|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|21 Aug 2003||the gay punk||there was like a trailer in the parking lot of our apartment building, it's so hilarious. like it just crashed there, and the doors and windows were like barred it was so funny. and purposeless, like our existence (oh god) like, why the fuck do you need to bar the door of a trailer?
anyways i feel shitty again today. it was nice yesterday. i went out, met new people, one guy told me i was cute, there was this guy with his shirt off that i wanted to fuck, but as always, i was too shy to ask.
back to topic i feel shitty. better than suicidal, like i laugh at the days like last april when i was like, i want to slash myself (i never did, though i tried to strangle myself while sleeping). i laugh at that now. but though i still feel shitty. that's not much better isnt it?
ps will if you are dead i will smack you (joke), don't be dead honey please
|20 Aug 2003||Nadia||You know, I have heard a lot of stories in people actually commiting suicide, writing notes to their loved ones before they take their own life. I understand, suicide to me was the best option. Get out of this world quickly, efficiently, leave all shit behind and maybe start a new one, whether it would be on the other side or not... It is the best reason among others to get rid of problems... Listen, I'm bisexual, ok, and since I was 14 I knew it and at times I wanted to be a male so much I'd cry in the corner of my room till I could cry no more. I wanted to dress, walk, talk and act like a boy. I wanted to impress and flatter like a guy would, god knows I wanted to. Now imagine it, that is the one situation where you cannot take tablets to change your sex like you can take to depress a pain, you cannot change immediately when you feel like it, you have to LIVE WITH IT for the rest of your existence, whether you like it or not. Now that is one situation where it cannot be helped, am I right? Unless you consider major surgery you cannot. Telling my family... well, I would have none after that. I was depressed, but I thought to myself, why am I like this?? Why am I so negative? and there was no answer. So pulling myself up, I decided to have a go at being more positive in this life. I faced all positive aspects. I am bi, yes, but that does not stop me marrying and having children with a guy. And do I need to tell anyone? No of course not, because I will focus on the right side of me... Soon with my own mind, I felt better, I got up and smelt the fresh air and thought to myself, why not stay?? We were put on this earth for what reason??-to live, simple enough. Thats all we need to know, and that should be enough encouragement for many people. To tell me and others that you simply want to die, tells me you are weak minded and you do not have any immunity in you. So here's a bit of advice, also based on my experiences. To me, love is the most important thing in the world, without love for yourself or anyone else, existence is worthless. Learn to love yourself. Tell yourselves this: There are much worse off people in the world, there are people who continue to live in fear and hatred surrounding them, like living between four walls, people who cannot escape because there are no exits, but in myself, I can find a reason to stand up and go outside, and be positive, and I can survive knowing that my future is waiting for me and I will ensure that my life WILL be worth living, for the today is the begining of the rest of my life, and let that be a lesson not forgotten.
In other words dont sit on your ass, feeling depressed and filled with bad emotion, get out there, get help, draw a list of positives-and I know there is in all of you- and FORGET what went on in the past, leave it all behind. One person to look up to is 'David Pelzer'- Read his first book. And he survived... and so should you...
|19 Aug 2003||the gay punk||i'm sad right know, there is so much you can do in the internet. but i found instant boredom in 3 minutes, then i surfed some gay porn (long time since) which might scare the shit of whoever's beside me, i look at the dude, minding his own business. well at least his life might be getting better, which is the total opposite of my condition, slobbering on my couch with withdrawal symptoms. i feel better now. i might not be addicted to anything anymore, but i miss pot and dope. damn.
hey i have a solution to you suicidals, run away. most of all of your miseries come from pops who rape you yada yada. just hitchhike to another city and look for the government to place you to a happy family. i wanna run away man, fuck. i want to find eternal glory, kicking epople's asses. oh that's my life, adios
|19 Aug 2003||someone who is positive towards life||no one should be at this site it is very negative towards children and teens that view it. help me shut this site down permanently. i think this will promote horrible things in the world and depress who ever reads this garbage. this is a very large amount of trash and no one should think or write or do these kinds of things. life can be rough but life is not fair but think you were out here for a reason not to take your own life god decides that. be smart dont go to this kind of garbage. my father comitted suicide and my whole family is feeling guilty. so just answer this: how would you feel if your mother or father or some one you loved so much did this? so why would you?|
|19 Aug 2003||will||hmmm, if i havent said it. Bye everyone. see ya gay punk. i gotta end it, really really sorry. xxx remember me......|
|19 Aug 2003||harakiri||i tryed to look myself up with gas but my mother catch me, anyway i think thats the best way ..|
|18 Aug 2003||adrian||With sleeping pills, virtually painless and no one thinks to wake you because you look peaceful and rested . Same for me soon .|
|18 Aug 2003||Felicia on Economical Spending||My stress of Arnold being the next governor is hazy. But for all you know he may be good. Some American born citizens become judgmental by assuming Arnold Schwarzenegger will win through popular vote in the recall election and be a terrible California State Governor.
