|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Aug 2004||spyder||ok look ive writen in befor and i still do not understand why you would post a web page like this. yes i have cut myself and tried 2 kill myself and so has my bf but i always end up reslising there is some one there for me. i mean if life was so bad i wouldnt have my bf and a good family i understand a lot of you have problems but when i found out sum 1 i knew even though i hated him when he killed himself i couldnt believe it i still miss him even though he waz a bitch to me but he was still a part of my life|
|02 Aug 2004||x the kid||people always ask "what's the point of life?" well i've finally figured it out: death. i think that death is the most glorious part of life. i am an attention seeking person. i love to get attention. one time, i was anorexic just so people would try to force feed me. of course i gave it up after a few weeks when i was tired of that certain type of attention. then, my best friend (or so i thought) for 3 years accused me of faking anorexia just for the attention. that got me pissed off. she blocked me on aim and avoided me in school. i hated her for it, and i still do. she says i'm a horrible person. so that got me depressed. although what she said was true, what kind of friend is that who accuses her friend of faking trouble? what if it was real and i was really suffering? well i've realized faking stuff doesn't get you much attention.
then lately, my boyfriend started igoring me. i don't really think i'm an attractive girl, and it's hard for me to get anyone interested in me. this is my first real relationship, and i love him very much. being the romantic that i am, i live for love, and i think love is the only reason why we are alive. but my parents don't allow me to date. until college probably. but i can't wait until then. right now, i have absolutely no freedom. i'm not allowed to see my boyfriend, and i'm not even allowed to ride with my friends home from school. i have to take the stupid bus that takes up so much time of my day. i'm in this advanced magnet school and i am also in marching band so time is a precious thing. i also love to hang out with my friends and just be with my boyfriend. but my parents don't allow me to do so. so my boyfriend, finally realizing that we can never go on a parentally approved date (we always sneak around), decided that he doesn't want me anymore. he doesn't talk to me anymore and changed his screen name just so i can't reach him. it angers me. the last time we saw each other, we were still close. all the sudden, he just decided that i'm not worth all the energy required of sneaking around. he was the perfect boyfriend. he wasn't afraid to show me that he loved me, and he always did all those sweet stuff. plus, he showed up right when i was about to give up on life.
then recently, a girl from my school died of meningitis. everyone had her in their profile and claimed her such a great person. people dedicated away messages and xanga/livejournal entries to her. she wasn't even that great of a student.
so i realized that if i killed myself, then i would get all the attention i want. just knowing how many people would be sad, how pitiful they'd think it is that such a girl with so much potential and talent would take her life. i have decided that i won't be able to take the next two years living just for school work and practicing flute. that's just not the way i work. i'm a sociable person, and i like to go out. not being able to do that is worth than death for me. i know if i push through the next few years, i would be able to do all that i want, but then i don't feel like dealing with the stress and pressure of applying for college and then trying to find a job and stuff. and i always worry myself to death, what people think of me, what college to go to, what to major in. so after i've decided that i will commit suicide, that burden had been taken off my back.
so my suicide is going to be like a dream wedding for most little girls. i'm going to plan it perfectly. i'm hoping to go through with it in the next few months. i'm planning to act like everything is fine, and i will still take the sats and psats so nobody will suspect a thing. i will work hard at my flute, so it's even more talent lost. i will be obedient and never rebel with my parents. so when i die, it will be this wonderful kid lost. nobody would've guessed, and everyone would be 10x sadder.
i'm still not sure how i'm gonig to carry out my suicide. i want to wear something elaborate, write everyone letters and stuff. just make it all dramatic. i'm so glad i've made the decision to die. i just don't have to worry or be afraid anymore. the last couple of months of my life, i'll live it to the greatest. i'm going to pretend, because the real me is already dead, but i will enjoy everything i love before i die... then the greatest day of my life, my death, will come and i will receive the attention i've always wanted, and i will be glorified...
|01 Aug 2004||Carla||Yeah, I'll help you. Stop being stupid. Suicide is not a joke and it hurts people you love and who love you. Even if your parents act like they don't like you, suicide isn't going to change them. And pretending suicide will only get you in trouble and make you wish you really had. Don't be dumb. This site is stupid.|
|01 Aug 2004||Phil||*Tut tut*, you don't seem to understand. You see, it's because I have titillated and teased Mouchie for a few years now with Big Breasted Lucy Cortina, and he/she/they (?) still feels a buzz of naughty excitement whenever I am in close proximity.|
|01 Aug 2004||David Lee Goodloe||The best way to kill yourself is to lose the will to live. If you can do that, you will die instantly.
