|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|11 Feb 2004||sophie||i am 13 goin on 14 i am a bi its 3 days untill valentines n i just told a girl who is lez that i rly like her n she has rly hurt me i have slashed my wrists i hve tryed using a knife & scizzors but they dont work i rly h8 my life n i just wanna end it but how can i i must admit i have tryed 2 hang myself but didnt have the guts 2 put it tight enought 2 kill me wot other way is there i mite as well jump off a brdge|
|11 Feb 2004||WVDistressedWoman||Well, I'm not under 13 but, anyways, I'm 19, goin on 20 and I've been suicidal ever since I was 6 yrs old. When I was 6, I tried jumping off of a train, the guy stopped me and it was all because I didn't want to live and today it feels like I still don't. Well, the problems are my mother was sick all the time and my dad was a drug addict and my dad liked beating on my brother because he wasn't his biological son and his dad died in a car wreck when he was 4 ys old. People come to think that my mother and I was something that we're not. I didn't know what to do, I mean, I would sit in the upstairs reading collegeiate books and I was the one who would take care of the cleaning of the place. My brother would just go to the neighbors to eat. My dad, when I was 4 yrs old, he starved me, mom wasn't able to get up. Later on, in the years, I began using drugs and everything, had to learn to cook around 9 yrs old, I began drinking, popping cold medicine pills, smoking marijauna, and then I even would burn myself sometimes and do things unintentionally, it was called MS, the worst depression there is and there's nothing anyone can really do about it. I've been through humpteen doctors and psychiatrists. People think I'm something that I'm not, I mean, I'm the nicest I can be to ppl but, they're all wrong and wanna judge and try to control me, like that one bastard a few yrs ago who tried breaking up my mom and dad for yrs and yrs, he went to hell, well, I hate to talk about this but I was jumped onto by too many ppl and he was one of them for being so jealous of all the friends I had and because he couldn't get my ass and now this pervert prick next door is doing the same thing, they're only doing it to themselves because they're the ones who are really fucked. Now, I think I'm straightening up my life, when I said right now, before I mean that's just how I feel on the opinion. I just feel that people should back off and whatever they're thinking and if it's that bad, they should keep it to themself and not say a bunch of idiocrisy rumors. It's just not right, I mean, I'm going to college, have a boyfriend, friends, and I work part-time, have hobbies, and always keep my hands busy by playing music, video games, or on construction and remodeling, just doing something. I mean, ppl don't actually know what that stuff does to ya, it will really mess ya up but, it's only up to you and it's not up to other ppl to get better, only you can do that, and don't pay attention to them idiots, that drives them even more mad or then they finally get the clue and as for some who don't, they only will when they're dead, I suppose.|
|11 Feb 2004||billy||sometimes i get so sad i want to hurt myself. sometimes i get so angry i want to hurt other people. (are you feeling suicidal; homicidal maybe? :( sometimes i get so scared i just want to hide. sometimes i get so tired i just want to sleep. ( do you like to withdraw, maybe you have seen a change in your sleep habits. :( sometimes i get so lonely i think there is no one out there. sometimes i get so extatic, i think the world and everything in it is mine for the taking. (do you want off the rollercoaster? :)
i would give anything for a chance to feel normal. why is everthing so loud? why is everyone staring at me? why do people judge me because i'm different?
how do you hide in a group of people?
you act like everyone else.
be yourself even if you are psychotic, paranoid, drug addicted, nut bag like myself. atl east i say what i think or maybe that's drinks talking.
|11 Feb 2004||Makia||The best way is to phone childline on 0800 1111 or another freephone number for children|
|11 Feb 2004||Mathieu Malouf||Il faut d'abord obtenir la permission de se servir du poële et inviter des gens à bouffer chez soi en leur fixant un rendez-vous dans une demi-heure environ, pour se laisser du temps. Ensuite on fait revenir des échalottes, on ajoute des champignons, du vin blanc, de la crême et, après s'être rasé le corps entier et extrait les yeux, dents, ongles et autres abats, on se fait revenir gentiment, bien câlé au fond de notre poëlon favori.|
|11 Feb 2004||satanic tendencies||im not under 13, but dont overdose on paracetamol. its a slow n painfull process. i tried it once when i was 8, again when i was 9, i got my stomac pumped both times, and a few weeks ago, im 22 now, this time i was kept in the hospital over night n left on a dip for 18hours, wiv blood tests ever 4hours. paracetamol doesnt kill u out right, it fucks ur liver and kidneys so much, that they dont work, it takes up to 2wks, b4 u die. trust me, iv got on goin kidney pains now cause of it. i also tried to hang myself, when i was 9 and was caught by my mum. when i was 19 i took 16 grams of speed, in an attempt to give myself a heart attack which didnt work (just so u know, iv had 2 mild heart attacks b4 that). iv pushed my body n mind to the limits, n it just wont give in. iv mixed all kind of drugs 2gether and drank myself stupid n im still here. i mean, iv got just under 60 scars on my body. if i lived in the US, id just use a gun, but i live in england! anyway, if u know another quick and painless way, then feel free 2tel me!|
|10 Feb 2004||David||don't u all see? the pain u are living, its all about the pain, all about the sensation, fuck whatever situation ur in, its the constant suffering is what connects us all, somewhere someone knows what i'm saying, and maybe that person can elaborate.
