|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|18 Jun 2003||robbie||probably the quickest way to end it all is to get a gun prefably a pistol because it will be easier to hold and take aim just behind the temples and squeeze the trigger don't pull it because you could jolt the gun and then you will probably end up braindamaged so take it slow the best calibre is a 357 magnum. the expected time should be about 2 millisecond good luck robbie.|
|18 Jun 2003||Genevieve||PPL don't understand how hard it is to kill yourself and everyone wants the easiest way. I don't have a gun to shoot myself, I'm not sure how to hang myself exactly, but I have only one question... does any kind of drug work to commit suicide by a drug overdose? I really need that fact on overdoses and poison because when I do it I want to make sure I don't live to have to try again. Please tell me everything soon! My life totally sucks and nobody cares, if you want to help me, tell me how to die by an overdose... that easiest, fastest way to die. I want it over now. I can't take any more shit.|
|18 Jun 2003||Debbie||I'm sure you're not up for my story... but it sounds like you are totally obsessed with this demon we all know as suicide. My father passed away when I was a very little girl-which left my brother and I very close as children and adults. He was my best friend. In fact we shared an apartment for about 10 years while I attended collage. In a way-he became the only "dad" I knew. I could depend on him for anything. He taught me how to drive and even how to cook. Well here's where the story actually begins. I started to notice him becoming distant, off in his own world. He would watch tv but you could tell he had no clue what he just watched. This went on for about 1 year. I kinda thought he was depressed but never knew or dreamed to what extent. He met a girl which he dated for only a few months and things started to go down hill. I called him from work one morning just to chat about the day's happenings and he sounded absoutly fine. After work I went to my mom's to try to tell her about Ray's depression and I thought it might be more serious than "just a phase, as I'm telling her the phone rings and it was Ray. He was so angry and histerical that I didn't ever recognize his voice... he told me that he loved me and goodbye.... I flew home which was only about 2 miles down the road to find he had shot himself in the head with a 12gauge shot gun. I have never talked about what I saw that night because I don't want my family to know how bad the scene really was. The best way I could describe it is if you took the biggest pot of chili imaginable and threw it all over the entire house inside and out. There was a bullet hole on the outside of the house as well. My brother laid there dead with his brains hanging out of his skull... his pain had finally ended and mine had only just began. It has been 5 years since this has happened to me and not a day or even an hour has passed that he has not crossed my mind in some way or another. I still have trouble eating red meat, seeing scary movies, guns, dead animals in the road, blood... the list goes on. So my advice to you is before you end your pain, think about the pain you are causing for your loved ones... for the REST of their life. Your pain may end, but theirs will be just beginning. What you do has an enormous effect on other people. Good luck in you decision and God Bless you-you are not alone.|
|17 Jun 2003||just a girl||oh will... if only there was something i could do to numb your pain...
and if only there was something you could do to numb mine...
but then again, if that existed, we would be able to numb everyone's pain...
and this wonderful site would no longer exist either :)
|17 Jun 2003||will||hi jen, hi ariel, hi just a girl. parents ay. although my mum was kind, my dad was bad. he beat me as a baby. my sisters witnessed it and they were sexually abused by him. shit, gotta go......|
|17 Jun 2003||Bim||You people don't know what you are talking about. You have no idea what suicide is all about. Suicide is not just an easy way out. Suicide is a way of expressing your pain and also relieving yourself of it.
I myself thought of suicide and still do. Why? Well, I am turning 16 and my parents are still bitchy, I get bashed everyday by jerks in school, I get bagged... And why?? I HAVE NEVER FUCKING DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE!! I FUCKING HATE LIFE!! IT IS NOT FAIR!! I KNOW PEOPLE WOULD NOW SAY "LIFE IS NOT MEANT TO BE FAIR", BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT?? GO FUCK YOURSELF CAUSE I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF NOW AND YOU CANT DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!! THATS RIGHT, I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF! WHAT, YOU THINK I'M KIDDING YOU?? GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING FAGGOT! I AINT GONNA COPE WITH THIS ANYMORE!!
