|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|19 Jun 2003||Nollie||hmmmmmm i just stumbled across this thing lookin for the best way to do it... umm well so far obviously, i have been unsucessful as well. but i find that the best way to get it out of your system is to do something stupid. like, get on a skateboard go try somethin u would never try, sOMETHIn that u know will have that risk of doing damage. it's the best way. and half the time u don't even hurt yourself. cutting yourself is a good way, but make sure u know how sharp the knife is . i was used to doing it with one knife, and moved onto a butcher knife, and it sliced through and snapped one of them little bones on your wrist. bled all over the keyboard too haha. that was the best one. didn't die but so, i really couldn't imagine how hard u have to cut yourself, but i guess just aim for the vein. but i like the skateboarding idea. so give it a go. and yeh catch|
|19 Jun 2003||Kyle||AHHH...... all I know is I really hate living this life!!.... my life was pretty good until i was in the 6th grade... I finally came back to reality... and i woke up to a depression... i want to die so bad... but whenever somebody finds out they just start crying about how much they care about me and shit... well if they care about me so much how come they can't act like they do around me??... How come they didn't start to care until they realized i wanted to die?..... what's wrong with people... my friends ditch me for this stupid guy... who all he wants to do is get in bed with them... i really just wanna OD..... so please just tell me how much advil or ibeprofen i would have to take to die!!...|
|19 Jun 2003||leanne||how bout combining the lot 2getha... overdosing, slitting of the wrists and hanging urself. that'll teach em 4 bein so blind 2 ur suffering.|
|19 Jun 2003||naomi mikamura||...lalala... hey just a girl... just wanted to tell u and everyone else im still alive... unfortunatly...|
|19 Jun 2003||cello||hey all. i was reading all the posts here, and I wondered if I should give my input about my life. Well, for starters I'm 15 and live a fucked up life. My parents are always criticizing me, yelling at me. My friends make fun of me all the time. I'm ridiculed. I'm denied freedom. I couldn't go to my first sleepover until I was 13! I can't go anywhere, and when I do go somewhere I'm always getting chased down where I am. I don't have any freedom at all.. my parents piss me off. I need to find an easy way out of this, but overdosing and using a gun and stuff all scare the mess out of me. I was looking for something painless.. and if it has to be painful.. something quick.. that I will ony feel for a second or two. I've always dreamed of finding a vile like Romeo did when he killed himself. It seemed so easy when he died..|
|18 Jun 2003||Felicia On LIFE||I soon discovered at age 13, life would begin at 18. At 18, after losing my virginity, I actually thought life in blissful matrimony would happen until I was 25. Ten years later I grew older and had a mind of my own, never married, never had any children, and went out with guys who decided to remain at the maturity level of13 years or younger who have no clue in reading books on better relationships and sex tips Though one can sure ace as fellow mastermind on Dungeons and Dragons, pretend in being some secret agent of a Matrix or governmental conspiracy, remain planted behind the boob tube, conquer video games, drool at porno flicks, guzzle down several bottles of Budweiser and reefers all in one shot
all in the presence of being taken cared of by a significant other, or their mommy. Oh yeah, dating a computer freak who downloads on newest movies never yet seen on film with a barely naked eye, only to be watched rather than waste matinee or evening price. You finally meet the right one and think the world of them, knowing that they are married. You thought they would be wonderful in bed, yet find that they are lousy, when they think that the second round is too soon, and actually found that foreplay was more on your court and you were the teaser. Then you reminisce on the 26 year old homeboy that kept pumping you till you were tired even trying, when you keep wondering where they get all that energy from, and the previous homebody before that who was only out for your buckaroos. Alas, you break it off for no apparent reason because you were starting to feel like an A-holes Nancy. Not to forget, the time you almost got busted with your pants down, smoking reefers with a guy nine years younger than you, and having your bum exposed to California Highway Patrol. Then you have a cavity search and the Johns look at your teeth thinking you are a crack addict, only finding out that you have calcium deficiency and you feel like a blithering idiot. A young cop folds his hands and rolls his eyes up his head stating, "Oh please! Stop your drama!" Then he looks at your chest. Then you get proposed to by a guy you feel most comfortable but not so in love with and you think about the married guy when you are doing the horizontal polka. Then you keep wondering about how the Osbornes can have their daughter sing a re-hash of Madonnas Papa dont Preach.
And you contemplate committing suicide?
