|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|09 Jun 2003||Elizabeth||Hey I am not sure the best way to kill urself, i have tried so many things... i have to see some shrink, and i have anti depressant pills! My life sux i am ugly n fat! My friends ya dey nice, but once i aint in there sight they like 2 talk shyt! I'm 14 and i know i have a "long" life to live, but wats da point in livin a hard, fucked up life when no one gives a fuck about u, when ya can just end it... i know im goin ta hell for sinnin so much so commiting suicide wont change gods choice he already has 1 for me! 1 word of advice though, dont tell anyone anything, not even your closest friends, my closest friends took my secret and told a teacher, the nurse, the principal, and a counselor! When they saw my arms they sent me to a doctor because i had so many scars, and many of them very deep... Not only do i cut myself but i am bulimic... I know its hard, and i know dat no one really understands, even people going through many of the same things, no one can ever understand the pain sum1 is going through, i know no one understands my pain...|
|09 Jun 2003||the gay punk||i assume everyone forgot about me. oh yeah i've been to niagara falls. if you want to kill yourself, hitchhike to niagara falls and lift your feet, and jump. it hurts, a hell fucking lot.
my grandmother crashed at our place friday. she's so ugly and annoying oh my god. and she's sleeping in my room so i have to sleep in the couch. well think about all your joys and shit before you kill yourself. losers. because i have it worse than you because
a) i can't fuck anyone (i'm gay, so that's strange, i should be having sex like bunnies at 15)
b) i am sleeping on the couch. i will be homeless in a little while
c) my dad "accidentally" punches my face while i was sleeping. fucker.
d) well, i can't think of anything else.
i have dreams. i want to be famous and be loved and that is sure not happening since my dad is working against my benefit (he wants me to starve!!!). he doesn't really care about me. my mom is a conservative bitch (think carrie's mother from carrie, the movie with sissy spacek). and so forth. fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you, wait, you're cool, and fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, and you, fuck you too.
|09 Jun 2003||Gabriella||it's not real a suggestion but, trying to burn your school down does not work. believe me it does not work and it does not help when there are six formers walking around and noticing a little year 3 kid with flaming frass in her hands.
burning schools don't work, believe me it don't. i tried and i got halfway towards the main building.
i tried it, it started okay but when i got closer to the main building a bloody sixth former saw me and reported me.
does not work, don't try it
|09 Jun 2003||Guestar||i feel like fucking killing my self right fucking now to tell you the truth. but i don't know what to do, well i know how to die, i just don't know the best way to do it at the moment, that's all. i am 17 years old. plus i couldn't be fucking bothered to read every single thing everyone has wrote for ideas on the best way to die. i have severe depression. plus my girl friend has a really unusual way of loving me. one could say it is called extreme abstinence, and yes, i am losing my fucking patience because she won't fucking sleep with me and i just want to die because of that. 2 fucking months man, 2 months is a really long fucking time man. all i have to say is if she really loved me she would sleep with me. FUCK! no, but a-fucking-pparently, she is always to fucking busy. oh yeah. this site is fucking stupid. you people are all fucking sick. some girl at my school committed suicide on the weekend. guess how old she was? 13 years old! you people should never joke about death like that. it makes me sick, i feel like throwing up. that is the truth, her name was Janelle. and oh yeah, the best way of killing yourself when you are 13 is to jump of a really really really high building. later.|
|09 Jun 2003||craig||you can choose one of two simple methods go to the laundry room and pick the washer or the dryer. start the machine climb inside and shut the door. The washing machine will drowned and poison you and the dryer will burn and suffocate you, what ever you prefer...|
|09 Jun 2003||shzam||Dear Nicki,
You should try to avoid spending time at
your apartment. No clubs at school? Start a new one, to help clean up the environment. Throw all your energy into this endeavor and let your mother know that you have seen light. She can't help but agree that you should work hard on such a noble cause and if these means that you will be spending much less time together, it is the unfortunate price you must pay...
|09 Jun 2003||Nicki||Hey, this is Nicki. I posted a few days ago under the help column. I'm 15 and have never attempted suicide. But I think about it constantly. But I've come up with some steps to help whenever I'm thinking about it.