Problem is, that is nearly impossible to do, because God is in all of us, and he believes in us, even if we don't believe in him.
Every single day, thousands... millions of people around the world want to kill themselves at least a little. The reason is because Satan has tricked our minds through the media and the secret lies he tells us constantly, which we always think are thoughts and conclusions of our own.
The only way to get in this life is to give. If you want to receive you must first give. For guidance and help on how to do this, simply get down on your knees in your closest, or in a secluded area somewhere, and pray mightily to God. You don't have to pray "properly", all you have to do for the prayer to be valid, is be honest. 100%, completely, unfearfully, honest, even if it hurts. IF you do this, you will see a miracle in your life.
Now, don't believe that a miracle is a being of light who is a spirit showing up to you, (although for some it has been, and can be, depending on God's will and knowledge of what you truly need). Rather, realize that a miracle is a person who cares about you showing up, or calling, or someone who is worse off than you being revealed to you -- to put things in perspective. The lord will decide what miracle you will receive, but remember that no matter what, he will never tell you to die, or condone your death. Not one human being that lives today is here by accident, we each were chosen by our creator to be here, and go through these trials. What we acquire, who we control, how we exert our will on others is NOT the important thing. What is important is how we grow, and give, and change, and believe in goodness. Only when those changes start will you realize the horrible yet beautiful (all at once) truth about life -- The horrible part being that this world is drenched in Evil, Sin, and even our very minds and hearts are often controlled by it, The wonderful part being that this is where we are supposed to be, that we have been chosen to go through this, and that if we believe this, and believe on his name, there is nothing to stand in our way from attaining a better life, an eternal life, after we do what is required of us here.
There is no beggining, nor is there an end, only change is constant. Think about this, and pray as I suggested, and God will show you a thread. If believe in this, you will pull out of your depression and into a better place.
|01 Aug 2004||Jason||I cannot answer this question, but wanting to know how.. I've been wanting to commit suicide for god only remembers. Growing up both parents fought like crazy.. My brother and I never had the emotional support all the other kids around us growing up did.. I mean I'm not saying this for anyone to feel sorry for me. I'm sure a lot of people probably had it.. But I guess I wasn't strong enough to look pass it. Growing up I was teased, ridiculed, put down, troubled by everyone. YOu name it Family members, friends, teachers everyone. The only person that I had was me, myself and I. Till I met someone that made me feel on top of the world. He showed me the true meaning of what love is. I've never felt anything like it. He made me feel incredibly happy, but at the same time really really sad.. all in all I was in love.. We were together for about 4 yrs through high school and went through so much shit.. He was suicidal. Why?? I had no Idea. I felt that he was PERFECT. He was my angel. He was the only reason why I was living, why my life was worth living. And for him to want to leave. I just didn't understand. Straight a student, athletic, handsome, great family, I just didn't understand. Before all this happen he had no idea of my thoughts.. And I told him I've thought about killing myself, but after I met him it changed. I told him you gave me a reason to live.. It still didn't change his thoughts. He thought he was worthless.. A month would pass and he would be totally fine, like nothing happened.. I didn't get it... He later broke my heart and left me to be with someone else.. I was in pain. I did try killing myself after, but of course someone had to save me... and did.. I came to a relization that I might have a reason why I'm still here.. Sure enough I lived and still am trap in helll. I picked up a eating disorder. I felt that the only thing that comforted me and made me happy was food.. I noticed I started gaining weight. So, I thought that the easiest way to keep the weight off was to throw up afterwards and so that's what I did.. At first it wasn't at all bad I would do it twice a month or something started working out more instead.. But during this time I still was over my broken heart. It was always on my mind, next year came aroung a receive a phone call.. He was dead.. what the fuck, he broke my heart, I'm finally