|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Mar 2004||Hannah||I study medicine, iv ben suicidal all my life, iv never gone through with it because although the depression is violent it always seems to fade away at the end of the tether when the depressions at its worst and im about to do it, the best way to die is carbon monoxide poisening. you simply fall asleep and dont wake up, NEVER be under the impression that sleeping pills will do this, they wont, no matter what people tell you, with all this shit about drinking milk, pills do not work, they simply brain damage you as you throw them back up but too early too be dead and too late too be fine. have a car in a garage, turn it on so that the exhaust fumes are pouring out, lock all the garage doors and open the windows of the car, listen to some music, get you in a nice depressed state, you'l fall asleep and you wont wake up :) xxxx|
|29 Mar 2004||chris||etouffement par sac plastique. C'est rapide et tres facile a se procurer.|
|29 Mar 2004||I don't know! Whats the best way to kill yourself when you're twenty?
|28 Mar 2004||suicidal and depressed||I am 26 and I have been depressed for a long number of years. I want to kill my self by laying in front of the train tracks so my head will be decapitated. I choose this method because it is quick and effective. Life is shit and it will never get better. Once one problem goes another one comes to take it place. Suicide will solve all your problems forever. The one thing about killing myself in front of a train is I always seem to move away at the last minute so the train misses me. It's happened to me a number of times. Please Email me and give me some advice on how not to be scared so I can finally kill my self. My email is email@example.com People who email me and tell me not to commit suicide will have there emails terminated. Do you know how I fucking hate waking up each day and saying not another fucking day. Please help me end my misery.|
|28 Mar 2004||A Confused Girl||I am 14 now and I live in California... I never really thought my home life was that bad so I never realy considered killing myself, but ever since 8th grade started I have been getting into a lot trouble... drugs... grades... alcohol... and friends.. I was grounded almost every other day and it sucked. I am one of those people that always thinks ahead and one day it just came to me, while i was crying over my boyfriend dumping me that i had so much more shit coming in my life that I wasn't ready for. I have only been suffering from depression for around a year but it's getting worse, i've already cut my self, but just once to see what would happen. I often get nightmares about death and suicide and it freaks me out... i never know what the dreams mean. Lately I have been thinking more and more about suicide... the more I thought about it I realised that I never could think of anything I wanted to live for... actually I considered doing it tonight and that is why I am telling all you strangers... I guess you could call this a good bye... Thank you for listening to me... you are the first to do that.... i hope your lives go better than mine... these are my last words... good bye!!!!|
|27 Mar 2004||Elmo||Overdosing on methadone which is the drug they give you to treat depression, then hope the bastards laugh to death over how ironic it is.|
|27 Mar 2004||Max||"A Chinaman
went to sleep
dreamed he was
when he awoke,
he asked himself,
Am I a butterfly
dreaming that I am a man?
I love this quote, despite the fact that some people might think it corny. Do you know that you have control over what is real and what is not far more that you believe you do? (Although you might at first say obviously not, on account of how this is worded, that is not entirely true.)
|27 Mar 2004||Boss||there aint no best way 2 kill your self at any age, let alone at 13, i mean, who in there right mind makes a kit for children to play ''suicide''????? it sickening to think that there are children out there wanting to kill themselves when they havent had much of a life, suicide dont make things better, it makes them worse, think about your family's etc, if you feel bad or summin, go get help there is always some one out there to talk to, you jus got to find that person. i have had very bad problems in my life and i felt like the bacteria living on a piece of steaming shit but i didnt try to end my life, i got help. this site is fucked up and should be closed down, also i have reported it to internet monitor agencys about the content of the site. happy reading viewers! dont have bad dreams|
|27 Mar 2004||hAVE YOU DONE IT YET? tHERE IS NOT ONE OTHER WAY TO EDUCATE OTHER THAN DESTRUCTIVELY? SOME PEOPLE ARE SICK, eDUCTE YOURSELF ON THAT. yOU ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE AND ADDING FUEL TO THEIR SUFFERING. tHANKS FOR BEING HERE TO FIND THAT MY CHILD INVESTIGATED SINCE HIS DAD DIED. gET A LIFE, YOU'RE CLEVER, USE IT BETTER|
|26 Mar 2004||person||slit ur wrists. but up. not across. open up ur vein and they cant repair it up coz u hav 2 much damage done. i think its good. i might go try it.|
|26 Mar 2004||CR||String together all your teddy bears and other childhood toys, wrap them around your neck and throw yourself from the highest point in town. Tying off the rope is optional.|
|26 Mar 2004||satanic tendencies||iv found out a painless way 2kill urself. its ment 2 b a little trippy 2. 1st u drink a big glass of milk 2 coat ur stomach (this is so u dont throw the pills bac up), take what ever mixure of pills n stuff u want like paracetamol n other stuff. n then put a bag over ur head. wiv the drugs makin ur body give up n the lack of oxygen, u shud die while seein lots of weird colours n stuff. im not really 22try it myself yet, cause at the moment im having fun wiv other types of drugs n booze again, oh n im havin fun wiv a lot of girls 2!! anyway, try it if u want. if u dont die, let me know!|
|26 Mar 2004||Amara||hey i am 11 and i have thought about killing my slef plenty of times i just dont want it to hurt but i really want the pain i mean i have tried cutting my self but my mom thought i was using to many blades on my razor so she wants to make me let her watch me as i shave and it just makes me so mad and u r prolly thinkin y is this %n wanting to kill herslef? well when i was 3 i started getting molested and from 3 to well now i have still been getting touched and almost raped and i hate it it and its all my fault and i could tel som1 when ever i wanted to but for some reason its like they(the molsters) let me me take pills to take my life and well do stuff and not no i am doin it like i could kill my self and not even no it. and u would think i would stop letin them do this to me but i hate my life so the worse it is i think ill be able to end it so if any of u want to tell me somethin do it soon i want to no wat ya think and soon|
|26 Mar 2004||Ace||My name is Ace and I live in Lincoln Ne. I am a pro. working with kids under a program called Brothers Inc. for 8 years. If any body reads this and needs someone to talk to. I'm always ready to listen. Drop me an E-Mail.