GAWD!!! I survived. If I can survive through all this shinola... then so can you.
|18 Jun 2003||leanne||what does it matter if u r under 13?? we're all suicidal and all feelin the same. fuk age. any1 knows how many sleepin pills will do the job??paracetamol etc sux. wanna chat 2 a stranger out of boredom??|
|18 Jun 2003||jomojojo||hey will and just a girl and gaypunk and the other names i see all throughout this site, i mentioned you only because at a glance you guys/girls appear to be the only ppl taking this site seriously
to ppl like molli who say this site makes them sick.. too bad you're gonna die one day, why not choose that day.
i like the idea of suicide, not suicide as such but death (quickest, easiest way to get dead is suicide so they kinda go hand in hand) as sylvia plaith put it "I just wanted to be free, you have no idea how free."
to all the people that posted saying suicide is the 'cowards' way out i have two things to say 1. u try it 2. we're all gonna go 'out' anyway, i'd rather walk thru the door than fall thru the floor. but either way u end up dead
as for all the 13 yr olds and stuff, erm, that's just creepy i mean fuck you are 13, so what mummy's a bitch wait til you can move out, and if you think life is unfair at 13 u got a fuck load coming. why don't you wait and see if there is anythng that is worth living for. don't wanna sound high and mighty (cos i feel everything but) but some people have REAL reasons to kill themselves. real reasons don't include parents or school or some jock that beats u up,
fuck it go kill urselves i dont care but i bet if u wait till ur 16 u will laugh so hard at ur pathetic excuses as to why u wanted to end ur life
i propose that suicide become R16 so that people have a chance to experience the wonderous (shithole) life they had forced upon them
|18 Jun 2003||robbie||probably the quickest way to end it all is to get a gun prefably a pistol because it will be easier to hold and take aim just behind the temples and squeeze the trigger don't pull it because you could jolt the gun and then you will probably end up braindamaged so take it slow the best calibre is a 357 magnum. the expected time should be about 2 millisecond good luck robbie.|
|18 Jun 2003||Genevieve||PPL don't understand how hard it is to kill yourself and everyone wants the easiest way. I don't have a gun to shoot myself, I'm not sure how to hang myself exactly, but I have only one question... does any kind of drug work to commit suicide by a drug overdose? I really need that fact on overdoses and poison because when I do it I want to make sure I don't live to have to try again. Please tell me everything soon! My life totally sucks and nobody cares, if you want to help me, tell me how to die by an overdose... that easiest, fastest way to die. I want it over now. I can't take any more shit.|
|18 Jun 2003||Debbie||I'm sure you're not up for my story... but it sounds like you are totally obsessed with this demon we all know as suicide. My father passed away when I was a very little girl-which left my brother and I very close as children and adults. He was my best friend. In fact we shared an apartment for about 10 years while I attended collage. In a way-he became the only "dad" I knew. I could depend on him for anything. He taught me how to drive and even how to cook. Well here's where the story actually begins. I started to notice him becoming distant, off in his own world. He would watch tv but you could tell he had no clue what he just watched. This went on for about 1 year. I kinda thought he was depressed but never knew or dreamed to what extent. He met a girl which he dated for only a few months and things started to go down hill. I called him from work one morning just to chat about the day's happenings and he sounded absoutly fine. After work I went to my mom's to try to tell her about Ray's depression and I thought it might be more serious than "just a phase, as I'm telling her the phone rings and it was Ray. He was so angry and histerical that I didn't ever recognize his voice... he told me that he loved me and goodbye.... I flew home which was only about 2 miles down the road to find he had shot himself in the head with a 12gauge shot gun. I have never talked about what I saw that night because I don't want my family to know how bad the scene really was. The best way I could describe it is if you took the biggest pot of chili imaginable and threw it all over the entire house inside and out. There was a bullet hole on the outside of the house as well. My brother laid there dead with his brains hanging out of his skull... his pain had finally ended and mine had only just began. It has been 5 years since this has happened to me and not a day or even an hour has passed that he has not crossed my mind in some way or another. I still have trouble eating red meat, seeing scary movies, guns, dead animals in the road, blood... the list goes on. So my advice to you is before you end your pain, think about the pain you are causing for your loved ones... for the REST of their life. Your pain may end, but theirs will be just beginning. What you do has an enormous effect on other people. Good luck in you decision and God Bless you-you are not alone.|
|17 Jun 2003||just a girl||oh will... if only there was something i could do to numb your pain...
and if only there was something you could do to numb mine...
but then again, if that existed, we would be able to numb everyone's pain...
and this wonderful site would no longer exist either :)
|17 Jun 2003||will||hi jen, hi ariel, hi just a girl. parents ay. although my mum was kind, my dad was bad. he beat me as a baby. my sisters witnessed it and they were sexually abused by him. shit, gotta go......|
|17 Jun 2003||Bim||You people don't know what you are talking about. You have no idea what suicide is all about. Suicide is not just an easy way out. Suicide is a way of expressing your pain and also relieving yourself of it.
I myself thought of suicide and still do. Why? Well, I am turning 16 and my parents are still bitchy, I get bashed everyday by jerks in school, I get bagged... And why?? I HAVE NEVER FUCKING DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE!! I FUCKING HATE LIFE!! IT IS NOT FAIR!! I KNOW PEOPLE WOULD NOW SAY "LIFE IS NOT MEANT TO BE FAIR", BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT?? GO FUCK YOURSELF CAUSE I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF NOW AND YOU CANT DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!! THATS RIGHT, I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF! WHAT, YOU THINK I'M KIDDING YOU?? GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING FAGGOT! I AINT GONNA COPE WITH THIS ANYMORE!!