getting over it and he kills himself and he hurts me even more... Me suffering so much because of him. And now this... Selfish thoughts take over me.. I calmed down and finally realized why.. I spoke to his friends and they had told me he was bipolar.. No one took it seriously and because of that he's gone.. It's been three years and I've still found no meaning to life.. After all that's happened u would think I would be more determined to live and learn from his mistakes.. u know.. Live for him... Stop thinking of myself, but that's all I got... Now I'm here contimplating on how I'm going to do this... Still with my eating disorder that has controlled my life... It's the only thing that comforts me.. I am nothing.. I think of food and it makes me feel better. It numbs me from the reality I live in.. How I'm a worthless fake that does not deserve to live.. I am a fake fake fake... I know after this I'm not going to kill myself.. I'll be living my same fucking dumb ass life.. Alone and fake is what I am.. My smiles are a mere illusion of what I truly feel.... I'm going to go eat and throw up and wish tomorrow would be different......|
|01 Aug 2004||andrew||Hey my name is andrew. Im 19 and ive been having suicidal thoughts for years. I dont really want to die but there isn't really anything else for me. My parents are losers, not that they hurt me or anything. My dad just sits around all day and my mom just works. Its like ive been living alone all my life. Its so fucked up. Everyone that has ever gotten to know me knows ill end up killing myself but none do anything about it. Its just all fucked up and theres nothing i can do about it.|
|01 Aug 2004||Flamer||I HATE YOU MOUCHETTE!!!!! You're a fucking loser!!! Hey man, I can't say I understand all of your art, and even if I did understand it, I wouldn't give a damn either you boring NERDY death loving freak. But you sir, have the absolute WORST taste in the world!!! I mean, when it comes to choosing the your "favourite" answers on this site. What the fuck were you thinking when you put Phil's latest answers in your favourite posts? Was it funny, interesting..... anything??? NO!!!!!!!! It was nothing!! NOTHING!!!!! And for that Mouchette, you deserve to die and rot in hell for all eternity.
The best way to kill yourself if you are under 13 is SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DON'T ASK ME STUPID QUESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|01 Aug 2004||kaniya||put a leather belt arond your neck make sure its on tight and pull and just keep pullin dont let go|
|31 Jul 2004||scott||instead of laughing, y doesnt neone do the "christian" thing to do and actually help, u call us sick and u just throw shit and hate our way to make it worse, the sick are not as "sick" as those who abuse the sick, think about it "sicko." u fucking disgust me.|
|31 Jul 2004||scott||nerald, obviously u dont know nething about depression, therefore i will enlighten you, it is a chemical (and DNA) malfunction in the brain, and is not very different scientifically than cancer, u obviously have never looked around at people suffering and understood their pain, furthermore, u dont know how 2 help and that angers u (if u even care), because u dont understand it, and i think it scares u|
|31 Jul 2004||Unkown author||Look it is not worth killing yourself no matter what the situation is. I have been in some bad relationships, and other things that I wont mention here. There is nothing in this world that is so bad that you have to kill yourself. It is just plain insane and crazy to talk about wanting to kill yourself. The only advice I can give is if you are going to commit suicide, or are thinking about it. you need to talk to someone before you make the wrong decision. Talk to your parents or get professional help or do something besides think of ways or try to attempt to kill yourself. It is not worth your life to solve a temporary problem, a temporary problem can be solved. Your life can not be brought back ever again. Once you die, that is it, no more. THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!!!!|
|31 Jul 2004||kaylie||hey guys i no i just put something up but for anyone who needs to talk email me @ DumbBlonde121289@aol.com or add me to your buddy list, i really need someone to talk to too so maybe we can help each other
