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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
05 May 2004 Jason Firstly I would say I'm in the same boat as most here, in that want out and can't bear this existence. I call it an existence as I can't call it life as I don't know what that is. So for me sleep is the best and only good moment of the day. Every time I wake up it's a severe disappointment. Problem I have is similar to most here that don't have much guts when it comes to the painful ways of suicide and the fear of getting it wrong and existing after, say crippled for example. Personally if I ever get to the stage of doing it I would have the common decency not to involve some other party. Especially jumping in front of a train, or a vehicle. The poor driver who ends your existence, will no doubt be traumatised for his or her life. They don't deserve your misery. So on that note I think sleeping pills is the best bet and ensure you won't be disturbed for days after. The problem for me is that in the UK you can only get them from the Doctor and you have to be pretty convincing that they are for sleep problems rather than killing yourself. You could argue that when the Doctor finds out what you did with them it may ruin his or her life. But hopefully they are thicker skinned considering all the horrors they get to see day to day. Finally I would say do write a good suicide note clearly telling people that know you why you did it and unless they are directly responsible for your state of mind, say abuse from a parent, then ensure you tell them you don't blame them. Suicide should not be selfish it should be a legitimate escape from the pain of existence. Hopefully friends and family who thought they were helping may get over your death one day, if you tell them from the heart they are not to blame. I don't blame my parents and wouldn't want them to be hurt by feeling responsible. I can't stop the pain they would endure from my death but I would tell them it wasn't their fault, nor the fault of my friends who have tried to help. Good luck.
05 May 2004 ronwelthy J'ai fait un rêve une fois, je me suis imaginé que tout les hommes se tenaient par la main et chantaient la même chanson de tolérance et d'amour, qu'ils semblaient en parfaite communion les uns avec les autres.....
Et en me levant le matin, je me suis mis à voir la vie d'une autre manière, plus positive, plongé dans mes rêveries, le soleil réchauffant ma peau. Le monde ressemblait a un immense paradis.
Mais lorsque je suis arrivé devant les grilles du lycée et que je les ai vus en train de parler ensemble, être sur la même longueur d'onde je me suis senti soudain très faible, le temps semblait s'écouler lentement et la scène m'a paru durer quelques minutes alors qu'en fait, il avait déjà fini de discuter lorsque je sortis de ce cauchemar...
Comment avait-il pu me faire une chose pareille, comment avait-il osé dragué la fille que j'ai toujours aimée.
Cela faisait un an que je le lui en parlait et il connaissait mes sentiments pour elle...
Mais il s'est carrément foutu de ce que je ressentais pour se moquer de moi bien en face....
La morale de cette histoire c'est qu'il faut toujours se méfier, ne pas se confier à n'importe qui et toujours garder le plus de choses secrètes, enfouies au fond de nous, pour ne les livrer qu'au personnes en lesquelles on peut avoir confiance et non pas la première merde qui ne sait pas se faire d'amis et qui vient vers vous quérir de l'amitié (Hé oui Jean François tu n'es a mes yeux qu'une petite merde)