I'm 17 and have had over 150 stitches, it's not the death that i crave but rather the all consuming sensation; i'm addicted to pain.
as stupid as it sounds it's real......
|10 Feb 2004||angela||I am thirteen right now... i will be turning fourteen in a couple months... i think the best way to kill urself is to go out and get drunk.. off henny, hypnotic, or captain morgan... and then find a tall building or high bridge and jump off of it.. i'm pretty sure it won't hurt too much.. and it'll be a lot of fun till u hit the ground.. i myself am gonna try this in jus a few hours here.. i see no point in carrying on.. i've lost all i hold dear.. and everyday i lose someone i love... so wuts the point in stickin around fer the pain... the hell with life.. forget about the future.. and stop bein a pussy and jus jump!|
|10 Feb 2004||Holly||i wanna no a gd suicide method , one that will kill me quickly|
|10 Feb 2004||...||Of course I think about killing myself everyday. The only thing I'm good at (which means a career) is art, but how can I be good at something that feeds other people's materialistic needs? What good am i doing if i sell people another object for them to temporarily use as a source of... is there pride in ownership? And visual art itself is the act of polluting for aesthetics. Charcoal is trees cut and burnt to be used specifically for expressing emotion onto other dried-pulp versions of trees (paper). Think of ther rest of the world and how Western Civilization exploits it. Everyone you know will eventually leave you. Everyone betrays. So the answer seems to be to join some kind of greenpeace, but why save man? If i could kill solely the human species in order to save the rest of the species i would, but that's not possible, so i'll just do my part.|
|10 Feb 2004||Marty||Hello my name is marty. I am 14 years old, and i'm already sick of life. Well it's not easy, when your parents don't care about you, your best friends don't care about you, you can't get good grades, and the girl I really like keeps on playing me. I'm just soo sick of it, I can barely take it... I have been trying soo hard not to do it to. If you listen to the song Thug Mansion (acoustic) by Tupac, you'll understand how I feel. I just wish there was a better way then suicide.
If I were to have to say a way... It would be anyway that is quick and not painful, unless you want it to be slow and painful.
|09 Feb 2004||nikirta||all i want in live is to kill myself ok i know its wrong but i have aboslutely nothing to live for. im fat im ugly i have little friends my father has paranoia schizophrenia and hurts us but not physically he has but mostly its all emotional and no one understands none of those doctors help they just give you stuff to numb the pain but it doesnt go away. and im 15 and no one really cares about me. my mom loves my brother more and my father has 2 kids he cares about more and im not smart. there isnt anything good about me. u can call me pessimistic but thats my life and i know im being selfish becuase i know that there are people without much but look at them they are happy if god loved us like some people say he does why does he put us through all this hell. I know some would say that its supposed to help you to learn from something but i dont see whats so great about living. and like i said no one understands they just take notes and tell you to suck it up. and i have like no good things about me i can never do anything right and i just want to die.|
|09 Feb 2004||Squ@ll||plusieurs étapes:
regarder toutes les saloperies de la télé durant toute l'enfance
subir l'autorité de parents sans cervelle
aller à l'école pour se faire bourrer le crane
et se rendre compte qu'au bout des 13 ans on est bien partie pour faire partie du système
|08 Feb 2004||Alex||ive been suicidal 4 ages now! theres one thing keeping me alive which is my boyfriend but since i only see him on some weekends coz we dont go to the same scool im tempted all the time during the week since one of my m8s blew him self up with petrol and survived ive been worried dat im gonna end up brain damaged or summit with an attempt! i just wona die and dats it! this site is helpin me alot! the more i read the more i want to die! the more i speak to my boyfriend i think i wona die but not for him! Alex - 13 xxx
ppl email me on email@example.com or firstname.lastname@example.org! suicide rulez!
|08 Feb 2004||duznt mata||i came across dis site thru sum uva 1 n i cant believe wot people write on dis... i must admit i went thru a stage of feeling low bout maself and then last november ma cuz committed suicide ma family woz herat broken n he didnt leave a note or said bye. he suffered by himself and dats wot hurt the most. Seriously if u do feel like ending your life... dont... ur only hurting the others around u. if u hav a problem talk 2 sum1 bout it. suicide iz not a joke, u may b ending ur pain but its da start of a painful journey for the others your leaving behind. think about it!!!|
|08 Feb 2004||nanou||il faut gober tous les médicaments que maman planque dans sa table de nuit, ya des anti-anxyolitiques et des somnifères. j'fais comme à la télé, je vide les deux boites et j'avale le tout à l'aide d'une bouteille de whisky|
|07 Feb 2004||Leonardius Mackellar||Something wonderful has happened to me. i was caught up in 7th heaven. There sat all the gods in assembly. By special grace i was granted the privilege of making a wish. "Wilt thou," said Mercury, "have youth or beauty or power or a long life or the most beautiful maiden... or any of the other glories we have in the chest? Choose, but only one thing." For a moment i was at loss. Then i addressed myself to the gods as follows: "Most honorable contemporaries, i choose this one thing, that i may always have the laugh on my side." Not one of the gods said a word; on the contrary, they all began to laugh. From this i concluded that my wish was granted, and found that the gods knew how to express themselves with taste; for it would hardly have been suitable for them to have answered gravely: "Thy wish is granted." ~Soren|
|07 Feb 2004||Tom||go to your parent's car, pop the hood, look at the engine, look at the lights from the engine side, grab the wires coming out of them, on one side there should be 2 wires, get a soldering iron and solder them to the gas tank, when you turn the car lights on.... BOOM! a meal for 5 cooked to perfection... at least that way your entire life won't be a loss.|
|07 Feb 2004||Tom Oliveri||ok guys i have wanted to commit suicide and have friends who have too but really is it worth it? what if there is no other life after this one? what if you just get put to an end, nothing after? the only thing you will think when you're about to die is perhaps this is not the right thing to do.
perhaps there is a way you can change your life and if you are set on killing yourself think one last time can i change this???? ask a friend.
|06 Feb 2004||elo||faire une overdose de bonbons|