|31 Jul 2004||kaylie||if you're here to say suicidal ppl are selfish, sign the fuck off... do u know what it's like to be suicidal? huh? it haunts you. every waking moment, every second of every day, pulsing at your temples, eating away at your insides. you dread the dawning of a new day. you go to school wearing a mask; on the outside, you're just another student in the halls, another player on the lax field. Inside, you are deteriorating... and yet you feel nothing. you are so numb to the pain that the only way to feel again is to cut. your scars become your badges of courage, constant reminders of what you've been through and overcome. you are so alone. you can't concentrate in class, but you don't have to. you'll be dead before the homework is due, anyway. you hear yourself speak or watch yourself join your family for dinner but it's not really you. you are already dead, and all you want is for your body to be dead too. Do you know what that's like? I'm fourteen and i can't even count the number of times i've tried to kill myself... once it's in you, it never leaves. i'm sry to all u guys whose lives suck and stuff, it'll get better, but for all you ppl who think we're weak and crap, kindly fuck off|
|31 Jul 2004||mole||life started off good but slowly got worser and worse. i dont see the point in life all my friends hate me and my famlies fucked. i think ill will trie to die by train or by jumping off a tall bridge into a main road. FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|30 Jul 2004||Phil||Felicia you naughty girl, how dare you. This is my first look back on this site in a while, and already Felicia is slandering me. It's a bit boring now on this forum since the regulars left in search of fame, but it's nice to see that Dear Felicia has remained in the gutter with the rest of us. I love you darling! I'm sure that even the most drab of people here have much more exciting lives than me. I've been cooped up with German relatives, and an uncle who is so old fashioned that we have to light a coal fire to get hot water (I'm surprised he hasn't started wearing leaves yet). My grandad, meanwhile, is a constant source of fun. He is in his late 70's, but once when he wanted to go to bed early, and my uncle said he couldn't (there's a little gate at the bottom of the stairs to stop him going up alone) he replied with "I'm fed up of this, I'm going to tell my mum!" Who of course is dead. This week he had another outburst, when my uncle was having a glass of whisky, and said "You can't have that, you're too young!!" My uncle is 49. And then there was the incident where he got up in the middle of the night, shouting like a madman, wanting to call a taxi. Enough said already.
It's been a tough few years and it's amnazing that I am still alive, but I think I take after Marilyn Manson (great guy), who says he is too selfish to kill himself. That's something for you all to consider, afterall, you TOO still read this forum don't you... (I know you do, Mr Billy and co)
|30 Jul 2004||ON THE VIRGE OF MY 4TH ATTEMPT||Hi,
Im 14 and have overdosed twice along with hanging myself in my grandas garage.
From my point of view the only two ways that you can kill yourself properly are blowing your head off and my personal favourite sticking your head into a pool of water and taking a deep breath.
If ya wana no more about how to kill yourself or how to over come suacide then visit my website.
or e-mail me at
|30 Jul 2004||Brandon||What would be the affects and side affects of drinking 3 cups of anti-freeze? (besides death i am talking about its affects in detail on the body)|
|30 Jul 2004||AHHHHHHHHH||Get to the top of the tallest building you can find.
Walk in a straight line.
|30 Jul 2004||Millie||Ok I can't even begin to imagine how you guys are feeling i've never felt suicidal or depressed or anything, and not in a patronising way - i feel sorry for you all, reading these pages have made me feel very sad that you feel this way, this unhappy. To all those contemplating suicide - i stumbled across these pictures and i think you guys should take a look, i really do, cause this is what some of your chosen fates look like. They're real pictures...
Running under a bus:
Running under a tank:
..And this is a bit i've pasted from the page with all the picture links:
Some things can't be adequately described in words. If that doesn't answer your question, try: To inform would-be suicides---people should know what they're getting into.
WHY SO MANY PICTURES?
Part of what I'm trying to do is to show potential suicides what's likely to happen. I really don't know if "more" is better, worse, or irrelevant for that purpose, but I'd rather err on the side of too much than too little.
WHY SO GORY?
If anything, many of the photos are not graphic enough, as a number of them were cleaned up for their original forensic purpose, and they are less realistic for "what-might-happen-if-you-do-this" purposes.
WHY NOT ONLY SUICIDE PICTURES?
While I'm trying to show the effects of suicide attempts, the physical results are similar to homicide or accident by the same means. In addition, many of the trauma images found on the web don't specify suicide/homicide/accident.
Is this what you really, really want..