|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|06 Jan 2004||leanne||hi i'm 16 so i'm not under 13 but i have been suicidal for that long. i've read what everyone else has written and it made me realise just how many people feel the same as me. some days i'm really high and everything is great, other times i'm depressed and just wanna hurt myself. sometimes i just wanna slit my wrists for the fun of it and watch the blood pour down my arm. i laugh at the thought of it but deep down inside i really wanna do it. i have a great life - well so it seems to others but my pain is deep down and it won't go away|
|05 Jan 2004||LeyAnn||I think you are all selfish and inconsiderate. Not one of you have thought about the people you will leave behind or the people you may injure during your suicide. There is plenty of free help in the world because everyone needs help at some time in their lives. Please consider your friends, family or even getting help before doing something totally selfish. No one asks to be born but your life is what you make it and only you can improve it. I considered suicide due to being severely bullied at school, i'm very happy I didn't. I love my family and my life is now what I made it.|
|05 Jan 2004||ozz||steal your father's gun, take it to school and when all the little children are watching, blow your fucking brains (make sure they're watching) there you're dead and all the little shits around you are warped for life....|
|05 Jan 2004||Anibal...||es el encanto de la vida, el hijo de nuestro tiempo, de nuestro sistema, donde los medios cotidianos se emplean hasta en el más privado de nuestros tesoros: la Muerte.|
|05 Jan 2004||July||WELL I'VE HAD A LOT OF TIME TO THINK ABOUT THAT SUBJECT. I'VE BEEN LOCKED UP IN A PADDED ROOM FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS BECAUSE I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF. BUT I WAS SUPID I DIDN'T MAKE SURE NO ONE WAS GOING TO FIND ME BEFORE I WAS LONG GONE. I HATE MY LIFE I STILL FUCKING FO. I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE THE DAY AFTER MY 14 B'DAY AND IT FUCKING SUCKS. I HAD NEEDLES IN ME I HAD TO GET A BLOOD TRANSFUSION BECUZ I LOST SO MUCH BLOOD. THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU TRY. I WOULDN'T I REALLY WOULDN'T! THE PADDED ROOM FUCKING SUCKZ|
|05 Jan 2004||Adam||I really don't know what to say. To someone on the outside I may seem pedantic or as if i'm exaggerating, but they're not me and they don't understand what I am going through. I've thought about doing this for a while now, but there are always two things holding me back. How can I do it without having to experience the pain? And how will god judge me if I do it? Such hurt can't be sustained for a long period of time. I need to escape. Is the grass greener on the other side?|
|05 Jan 2004||Elizabeth||hmmmm....
let's see, a gun would do...
A loaded one!!!
You can throw a knife or two in, a sword <kids love that shit> , some pills, some poison...
Oh, a rope - you know so they can tie themselves to the near by tree - haha, a dynamite? - wouldn't hurt...
You can try a flamethrower, they'll freak!!, and that's all I can come up with for now.
By the way, I wanna order one too (as a present for someone I really "love")
|05 Jan 2004||laure||What kind of sleeping pills are best? Is there a large risk that you won't die by them? How many should you take?|
|04 Jan 2004||usseless_gurl||hey i feel really trapped. things r just snowballin in front of me and i have no way to control it! i have already tried to do it countless times but haven't had success! i guess may b tomoro i will die, mayb ..... i can only wish as i am to afraid to go through with it. every time i try i fail, i'm a failure to everything i do!|
|04 Jan 2004||Mike|| I NEED HELP URGENTLY... I recently played a very very cruel joke that backfired VERY VERY BADLY. Sorry for the repetitive adjective.
Here is the situation.. My good friend (2nd best) friend I told i was suicidal however I would not commit suicide while my parents are still alive... and i would like to lose all my money gambling first...
Anyway he was very good about it and I DID THIS FOR ATTENTION PLAIN AND SIMPLE sorta... i mean i do feel depressed out of nowhere sometimes...