1. Take into account the sin you are comitting.
2. Make sure your whole family doesn't hate you. (I myself have my little sister to help.)
3. Come to this site, post your feelings... It's suprising how many people, who have never met you in your life... actually spend their time trying to help you.
I have never been to any site like this before. But now, I want to help anyone who needs me. It gives you a purpose. Every life is fragile, no matter how low you think of yourself. There is someone in this pathetic world that loves you, even if you don't know them. Don't OD, and please don't cut yourself. It only causes more pain. To others. Strive for a better day and a better life. I'm not the most religous person in the world, and I'm not gonna try and force my religion on anyone else. But I've gotten saved, just a few weeks ago. It helps so much to pray, and your prayers are usually answered. I prayed for help, just to be talked down. And I was answered with so many caring people. Thank you everyone who talked to me last night and today.
If anyone else out there needs help, I'm here... email me at Skiier2003@aol.com or instant message me at Skiier2003, or NanashiYoukai
REMEMBER: You're not worthless
|09 Jun 2003||Nicole||Hey, it's me again. I still want to kill myself. My b/f dumped me and I still love him but my best friend is going to go out with him even though she knows I still love him. Isn't that just great? I just want to die.... she's such a bitch... bye|
|09 Jun 2003||will||Yesterday i came back down the loft. Cor, that was an experience. I did myself fish and chips. i decided to have a bottle of wine with it. I drunk the whole bottle, and well, it tasted of piss. Not that i drink piss, but this wine left an after taste. i became very drunk, and i think i fell asleep. My dearly beloved (said with sarcasm) came home early and caught me. Oh dear, i was sooo scared, i wanted the earth to swallow me up! ummm, i'm going back up the loft to hide...........|
|08 Jun 2003||j||If you have hatred and malice in your heart, your problems are caused by your friends or peers. Go to school with a 10/12 gauge shotgun and during lunch, which is usually where you can find the most people congregated in one place, shoot yourself in the face. Before you do that yell something haunting like," It's all your faults." Just an example.|
|08 Jun 2003||just a girl||nicki.... hey.. im just a girl.. i make regular posts on here to escape the insanity of my own life.. everyone has their story to tell right.. i know it must hurt to see your mum like that.. really hurt.. but u must remember that its her life she is ruining and it shouldnt have to ruin yours too.. especially by making u take your own life.. you're only 15 dude (im 16) and you got so much more to live for if that is your only problem.. in years to come you can be free of your mum and all her shit and make a really good life for yourself.. dont think of ending it now, you would miss out on so many things that are waiting for you to experience..
its understandable for it to make you feel a little crazy and depressed.. but remember its not a reason to take your own life.. feel free to come here and share your thoughts.. im always here.. trying to escape my own madness :)
|08 Jun 2003||Nicki||I am 15... but tonite i am in a great need to talk to someone... it's too late to call anyone, like they'd care. I'm alone in my room... there's so much crap going thru my head. I don't know what to do. I don't want to commit suicide, but at the same time I do. It's selfish and stupid, but my mom's a drunk. right now she's in the kitchen, drunk off her ass with some millionaire... She came into my room about a half an hour ago, after her new boyfriend came over and tried to buy me and my little sister off with a new CD player. I told him to go to hell, that we didn't need his money. My mom came in and told me what an ungrateful little brat I was... She told me I should just go away, and never come back. That she wouldn't miss me... I know she's drunk. But she's done this when she's sober. It only makes her more aggresive. I can't stand seeing her when she's drunk... I just can't take it. I mean, I'm suppose to be looking up to her right? But all my life all I've done i look down on her. I've raised myself, and my sister. All that cheap slut has done is gotten us in a tiny apartment... with barely any food. She uses guys for money, abuses me and my sister. I don't have friends because everyone thinks i'm some poor little twit with no life. I pray to God, I've gotten saved... I pray all the time for a better light. But there's nothing but more pain. I know that Suicide is a sin, but now I'm wondering if life is worth it. I've tried... i've really tried to improve my life. But I'm at the end of my rope... I need help...|
|07 Jun 2003||Suicidal Bliss||put a 9MM pistol in your mouth and pull the trigger. Instant death! Make sure you use a hollow point bullet to blow out the back of your head.
