|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|11 Mar 2004||efrat||i'm really interested in effective ways to commit suicide.
i'm not planning to do so, i'm writing a book about someone how's going to kill herself and so i need to know which way really works.
i don't know if you know, but i guess you get all sort of weird mails and ideas.
my english is not so goood so ignor my mistake. thanks, Efrat
|11 Mar 2004||blabla||i wrote yesturday and you didn't put it.
i really need to see it out there....
|11 Mar 2004||Lavath|
|11 Mar 2004||Chloe||Ecstacy & Alcohol. thats what i tried. it was unsuccessful, but a fun trip. Don't kill yourself.. You have a long life ahead of you. Life is a journey.. Just go along with the ride.|
|11 Mar 2004||tONY dANZA||I DUNNO PLEASE TELL ME|
|11 Mar 2004||HEATHER||HEY
WELL... I CUT MY SELF. NOT TO DRAW BLOOD OR WHATEVER JUST TO HAVE THAT EASE U GET WHEN U SEE IT! IT LIKE THIS GREAT HIGH U GET. AND AFTER BEING DEPRESSED SO LONG I'LL TAKE WHAT I CAN GET! IT'S ALSO THE SAME WITH MY EATING. I EAT AND FOR LIKE PERIODS OF TIME I WONT AT ALL! IT'S THIS CONTROL AND PRIDE THING. I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR AN IDEA OF A FAST GOOD WAY TO DIE! (EVEN THOUGH IM 14) SEE MY AND MY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND WERE PLANING ON RUNNING AWAY! BUT WHEN I ASKED HER IF SHE STILL WANTED TO GO SHE SAID NO CUZ" MY LIFE IS OK RIGHT NOW" (WE HAVE BEEN PLANING THIS THING 4EVER!) THEN I GOT ALL MOODY AND YELLED AT HER SAYING SHE CAN KEEP PRETENDING WITH HER PERFECT LIFE AND BIBLE FUCKING FAMILY! AND NOW SHE WONT TALK TO ME! (THAT BRING MY FRIENDS LEVEL TO 0!) I DONT THINK I CRIED SO MUCH EVER! NOT EVEN WHEN M FAMILY WAS SICK! WOW I FEEL SO SELFISH AND EMO! BUT WHAT CAN U DO! I REALLLY JUST WANNA GO, LEAVE BREATH AND GET AWAY AND BE ME! WELL DOESNT SEEM LIKE THAT IS GONNA HAPPEN SO IM GONNA GO EAT (GET FATTER) AND TRY TO CALL LINDZ!
LOVE HEATHER BYE
O YEA IM ME IF U WANNA TALK TO A MOODY BITCH WHO HAS NO LIFE FRIENDS OR ANYTHING BUT WANTS TO RUNAWAY
|10 Mar 2004||semyon||i am not gonna write about how to kill yourself. i gave that info couple of days ago. i am however going to write is if anybody thinks they want to go through with killing themselves then could you e-mail me. i went through this suicide stage since i was 8 i am now 18 and had so many attempts i know how all of you feel, trust me! i think you should think twice before doing it even though it will end the pain but you won't get nothing from it so if you need any help from me (which is confident and free) please do e-mail me on
think before you act
|10 Mar 2004||PeaceMaster||If you want to suicide the first thing you should note: no one will escape you from the attempt. because your are killing yourself, whatever way u r doing it , because u r facing a big problem, so it is really important you don't go into more more n more problem after the failure of your attempt. so next time u go into the attempt make sure the you are trying it in a Big forest or isolated place
I'm also planning at my first attempt
|10 Mar 2004||blabla||i really don't know that since i'm way past 13.
i have a problem and i can't figure out the answer.
a year ago i had a car accident in which my boyfriend, or shall i say my life, was killed.
i drove the car and the accident was totally my fault.
i lost my leg, so now i'm in a wheel chair.
