|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|24 Jul 2004||mel||The best way to kill yourself... to speak truthfully there is no best way.The best way would be to die painless but its not gonna happen. First of all why do you want to die??
Are you depressed or do you just see no point to going on in this world??
I myself think both, what is the point of living??
Is it to achieve and prosper or is it for other reasons to fall in love maybe?
Ill tell you about my life and if you still want to die go ahead and kill yourself go 6 foot under its not my prob but dont expect to go to a better place.
My mum and dad are always fighting theres alot of yeling and punching going on in my life.
My mum just kept on going back to him for 14 long years , tormenting herself and her three kids, because of this fighting my brother is now on these tablets called epilum,theyre mood stabilisers.He is really aggressive, he is so aggressive that he stabbed me in the leg, i had to get stitches and if he had hit for inches up it would of killed me.
He has done armed robbery,and robbed servos and liquor stores.
He luckily was sentenced ith 18 months probation. he is also a self mutilator.
My little sister is 9 and she is the happiest person in the world.shes to young to understand what happens around her so she isnt as screwed as me and my bro.
She was there when my bro stabbed me, she saw my leg pouring out blood, she saw me screaming in pain, she saw me go in the ambulance and she was there for the 4 hours i was at the cop shop.
she sees it when my mum hits me and slams my head into walls continuously.
shes there for everything and i hate myself for that.
My dad hits my bro he yells at me my sis is the apple of his eye.
hes a drug fucked cunt. he fucked his half sister for 6 months while we were living with him. he has perved on me in the shower. i have so many scars.
You may think that is not so bad, but i lived it, it was traumatising.
im depressed and in every way im dead except physically.
i dont kill myself only because of my little sis. she is he light of my day.
so plz think of the consequences of suicide.
|24 Jul 2004||Brandon||Actually i am 18, but i have been wanting to die for a long time, still do, but i haven't over came my own instinct of self-preservation. Personally this era we live in isn't for me and i would rather die and reincarnate at a more suitable era.|
|23 Jul 2004||KobraKid2004||Do not eat for 10 or more days then have a large meal !
Or go for an excrement fasting and witness how cycling changes your metabolism !
Good luck, losers !
|23 Jul 2004||mavreen||walk into the getto and scream "nigger"|
|23 Jul 2004||Hera (H is silent)||Hello everyone my name is Era, i'm 14 years old almost 15. I am very interested in everybodys experiences with suicide and pain, i have had some similar issues throughout my life, but right now i really just want to talk with someone and switch experiences over the net. If you are not interested then please just skip this but if you are i would really like to hear from you. My email is email@example.com and we can talk online and then maybe exchange phone numbers. Thank you all for taking the time to read this. i hope to hear from some of you soon.|
|23 Jul 2004||Anarchy||people, its this simple. if you feel bad enough to want to kill yourself, no one but you can get you out of that situation. you may need a friend for support in helping you get yourself outta the situation, but only you will do it. these "don't do it" posts make me mad because who the hell are you <random person> to say what one should/n't do?? if you want out, well, it's up to you. in this apathetic world, you should just learn to live with your emotions and deal with them.|
|23 Jul 2004||Courtney demers||this is fuckin sick.. how the fuck can you do this.. who ever made this web site should fuckin die.. fuckin losers.. oo yaa nad make sure you e-mail me you fuckin bitch.. unless your a pussy|
|23 Jul 2004||Wyatt Erp||I would have to say using a gun, but yes I know it's hard to get a hold of one, (excpet for me cause my ma has a whole shit load plus swords too and an ax), and it's kind o messy. Then there's cut you wrist, but sadly that messy too. Also there's jumpping of some really tall building, but that's messy also. Yes i know lots of things are messy, but I don't like blood. I think might try getting really, really high, taking a whole hell of a lot of pills, ( my ma has lots of them too, lots of hydro), and finish it off with a a gallon with a mix of rum, wisky, and others of my fav. and then go to bed. If it don't work I tell you, but if it does then well yeah.|
|22 Jul 2004||There Is No FuckINg god||Use the kitchen knife and slit your writs or throat.. or stab yourself|
|22 Jul 2004||cj||I want to know if anyone has any sleeping pills or where to get them.|
|22 Jul 2004||*another day inside my world*||the hate you feel wont go away.
