|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 Mar 2004||Rbk||Stop thinking
Dejar de pensar
|14 Mar 2004||Suicide is your way of telling God "I Quit"|
|14 Mar 2004||efrat||hi.
first of all, regarding your last mail, i'm not an evil man,maybe an evil woman. and actually not evil at all...
i really don't think that people will kill themselves only b/c they read something on the internet,the reasons are way deeper than that. i know that it's really an illness, and from what i gathered, it's an illness that can't be cured.
i think that if people read and suggest ways to commit suicide maybe,just maybe, they'd forget about themselves for a while and concentrate in inventing ways. also i think that by reading these ways they would realize that all ways to kill yourself are horrible, especialy if they consider what their body will look like after,and the look on the face of the person who finds them.
i know it's not a game.
i can't help feeling that you judge me for no reason, and hi, i'm not the one running a site about suicide.and as i read the answers i don't think that who ever write there thinks about your "suicide kit" which is a sick thing.
my best friend tried to kill himself twice, luckily he hasn't sucseeded yet. this is why i write my book. maybe if he reads it he'd realize that this is not a way at all.
|14 Mar 2004||liz||Wow, this is a crazy site. I wanted to kill myself by popping an endless amount of the over-the-counter pill coricidin (a cold medicine with dextromethorphan, a drug that causes a LSD type effect). It just made sense at the time. My parents just busted me for taking coricidin recreationally (it's super trippy) and i was grounded from everything, so i figured i would just die from the thing that made me so happy. but then i realized that my best friend and family would be devastated so i changed my mind. and things did get better. if you ever get suicidal think about this.. where could you be in 10 years? you could be in love, would you really wanna miss that? you will be out of high school, away from parents, on your own! don't you wanna see what that's about? if you kill yourself, you're not making things better.. how can you be? you're f*cking dead. what are you gonna do then? you'll be buried in the ground and nothing will be solved. so think about how your life could be, if you let it get better, bc there is a point where things can't get worse. trust me.|
|13 Mar 2004||brian||hy, my name is brian and I'm looking for a painless way to commit suicide. please send me an e-mail if you can help me.
|13 Mar 2004||billy the freak|| a friend of mine commited suicide yesterday. i helped him. i knew he was going to do it. it was obvious when the day before he gave me his playstation2 and all his games.
"here billy. i know you been saving up to get a playstation2, just hold on to the money, you can have mine."
"wait a minute. you're giving that to me?"
"you're not going to come back here next week and say you want that shit back."
"no. just enjoy it as much as i did."
i knew then he was going to snuff it. that playstation was his pride and joy. he got lost in those games so he didn't have to think about the real world. a streetlight went on in my vacant lot of a mind.
"man, it's about time cid."
"about time for what?"
"you know. you decided to kill yourself right."
"don't try to talk me out of it billy. i made up my mind."
"i wouldn't do such a thing. i agree with you.
"you want me to die."
"no. you want to die and i support your decision. i mean, your girlfriend left you, your mom and dad both died in a car accident on the way to bail you out of jail for public drunkeness, you lost your job, oh and didn't somebody poison your dog? yeah, i would want to die too."
he sat down and started to cry. he filled up about a bucket and a half with tears. he just kept saying i wanna die... i wanna die... and pounded the side of his head. he was breaking down. it was time to put my plan into action.
"so when did you want to do it cid?"
"i was going to do it tomorrow afternoon."
"well okay, but let me ask you something don't you think that if you were going to take the dive wouldn't you want to do it it the most pleasurable way possible?"
"what do you mean?"
"well what makes you happy cid?"
"i haven't been happy in a long time billy."
"what's made you happy in the past."
"well, my mom and dad always put up a pinyata on my birthday as a kid. i always was happy on my birthday."
"that's it cid."
"i'll tell you at the dinner, let's get a hamburger my treat."
i told him that i could make his last moments as happy as possible for a price.
he gave me access to his bank account. i cleaned it out. hell he didn't need it! i set his suicide up with with a birthday theme. we had a party on the apartment roof. no one came except me and and a bum who was happy to get free beer. i got some cake and ice cream, party hats, banners, gifts, and everything to make his last birthday special. the finishing touch was i turned him into a human pinyata so when he hit the ground he would bust open and candy and small toys would pour out.
"wow billy, i didn't know i could be so excited about death."
"hey with me you get your dollars worth. any way it's your birthday you deserve to be excited."
"billy thanks for everything but today is not my birthday, it's my deathday"
he started to laugh. i started to laugh. the bum started to laugh because everyone else was laughing. the moment was surreal. he must have thought it was time to go because he blew out his candles and stood on the edge of the roof and fell into eternity. i looked down and saw that the christians already showed up. they helped themselves to the candy and and munched on the thought that cid went to hell and in the bitter sweet moment i realised that I was going to hell.