Voila pourquoi il ne faut jamais faire confiance au premier venu, mais bien au contraire essayer de connaitre le plus possible les personne à qui l'on veut donner notre confiance...
Voila pourquoi également ce pauvre menteur de JF est définitivement écarté du cercle de mes amis, car il ne sait que raconter des conneries.
04 May 2004 Brad Well, the best way is probably just hanging yourself up. It is the most painless and most clean way to die. Unlike the mess you create when you're cutting yourself open or jumping in front of a train. I'm 20 now, but ever i was little i wanted to commit suicide. The only thing is I didn't know how. What i cannot understand is that people who have a good life, like nice parents, lots of friends good grades and good future prospects feel miserable and want to kill themselves. Now my case is different, let's say you have no friends, you suck in school, you entire life sucks, but well that's ok, you can live with that. So you're isolated in your attic behind your computer, and even in computer games you suck, now that's the drop. And everybody will think, what a fucker that he killed himself because of some stupid computer game, but i hope y'all will know better.
I know the day will come i will stab myself to death in my rage, but for now i just beat myself up, like the guy in fight club, everytime i lose with Unreal Tournament. My only hope is to pass my final exams over 3 weeks, get a diploma and go to college. But if I fail, then my life isn't worth a damn, and i'll kill myself. But for you young kids out there, i would advise you to wait before making this huge decision. I used to feel bad in those days, but now i realise as a child it is just cry for help thing. When you are older you will really know the difference between a cry for help and the rational decision to end your own life, because there simply is no other way out.
Peace Yall
04 May 2004 Brujah This is not some sort of 'my parents are getting a divorce, I want to kill myself' website.
This is for people with true pain. True hurt.
People who have been through things you can only imagine. So tell me, who are you to tell them what they can and cannot do with their lives? You would have to live it to know what it is like.
This website IS here to help them.
You just have a narrow-minded viewpoint as to what 'help' entails.
03 May 2004 Morgen Todt How does it feel, being finally unlatched from pain? i am here to welcome you.
i've greeted many.
If you nursed one unacted wish before, if you loved someone who ignored you, here that yen has already been fulfilled to the point of sorest satiation. Find it well-stowed in the gelid honeyed aspic of collective memory. This is not the zone of Desires Transacted. Here lies the zone of Desires Recalled.
Maybe you wish you had once wisely broken a rule...
or brought an end to your own life. ~Done.
Everyone and you are interchangeable, best friends. You have entered a domain of ease and genius known as Play. Competition has become forever expunged.
Here, everyone's achievement becomes Everyone's, circular. The glad ironies pile up, and our useless bodies right along with them.
03 May 2004 xx this web site is an outrage! how can sit here and post these messages? you should be running a site to help these children. i am disgusted!
03 May 2004 gabriellerenee420 Why not gain some control over the the way stupid fucking emotions affect your out look on life?(Emotions that are just chemical reactions in your brain to hormones like seritonin, endorphins, dopamine, estrogen, etc or lack there of, each mixing with the others in response to old memories or current thoughts). That's really what drives suicide... that and good old fashioned fear... the chicken shit mentality.... Why not attempt a more logical though process that says " I won't be robbed of my joy, peace or life!" Why not learn how to tell the world to KISS YOUR ASS, that you refuse to be so shallow as to let their opinions, rules or thoughts of you and your life cause you pain or rob you of your life!? And as for school counselors? They sucked way back when while I was in school and I"m sure they suck now. Anyone debating suicide has to think about these things.... YOU CAN CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS IF YOU REALLY WANT TO, BUT IT TAKES WILL AND BIG HAIRY BALLS!!! lol I've attempted suicide, my cousin committed suicide and was sent back by angels that told her she was totally deceived into killing herself. That Christ had peace and joy for her that was robbed. She was told that evil demonic forces had drawn her to her death through false manipulative means.
See she wanted to kill herself because her best friend and her were both raped by the same guy in the back of his car after he'd kidnapped them when she was 18. Her friend couldn't hang... she wouldn't get help, so she remained a victim. she gave herself back over to that man by committing suicide. She said "you win"... my cousin didn't handle her suicide well. she felt betrayed by her bf. she felt that her best friend left her when they were suppossed to survive together. So... my cousin killed herself, but was brought back, and told to share her experience with others to save them from the evil behind it.
it's really not as poetic as it sounds. it's a sad manipulation of society....
I hope this enlightens someone, and I hope I haven't offended anyone. It's just my own thoughts and opinions. I pray each one that reads this finds the TRUTH in their life.... not the lies that would await them in suicide.
"Children" deserve a shot at changing this fucked up world. Bailing out before your time is really rather selfish.... the same selfishness that drives the people that have hurt them... the truth is we all need a lot more attention... we all need our NEED MET already. I found mine being met through my own persuit for the TRUTH. I found it in Christ. Now granted the BULLSHIT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH DAY TO DAY IS STILL THERE, but I'm not sad and it can kiss my ass... I refuse to sad anymore.
Paul (a guy in the bible) said "Don't let people look down on you because of your age, but rather be an example of what they should already be, and example of Christ." Timothy was just a teen, but already ministering to MANY PEOPLE... MANY ADULTS!
Hmm... something to think about....
03 May 2004 Mw A SURE WAY: According to my experience in comitting suicide, suffocation is the easiest, most effective, painless way.