i really don't think there is much point in me going on living.
i don't believe in anything, i have nothing to hope for and i can't live my life without him.
i need a quick way to die.
i don't want to make a mess and i don't want to have time to regret my action.
this is the only site that didn't tell me that god is good and all that bullshit.
so, this is me. and sometime to kill yourself is the answer when you definitely cannot live with yourself.
|10 Mar 2004||Felicia The Great||Bringing Out Your Voice
By Felicia the Great of Course
It never hurts to bring out your voice unto paper. It hurts sometimes to have writing critiqued by others. Some opinions hurt and others don't. One example: The government may seem to live in hypocrisy; As fact, most politicians are labeled corrupt while other politicians are truly honest, and the honest politicians are usually the ones who get "mud slingered".
...As for the human condition, it hurts when an idea is rejected, and that can be the most devastating. That is why "wannabe" fiction writers, such as I, remain desensitized to publisher rejection letters. I got so used to rejection letters. By overcoming them, I put them in a file under: "Things That I Attempted to Accomplish and Failingly Succeeded"
Mouchette.org is a site to post feelings, opinions, jokes and rumors. It is meant to entertain, to amuse, advise, and last but not least, consider suggestive suicide ideas both bad and good (though I advise others not to kill themselves).
The human mind is a sponge that can grasp so much information in one setting and for those who express their opinions are truly strong to their convictions. Whether negative or positive, opinions make the world go round. Words do have an impact on the human psyche (mind).
My suggestion to all the readers, young or old, in this site, I have to assume are all suicidal. Yes, including me. I was suicidal once, but some things do change. Some days are worse than others and I occasionally have my ups and downs. Since life is the key to all existence, we have to be aware that down the road there are going to be obstacles. We have to face these tribulations head on to be stronger individuals. Without pain, how can we learn? Without suffering, how can we perservere (continue in spite of difficulty)?
Please feel free to express your thoughts and opinions to this website, even if it doesn't make sense.
And furthermore as courteous advise...
There are enough "Beyonce Knowles" with wonderful singing talent in this world, who grab too much of the spotlight over other musicians. Let the other musicians be heard.
I heed this advise to myself as well.
Continue on everybody, don't be shy. Remember after reading this post do not hurt, maim, or kill yourself. Old age will do it for you, so enjoy life, perservere, and live it to the fullest.
|10 Mar 2004||Zack||Hello, I'm not sure exactly why I'm writing here... It really doesn't seem like my sort of thing to get sympathy from random internet people. But since I found this site I might as well tell my story. About a year and a half ago I tried to kill myself. I took a full bottle of bayer asprin and half a bottle of rum (knowing alcohol and asprin don't mix). I had consumed a large amount of asprin and a fair amount of alcohol within about 10 minutes. Not long after I had started to question what I had just done, but then figured it was all for the best and would be worth it in the long run. I decided to go to sleep and expected not to wake the next day. I woke up at 12:00AM as scared as I had ever been. Not only because I felt weird, but because I wasn't dead. I lied in bed for about an hour wondering what was going on inside my body, when I decided to get up and get a glass of water so I could maybe fight off what I had just done. Soon after I was vomiting heavily. I made sure not to leave a mess so no one would find out, and then I went back to bed. I surprised myself a 2nd time when I had woken up once again. There was an intense ringing in my ears that I wasn't sure would go away, and it felt like someone had beat me up then drugged me. Supposedly I have made a full recovery (from the attempt at least) but I'm not sure, because I never ended up going to the hospital or ER, so I may very well have permanent damage, but it's not seeming likely. I still have to tell anyone about this besides my close friend that I just recently started talking to again. The reason I ended up here is because my "depression" seems to have come back. I thought I had got over this about half a year ago; I would constantly make sure not to let myself feel bad. But yesterday morning I woke up and it's back. And this time I can't get over it as quickly and simply as I normally do. The truth is, I found this site by searching for the simplest method to commit suicide since I hated my previous/non-working method. While typing this I've been continuing my search and have found a couple sites. But since I found this one I figured I might as well give this a shot too. I don't really know what to expect in replies, and I also don't think this will effect me but.. Well that's my story...|
