|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|09 Mar 2004||Krista||I've visited this site every few months to read about everyone else and I felt it was my time to contribute. In high school, I was "perfect." I was one of the best students, I played alot of sports, I chaired organizations, had lots of friends and was actively involved in community service. I got into one of the best colleges in the country and that's where I am now. And I'm fucking miserable. I've always felt depressed since I was a child but could never talk about it to people but for some reason I think telling it to strangers will help. My heart goes out to everyone who lives such rough lives, I'm sorry that you all had to go through such terrible things. And on the outside, everyone always thought that I had a great life but no one really knew what was going on on the inside. And now at college I'm finally breaking down. I haven't done any work all year. I haven't gone out. The doors open, I'm smiling; the door's closed, I'm crying. I don't know why I've never been happy. I've had shit happen to me like everyone else. But I don't think that's why. And I've never been able to talk to anyone about it. I've never told anyone the things of my past, maybe because I'm ashamed. I've never told anyone I've contemplated suicide and now I want to. Life sucks.|
|09 Mar 2004||anne||u guys r fags 4 teachin little peeps to kill themselves|
|08 Mar 2004||semyon||The best way to commit suicide is to do it with a statement for others to see why you have commited suicide. I tried commiting suicide (7 times since i was about 8 years old) and i tried different ways, i have successfully killed myself on 4 occasions but was revived after. My 4 success strategies are:
-hang in a crowded place. The reason is when there is so many people around they will panic and will almost certainly forget what to do in a situation like this
-my second strategy was cut yourself on the wrists and bottom left side of your neck
-my third strategy was jump into freezing water of -45 celsius even if u do get rescued there is about 90%-93% that you will not survive the next few hours
-and my final strategy was: let someone else do it. I had a friend of mine help me by putting 13 sleeping pills into my drink but of course that failed because he went to the police straight after.
So these are my top 4 ways to kill yourself. But before you do you should think is there anything that you will miss or anyone you don't want to hurt or even if there is the slightest doubt in your mind, then do not do it, wait until you are 100% sure that you want to go through it.
|08 Mar 2004||Storm||I dunno I just recently got suicidal, im actually quite cheerfull about the subject. i tried slitting my wrists 4 the first time tonight but all of our knives are too f****** dull. im gonna be 14 in may but i dont even know if i wanna be around then, know what i mean? so ya. i definitley want to bleed to death, lots of glory. i like blood (hehe... blood) for some reason and i like pain. quite strange, but in other ways, not strange. cool site, but liven it up a little, maybe add some gory games :)|
|08 Mar 2004||me||Find an interstate, run in front of an 18 wheeler and you go smack! Wear dark clothes and do it at night.|
|08 Mar 2004||elaine||Nice job Chris, for critisizing the rest of the world who can't help being dull in their agony, even if it is self centered and fake. I'm sure i'm just in a terrible mood and will regret taking it out on you soon, but honestly, find your buzz somewhere else. Mouchette.org isn''t here to entertain YOU, it's here for people to tell their stories and find sympathy and compassion in others. Imaginary or no.
I take that back. It's here for people to give mouchette advice on elements to include in her revolutionary new toy. Except people have turned it into a "typical" suicide message board. Maybe because they need that?
Maybe. Get over yourself and your witty stories, not everyone can measure up to the likes of you and the "gang" but they don't deserve your scorn.
Yes, i'm taking your one little statement at the end of another god damned entry way of out context and taking too much from it. I guess i'm just bothered by people's innate tendancy towards self-absorption. Does it bother you?
It kills me.
This isn't a new thought, but occurs to me that an obsession with suicide is really an obsession with oneself turned morbid. "People dont love ME. I'M ugly. I will always be alone. ME." Your parents/significant other beats you, reason to be sad, maybe. But get out, just leave. You're depressed for these reasons because you see the way they can do that to you as a reflection of your own personality. And so back to ME.