|13 Mar 2004||LAURA||I THINK THIS WEBSITE IS DISGUSTING.. MY SISTER KILLED HERSELF AND I DONT LIKE THE WAY U ARE MAKIN A JOKE OF IT YOU FUCKING ARSE WIPES I HOPE YOUR FAMILY GET RAPED BY IRAQI CURDS AND YOU KIDS GET RAPED WITH BROKEN BOTTLES AND YOU CUNTS I WANT YOUR EYES PULLIN OUT THEN I WANT YOUR PRICK CUTTIN OFF IF YOUVE GOT ONE!|
|12 Mar 2004||peta||i am 16 and tried to kill myself coz i was so down. it hurt like all f*ck and i almost severed an artery. a mate emailed me about a site that really helped www.thisisawar.com so i read that every day now and am trying to find help!!!|
|12 Mar 2004||Melissa||drown yourself.|
|12 Mar 2004||Chuck||I came here to look for an efficient way to end my life but I can't find shit. I'm thinking about slicing my wrist but from what I hear it doesn't work. I tried to overdose but I woke up the next morning somewhere between life and death. I've put a trashbag over my head in an attempt to die of Carbon Dioxide poisoning. Obviously, that didn't work so I'm not sure sport but I'll keep looking and when I find a good answer I'll put it in here before I do it!! Oh if mom and dad read this (they don't give two shits anyway) just know that I love you all and, well, I don't know if these will be my last words or not. Death is just a gateway to another life! Well, I'm going to rejoice in the suffocating blackness again mabye I'll try a trashbag with a hole this time.|
|12 Mar 2004||latisha||what the fuck is your fucking problem? ur encourageing ppl to kill them selves.. i wish yall would just go 2 hell. damn yall r crazy|
|11 Mar 2004||Ace||My name is Ace and I live in Lincoln Ne. I am a pro. working with kids under a program called Brothers Inc. for 8 years. If any body reads this and needs someone to talk to. I'm always ready to listen. Drop me an E-Mail.
|11 Mar 2004||efrat||i'm really interested in effective ways to commit suicide.
i'm not planning to do so, i'm writing a book about someone how's going to kill herself and so i need to know which way really works.
i don't know if you know, but i guess you get all sort of weird mails and ideas.
my english is not so goood so ignor my mistake. thanks, Efrat
|11 Mar 2004||blabla||i wrote yesturday and you didn't put it.
i really need to see it out there....
|11 Mar 2004||Lavath|
|11 Mar 2004||Chloe||Ecstacy & Alcohol. thats what i tried. it was unsuccessful, but a fun trip. Don't kill yourself.. You have a long life ahead of you. Life is a journey.. Just go along with the ride.|
|11 Mar 2004||tONY dANZA||I DUNNO PLEASE TELL ME|
|11 Mar 2004||HEATHER||HEY
WELL... I CUT MY SELF. NOT TO DRAW BLOOD OR WHATEVER JUST TO HAVE THAT EASE U GET WHEN U SEE IT! IT LIKE THIS GREAT HIGH U GET. AND AFTER BEING DEPRESSED SO LONG I'LL TAKE WHAT I CAN GET! IT'S ALSO THE SAME WITH MY EATING. I EAT AND FOR LIKE PERIODS OF TIME I WONT AT ALL! IT'S THIS CONTROL AND PRIDE THING. I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR AN IDEA OF A FAST GOOD WAY TO DIE! (EVEN THOUGH IM 14) SEE MY AND MY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND WERE PLANING ON RUNNING AWAY! BUT WHEN I ASKED HER IF SHE STILL WANTED TO GO SHE SAID NO CUZ" MY LIFE IS OK RIGHT NOW" (WE HAVE BEEN PLANING THIS THING 4EVER!) THEN I GOT ALL MOODY AND YELLED AT HER SAYING SHE CAN KEEP PRETENDING WITH HER PERFECT LIFE AND BIBLE FUCKING FAMILY! AND NOW SHE WONT TALK TO ME! (THAT BRING MY FRIENDS LEVEL TO 0!) I DONT THINK I CRIED SO MUCH EVER! NOT EVEN WHEN M FAMILY WAS SICK! WOW I FEEL SO SELFISH AND EMO! BUT WHAT CAN U DO! I REALLLY JUST WANNA GO, LEAVE BREATH AND GET AWAY AND BE ME! WELL DOESNT SEEM LIKE THAT IS GONNA HAPPEN SO IM GONNA GO EAT (GET FATTER) AND TRY TO CALL LINDZ!
LOVE HEATHER BYE
O YEA IM ME IF U WANNA TALK TO A MOODY BITCH WHO HAS NO LIFE FRIENDS OR ANYTHING BUT WANTS TO RUNAWAY
|10 Mar 2004||semyon||i am not gonna write about how to kill yourself. i gave that info couple of days ago. i am however going to write is if anybody thinks they want to go through with killing themselves then could you e-mail me. i went through this suicide stage since i was 8 i am now 18 and had so many attempts i know how all of you feel, trust me! i think you should think twice before doing it even though it will end the pain but you won't get nothing from it so if you need any help from me (which is confident and free) please do e-mail me on
think before you act
|10 Mar 2004||PeaceMaster||If you want to suicide the first thing you should note: no one will escape you from the attempt. because your are killing yourself, whatever way u r doing it , because u r facing a big problem, so it is really important you don't go into more more n more problem after the failure of your attempt. so next time u go into the attempt make sure the you are trying it in a Big forest or isolated place
I'm also planning at my first attempt