|25 Mar 2004||Emma||There is no way to kill your-self i think if you realy want to kill your self then u dont need to look at a stupid site like this one. And why does it have to be 13yr olds if a thirteen year old did kill them selfs after looking at this site then who ever made this site should go to hell and rot and if any 1 has a problem with tell me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|25 Mar 2004||begoña||There is necessary something more than pills or drugs if you need to suicide;
I don´t have the COURAGE...
|24 Mar 2004||Kylie Minogue||Your life feels different to you, once you greet Death and understand your heart's position. You wear your life like a garment from the mission bundle-sale ever after ---
lightly because you realize you never paid for it,
cherishingly because you know you won't ever come by such a bargain again.
|24 Mar 2004||Zimindorf|| 1. Swallowing your grandpa's heart medication is pretty good. And very effective!
2. Slashed wrists is an old method. Remember to slash vertically so that you expose the maximum amount of the vein.
3. Threaten a cop with your squirt gun.
4. Put your head in your easy-bake oven.
5. Drown yourself in your kiddy pool.
6. Choke on a barbie doll head and accessories, eg. shoes, clothes, hats, purses, minivan, etc.
|24 Mar 2004||Pablo||I'm not thirteen, i'm a little older, but whether you're 13 or not really doesn't matter, you'll die all the same regardless of age. Quite honestly, the most painless way, would be sleeping pills. Massive overdose. Just drift off to sleep and never wake up. I personally, like that idea. I see sleep as an escape... it's the only time during the day that I don't ache... and ironically, the only time I'm not wishing I was dead. To sum up, I devoted 3 years of my life to a girl that lied to me, about who she was. And after living a life filled with nothing but mockery, insult, disrespect, it's a dead end road. Growing up, knowing no one cares, then having someone that convinced you they did, turn around and spit in your face, Hah. What's the point in being a member of a society that doesn't give a fuck about you? if you buy a puppy, and everytime you try and give it a treat, it bites your hand, are you gonna keep giving it treats? No. Then if everyday you wake up, and there's nothing but pain, are you gonna wake up? Not if I can help it. (for legal reasons, id like to say that i'm not encouraging anyone to commit suicide, simply venting and responding to a question)
PS: i'm not OLD, so don't assume!
|23 Mar 2004||Max||Hello.
I have read a lot of what people have said here and have wanted to add in and help, but did not know what to say. I am not a talented writer like Chris and many other people here, but I will try anyway. I am 17 and I have thought about suicide a lot. It may sound strange, but I am not really sure how suicidal I actually am or not. (Im moody person and today I woke up in a good mood. I might speak very differently about this if I woke up in bad one.)
So I guess the best I can do right now is say what has worked for me.
The one most important thing that, I think, has kept me alive this long has been painting. This, though, is just what I happened to be able to do, it is having a way to express yourself that is important. Painting, for me, is important because it makes me feel like I am at least doing something worthwhile in all the time I spend alone. It helps me deal with all the issues that bother me. I cant say exactly how it works, but once I express a thought that has been bothering me in a painting it then feels like I have come to different terms with it. Although it is still there, I am much better able to deal with it.
Drawing and later painting was just what I first turned to when I started feeling like I knew there was something different about me a few years back. It could be any number of different things that works for you, so it is a good idea to try a bunch of different art forms and find what feels the best. Writing, music, poetry... there are a ton of different ways! Although you cant expect to be very good at it right away, there is no way you will learn ant form better than if you have a suicidal dependency on it!
Also it should be known that anyone can learn to express themselves. It seems like sometimes people believe you are born an artist or you are not - this is not true in the least! Everyone has that part of the brain that you use to create art from in them. Some people just dont learn to use it. (If this interests you, read Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain by Betty Edwards. It is about how anyone can learn to draw, and the more psychological side of art, what is happening in the brain and all.)
Learning about psychology also, I think, has helped me begin to better understand myself.
So what I guess what is important here is to make some goals for yourself. I want always to be a better artist. Sometimes, when I am feeling really angry, my goal is only to show all the people I cant stand what an unpleasant place it is in my head in my paintings, in hope of making them feel a bit uncomfortable, or maybe even realize how little emotion they know. And that is ok! I dont succeed in that goal, but it's a goal so it is better than nothing.
I also like to know how there were many great people who dealt with depression and suicide. Do any of you have a favorite? Mine would have to be Van Gogh, although there are many of them. Maybe some of the writers like Sylvia Plath would be more appealing to the large writing community that seems to exist here.
Well this is all I can think of to say for right now, if it sounds like I may have something in common with you or you want to talk feel free to Email me. Maxk86@hotmail.com