And maybe that's just me, but that's how i see the thoughts i used to have about suicide as. And i see it reflected every day in almost everyone close to me who hates themselves and wants to die. My friend who's impatient again at the hospital for cutting herself, my friend who wants to die because a girl doesn't love him, so many more their stories are all the same' it's not worth telling.
I'm talking complete shit, but i know it must bother someone else. It drives me crazy, how i can't step outside my own world and my own concerns even for a minute. Ulterior motives, is charity like they speak of in the bible real?
I give up. I'm sorry to have started that way. I'm sorry to post this, but some things need to be said before I go crazy. ME. Again. I wonder if someday i'll be able to understand my own hypocracy. No, not understand. Take. I wonder if some day i'll be able to take my own fucking egoism.
|08 Mar 2004||Jeff Galeone||FUCK YOU ALL. Death is beautiful. If you don't want to hear about it, don't look at it.
All you assholes downing this sight--SUCK MY DICK
None of you have gone through what I have in life. I'd tell you, but no one would believe me. Keep your fucking opinions to yourself. I don't wanna hear them.
Spend an hour in my mind and you'll know what pain is all about.
Sweet death I'm coming...
Time to get the Glock out.
|07 Mar 2004||suicidal||if you commit suicide, you won't go to hell! The reason you won't go to hell is because God knows that the only reason you killed yourself it to get out of your shitty life and will send you to heaven where you can live an awesome life and make everyone sorry that they ever did anything rude to you and wish they were much nicer to you!|
|07 Mar 2004||Jim Hobson||With a delicious, poison ice cream which makes you feel calm and very VERY sleepy.|
|06 Mar 2004||do it||take everything in you parent's medicine chest then go out and jump in front of a speeding semi for good measure|
|06 Mar 2004||Chris||Someone performed a favour for me the other day and when I thanked him he replied: "no problem, it was the least I could do". Read that again out loud and then think about what he actually told me. Have you come to the same conclusion as I did... he had analysed all of his options, thought about everything that he could have done for me, sorted out every alternative and discarded every last one except the very least. Yes, what he so proudly told me was, that of all the things he could have done as a favour for me, the one that he chose was the minimum that he could get away with, while still saying that he had done something. Of course what he meant was, more less, the exact opposite of what the bare words really mean and he became suitably flustered (enough to amuse me anyway) when I asked him what the most he could have done would have been.
Anyway, because I have little else to think about, I took to pondering other common phrases, for example what do you know for sure about the phrase 'with all due respect'? I can tell you that in ninety nine point nine per-cent of cases what will follow those words, when they are directed at you, is proof that the speaker thinks that no respect is due to you at all. He will promptly tear to pieces; a) your opinion, b) your character or c) your appearance. What springs to mind when someone prefaces what they are to tell you with these words: 'to tell the honest truth...' as opposed to the barefaced lies and cunning half truths that they normally tell you? Ask yourself why, if this is an honest person speaking, does he or she feel compelled to convince you that what they are telling is true... But then, normal people are all the same: big, fat, happy liers who want to live through the next twenty-four hours, make cash out of your simplicity and cover their weirdness and shit under the cover of love and art, making us feel suicidal all the time!
Finally, to a different subject but still related (loosely) to words... mouchette.org has descended into, how shall we say, obnoxious, weird, repetitive words! I read everyone's posts and I understand and sympathise with everyone of you... but you're all saying the same thing! There were times when I was criticised because of my writings, but come tell me that now! We need to put some zest and life back into mouchette.org or it will become just like all the other suicide boards. Felicia The Great, Billy The Freak, Phil, take note (and come back) and for God's sake Dr.Jelly, either release Joe Lee from the physchiatric ward or at least just let him use the internet service, cos we need him! (Whatever you do, just keep him off any kind of medication, he's more sane without it than with it, we all are...)