I LOVE YOU HARRIET
|17 Jun 2003||ariel||This is not fucking funny. I hate how people make a mockery of suicide like, "oh i got a shitty grade on that math quiz, i should just go and kill myself." it's not fucking funny. it's desperate and i need a fucking way out. i've already been hospitalized and my parents aren't taking me seriously. my sister made this joke that's like "oh maybe i should kill myself like arielle tried to because that's the only way to get attention in this house." well fuck that, i'm fucking dead on the inside, it's like i need a way to make the vessel dead, my soul is dead, now it's my body's turn. it's so fucking painful. everyday i wake up and wish i hadn't|
|17 Jun 2003||jessica||well im 16 and ive been in several hospitals since i was 13 they say i am (bipolar) sounds good huh well anyway ive been trying to kill myself for 3 yrs now nothing works maybe i'll just have someone else do it for me anyway pills dont work so dont even bother i also like cutting myself it calms me down ive never cut deep enough anyway maybe hanging urself is a good way havent tried it yet i might|
|17 Jun 2003||will||i cut my arm today. i was so down. i cried most of the day. walked around the garden feelin suicidal. its a horrible feeling. ughh, gotta go.......|
|16 Jun 2003||Prophet --+||i am new to this well... as new as one can be to... well i dont really know what to call it, yeah! i live in new zealand with all the sheep and i want to die. before i get to the end i will tell you a bit about myself. i am 16 years old and i was born a bastard and had to endure 12 years of having a 'required' father. (he was my biological father, but repeat that again and i will rip your throat out to see how the blood flows). i have got rid of him since and now for the last five years i have been smoking marijuana from between twice a week to my current rate of aprx 3+ a day. umm what other little fragments of my life will please you?.?.? i couldn't think so i went downstairs and got my favourite knife, it's a long old cheap plastic thing but i dont care how it looks, you should feel this knife against the thin skin covering your veins it's almost magical. that gave me some ideas on what to write but now i have forgotten them so i am just going to write.
today was my usual day, i awoke to screaming high pitch voices of radio jocks and crappy pop music as i rolled over to smoke my first bucket bong (don't know then look) of the day as usual i decided i wouldn't today as it is always fun to see what i am away from for most of my life (i don't even see properly, i haven't tried in a while but i am pretty sure it would take at least a week of not smoking for me to get my head into some form of order) on the walk to school i saw this great thing a small hedgehog had been run over by a car and all its guts and insides where strewn over the road. i wanted to pick up its dead lifeless body but i didn't think i should im not sure why. i thought that i guess i don't like the idea of ppl fukin with u when u r dead. when i die i want to GO not to heaven or hell i just want to be nothing. well i now have the perplexing task of finding some new drug so i can get wasted tonite.
i nearly forgot the best bit and the answer to the question in bold. well it don't really work for a 13 yr old but what the hey this is my idea and i dont care if it doesn't work for you cos i am sure it will for me.
1) Borrow two plus thousand dollars
2) Buy drugs, strong ones and lots of them (acid, meth, 2cb, dmt, dxm, cocaine, P)
3) Get high for as long as your afore mentioned stash allows
4) go steal a car off your local performance car store 0r boy racer)
5) (my favourite part) drive into a wall at atleast 250kmph+ that way your heart minces through your ribcage on impact. now if that ain't a good picture i dont know what is.
|16 Jun 2003||just a girl||i hope life isn't one big joke...
because i don't get it...
|16 Jun 2003||Jen||hi will gay punk and just a girl! i'm new on here but guess what i'm full blown nut! weeeeeee!!
i have manic depression/bipolar disorder anxiety obsessive compulsive disorder and post traumatic stress disorder i've been on tons of meds but recently guess what i think my parents are kicking me out! and i lost my celexa since i was on lexapro paxil welbutrin and depakote. i was raped twice cocaine addiction and i've od'd on heroin and it's fun. you pass out and swake up then scream. i just nodded out where the fuck are we going?!?!? and they said he hospital and you say wait?!?! where's the other 6 bags?!?! and they say we didn't get them and you say turn the fuck around let's get more dope! and they say ok! and shooting coke is just as fun!!!! yipee!!! the heroin od's ( all three of them) have yet to kill me along with getting my stomach pumped three times from od's and the happy hospital 3 times i mean c'mon now!!! can't i just fuckin die!?!?!? i mean i have the scars that say wtf? why is she still alive?!!? i mean i almost beat the hell out of dr trying to save my ass! i'm like no pumping my stomach!!!! go away let me die fucker!! man america sucks!!! some finds you and calls 911!! ever damn time!! i need a little help who wants to play william tell with me??? or maybe bobbing for hairdryers?!?! damn it c'mon now!!!! anyway i'm screwed parents are kicking me out so i stopped taking my medication... so i'm hoping it'll reinduce my state oh pyschotia more so i can jump off my roof (third floor) no parachute head first into the convertibles windshield it'll be fun!!! i'll leave a note so my mom doesn't ask why.... it'll say well better dead than on the streets getting raped again and again and again! thanks for caring stupid hoe who says she's a mom
p.s. thought i'd take the 20,000 car with me! hope you rot in hell since you were always rotten parents!! anyway what's everyone up to....