If no gun, take every cleaner under the kitchen sink and drink it. off to blissful permanent sleep
|07 Jun 2003||Demthsmydhone||It's alright, we're not going anywhere. Sun is shining.|
|07 Jun 2003||just a girl||emily... dont do it... if this site has helped you, like myself, delay your plans, even if for a few days.. keep holding on.. keep trying.. keep coming here and sharing your thoughts..
for your thoughts, just delayed my plans... for yet another day...
|07 Jun 2003||JJJ||ARLINGTON ROBINSON
(Set by John Duke)
Whenever Richard Cory went down town,
We people on the pavement looked at him:
He was a gentleman from sole to crown,
Clean favored and imperially slim.
And he was always quietly arrayed,
And he was always human when he talked;
But still he fluttered pulses when he said,
And he glittered when he walked.
And he was rich, yes richer than a king,
And admirably schooled in every grace:
In fine, we thought that he was everything
To make us wish we were in his place.
So on we worked, and waited for the light,
And went without the meat and cursed the bread;
And Richard Cory one calm summer night,
Went home and put a bullet through his head.
Suicidal people need therapeutic help, I have depression where I punish myself for the things I don't do, like talk to a girl or something. But I still try to fight the good fight... Hopefully I'll get through this with therapy.
|07 Jun 2003||Skidz||First. hook yourself up on the kind of drugs you only used out of distress when you were a child. Gasoline huffing on virgin lungs would work fine. Second. remove all of your clothing. Third. find a nice ladder. and finally. Throw! your body and mind into an 8 foot Fire Ant hill. the mind has bent. the body is gone. style is the key.|
|07 Jun 2003||will||ummm, i don't think there is an easy way to kill yourself. i always think up of different ways, but i can't carry it out. i suppose if someone shoots you at point blank range it's quick. sorry :(
Anyway, on a lighter note, i was cleaning up my new car. Well, it dates back to 1988, but it's new to me. I was lubricating the locks with that WD40 stuff. it comes with a small straw type thing, so that you can direct it better. well, i got this straw thing jammed in the boot(trunk)lock. i thought, you fuckin prat Will. It's still stuck in it. Ummm, you're all thinking, what's that got to do with suicide? hmmm, well, nothing actually. i thought i would just mention it. ummm, yeh well, i think i better return to the loft, don't you think......
|07 Jun 2003||I_Care||To Whoever will hear:
By the time i was 13, I wanted to die, too. I had been beatened frequently by a cruel step-father from age 4 until his death at age 10. Ridiculed at school....
Don't die. I don't mean to preach to you, but I can tell you that today, I'm alive. I'm an adult woman who remembers the cruelty of children at school. I didn't have all the nice things they had. And so, I was also treated badly.
Why am I still alive? I discovered that people whose confidence and self-worth is sabotaged at an early age are normally those with a special purpose in life. And all that is evil is trying desperately to prevent that purpose from being fulfilled. There are people waiting to meet you.... only YOU. Maybe some have not even been born as yet. But your absence from this planet will leave a vacancy that no one can fill. And much never accomplished... because only YOU can accomplish it.
Now... I will say... "Someone has already died for your pain.... and with Him... He took all the pain you're feeling now. His death declares just how valuable you are. His death says that you mean more to Him than His very own Life. And I agree. His statement on the Cross about your value should speak louder to you than the words of "kids". As an adult I have walked by MANY of the cruel children who tormented me in school.... now adults, homeless, disabled, alone, working domestic jobs, looking as if they are 20 years older than I. Nicole, GOD will not overlook their cruelty. But don't join them in their cruelty to you by ending your life. You will be agreeing with them. And they are WRONG.
Suicide is permanent answer to a temporary problem.
GOD's love for you is outside of the bad decisions made by our parents or family members. GOD's love for us is beyond what others see and say about us. That pounding at your heart.... that's Him.... knocking.... waiting for you to give Him permission to come in.
Right now, I'm praying for you. Choose life. Choose HIM.
From your despair... it's obvious He's already chosen you.
|06 Jun 2003||hermione granger||let your mum catch u sleeping with your step dad----------- she kill you herself and save you doing it|