I LOVE YOU HARRIET
|17 Jun 2003||ariel||This is not fucking funny. I hate how people make a mockery of suicide like, "oh i got a shitty grade on that math quiz, i should just go and kill myself." it's not fucking funny. it's desperate and i need a fucking way out. i've already been hospitalized and my parents aren't taking me seriously. my sister made this joke that's like "oh maybe i should kill myself like arielle tried to because that's the only way to get attention in this house." well fuck that, i'm fucking dead on the inside, it's like i need a way to make the vessel dead, my soul is dead, now it's my body's turn. it's so fucking painful. everyday i wake up and wish i hadn't|
|17 Jun 2003||jessica||well im 16 and ive been in several hospitals since i was 13 they say i am (bipolar) sounds good huh well anyway ive been trying to kill myself for 3 yrs now nothing works maybe i'll just have someone else do it for me anyway pills dont work so dont even bother i also like cutting myself it calms me down ive never cut deep enough anyway maybe hanging urself is a good way havent tried it yet i might|
|17 Jun 2003||will||i cut my arm today. i was so down. i cried most of the day. walked around the garden feelin suicidal. its a horrible feeling. ughh, gotta go.......|
|16 Jun 2003||Prophet --+||i am new to this well... as new as one can be to... well i dont really know what to call it, yeah! i live in new zealand with all the sheep and i want to die. before i get to the end i will tell you a bit about myself. i am 16 years old and i was born a bastard and had to endure 12 years of having a 'required' father. (he was my biological father, but repeat that again and i will rip your throat out to see how the blood flows). i have got rid of him since and now for the last five years i have been smoking marijuana from between twice a week to my current rate of aprx 3+ a day. umm what other little fragments of my life will please you?.?.? i couldn't think so i went downstairs and got my favourite knife, it's a long old cheap plastic thing but i dont care how it looks, you should feel this knife against the thin skin covering your veins it's almost magical. that gave me some ideas on what to write but now i have forgotten them so i am just going to write.
today was my usual day, i awoke to screaming high pitch voices of radio jocks and crappy pop music as i rolled over to smoke my first bucket bong (don't know then look) of the day as usual i decided i wouldn't today as it is always fun to see what i am away from for most of my life (i don't even see properly, i haven't tried in a while but i am pretty sure it would take at least a week of not smoking for me to get my head into some form of order) on the walk to school i saw this great thing a small hedgehog had been run over by a car and all its guts and insides where strewn over the road. i wanted to pick up its dead lifeless body but i didn't think i should im not sure why. i thought that i guess i don't like the idea of ppl fukin with u when u r dead. when i die i want to GO not to heaven or hell i just want to be nothing. well i now have the perplexing task of finding some new drug so i can get wasted tonite.
i nearly forgot the best bit and the answer to the question in bold. well it don't really work for a 13 yr old but what the hey this is my idea and i dont care if it doesn't work for you cos i am sure it will for me.
1) Borrow two plus thousand dollars
2) Buy drugs, strong ones and lots of them (acid, meth, 2cb, dmt, dxm, cocaine, P)
3) Get high for as long as your afore mentioned stash allows
4) go steal a car off your local performance car store 0r boy racer)
5) (my favourite part) drive into a wall at atleast 250kmph+ that way your heart minces through your ribcage on impact. now if that ain't a good picture i dont know what is.
|16 Jun 2003||just a girl||i hope life isn't one big joke...
because i don't get it...
|16 Jun 2003||Jen||hi will gay punk and just a girl! i'm new on here but guess what i'm full blown nut! weeeeeee!!
i have manic depression/bipolar disorder anxiety obsessive compulsive disorder and post traumatic stress disorder i've been on tons of meds but recently guess what i think my parents are kicking me out! and i lost my celexa since i was on lexapro paxil welbutrin and depakote. i was raped twice cocaine addiction and i've od'd on heroin and it's fun. you pass out and swake up then scream. i just nodded out where the fuck are we going?!?!? and they said he hospital and you say wait?!?! where's the other 6 bags?!?! and they say we didn't get them and you say turn the fuck around let's get more dope! and they say ok! and shooting coke is just as fun!!!! yipee!!! the heroin od's ( all three of them) have yet to kill me along with getting my stomach pumped three times from od's and the happy hospital 3 times i mean c'mon now!!! can't i just fuckin die!?!?!? i mean i have the scars that say wtf? why is she still alive?!!? i mean i almost beat the hell out of dr trying to save my ass! i'm like no pumping my stomach!!!! go away let me die fucker!! man america sucks!!! some finds you and calls 911!! ever damn time!! i need a little help who wants to play william tell with me??? or maybe bobbing for hairdryers?!?! damn it c'mon now!!!! anyway i'm screwed parents are kicking me out so i stopped taking my medication... so i'm hoping it'll reinduce my state oh pyschotia more so i can jump off my roof (third floor) no parachute head first into the convertibles windshield it'll be fun!!! i'll leave a note so my mom doesn't ask why.... it'll say well better dead than on the streets getting raped again and again and again! thanks for caring stupid hoe who says she's a mom
p.s. thought i'd take the 20,000 car with me! hope you rot in hell since you were always rotten parents!! anyway what's everyone up to....