|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 May 2002||13 year olds, though life is tough, you know nothing about the heart break and pain that comes when you are older, say 19. So don't kill yourself at 13, let it age like a fine wine, then think about it again when you are older.|
|07 May 2002||Lucy Cortina||I'm really not trying to blow my own horn, but I have very large nunga-nungas (titties to you pervs).
Yesterday my cousin and his mate came round. The mate that has the hots for me. Ughh! Mutti, vati and Grandad were playing snap. My cousin's mate pretended to be reading a comic, but I bet he was secretly looking at my nunga-nungas. My breasts are making me a mockery of a sham. They're like 2 beacons that attract the wrong sort of ships.
I went to bed early.
Mutti came into my room to get my sister out of my wardrobe. She's made a nest in there that she calls a 'wee-wee' house (I think she means treehouse). Over the shouting I said to mum "Would you and dad club together to pay for me some breast reduction surgery?"
It took her a year to stop laughing.
No one ever takes me seriously! I can't even get 5 quid from dad for some decent lipstick. He'd never give me money. Even if my breasts were so big that I had to have 2 servants called Carlos and Juan to carry them around for me.
|07 May 2002||Dav||i dunno wot to do ive almost did it b4 but it hurt other ppl since me best friend walked in-i was drunk and things were piling up on me, im 17, she was pretty upset about it. jus now life sux as usuall - it seems like every1 is against me, i can never ever get a girl friend i only end up being best friends with them which is good but it hurts. the world is cruel and ppl are left starving when other are rolling in money and hav plenty. i h8 this world and i wish something could be done|
|07 May 2002||Jim||13 is way to young to kill yourself. at least wait untill you have experienced a bit of life, it might not be so bad.|
|07 May 2002||Paul||Let me thank you for the Suicide pages. Actually that's how I came accross your main page. I really think they help people in distress. Many months ago I was just looking for the best way to kill myself and I ended up in tears, reading all the
accounts of people looking for help, feeling I wasn't alone, feeling I could easily understand and mean something to other people in despair like myself.
You may not know, and you may not have intended it, but I think you've helped to save many lives by allowing a place where people could put down in words their despair, or read about the suffering of others, and by doing so relieving their own pain. I think suicidal feelings are plainly about the perception of "not belonging" to anything, about feeling like a purposeless outcast. Learning about other people in the same situation relieves this feeling of loneliness, this feeling of being helplessly "different". Don't know, just a thought.
|06 May 2002||karl||30 yrs old, and the torment of childhood goes but another torment enters. To the wife who won't listen to my cries, i'm sorry you think i'm pathetic, to my mum: i'm not the perfect son i'm sorry, for 30yrs i have hidden that from you. when the car fumes fill my lungs, i'm sure you my wife will think finally i did something right.|
|06 May 2002||Havoc||I'm 17 and sick of living. The main reason I want to die is I can't find true love. I want somebody who feels the same way. My girlfriend right now I love her so much. I do not know if she feels the same way. But hopefully I will eventually find out the truth....|
|06 May 2002||Myles|| I live in a fucked up reality. Why? Is the question I ask myself a thousand times. Unfortunately, I cannot find the answer. I think this world is heading in a downward spiral. I see a very drastic and negative future. The world has such an exigency for money that the averseness that I feel can only be explained through death. It's not that we own money it's the other way around, money owns us. Why does it have to be this way? It doesn't. Some people say that money brings happiness. I agree. But for how long? Unitl it runs out? Exactly. I have the girl of my dreams. I want to live just for her. But at the same time want to die.
I'm starting a book I'll add more time to time.
|05 May 2002||Anonymous||I'm not sure what the best way is, but I chose the sleeping pills. I just got my order in from my drug dealer of sleeping pills and whiskey. I am a 15 year old male with not a day left to live. I have written notes for all my friends and family. To all those who want to kill yourselves, don't! It is so dumb! I know I am a hippocret for saying this, but there is a better way. People care for all you guys, I am too weak to see that. GET HELP! I am going to miss out on so much. Life has a lot to offer, if life pisses you off kick it square in the gonads and show it who's in charge. Don't back down, just kick and punch your way through. Good luck to the world, I hope you reconsider if you're thiking of killing yourself.|
|05 May 2002||Lucy Cortina (the new Shakira)||PPS- What sort of a name is Herbert Egg?!!|
|05 May 2002||Fargo||When I was 12, I ate 100 asprin like it was candy. Sadly I survived.|
|05 May 2002||A crazed maniac||there's many ways but i like the way of locking your whole school in the gym and shooting everyone you hate and then yourself.|
|04 May 2002||Lucy cortina||OH
I have an admirer..
on the internet. Shall we now have internet sex? "ASL? bla bla Oh I'm naked... what are you wearing?" no thanx!
