|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Aug 2003||will||No messages til 27th:( hope im still here. im soooo depressed, i wanna die. i will try and be good gay punk. im 40 by the way. pretty ancient, but not as ancient as Mick Jagger. gee he is ugly. poor sod. their music ie Rolling Stones is rather naff. i could write something better myself on my music software. byeeeeee|
|02 Aug 2003||Socialistic, moralistic, non-imperalistic friend||Move to Sweden you all.
Here are almost no biggots, racists, homophobes or such. Instead the majority are nice people who respect each other. Come here and you won't feel alone anymore. It's called Socialism (no not Communism for all you parents who read this). For all I know USA is just one big imperalistic race track where the good guys finish last and the successful, good looking, smart, rich, inventive etc. get everything they want.
Although Sweden is a small country, we are ranked #4 on the world's best countries to live in, presented by the UN. Our neighbor Norway ranks #1, the UK #15 and US #6. It's strange. When I visited New York 2000 I saw people begging in the streets. Uhm, people had to beg in the streets in order to live? Where the hell was I... Hell?
A man tossed a coin in the face of a beggar - who was black by the way. As I picked up the coin and put it in the poor mans hand, he looked me in the eyes and said: "thanks brother".
Yeah, I know, I'm being a stupid moralist, but listen: No man nor woman in Sweden has to beg for cash on some lousy street where people pass by, not caring whether the person lives or dies. The reason for this is not that everyone in Sweden is born rich. Instead high taxes (highest in the world) are used in order to give every citizen a decent life. Among many things we have public health care, just like Canada.
So people live on contributions in your country you say? What a bunch of lazy slobs, what have they ever made for your country? This is where tolerance enters the picture. It's not easy to stick to, since you have to make sacrifices yourself, but it's humane.
There are those in Sweden who wish a more capitalistic state. They can present many good arguments about why we need to remove the public (gov.) sector and make room for the private sector. Arguments that leave room for GREAT economics (for some people), but no mercy for the ones who are retarded, lazy, poor, lazy, poor, lazy, stupid, retarded, homo, on the edge of society, poor or suicidal for that matter. They say everyone will gain profit from a privatized community. Is that so? Well, compared to Communism, in which everyone has to live on the same low level it sure is great... for some people.
How about a land where everything is equally good for everyone? A land without prejudices? Nah, that won't happen in a long time. But I feel we're well on the way here though.
From the middle of the 19th century to the beginning of the early 20th, Swedes immigrated to America seeking better lives for themselves.
Now I say: immigrate back to Sweden! Or even better: fight for justice and equal rights where you live. It's your call.
Me, a guy who your parents doubtlessly will call a red f****** commie scum and condemn to burn forever in Hell.
|02 Aug 2003||Joe||If you're a girl,
go to a biker bar and ask some scary looking dudes if they could be your daddy and make you feel really good.
-Let me know how it turns out.
|02 Aug 2003||Mouchette||This page won't be updated before the 27th of August. Meanwhile, I'm keeping all your messages and will publish them after that date.
|02 Aug 2003||doesn't matter||your ways are shit, if i'm not here tomorrow mine are better. i thought i'd at least have something interesting to say but no my life was that crap, nothing to say & no one to say it to, bye.|
|01 Aug 2003||the gay punk||omgod. just a girl is still here!!! yay. um i don't know what to say and why i am only reacting at this instant.
i'll explain. i'm very pissed at this moment, contrary to the gay tradition of busking out i the sun because it's duh, summer. i have no money and dad only gives me money in the school year (yes i am that young). so i have no money, but no job at this time either, therefore depression, watching tv, eating what mom cooked, and so on.
omgod the people who are supposed to be dead by now, aka the fucking rolling stones, had a concert with 450,000 people in attendance. first of all i can't believe that they're still alive considering the amount of dope and children they have done/made in their lifetime. second of all their music is shit. third of all it makes me sad that 450,000 people, most of them under 30, would pay 20 fricking dollars to see who could have been my grandpa. (note, imagine how miserable your life is if you are mick jagger daughter)
anyways, just a girl is still alive, (yeah what are you doing lately? second question, who are you doing lately?) and will meanwhile, honey please don't, okay. you are not ugly. gay men can never be ugly. i fucked 55 year old men who suprisingly i mistake for a paul walker lookalike (just with the white hair). and they're hotter than their twenty something counterparts who i can shoot one of these days.