Your all programed to feel this way.
and your all programed to to die one day. you can make you do anything you want.
|22 Jul 2004||Anarchy||Well, I would suggest walking into the school cafeteria, shooting everyone (make sure you get more than 20 people dead) and then blowing your head to bits with a 18-gauge shotgun. If you live in America, this stuff will be easy to get a hold of.
Oh and remember to tape the whole thing whilst broadcasting it live on the internet. Go out with a bang!
|21 Jul 2004||SAM||life can be a b#### like i living it right now i feel sumtimes like i should kill my self theres anything i can do ill do it to kill my self
i dont know quite yet why i didnt do it maybe its becuse maybe their is sumthing out their thats wort while living 4 but u know maybe won day later in life i will be up their with god and i just want everyone to always remember me as a good person
sumtimeslife makes me wonder why do i suffer why do i botter i could take my life right now but i try hard to stay alive
hey u dont know i could reach for a gun shoot my self and end the missery but doesnt that just give more missery
i read about the mother whos son killed himself and reading her srticle helped but there will always be A TIME THAT I JUST WANNAAAAAAAAAAA KILLLLLLLLLLL MYYYYYYY SELFFFFFF
BUT REMEMBER ITS NOT WORTH IT UNLESS U JUST WANA MAKE IT ALL END
I DONT KNOW IF THIS WILL HELP ANY ONE BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL MY NAKE IS SAM AND IT GUNNA TAKE ALOT BEFORE I C0MMIT SUICIDE
|21 Jul 2004||fiona||hi its me again as u know ive tried to kill myself 8 times and some jammy bastard has to wake me up everytime well i tried again who thought i would i got my other mate to smother me wid a pillow she got to the point when i was unconcious worried what she had done took the pillow of me and tried to revive me and it FUCKIN WORKED! i wanted to kill her she turned around and said she just couldnt do it.|
|21 Jul 2004||Fire Woman||I really enjoy life with my husband and 2 beautiful daughters and many friends so I can say that I have a lot to live for.
But there may come a day when I will get sick of living and decide to end it all. If that day comes and I really want to die then I would either do an overdose on pills or something which is quick and painless or if I decide to die slowly and in pain then I would pour petrol on myself and light a match.
|20 Jul 2004||Melissa||Hello. my name is melissa and ever since the first day of 8th grade ive been trying to end my horrible nightmare, called **life**. What made me suicidal you ask? Well my mother is a loser. She is constantly yelling at my siblings and i, and thats not a very fun thing to listen to all day. Her voice is piercing it hurts to think that some people are so happy while i rot in my room all day. My brother always is with his friends and he barely knows that i exist. i hate it i wish i had more people who cared about me.
My father is an okay guy i guess. he just is prettty annoying. but that i can deal with. Im failing school almost and that really bothers me beacuse everyone i know is becoming a doctor getting scholorships and etc.. im not stupid its just that im not smart either. i wish i was. my parents are constant;ly reminding me of all that bad things ive done. and about my grades how they wish i got straight A's.
i have tried to kill myself several times by taking overdoses since both my parents are doctors they have buckets full of pills. Nothing ever works! instead of cutting my wrist i scratch.......ive got long nails when people ask i just say my neighbor scratched the heck out of me
My name is Melissa Brawn and i want to die.
