|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Aug 2003||hayley-j||hi my name is hayley and i think about constantly killing myself, my life hasnt been the best but it certainly hasnt been the worst. i wont bore u with my shitty little life but i cant tell u how selfish i feel for wishing i was dead when i have a gorgeous little baby girl and a gorgeous b/friend. people are much worse off than me and i should be grateful for my life, i have never been raped or abused (well only mentally) but i cannot and dont want to begin to know how it feels. i dont want to die anymore i want to live for all those people who have killed themselves hoping they can see a better life through my eyes. maybe you should do the same please dont do anything to harm yourselves i know it sounds so easy with the words rolling from MY mouth when u dont know me but you dont have to know someone inside out to care for them and all u out there suffering im talking to u personally please email me even if its just to tell me how pathetic this email is cos' at least ur communicating with me i am such a good listener so please dont hesitate|
|25 Aug 2003||Alex||Stand on the edge of a cliff, then get your friend behind you to play Queen on full volume. Nature willl take its course.|
|25 Aug 2003||UFO||Tomando hasta morir|
|24 Aug 2003||leanne||go to the butchers and and get loads of raw chicken and beef then get some eggs go home and eat the meat raw and drink the eggs|
|24 Aug 2003||Steve||Listen to Nine Inch Nails. Trent Reznor has created some of the most emotionally relevant music that deals with suicide and self-loathing, not to mention the fact that it's some of the most amazing, well-executed music you'll ever hear as well. There's a reason why he is critically acclaimed.|
|24 Aug 2003||Jillian||inject air into your veins with a needle. the air bubble will travel to your heart in minutes and you will die. this isn't a good idea if you want painful, because you won't feel a thing.|
|23 Aug 2003||Terri||i'm nearly 16 years old. my life has been shit for a while now. everyday i have a battle with myself wether or not i should kill myself or not. i've tried but everytime chicken out. i have nothing to live for. i'm not like most cases, i've had boyfriends and i could get more if i wanted but no one understands me. i don't talk to people, i rather hate being in a crowded room if i'm not drunk. my parents are together but both act like they don't want me around. if they had it their way i most likely wouldn't. i find myself crying all the time, and trying my damndess to find something good in my life. but i never do. i need someone but no one cares. please help me, i only want to be happy. please.|
|22 Aug 2003||baliey||take a bunch of percocet, like maybe 10-15. wait tlil they take effect, then walk out into the ocean
p.s. fuck my parents, their the reason i'm the way i am
|22 Aug 2003||Smurtz||Go to school every day and sleep. Your teacher will kill you, promise!|
|21 Aug 2003||the gay punk||there was like a trailer in the parking lot of our apartment building, it's so hilarious. like it just crashed there, and the doors and windows were like barred it was so funny. and purposeless, like our existence (oh god) like, why the fuck do you need to bar the door of a trailer?
anyways i feel shitty again today. it was nice yesterday. i went out, met new people, one guy told me i was cute, there was this guy with his shirt off that i wanted to fuck, but as always, i was too shy to ask.
back to topic i feel shitty. better than suicidal, like i laugh at the days like last april when i was like, i want to slash myself (i never did, though i tried to strangle myself while sleeping). i laugh at that now. but though i still feel shitty. that's not much better isnt it?
ps will if you are dead i will smack you (joke), don't be dead honey please
|20 Aug 2003||Nadia||You know, I have heard a lot of stories in people actually commiting suicide, writing notes to their loved ones before they take their own life. I understand, suicide to me was the best option. Get out of this world quickly, efficiently, leave all shit behind and maybe start a new one, whether it would be on the other side or not... It is the best reason among others to get rid of problems... Listen, I'm bisexual, ok, and since I was 14 I knew it and at times I wanted to be a male so much I'd cry in the corner of my room till I could cry no more. I wanted to dress, walk, talk and act like a boy. I wanted to impress and flatter like a guy would, god knows I wanted to. Now imagine it, that is the one situation where you cannot take tablets to change your sex like you can take to depress a pain, you cannot change immediately when you feel like it, you have to LIVE WITH IT for the rest of your existence, whether you like it or not. Now that is one situation where it cannot be helped, am I right? Unless you consider major surgery you cannot. Telling my family... well, I would have none after that. I was depressed, but I thought to myself, why am I like this?? Why am I so negative? and there was no answer. So pulling myself up, I decided to have a go at being more positive in this life. I faced all positive aspects. I am bi, yes, but that does not stop me marrying and having children with a guy. And do I need to tell anyone? No of course not, because I will focus on the right side of me... Soon with my own mind, I felt better, I got up and smelt the fresh air and thought to myself, why not stay?? We were put on this earth for what reason??-to live, simple enough. Thats all we need to know, and that should be enough encouragement for many people. To tell me and others that you simply want to die, tells me you are weak minded and you do not have any immunity in you. So here's a bit of advice, also based on my experiences. To me, love is the most important thing in the world, without love for yourself or anyone else, existence is worthless. Learn to love yourself. Tell yourselves this: There are much worse off people in the world, there are people who continue to live in fear and hatred surrounding them, like living between four walls, people who cannot escape because there are no exits, but in myself, I can find a reason to stand up and go outside, and be positive, and I can survive knowing that my future is waiting for me and I will ensure that my life WILL be worth living, for the today is the begining of the rest of my life, and let that be a lesson not forgotten.