And i guess u could use the term suicidal cuz i would like to escape sometimes...
But anyway I went overboard cuz i told my friend i was going to take my life in 2 weeks. I also told my BEST FRIEND's gf. I told my best friend's gf b4 but i also told her i was going to kill myself in 2 weeks... i recently lost 270 bucks in atlantic city and was just really down..
Now here is WHERE IT GETS REALLY fucked up.. :( my BEST BEST BEST friend in the world came back from cancun today and upon his arrival his gf sarah told him my plans... then he drove to my 2nd best friend's house and he confirmed that i said i was going to take my life in 2 weeks.
I feel so bad about this ... i fuckin was doing this for attention (also i was depressed) but again i wasn't going to do it! er! anyway now he is flipping out i walked outside with him in the cold for about 15-20 mins maybe more and i didn't want to say hey it was for attention..
Wow what an asshole I am.... doesn't matter because he doesn't buy it and SAID HE WAS GONNA TELL MY PARENTS... btw I'm 21. anyway I flipped the fuck out on him i'm like dude u fuckin do that it's all over ... my reason to live is gone thats the no.1 reason im not doing it... then he's saying i have to go to see a shrink at school...
And I HAVE to tell my parents cuz it cost money to do this... If those of you are wondering why i didn't tell my BEST FRIEND and told his gf and my 2nd best friend instead is i couldn't bare to stare at him in the face with him knowing i feel depressed sometimes and what not.
Also IT WAS FOR FUCK'S SAKE a game.! i mean I ADMIT I LIKED THE ATTENTION the look someone gives you when they care and the look of concern they give you... honestly I think I was going to say something to my BEST friend saying how i felt... just cuz i knew he was gonna find out something i slipped up at a party when i was drunk and said something about suicide... and besides i enjoyed the attention... now my best friend in the world is concerned and may make me go to this shrink.
I WISH TO FUCKIN GOD I DIDN'T SEND THAT MESSAGE TO THE 2 PEOPLE. I ADMIT IT NOW I ENJOYED PLAYING THIS SICK GAME . I MEAN I'LL BE HONEST IT WASN'T ALL A GAME I DID/DO FEEL DEPRESSED SOMETIMES BUT NOW ALL THIS SHIT IS COMING DOWN I REALLY NEED SOME RESPONSE... I'M HONESTLY SCARED AND SO SO SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD FOR FINDING OUT ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT AND I KNOW HE WON'T BELIEVE ME WHEN I DO/DID TELL HIM IT WAS FOR ATTENTION... PLEASE RESPOND ..i feel so bad right now... :(
|03 Jan 2004||Laura Smith||I'm 13 myself to be answering this so under 13 I guess I should include myself. Slitting your wrist doesn't help much, i found that out after 203 scars heh. Hanging may help or just jumping from the roof of your house with gravels on the ground... though if you want to die quick just go and get the shot gun out of your parents room heh and have fun... Though if you really don't wanna die and just want to feel some light pain or have a near death experience just go with slitting the wrist about 4 or 5 inchs down the wrist.|
|03 Jan 2004||cnidaria||first, i suggest you strip down to nothing, shave your entire body, paint your entire body aquamarine, and then dump honey bbq sauce on your genitals. after that you strategically place peacock feathers in your anal crevice. next, after completion of those first tasks, you pierce your nipples with ring bologna. immediately after that you tattoo "jurisprudence" on your left earlobe. then go stand on the top shelf of an arab owned local business, and do a back-flip while shooting yourself with a flaming cross-bow straight into your jugular. a brilliant way to die, if i do say so myself.|
|03 Jan 2004||Felicia the Great||Back From The Holidays
Hello Mouchette!!! Happy New Year!!!
To the rest of the folks still in hibernation, sleep away the cold months cuz February 2, will be here before you know it.