Please get back to your lalaland and let me go back to mine. I have no time for men in my pursuit of fame.
PS- Update: I followed dad to work the other morning. I had to set my alarm really early and get up at 5.00am... so I was very groggy and grumpy. I went to the toilet, got dressed and went into the kitchen for some coffee. And the shock I got!! dad was stood over the cooker wearing nothing but an apron and pink frilly knickers, frying bacon!!
OMG! dad thought I was sleepwalking so I went back to bed. I am now a very disturbed, and emotionally scarred teenager. I may need counselling.
I suspect that dad is one of these 'nature nudie boy' types, that like to clean the house, and ride bikes in the nude and stuff. Ewww! it must have been a nightmare I had.
|04 May 2002||Herbert Egg||Hello Lucy Cortina I just wondered if you would ever fancy a date with me?
I am gorgeous, tanned and sexy - you can wiggle ur ass in my face anytime u like girl!
I love Madonna too, spiky bra - do u have one?
|04 May 2002||in response to fatboyjohn||I hope you didn't kill yourself yet cause I read your post and that really sux that everyone hates you. But everyone at my school hated me too (one of the reasons i got homeschooling). I'm not sure why cause i'm not fat or really ugly, but your reasons for killing yourself aren't enough. All of you problems can be fixed and if you can find someone to talk to who likes you (like me for instance) then you don't need to care what everyone else thinks about you. I used to care until I found a few people who I can talk to over the net and now i just say fuck you to all the people who talk bad about me. I'm definitly not saying that killing yourself is wrong or anything since i want to do it myself but you should find some people who do give a fuck about you b4 you decide that you want to do it. I'm sure that you're exagerating a little when you describe yourself as really fat and with tons of pimples but even if you're not that can be fixed. Have you heard of metabolife? I used to weigh 145lbs and now i'm down to 125lbs after just a few weeks of taking it. it does have a chance of dying written on the package but if you wanna die anyway that shouldn't be a problem. and have you seen the commercials on t.v. for proactive? I think that it would really work because i've seen the before and after pics and it seems to do miracles. email me if you wanna talk and are still alive ok? with love, jen|
|04 May 2002||in response to ashums||I am that girl who tried to kill herself by jumping off the fire escape and "thank god" my ass!! First off there is no god (at least in my opinion or otherwise he wouldn't have created people like me who are depressed and want to die) and maybe i do need help but i'm not going to get any neither do i want any. You don't know me and truthfully you know you don't give a fuck if i die or not, so don't lecture me! I wish everyday that my parents hadn't caught me and if you don't like the shit you're reading on this site then why come here? Prozac, zoloft and all those other anti-depressant drugs don't solve anything, all they do is brainwash you into thinking everything is ok when really it still isn't. My friend went on selexa because she was suicidal and had anxiety attacks and it changed her some yes, but for the worse. Now she is still suicidal but instead of the anxiety attacks she used to have she became a slut. Now she cuts herself, pulls her hair out and bites her nails down to nothing. She is also seeing a counselor and she is even worse than she was before. Sleeping with guys she doesn't even know and sneaking out at night to give blow jobs to her boyfriend's friends. So oh yeah, the "help" your saying i need really did her a lot of good don't ya think?!|
|04 May 2002||Lost||I'm not 13 and I don't think I ever thought about it then. Now after I was thrown into reality I learned quickly that unless you're willing to institutionalize yourself no one is going to help you. So, if you want to be saved, save yourself.|
|02 May 2002||Dana Todd||Mouchette,
I greatly regret sending that response in such haste. I didn't realize the effect it might have on an emotionally unstable person. In reality, I would like to wrap my arms around anyone that is in such despair, they want to end their life, and envelop them in warmth and love.
When I was 14 years old, I wanted nothing more than to die. I spent a lot of time in the floor of my closet in the dark cutting myself praying for strenghth to be able to end it all. Every night before I would sleep, I would pray to not wake-up. I still don't understand why I had these feelings and I greatly
feel for anyone else who is experiencing such thoughts.
I am 29 years old now and those thoughts haven't crossed my mind in about 10 years now. I never seeked out professional help. I moved 2000 miles away from my crappy family and got to know who I truely was and realized that I was a wonderful women. Instead of seeing a fat, ugly, useless freak, I saw a pretty, energetic, good freak.
Please forgive me if I offended anyone or made someone feel less about themselves. We're all crazy sometimes, and I must of been that day to make such a rude comment.
|02 May 2002||death blooms||hi today i just found out that i'm just another troll from trolland and no one likes me and everyone would spit on my face. i hate my life. GOD! why is this happening? no one understands i'm telling you no one understands. i'm cursed i'm not perfect what do they want?
I'm ugly, but no one gets that i'm human, and so i die
|02 May 2002||frederic||s'étouffer avec un carambar|