and besides PC (i don't hate you) is prolly dead
that gay guy i told not to kill himself is prolly dead
don't be the third one.
coz i know i have to follow all of you
|01 Aug 2003||samantha||i have tried several times. my next way is to just to shoot myself in the head. i am in such pain all the time. nothing has went right in my life so why not end it|
|01 Aug 2003||The Supreme Possiblity of Das Sein||You just have to know that your mother tried to abort you 13 years before. (It works)|
|31 Jul 2003||Joshua||I hate my life. Ive been suffering from depression ever since i was about 6-7. Im 18 and have never felt as worse as i am right now. I constantly think about killing myself, the only reason i can think of, why im still here is because of my mum. I dont know what she would do if she knew I killed myself.
Im 18 and i have never had a girlfriend or a job. All my friends are moving up and on, and i am going no where. I am an ugly pathetic loser. I dont know what to do. THis is not a message for you to sympathies to, i guess im just asking for help
My life is shit and i have no reason to believe that it will ever get any better. Why cant i just die accidentally or something, then it wouldnt be my fault.
|31 Jul 2003||Guertrude||Find someone else who is 13 laying somewhere dead that looks sooo much like you and fake your death and be reborn! hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!|
|31 Jul 2003||will||i think perhaps i will gas myself, but i wont tell anyone im gonna do it. ultimate suprise!!! i shall enjoy doing it :) bye bye|
|30 Jul 2003||brody||after readin my last entry i realised that i shouldn't be giving other people ideas and dwelling in my own self pity. you don't need to hear that i really don't think any of you should go that far. every1 feels worthless but i've finally realised that life can be so much better if u actually seek help from ur parents ect...|
|30 Jul 2003||katta||cuando yo tenia 12 años queria matarme, no solo morir. habia en el suicidio un rito importante que coronaria mi muerte. para este cometido, busque en el botiquin de mi casa todas las pastillas que habian e hice un batido con estas y jugo de piña. luego lo tome y me acoste. desperte horas despues, nadie en mi casa habia notado que estuve ausente por tanto tiempo, desperte con un terrible dolor de cabeza y por spuesto no estaba muerta. tenia verguenza de mi ineptitud, dentro de las pastillas no habia mucho que pudiera matarne: un par de aspirinas. lo demas eran vitaminas, antibioticos, analgesicos, desinflamatorios, etc. para sucidarse cin medicamentos hay que tener ciertos conococimientos de medicina que yo no tenia y claro, menos romanticismo|
|30 Jul 2003||My dear girl, what is it all about? You have so much ahead of you. You have a wonderful life to live, for God's sake. Please talk to someone, Samaritans, your doctor, best friend, but please get help. Does your family know what you are going through?
I suspect your site is there to shock, and I can only hope that you are not sick enough to put a site on the internet to do that. But if you are serious, GET HELP. You poor kid.
|30 Jul 2003||barry hienz||tie a dog to your throat or a boulder with cord and chuck it out the window|
|30 Jul 2003||will||Lisa, im not young. im pretty damn old, and still find it hard.|
|30 Jul 2003||freeze knight||jumping|
|30 Jul 2003||will||I feel like getting soooo drunk, and then connecting the vacuum hose to the exhaust pipe of my car. i bought some percel tape the other day. i can then lay in my car, and fall asleep forever:)|
|30 Jul 2003||father||smashing your blackspots and swimming into the yellow purulent sea of pus emerging from your damned self esteem|
|29 Jul 2003||the gay punk||bloody mary you're cool i can't believe i did not come up with that can i have you're email. (am i turning bisexual? scandalous)
and yeah my brains might be splattered in some sidewalk near a high rise building. if you live in toronto and see my splattered brains, well check if there's come on it