All you need: Garbage bag, Snow hat, some toxic glue or white out.

Put your toxic substance all over your snow hat and make sure it is really covered.

Put your hat on, then pull the bag over your head.

Use your hands to crunch the garbage bag around your neck (no tie is nessecary for the bag should be farly big)

Then breathe through your mouth heavily, or as needed. only because the glue/whiteout smells, and just go to sleep.

What it's like? as you lie there, you feel like you are sinking into the floor or bed. Any noises you hear become repetitive echoing. You feel no pain whatsoever.

This process takes very short time for you to be unconscious, but you will still be able to be revived. So be sure to be out of sight.

Good luck, and whatever you do, stay out of sight.
02 May 2004 *chris dude you guys are stupid.. like FORREALS MAN. u guyz say u hate ur parents n crap? wdf?? and everyone messes with you n shit. WDF?? u guyz are all making a big mistake.. cuz.. if it wasnt for ur parents u wouldn't even be able to type in this fukkin forum shit. and u wouldnt b able to have da clothes u got on ur back stupidassez. n if ur wanting to commit suicide cuz u think everything is all fucked up.. its maybe bcuz YOU ARE. maybe the actionz u do are fucked up. thatz y ur getting a big slap back at your face for all the wrong u've done. and all u fuckerz that are encouraging others to suicide.. u are fREAKZ. weird people these dayz man.. i swear. yall is stupid thatz wut i think.
02 May 2004 sick_and_sad go to highschool and feel all the pain and pressure that people place on you. Then feel all the pain growing inside you until you can't take it anymore. Stand up at a school assembly and scan the crowd making it seem you're looking at everyone then scream "This is for you" and shoot yourself in the head. Then every horrible person will know how much pain they've caused and eventually lead to your death and demise.
01 May 2004 pe Hi!
I really do know and sense how you all feel and how much you're suffering but have you ever thought about this word "knowledge"
simply means to learn or to discover new things or to be more aware of something. for example, this webpage taught you about many things whether were positive or negative. so you learn new ideas, way of living, some techniques... etc. that means everything based on Knowledge.
Here is my point: - Do you really know about what exactly you want in this life?
- Do you know the right purpose of this life.... or did you try to search about the truth of this life?
- Even your depression and desperation started with knowledge when you thought and thought and thought..... till you discover something.
It is all about knowledge..... work hard a little bit to discover and learn the truth of this life...... surf the internet, ask people, read facts, compare religions, seek behavior... etc
All is better than to go to this point of thinking (killing yourself or how to end up my life)!
Please email me if you want to talk or discuss something...... peace to you!
30 Apr 2004 cindy you know I am way over 13 but I feel so much pain that never goes away. sleep is my only comfort. I have tried to kill myself through starvation and was so close before the parents "helped" thanks parents NOT i can only think of what might have been. cutting to bleed, bruising to the point of fever and infections - not an easy way to go . . . advice would be nice! i really just want to sleep forever!
29 Apr 2004 ashley drink a bottle of bleach and any house hold cleaners you can
29 Apr 2004 Shinigami euh ch'sais pas si c'est vraiment une bonne idée mais bon... Peut-être leur montrer ce que c'est. Une corde, un couteau, des somnifère, un pistolet, un immeuble de 20 mètres, une pierre atachée au pied au dessus d'une rivière... et tellement d'autres choses que des psychopathes expérimentés pourrait trouver.
29 Apr 2004 Morgen Todt The more i investigate the non-realm that lies just beyond, beneath or throughout the non-realm i think we're in, the more i'm convinced that it will take the Heart of Antigone to continue. i suppose part of the reason for that is it requires courage to not be seduced by the comfort level generated by this particular illusion. Isn't it easier to just lay back and slap-slide into the daily grind of discorporation? And then there's the cultural conditioning which proclaims, "This is it! What you see is what you get." Now, let's think about that for a moment. What we see is what we get. Hmmm...
We can't see electrons. We can't see a virus. We can't see getting an honest profit participation in anything we write -- and yet we still believe these things exist.
Which brings me to God. Isn't it strange that we can look up at a night sky, at a majestic mountain, at the inane beauty of this very websight, and have trouble believing in God?
But i digress.
29 Apr 2004 Mouchette MY SUICIDE
Cut the eyes out of my head - Tear my tongue out if I speak. Raise up your camera, raise up the lights - feed the evil and the weak. Hear me now, my tongue is in your ear, the center of your body is the place I hide the fear I lost of suicide ...