In other words dont sit on your ass, feeling depressed and filled with bad emotion, get out there, get help, draw a list of positives-and I know there is in all of you- and FORGET what went on in the past, leave it all behind. One person to look up to is 'David Pelzer'- Read his first book. And he survived... and so should you...
|19 Aug 2003||the gay punk||i'm sad right know, there is so much you can do in the internet. but i found instant boredom in 3 minutes, then i surfed some gay porn (long time since) which might scare the shit of whoever's beside me, i look at the dude, minding his own business. well at least his life might be getting better, which is the total opposite of my condition, slobbering on my couch with withdrawal symptoms. i feel better now. i might not be addicted to anything anymore, but i miss pot and dope. damn.
hey i have a solution to you suicidals, run away. most of all of your miseries come from pops who rape you yada yada. just hitchhike to another city and look for the government to place you to a happy family. i wanna run away man, fuck. i want to find eternal glory, kicking epople's asses. oh that's my life, adios
|19 Aug 2003||someone who is positive towards life||no one should be at this site it is very negative towards children and teens that view it. help me shut this site down permanently. i think this will promote horrible things in the world and depress who ever reads this garbage. this is a very large amount of trash and no one should think or write or do these kinds of things. life can be rough but life is not fair but think you were out here for a reason not to take your own life god decides that. be smart dont go to this kind of garbage. my father comitted suicide and my whole family is feeling guilty. so just answer this: how would you feel if your mother or father or some one you loved so much did this? so why would you?|
|19 Aug 2003||will||hmmm, if i havent said it. Bye everyone. see ya gay punk. i gotta end it, really really sorry. xxx remember me......|
|19 Aug 2003||harakiri||i tryed to look myself up with gas but my mother catch me, anyway i think thats the best way ..|
|18 Aug 2003||adrian||With sleeping pills, virtually painless and no one thinks to wake you because you look peaceful and rested . Same for me soon .|
|18 Aug 2003||Felicia on Economical Spending||My stress of Arnold being the next governor is hazy. But for all you know he may be good. Some American born citizens become judgmental by assuming Arnold Schwarzenegger will win through popular vote in the recall election and be a terrible California State Governor.
For one thing as far as math skills, Arnold counts his safe and swiss accounts daily from the residual incomes of blockbuster Terminator hits along with Olympia Gold Medals, including his connection to the Kennedy Dynasty. Compared to California Governor Gray Davis, American born, whom thirty-six years ago rolled in beach sand and moonlighted kisses with Cybil "Maddie Hayes" Sheppard. If we, the born Americans were all trained in math to be highly efficient with the rest of the World, there will be no economic budget crisis, less suicides, wealth in the land, and less frivolous governmental spending on IKEA furniture from Washington D.C. to the White House.
Though I myself am not able to handle the balancing of governmental accounts assets, which will involve millions of dollars, I too can be overwhelmed and say, Well I'll let the government take care of it, they can figure it out.
Well, that's what one accountant did and that is why the senate is spending money the accountant stashed away because he or she had no time to deal with it. As a result, new furniture from Ikea and Apple computer monitors get expedited to the White House. Later Arnold gets elected from the total recall vote, fixes up the economic deficit with his honed math skills and Swiss accounts, his face gets engraved on fifty cent coins, taxes are refurbished, exercise tapes on health and beauty are distributed to each household along with pumping iron pills, and we are at world peace all over again.
Thank you God. Arnold is here to save the world from economic destruction and I am running out of lottery money, badly.
Please support the Felicia Floresca Organization of the Economically Deprived at 1600 Pennsylvania Washington D.C.
Assign it in attention to the accountant in charge of the Bush weaponry fund.
Money orders only please and send it through Federal Express, overnight delivery.
|18 Aug 2003||Ender Wiggen||Hey "Just A Girl", on the 21st of April did you post as "Guy behind the girl"? Just curious because I've been reading through a lot of the posts and find myself feeling a connection with you. Are you doing ok right now?|
|17 Aug 2003||skippy||Ya'll are some sick mother-fuckers. GO get a life. You buncha' dumb bitches. Fuck all of ya'll fuckin' fuckers.
|15 Aug 2003||Fed Up Frieda||The world has come to a halt and my laptop is running on solar batteries. The phone lines are still working, and the folks in New York are complaining about the power outtages. I keep thinking to myself with all this new technology coming to progress, we still can't figure why things are still coming to a standstill when the lights are out. Does Solar Energy ever come to mind? There are so much of these kits out there that are hardly ever utilized. Somebody out there, make your own Solar kit for God's sake?!!!|