|10 Mar 2004||mexican girl||kids under 13 shouldn't kill themselves. but anyway, my goal when i was 13 was to kill myself at 15. huh!... i'm 16 and i think i am indeed going to do it. i'll save money, i'll ask someone for drugs and when i am so so stoned i can't think clearly, i'll take anything there is, sleeping pills, depressive pills.|
|10 Mar 2004||just a friend||i miss you. . . what is 7th heaven like? must be nice... I wish I was an artist that could go too. I won't kill myself even though I am sure there is a few that would be happy. Truth is I just melted away from this earth. hmmm. . . mouchette I think you are my only girl friend.|
|09 Mar 2004||Shellie||Find an exposed beam in your house. A lot of them in attic crawl spaces btw. You can attach a rope or whatever to one beam nearest the entrance hole and the other around your neck then just jump out the hole. Make sure to use something strong like an outdoor extension cord. Was thinking for an average weight person. Dunno how much support you need for someone overweight.|
|09 Mar 2004||anne||u no if u kill urself u go to hell?
well hell sux even if u belive in God u still go to fuckin hell and u burn there 4ever u people are wrong tryin to teach kidz to kill themselves
i had a friend kill herself and i still have dreams about it u don't have any clue wat it does to ur friends and family
|09 Mar 2004||Tawni||Slit Your wrists on every vein in your body and BLEED!|
|09 Mar 2004||squishie||im not suicidlle, bt iv been thru those kinds of desparate feelins b4. im 15 and hav o.d'd 3 times and i regularly slit my wrists. but i dnt wana die. i do it to dull da pain of uva fings in my life. bt i no dat it wont solve anything, i just do it to stop da urtin wile i sort stuff out. but lately i've realized dat stff is rarely as bad as it seems. i know you will scoff readin dis. i know you'll fink i dnt no wat im tlkin bowt. but belive me, i no wat it feels like, its like nufin in da wrld can make it bata, ders no point in goin on, it urts 2 much, and no one rely understands. but old on, b strong, u'll get through it. i did. sure, i get relapses sumtimes, but i just grip hard and pull myself up to breath again. u r 2 young to destroy your life. live to proove to those who hurt you, just how strong you are. i know for a fact that therewill always bee someone out there that will stand by you. i know, i was so close every evening to death, til i found bruce, my boyfiend, he doesnt care wat people say about me, he helpes me wit my mum evertime she's "ill" again. beliv me, stuff will get beta. good luck and i love you all.|
|09 Mar 2004||jim||get a handgun and shoot yourself in the head|
|09 Mar 2004||Krista||I've visited this site every few months to read about everyone else and I felt it was my time to contribute. In high school, I was "perfect." I was one of the best students, I played alot of sports, I chaired organizations, had lots of friends and was actively involved in community service. I got into one of the best colleges in the country and that's where I am now. And I'm fucking miserable. I've always felt depressed since I was a child but could never talk about it to people but for some reason I think telling it to strangers will help. My heart goes out to everyone who lives such rough lives, I'm sorry that you all had to go through such terrible things. And on the outside, everyone always thought that I had a great life but no one really knew what was going on on the inside. And now at college I'm finally breaking down. I haven't done any work all year. I haven't gone out. The doors open, I'm smiling; the door's closed, I'm crying. I don't know why I've never been happy. I've had shit happen to me like everyone else. But I don't think that's why. And I've never been able to talk to anyone about it. I've never told anyone the things of my past, maybe because I'm ashamed. I've never told anyone I've contemplated suicide and now I want to. Life sucks.|
|09 Mar 2004||anne||u guys r fags 4 teachin little peeps to kill themselves|