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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|26 Jun 2002||billy the freak||mouchette, are those pictures on this really you? no matter, i have my own image of you that floats in my head. that is enough for me. second, is it pronounced mew shay or moe shet? i must know that. i thought you website was promotion free. i just got hit up with all these traveling promotions , i guess i was wrong about that. sure, maybe i will travel out to amsterdam to see you love, take care all.
ps- which is better pepsi or coke?
|26 Jun 2002||billy the freak||back when the mayan civilization flourished they had many traditions and rituals that were done thousands of years before this outstanding race even died out. one of them rituals was for aristocrat mothers to put flat stones on their newborns forehead. the reason they did this was to make thier child's forehead oblong and pointy. then they would hang shiney pieces of gold between the child's eyes, but not before they secured the head from moving. this would cause the child to focus on the piece of gold between it's eyes and go cross eyed. sounds weird, right. the mayan believed that it was sign of wealth and beauty, doctors today believe that this practice in many of cases probably caused brain disorder, go figure. i have no problems with the mayans, and i enjoy studying history, especially ancient civilizations. my only thing is if they wanted to have deformed cross eyed retards for kids, why didn't the expecting mother just smoke crack, i mean that works, right.|
|26 Jun 2002||NO NAME||You should hang yourself. Hanging is the 2nd best way after taking medicines, but it is difficult and complicated to buy and pick drugs. Hanging is easy, cheap and not very painful. It leaves a body in a good state. All you need is a rope, belt, scarf or anything that is long enough to tie around your neck but I suggest you choose a rope with soft or fexible materials you die more comfortable when it tightens around your neck. All you need is a medium height, about 1 meter tall. Don't get this wrong, many people think hanging is a slow and painful way to die but in fact that's strangling. This rarely happens unless you hang not high enough or you do suspension hanging by kneeling or sitting on the ground. Once you slip the rope around your neck, kick the chair and you will begin to feel tired, drifting off and becoming unconscious and even if you want to move your arms, you find it difficult once you started hanging. So many kids have hung themselves playing with the rope since once you hang, even if you have a chair you can easily step on, you feel weak and numb and you cannot reach it, according to research on doctors. There are cases that tongues pop out and face turns green of hanging victims bodies but this is rare and only a few days or hours later, if the body still hangs on the rope. Anyway, who cares? Once you're dead your don't really care... I suggest you should go to the toilet before you hang yourself since bladder might burst out while you hangs for 3 or 4 mins. At about 5 mins you die if you are not found out. But if you are saved, you might get serious brain damage if you live so don't try it unless you really want to die. Also, put on something warm and comfy before you hang yourself because you feel numb and cold when you are hanging. As someone had suggested before in this forum, putting on a turtleneck garment is also a good way so you feel warm and comfy and you can relax and not so scare when the cold rope tightens around you bare neck. But only do this when you are in winter or an air conditioned room, since you look strange wearing such clothes in the hot weather. If you don't want your parents to see you die, put and bag or pillow case on your head when you hang yourself so they won't see your face when you die. Hanging is a good way expecially for girls to die since it is not very painful and girls might not have the wits to die in painful methods.|
|26 Jun 2002||do it now!!!||just friggin do it.... who cares how?|
|26 Jun 2002||Jenna||i've tried slitting my wrists, overdosing on asrpin and anti-depressants, ejecting air into my veins and lots more.. no matter what you will have some degree of pain. I'm 15 and very suicidal. I want to die so badly!|
|25 Jun 2002||$tOnEr GaL TrYiN 2 $uRViVe|| Hey, lucy, hi, i think i get it now.... its that book called angus thongs and full frontal snoggin isn't it, or sumthin? well, hey i did bitch about u on this site, and ppl sayin u got no class but ure a tru british laydee..... well, i guess thats not much of a compliment..... but hey, hey 2 the rest of us english sluts (not sayin ure a slut or nuthin!!!!), hey 2 lucy, hey 2 B.T Freak, have a nice day my fellow suicides...
Sum 1 get Jade out of BB3 (lucy im sure ull agree, she really shud die...)
RIP Dona Brown, teenage suicide 22/2/02 i miss u girl, keep on watchin ova me, i know ull b ashamed but i try...
Ill go now an stop soundin like such a stoned retard...
|25 Jun 2002||Angel Dust||how bout if your mom or dad tells you to kill yourself....hey? my dad handed me his gun before..... i'm still living..... but he will hand it to me later on watch..........
can't stop the shermans
|25 Jun 2002||Ingrid mendoza.... tha lovely maria i love you||I'm 15, and my life is so fucked up i wanna die. but i don't want to die hurt, i just want it to be painless...
like my cousin killed herself bout 6 months ago, i didn't get over it.. i cried i wanted her back. but then i reallized.. i don't think she wants to be back here living w/ her fucked up family .. life.. i guess i wanted to go w/ her.. just kill myself too...
all these ppl here thinking ohh why do want ppl to think that ur worthless.. blah blah blah... but ya know what .. all u bitches who have them good life.. if ur not going through all this bullshit... don't say shit at all, shut the fuck up.. my bad..