For one thing as far as math skills, Arnold counts his safe and swiss accounts daily from the residual incomes of blockbuster Terminator hits along with Olympia Gold Medals, including his connection to the Kennedy Dynasty. Compared to California Governor Gray Davis, American born, whom thirty-six years ago rolled in beach sand and moonlighted kisses with Cybil "Maddie Hayes" Sheppard. If we, the born Americans were all trained in math to be highly efficient with the rest of the World, there will be no economic budget crisis, less suicides, wealth in the land, and less frivolous governmental spending on IKEA furniture from Washington D.C. to the White House.
Though I myself am not able to handle the balancing of governmental accounts assets, which will involve millions of dollars, I too can be overwhelmed and say, Well I'll let the government take care of it, they can figure it out.
Well, that's what one accountant did and that is why the senate is spending money the accountant stashed away because he or she had no time to deal with it. As a result, new furniture from Ikea and Apple computer monitors get expedited to the White House. Later Arnold gets elected from the total recall vote, fixes up the economic deficit with his honed math skills and Swiss accounts, his face gets engraved on fifty cent coins, taxes are refurbished, exercise tapes on health and beauty are distributed to each household along with pumping iron pills, and we are at world peace all over again.
Thank you God. Arnold is here to save the world from economic destruction and I am running out of lottery money, badly.
Please support the Felicia Floresca Organization of the Economically Deprived at 1600 Pennsylvania Washington D.C.
Assign it in attention to the accountant in charge of the Bush weaponry fund.
Money orders only please and send it through Federal Express, overnight delivery.
|18 Aug 2003||Ender Wiggen||Hey "Just A Girl", on the 21st of April did you post as "Guy behind the girl"? Just curious because I've been reading through a lot of the posts and find myself feeling a connection with you. Are you doing ok right now?|
|17 Aug 2003||skippy||Ya'll are some sick mother-fuckers. GO get a life. You buncha' dumb bitches. Fuck all of ya'll fuckin' fuckers.
|15 Aug 2003||Fed Up Frieda||The world has come to a halt and my laptop is running on solar batteries. The phone lines are still working, and the folks in New York are complaining about the power outtages. I keep thinking to myself with all this new technology coming to progress, we still can't figure why things are still coming to a standstill when the lights are out. Does Solar Energy ever come to mind? There are so much of these kits out there that are hardly ever utilized. Somebody out there, make your own Solar kit for God's sake?!!!|
|14 Aug 2003||victor||drinking liters and liters of whisky (intoxication with alcohol)|
|14 Aug 2003||Deadrosedecay||Well, im 14, pretty damn close. I have tried committing suicide about 3 times, each with heavy sleeping pill, anixety pills, and such. DON'T do it with pills. 9 times outta 10 it will not work. My next attempt will be the old slash my wrist one. Or maybe jump off a bridge. Or even better! Jump outta an air plane without a parachute. Have fun, i know i will. ;(|
|14 Aug 2003||sol||smelling gas i think, also you can eat crushed glass|
|12 Aug 2003||morgan||razor blades|
|12 Aug 2003||steve||the best way to kill yourself when under 13 is to first have your parents hate you and blame everything on you even stuff that happens when you're not there. get a rope and go to your back yard and hang yourself on a tree or overdose or pills cut your wrists or neck if you want the most painful death stab yourself in the stomach or just jump off a bridge. these are all the ways i wanted to die and include the phrase in your note i hate you all you have all caused this i wish you nothing but pain and suffering|
|11 Aug 2003||MAGICA||A KNIFE|
|11 Aug 2003||ly||pills and alcohol..... very nice.... and painless|
|10 Aug 2003||camp gordon||Mouchette, when u say, '*bisou*', do u mean ur a bisouxual?|
|10 Aug 2003||jesse||go tanning until your sunburn blisters and get melanoma when you're 45. a very subtle idea for of suicide that will pass as a death by natural causes so you can be buried next to your mother.|