I'm surprized at the long posts written by budding writer's with wonderful amounts of talent. I was just looking in the bookstore one night sauntering through the Writer's 2004 booklet for publishing and inspired to write a long novel, later preparing it for mid-summer. I also encourage the other writer's to do the same. Use that talent to generate many returns--for heaven's sake--get paid for it!
Wish me luck folks and forgive my belly aching about the loud music. I know that it was not posted up for a good reason for fear of complaining critics. Since bomb mail has been an all time epidemic, I will spare my anger and put it forth to something more constuctive like bathing in a tub full of jello pudding while giving Rush Limbaugh an erection.
|02 Jan 2004||thomas||old age.|
|02 Jan 2004||Sara||Hi my name is Sara and I am 13 I cannot stand to live anymore. I wanted to know what types of pills can help me kill myself in a painless way. Please email me if you know! please help!!|
|02 Jan 2004||molli||*I'm gonna draw a picture *A picture with a twist* I'll draw it with a razor blade* I'll draw it on my wrist* And as i draw this picture* A fountain will appear* And as this fountain flows* My troubles will disappear*|
|02 Jan 2004||Antinewyear||"Society is a joint-stock company... for better securing of his bread to each shareholder, to surrender the liberty and culture of the eater" - Emerson's bullshit
So I've realized... for those who celebrate, they are bond to disappointments and feeling of emptiness.
The drug "holiday" provided by society is addicting. You are forced to take it in order to feel depressed afterwards. The souls wish to be released from mundane with celebrations...
But please don't forget, more than 300 days per year, you are living under social control and rules. System of reward and punishment...
For if you don't want to feel pain and suffering, you have to give up all your pleasures in life. How could anyone be a saint if the whole world is filled with criminals or vice versa?
Why the fuck am I saying this to you morons? 13 year old cock suckers? Go rock climbing with the rope attached to your dick for all I care! None of you bastards will ever kill yourself... Why the fuck do you need to check some web site if you're really going to do it? Any retard can think of ways of suicide without the lame suggestions from the lamers. 13 years old masturbators... I hate masturbators, it's a sign of mental weakness. You are weak. Too weak to live, too weak to die. Illogical stupid little shits that don't deserve to eat, but be the feast of my honest arachnid. Look at yourselves in the mirror, ugly monkeys of moral defeat! What suprises me more is not that you didn't kill yourself already, but your half-ape brain is making up reasons to live another day. I will piss on your corpse after setting fire on your coffin. All you idiots deserve no respect in life or in death.
|01 Jan 2004||Bec||my name is bec, i think this site is so amazing. I have depression and anxiety watever that is, and im on aropax but it doesn't work. I suppose i really relate to heaps of the people here, coz i have attempted suicide four times unsucessfully and i have self inflicted cuts and burns all over me. I always felt weird and different coz i have to pretend to be happy and that everything is ok, but it is so comforting that i'm not alone. I have a fool proof plan to take heaps of paracetamol and no one will find me for ages. But i wanna say to everyone reading this that i am sure ur an awesome person even if u can't see that u are. Hang in there, coz when u have reached the very lowest point the only way life can go is up. Stay smiling!|
|31 Dec 2003||Katelyn||Suicide often crosses my mind. I sometimes don't find any reason to live and maybe i don't. It's when i'm around my family that i am tortured and manipulated. Having people believe in me at school has made me go on. I have become stronger, much stronger and last time it was when my sister came back home. Inside i completely know they don't understand me or anything i have tried to become. It's like if their life is sad they want to use me to make them happy. I have been forced to do a lot of things i don't want to do but they won't let me breathe. I hate their criticisms and i know i'm much smarter. I just need to get away from people who are pulling me down and find my path. No one should commit suicide. Care about yourself and find a path in your life that you like. I am in hell too but i and you should find the better things in life that matter and live towards that goal.|
|31 Dec 2003||Yeast Infected Leprechaun||Let Hell and High Water hide! Drown yourself in pure dryness!|