I don't think my life can get better ..it never did and it never will..
My cousin wanted to die cuz her dad (my uncle) raped her, beated her, her mom tried to kill herself so many times.. but maria (my cousin) stopped her. why?..cuz she needed a mom at that moment.. well her mom also beat the shit out of her.. living in such a fucked up life and place.. compton south central...
maria then got tired of it.. and just want to disappear.. she called me 2 days before she did it...said she loves me she wishes she could stay with me. but her dad fucked her again... he broked her nose, arm, ripped off her cunt.... what else can i say... it probably more but she didn't tell me..
then maria took 20 or more barbiturates... sumthin like phenos,red devils, rainbows, and that shit.....
before that happened she was on E didn't feel no pain only felt nummm..
she wasn't no gangsta or drug dealer back then.. she was 16 at a time she died.. w/ barbiturates.. she was already addicted to it... why not take 20 more of them ha.. so that's it she died.. in her kitchen.. just came back from the street.. dealing w/ tha crack heads.. getting sum pills to commit a suicide..... all her homegirls didn't give a fuck they cried for a day and leave.. all that motherfuckin hoodrats betrayed maria .. will die.. guess they didn't want her anyways.. .they can still be banging there in comp... getting shoot at.. fuck ya .... go to hell..... all u cunt hoodrat..w/ stds and shit...
so was there a good reason for my cousin to kill herself?..... what about her dad?......he's locked up in prison ..for beatin rapin... her.. nobody knew back then till maria died
As 4 me i miss her really much ..... my life is not as much fucked as hers but it will be gettin too... both my parents beat the shit out of me..... and i have a chance to have cancer... so like it might be a good idea to die... like maria.. to be w/ her.. maybe she dun want me to die.. but i'll go for good.. to get the fuck out of my hell.... family issues bitch ass cunt is gonna kill me anyways..... too much enemies.....
been throught lots.... mental hos.. jail.. ya.. got a bottle sticked up my puss ...... yeah yeah i think i like jail better than home don't have to face any of the bullshit of life.....
|25 Jun 2002||Nesbitt||rat poison with arsenic, now warfirin in it. The warfirin only makes you bleed internally real bad and they can reverse it with vitamin K. Or tell your family you've decided to become a muslim and you'll be a hero for killing infidels (anyone who isn't a fuckin muslim) so then blow yourself up and the muslims will give you 70 virgins in heaven.|
|24 Jun 2002||Andrew Pendragon||Painlessly? Shot gun often works. Load the barrel and put it in your mouth. pull with your toes.
Painfully? Take a nail gun and nail yourself to the wall through your gut with multpiple nails.
Christianly? take a nail and hammer it to a wall, so the sharp end sticks out. then take the nail gun, nail your feet and one hand to the wall, than slam your hand onto the nail and hang there until your savior arrives.
|24 Jun 2002||billy the freak||mouchette i don't believe i have answered your initial question. i will do it now: when childhood dies, the corpses are called adults. simply grow up. it has been said before, and it is true. i feel myself getting closer to death everyday. the moment you are born you begin to die from a mean illness called life. there is no cure for it, but there is plenty of drugs that will make the painful days easier. that is my best advice i can give to anyone.|
|23 Jun 2002||Lucy||Well thanx, Mouchie, at least that has cleared things up a bit. All this was starting to get on my tits anyway, we've taken ourselves far too seriously.
One of you must win? ~ is there a booby-prize?
I'll get back to the drawing board right away.
|23 Jun 2002||NoWayOut||No way out. I like young girls. Young girls dont like +30s guys. The older, 30+ cuties like muscular, fun, outdoor guys or successful businessmen. I dont fit anywhere. Does Melissa like me? Shell be sorely disappointed when she finds out how dull and negative and depressing I can be
Or maybe she could spark me up? Maybe she or someone like her could make me feel good about life again? Im sick of having to change myself according to what other people think is likable, be it at work, be it with friends, be it with gals. I guess Im no good the way I am. Biggest mistake: listening to that please never change shit. Here I am, 36 and Im no good for anyone, not even Ms please never change.