|16 Jun 2003||molli||WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! OMG this is so sick OMG I am so freaked out well I know the answer to this question because I spent 3 years trying to killl myself and I am 13 but I will never tell I hate this the blood the everything I just want to die again!!!!|
|16 Jun 2003||Jen||bang your head on a wall after taking all the pills in your house and washing them down with draino eventually the banging will knock you out! and you wont' wake up!|
|16 Jun 2003||molli||OKAy first of I am one who has tried many times as to commit suicide I am a girl I am almost 14 and I know that it is harder than it sounds to do this and to commit suicide. no one should and I know the real answer to this but like I will tell any one beccause no one has the right to do this to themselves and to be so selfish. this is the worst site I have seen and it makes me sick I feel like I want to throw up all over the keyboard!!!!!|
|16 Jun 2003||Geo||How about in a ball pit? Find one of the many heroine needles junkies leave in there, and stick yerself in the jugular with it. I really hope no one takes this serriously! =*|
|15 Jun 2003||mary||hi. i'm 14 years old and i've been contemplating suicide for the last 4 years. my mom died when i was 4.. and my dad got remarried in 1997..to someone who is a two-faced, selfish bitch. the fighting with my stepmom got so bad that i was kicked out of my own house. because my stepmom was scared of me. i know have been living with my grandparents for the last year and things once again things haven't been going well. and i have been kicked out, my deadline being next tuesday. i have nowhere to go. and i think that killing myself... ending it all. is the way to go. i want to go out in style. any ideas?|
|15 Jun 2003||nadia||hi look im 14 and well ive had a fucked up life ma parents neva loved me.. all ma life i was with a nanny... ma mum got sick when i was born and has blamed it on me ever since... ma dad we he he... he sexualy abused me and so has ma older brother and when i was a baby they physically abused me.... i used to get bullied at skool all the time because of the way i am... ever since i was 7 ive been cutting ma wrists open or taking ods... and seven yrs have past and im still on this fucked up planet.. i never wanted to fall in love and i have ..and i tought he loved me two but i was wrong the first time we went out it was good we've gone out 5 times and hes either cheated on me or just dumped me... now he knows i love him but he dont care he runbbs it in he swears at me and insults me all day.. hes always making me cry... im never really said anything to anyone before but god i need help i wanna die ive tried to die.. but nothing works.. my best friends say they understand but.. they have the perfect familys there parents love them.. look after them and care for them.. i was unwanted and hated and abused... i used to be ove weight and when i was everyone would make fun of me and take the piss now that ive lost weight ive got more friends but still they dont really know me cus to almost half the world money and looks is everything .....|
|15 Jun 2003||Ali||The best way goes something like this... my brother did it too, and it worked!!! It's just that he can't tell me exactly how he did it, but i think i've seen enough.
Take a rope, and go to the biggest tree in da hood. Then hang the rope over a branch and make a circle that fits around your neck. Then take a chair and go stand on it, put the rope around your neck and jump. Make sure that the rope is tied to the tree.
This way takes a lot of time, so you can also just by poison for snails or whatever and drink/eat it. Suc6 and let me know if you succeeded. :P
|15 Jun 2003||Sethron||Dare we speak of such disturbing matters? *The evil grin slowly draws across her lips* Suicide is a work of art--and skill. You have to do it without maiming the body. After all, if they can't identify you, how can the necrophiliacs have their lovely dreams of taking their fun with young children come true? Tie yourself up in a garbage bag, Darling, and wait for the oxygen to run out.|