please help me for i am also afraid of pain such as knives remember im 14 so i cant have a gun '''''''sigh'''''''
"I never thought id die alone i laughed the loudest who've known"
Blink 182 (adams song)
^^^that line is so me.^^^
|20 Jul 2004||email me plz||wow guys i cant believe i lived w/o this site before... jesus christ, i dont even no y i want 2 kill myself so bad, i feel bad for all yall whose lives really do suck and i no im selfish but im just searching for something more but i cant seem to find it... have u ever heard the song mad world by michael andrews?? well thats exactly how i feel... its like okay what the fuck am i doing, school is hard and we're just going nowhere, everything u do it doesnt even matter because ur just gonna die in the end anyway so why wait... y not just do it now and get it over with and spare urself all the shit ur gonna go through in the future... im sry im not trying 2 tell anyone 2 kill themselves, and i dont think its a weak thing 2 do all u fuckers who say that, b/c it takes strength to go through with it, hell, maybe suicidal ppl r the only ones who've got life figured out...plz ppl email me cuz i seriously need 2 talk 2 someone.. yep time to go cut myself, mwa|
|20 Jul 2004||holly||Well, there was a question to answer on this website, which is why I went to it, I searched on google for ways to commit suicide, and I found this site... Everyone seems to be telling their storys, and Mine seems pathetic in comparison. I am 15 years old. for 4 years I have slowly grown into a person I hate and a person who frustrates me more than any frustration you can imagen. I have what you could probably call a good life. My parents dont mistreat me, Iv never been mistreated, We have plenty of money and everything is fine, I fit in at school Ok. But I guess its the little things that get me down. This past year has been so hard for me. I was serveirly bullied by a boy I once dated,and at the same time I was struggleing to pull up my failing grades to passing grades.I never had luck with boys and it always ended badly, but while this was going on, I found someone I fell inlove with, and he fell inlove with me. While relatives died and people I cared about left me, he stayed by my side. I couldent have wished for anyone better. Its sounds stupid and Like a love story but the love storys, when they happen, are really true. Have you ever heard that song by dido?
Drank to much last night,got bills to pay, my head just gives way, miss the bus and the'll be hell to pay, Im late for work again, and even if Im there theyll all imply I may not last the day, then you call me and its not so bad.
Thats sums it up completely. The world could have fallen down around me and I would have had something to live for. Him. He was my world, and to this day I love him with everything I have, and I would do anything for him. But I ruined it. We broke up due to one person who amnipulated me and made my life, while I was with the one I loved, unbearable. So I broke up with him. I am back with him now, but to this day that is the biggest mistake I have ever made. It will never be the same and I know he has never forgiven me.we dont have what we had before, and he dosent get me through the day anymore. Not only that he is leaving the country in a month. And I know its sad but I cant manage without him. I cant understand how I can make the next year without him by my side. I just cant do it. So this is it. I am not a strong person so I dont eve deserve to be alive. It hurts so much every single day. I cant bear it and there is no way it can be over. I dont want anyone to mourn for me, or think of me as selifsh, coz if you care you'll realise where iv gone my pain will be over...and Id want that for anyone I cared about.
|20 Jul 2004||Mr. Void||well, first, sorry if my english has some strange sentence or words; it's not my native language ...
Taking a large amount of pills to comit a suicide is a bad idea. What happen with food in your stomach ? It takes hours to digest something ... That's the same with these pills. Hours to digest it and have it go through your veins ... During this time someone can see you and call ermergency or take you to hospital... You won't die and that's enough so get some critical but not deadly organ wounds (brain, nerves and especially liver and kidneys). You already have so much pain in your mind, don't add more physical pain to that. Or do it properly, I mean, use something which will surely kill you.
I've got suicidal thoughts since I'm 7 years old, and now, I'm 24. I don't know how to explain it... It's like having my mind trapped by/in something, but I don't know what. Sometimes, I feel nothing, it likes I there was nothing in my mind/spirit/soul, only void and emptyness ...
I tried to commit suicide only one time, it was 4 years ago, with pills. I had to vomit, but a part of this mixture was in my stomach and I didn't went to an hospital. My hips and my belly were in pain for 4 weeks...
Now that's different. I'm a student in a university, and I'm trying to get a chemistry diploma... We've got chemistry practice in laboratory and we sometimes work with dangerous components. If, like 4 years ago, I reach the peak of my suicidal thoughts again, I'll get some chemical components at home and make some hydrogen cyanide gas. This time, with this poison, dear Grim Reaper won't miss me.
If only suicide wasn't considered as a shame ... We could simply go to a suicide designer and ...
Movie: My Right to Ravage Myself
|19 Jul 2004||Flamer. Sorry to let you all down, I didn't swear at all in...||The best way to kill yourself eh?? Well let's see, there are about 6 and half billion people in the world right now... and soon each and every one of them, all 6.5 billion will be dead. Everyone who has ever lived has died. You will die too. Everyone dies, not everyone really lives. Why not give life a chance? Your death will come eventually, live your life while you still have it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!