No motivation to make more money, no motivation to be fitter or healthier, no motivation to go out and date anyone. Nobodys worth! All interesting girls look for a) successful gentlemen or b) Fun, sporty, young, muscular fellas. And innocent, idealistic teenagers who may not have been corrupted by the notion that only successful and/or muscular good-looking guys are worth, well I cant reach em, theyre always w/ their parents, and if I approach em then Im of course a sort of perv pedo or something. Is there any way out? I wish I wouldnt feel the need of having someone by my side, but I do. But no one I know, personally or in pics, is worth the trouble (except some who live a thousand miles away). All I look for is a really cute, good-hearted, loving girl who appreciate the good things I have to offer. What do I have to offer? Great question, I should ask J., but hey she bailed out so of course whatever good things I may have to offer arent worth sticking around. She shaped me into a loser for 13 years, made me think I was OK the way I was and just when there was no turning back, just when I was too old to change, then goodbye sucker, isnt that evil? Im supposedly good looking, intelligent, cultured and amazingly fit (1,75 m, 65 Kg) considering my poor eating and exercise habits. I guess it's just my negativism that keeps people away. Are they to blame? Am I to blame for realizing theres no way out? I guess if I was an idiot who had no clue about how helpless my situation is Id be much better off.
|23 Jun 2002||Mouchette||Hi Lucy, Billy, and whoever thinks it's meaningful to be published in this section of my site. It's perfectly fine with me to use already existing texts as a source of inspiration. I am myself recycled from a french film of the 60's. That's where I got the suicide-before-13 thinggy and without it, you wouldn't even be here!.... Only the quality of the text matters, and not how it was made. So Lucy, Billy, do your best and don't be lazy: one of you must win!|
|23 Jun 2002||Troy||hi, i am not 19yrs old... i first tried killing myself at 15 by slitting my wrists. i didn't get far just a few rags of blood.. my blade wasn't sharp enough, i did this a few times then i tried painpills all i got was a lot of pain and throwing up, i tried hanging myself but my girlfriend found me.. i need suggestions, i thought everything was going well i had moved over to america to be with my gf but like 2 months ago i was arrested kept in jail for 3 weeks then deported back to newzealand. i got married to her in jail, i can go back in a few months, i promised her i wouldn't try again but it's so hard, everything i do fucks up in time. i always seem to fuck up, i just think i was only born for a certain amount of time, my soul's dead but my body isn't. tomorrow night my mother is going away for the night as i have to live with her again till i leave.. so i am gonna try again tomorrow night, it's the perfect time. i'm just not sure how yet. i have no pills just like 8 panadol and they suck, so any suggestions?|
|23 Jun 2002||billy the freak||wow, another morning i see the sun rise. oh no, i didn't get up for the beautiful miracle, certainly not. i just didn't get any sleep. i could give a fuck less if the sun comes up or not. it is always dark, no matter, your attempt to provide light is in vain, for i walk around with my eyes closed anyway. no longer will you char my pale flesh. i have a new sunscreen bitch, it's called fuck off sun. i don't like the moon much either. i would kill to be able to change myself one time, then this bitch does it all the time. you know the moon is a girl, right. she has her time of the month were she bloated (she likes to call it full, full moon not fat, bloated, gassy moon) then she wants to be a bitch and make all these werewolves and crazy people come out. then she gets deppressed because everyone says "blame it on the moon". she brings that shit on herself, and she is cocky about the whole deal. she will come out when the bastard sun is doing his hellish thing, because she knows he can't bust the scene when she's doing her biz. he is over there harrassing the crocodile hunter. (lewis carol, the walruss and the carpenter, excellent poem) but anyway if i had to invite one of them to a party, i would pick the moon, simply because he is an arrogant hot head that thinks the world revolves around him, go figure. i have been saving these pills for three days, i think i will sleep now. good night|
|22 Jun 2002||A girl who thinks dead men don't rape.||Painless?
-Blow your friggin' brains out.
-stab yourself with all the sharp things you find in the house and around. And then hang yourself.
|22 Jun 2002||Lucy Cortina||You knew where my writings come from? I smell bullshit again... so far I haven't heard anyone give an exact place where they come from, as you say.
Look at the music industry. These days they take an old classic song, change the lyrics for the better, add a new 'twist' and generally end up with a better song. That is simply what I have done. And as you will not have heard of it at all in the U.S, it has been nice to teach you it.
Now, lets all stop this nonsense and get on with forms of suicide.
You have made some funny contributions, Billy, and all of this fighting talk rather spoils it all. Lets stop it, eh?
Ps- Well done England in the World Cup!
|22 Jun 2002||no||A good old wrist slitting|
|22 Jun 2002||B.T. Freak||"hey lucy, listen when i dogged you ho, (that is pittsburgh p.a. slang for: when i insulted you for being a fink.) i wasn't feeling the fact that you copped someones lines. (that means: i did not respect the idea of you plagiarizing someone elses writings). yo, i kept it on the DL about where your vibes was at. (that means: i knew where your writings came from but, i had no intention of telling) i simply let the dexter peeps rap and regulate the game. (that means: some of the more cultured mouchette fans spoke up for me). if you want want to be swole about the whole deal, you always find love in a guess the book by excerpt chat.(that means: if you're pissed go somewhere else.) further more, i don't really like it when you say i'm bitching you on more than one screen name. you got the fucking nerve, fucking cheater, let real people say real things! if you want to talk e-mail me."(that means just what it says.)|