts. Nothing lasts, and nothing is worth living for. From all this I have come to the decision to end my life, and I think im going to use the carbon monoxide method by the car with pipe from exhaust through window technique, 100% effective so long as you are not spotted doing it within about 15 minutes, but I have never driven before in my life, and stealing my parents car is very risky. All i need to do is actually learn to drive so I can get to the isolated place i have in mind. I may be getting anti-depressants soon, and would like to know if it is possible to overdose effectively with them (as in die from them, not just take more that the stated dose, so no cocky emails please). Or if anyone has any better suggestions please email me, I will most probably help you out too if you are looking for advice or feel the same way as me and want to talk. This is basically a big fucking rant I felt i had to get off my chest, and i i would apologise but hey, you didn't have to read it. Great website mouchette, it gave me a few ideas.
|11 Jan 2002||dude||Life's a bitch and then you die,
So FUCK THE WORLD and let's get HIGH!!!!!!!!!!%-)
I'm sick of all the BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna FUCKIN DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|11 Jan 2002||father son holyghost||The person who is responsible for this site may have been trying to save his own children. But who knows, if he was sick this could have healed him.|