Suck the hatred from my mouth - Raise the dead man that you found, Seal the black mud in my lungs, leave me down here drowning with the wasted and the stunned, Leave me now as I choke and writhe, but feel my body stuck upon the dull and pointless knife of my suicide ...

Remove my face from in your mirror, sift my grey hair in the fire. Now mock me for the suffering I fake, leave me naked on the carpet, leave my drunken body splayed. See me now, my broken fingers search your mouth for the drugged and senseless words that are seducing me back home into my suicide ...

I hate you all for what I've done, I hate you for the texture and the color of your skin, I hate your whispered breath upon my neck, I hate you for your love and I hate you for sex. Feel me now, I'm growing in your insides, the warm feelings that you bring contain the seed now flowering into my suicide ...
29 Apr 2004 lathenardiere bouffer tout les kinder surprises du monde avec les surprises dedans.
29 Apr 2004 Kris Look... all of you! You're all talking about wanting to kill yourselves because your lives are horrible. Think of it this way; no matter how hard your life is, or how bad things seem to be... someone, somewhere has it worse. I've seen people kill themselves for things that they shouldn't have. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And, all problems are temporary. You may not see it this way, and you don't have to. I'm not telling you to go to some shrink and confess your sins and let them give you all kinds of drugs. And I'm not telling you that what you're feeling is wrong. But, what I am telling you is that if you kill yourself, your pain isn't gone. Your spirit will last forever. And that pain shall linger. Your pain is passed on to friends or family or someone you passed on the street that you gave a smile to. All of the stories that I have read are all about yourselves. I know it seems like it's only you in the world, but it's not. Please wake up and realize that you're not alone. Look at the other people that are posting on this thing. You will do what you want to do... but consider how things will change once you're gone. Not to mention, the people that say they almost killed themselves but chickened out, you're not quite suicidal. You were scared, you feared death... and that's why you're still here to talk about it. There is a small part in each of you that doesn't really want to die. Most of you are just kids, you have so much to live for and you get out of life what you put in. Killing yourself will get you nowhere but six feet under, and your pain will always be with you.
29 Apr 2004 Psycho First off I thank you for putting my entry up and thank those of you who took the time to read it more. Now to "wd"'s entry, I only feel it right to say Fuck Off. First amendment righs matter in our world, even if they don't in the young and nieve to the point of stupid world you live in. But that is just my opinion to someone who would waste time to post a mispelled and no-sence piece of what can only be a child's writing. Anyway ---- you can't fully love or respect yourself unless you have been in the worst with yourself. Until you have learned to just what limits you would go and why. And at that point in the darkest hour before the dawn some just wasre it. You can't love yourself until you have considered suicide! It's normal, like I said last time it's simply imagining what your piece of the world would be like in your absence. Personaly I think we baby children to much, which leads to them not being able to handle real problems in their futures. How did we ever survive with some of the products they convince us we need for the children. I'll tell you how we survived, just fine. But then again, on the other hand, do what you want. The more suicide the less compassion in this game of life. I gotta get mine, what do you gotta get dead? Why? What could be so bad?
29 Apr 2004 Big Bobalink OK I get it now, poosy is the term that rich snobby fucking bitches use who think their lives are exciting but really they only think that because the world they live in is a phony fucking piece of shit, and they are a product and epitome of that phony rich bitchiness.. Samatha needs to be booted in the face.... by me. I hate rich bitches..... I love sexual liberation, I just hate rich bitches who think they're God's gift to the world.

No disrespect to you personally Pink Boy.

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