See ya in an (ironically) livelier mouchette.org...
|05 Mar 2004||anne||well i just need to tell u that there is already enough death in the world! u r all fuckin crazy to tell kids that it's ok to kill yourself
i tried to one time and well fuck that idea it sucked
hell is where u go if u kill urself
u can't get out of hell once ur in
just don't encourage kids to fuckin kill themselves
|05 Mar 2004||mauvaissouhait||This is for Chris... It's me, i'm so sorry i havent been able to contact you sooner. But thank you so much for calling. I'm missed you immensely. I don't have internet anymore. I'm at school right now though, using theirs. You can call me anytime you'd like, hun. Or write me a letter. Send it to me. I think i may have given you my address. I dont quite remember. But i've missed you. I lost your e-mail address.. So next time you call, or if you do write me an e-mail. I probably won' be checking into this site much. But just know that i'm alright. But we should still keep talking, somehow. I have to go though. I love you. Bye|
|05 Mar 2004||slappers||J'ai comme l'impression que ma vie n'a été qu'une succession d'erreurs, de malheurs. Avec un connard de père comme le mien qui n'arrête pas de me faire chier, une connasse de mère qui passe son temps a gueuler, comment voulez vous vivre heureux..
Enfin, si ce n'était que la famille, il y a égalment le lycée avec toutes les pouffes pour qui le mec idéal est beau plein de fric et ne jure que par Lacoste, Nike, Adidas Tommy Hilfinger, bref par les marques..
La population la plus superficielle que l'on puisse trouver ..
Voila, voila pourquoi j'ai décidé de partir, de m'enfuir vers un ailleurs surement meilleur ..
Bye, see you in hell
|05 Mar 2004||holly||I think 1/2 if not more of the people that responded have NO IDEA how it feels to be completely fed up with people telling them how to live their lives & oh it's just a teenage phase it will pass... well as living proof it doesn't so for all of you people that live a happy life (or conform to what society says you should) than you rats will be completely happy, but for the rest of us who can't comform WHAT NEXT ????|
|05 Mar 2004||spanishricefly||I often think about suicide, especially after losing my job. I can't stand to think about finding a job that pays less. NOW this would be the dumbest reason to commit suicide. See I just talked myself out of it. Stress will always be in one's life. NO matter how rich, how famous you are. You will always have stress in your life. So be strong and think positive. Accept where you're at and improve on it. Putting the effort in improving yourself is gratitude enough. So people don't think death is the answer.
You'll miss out on all the things that you do enjoy.
|05 Mar 2004||federico boriani||what 'bout have a dinner with all your teachers?|
|04 Mar 2004||strong_girl||Do any of you have any idea what you will be doing to the people that care about you when you kill yourself?!?! i'm a suicide survivor and my life was fucked for 4 years after i found my bf hanging in his basement. you are selfish when you kill yourself! suck it up and get yourself some help!! that is your responsibility to your family/friends/yourself. and who the hell are you anyway mouchette??|
|04 Mar 2004||meredith||ya know if ya kill yourself you go to hell and trust me that doesn't sound like fun.... who the hell thinks that hell wil be fun. that is always and forever unbearable pain. and once your down there your not going to be able to get out of it. so it's your choice. But remember it doesn't get u anywhere close to better. it just gets worse i knew someone that killed himself and it hurts everyone that ever knew him, i only met him 3 times and it hurts me so bad! Killing yourself is NO WAY OUT of the pain your in. Y'all people on this site are so fucking stupid, you're teaching kids how to freaking kill themselves (that's not a funny matter damnit) what the hell's your deal? YALL !|
|04 Mar 2004||anonymous||hey, i probably havent gone thru as much as all you have. but i guess ive become really suicidal since labor day. within the last two years ive lost 27 friends. 27 as of yesterday. its starting to seem like its all a mistake and its always been meant for me. another reason, which is to me very pathetic is relationships. i guess from everything ive gone thru ive just gotten this really big heart. and when someone i really care about abuses me or anything simplistic like that. i just feel like its the last thing to get me to finally do it. and i know what people do when their not really suicidal. they tell someone. i havent yet. its always been something ive kept inside. is there anything that would make my life seem better?|