|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|09 Aug 2004||john||By not. Suicide is for pussies who can't handle life.|
|09 Aug 2004||vk||THE INTERNET.|
|09 Aug 2004||Zambino||Omg wun tiem i slit mah rists but dint di and u no i liek hangd self frum teh flor and got coht. so liek i tride 2 hold mah breth til i di but dint werk. thin i startd punchin mahself w/ meh own phistz and i kill self so u kno just punch urself til u di that b mah advise u no.|
|09 Aug 2004||22 year old pervert.||Jump in front of a train. No way you will live.
Closed casket for sure. You won't be pretty no more. Huk Huk.
|08 Aug 2004||crackerjack||I feel i should apologise. Phil, I'm truly sorry for calling you a fucking gay fag with his hand shoved firmly up his rectum.
I never realised....
Nah, just kiddin', but seriously, no offense I didn't mean to be quite that rude. I hope you find a nice southern boyfriend soon.
|08 Aug 2004||ADD WonderBoy||shit... this is quite weird.... I am high right now, I smoked a dooby.. That doesn't help ADD let me tell you. But it does stop me thinking too much. And I do fucking think too much.
Like... I dunno why I am writing this b/s... I guess b/c I've already left a billion emails and IM for you already... I needed somewhere else to go, somewhere to focus my mind... Man, what the fuck if you are dead!!!! FUCK!!! holy fuck, man don't die. holy shit man, that is no good...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.... I really hope you are alive now.. man, I really do... shit.
I hope you read this post one day and smile at it b/c I am talking stupid shit like usual. But at least you will have read it then, and you won't be dead.
like... why the fuck do I even care?? I don't barely know you even!! that's what's weird, the fact that I genunly do care. how fucking weird is that??
I think there are parts of my personality that I don't realise are there. Like, not nessicarily in a good or bad way... just as a fact. that's what I mean before about realising I was in denial.
i probably shouldn't be writing this shit here... once you put a post up it is there as a reminder of your personal and temporary stupidity... at least for me anyway. I just need somewhere to write though...
man.... that is so fucked up b/c I'll never know if you die... you know what I mean? I won't actually know either way... You are my friend though, we are friends now however things go. Haha, how does that feel to be told that?
Haha, you know something else? I was planning on killing myself too, perhaps we should die together. Don't worry dude, that was absolute nothing to do with you. That is the honest truth, other people don't bring me down, no matter what they say or do. And out of all the fucked up people I know (and I know a lot) you would be the last one to brign me down... you have the most value out of them all as far as I'm concerned.
But yeah...I was thinking about doing my trick: going to the shop and buying three packs of tabacco and soaking them in water and then drinking the water the next day... I dunno though. Like I said before death is so compeletly permanent, there's no heaven, no hell, that stuff is such bullshit, designed to scare little kids and stupid adults. There might be some arbitory form of reincarnation but I doubt that even.... haha, anyways... well, I am stoned, so this doesn't make much sense... but I dunno ...if you are dead, I wished that I had seen a pic of you so I actually had something to remember...
Well, I hope you read it and it makes you smile b/c I talk so much shit... man, I feel honored that I could do that! :) damnit, I really fucking hope you haven't died.
|08 Aug 2004||Choose life, choose a job, choose a job, choose a family, choose a starter home, leisure wear and matching luggage, choose a fucking big screen television, choose sitting infront of it watching mindnumbing spirt crushing gameshows as nothing more than an embarrasment to the selfish brats who you sponsor to replace yourself. Choose your future.
But why THE FUCK would I want to do a thing like that??
|08 Aug 2004||crackerjack||...oh, so you are gay? haha, sorry.|
|08 Aug 2004||sky||hmmm.. sleeping pills don't work but i am 15|
|07 Aug 2004||Phil||Hey, there is nothing wrong with depressed/suicidal fag hags. We have feelings too!!|
|07 Aug 2004||Tina||Hi im 19 i started trying to kill myself when i was about 13, I hated everything about life, i didnt see the point of going through all the pain and suffering, Eventually i got caught trying to kill myself, and my whole family came to talk to me one by one over a few months, They each sat me down and talked to me and told me why they loved me and how heart broken they would be if i left, I felt so guilty, for trying to kill me self that i decided that i would try (For real this time) to stop. It was like i was addicted to it. Then i started to write my feelings down, how i would kill myself and things like that in a little note book, and then after i wrote them down, I would read them back to myself, Then i realized how i would miss my whole family and i couldnt put them through that pain. To this day, when i get really depressed i write my feelings down, and it seems to make it a little better. Now im 19 and i have a beautiful little daughter, I think back to all them times i tried to kill myself, what i would be missing out on. Life always gets better you just have to do you best to make it better. Please before you do anything just think it through think about everyone who would be heart broken, even if you think no one loves you, there is always someone out there who loves you. If any of you that are serious about this and want to talk, im a great listener and i have been through it so please email me. I would love to help you!!! Thank you for your time!! Smile:) It does get better i promise!!|
|07 Aug 2004||Brid||just fail to live|
|06 Aug 2004||Lauren the crazy suicidal||The best way to kill yourself is to live until you are 14! I was depressed at the young age of 12 when my brother got his girlfriend pregnant and the rumors started spreading and my family fell apart. I cut my wrists and started the trend in my school. I hated being called a "little whore" just because of my brother. but who was i going to tell? i was 12 and lost and no one understood me. So i took the easy way out by turning the emotional pain into physical. By the age of 13 i was more into burning myself. I used lighters and matches and cigarettes and anything i could get my hands on. Finally someone saw and told on me! I was sent to a mental hospital. If you have kids, never send them to a hospital. it makes them worse!! I met people with horrible problems. Most people had their entire arms cut up.. making you crazy.. making you crave a knife or razor or anything that can put marks on your body. When i finally got out of the hospital.. i was way way worse! i cut myself on anything.. especially during school! and here i am now.. 14 and im not a cutter. I'm moving onto more dramatic things. SUICIDE!! i mean.. sure i wanted to die when i was 12.. but who is truly ready when you are that age?? i wasnt. But now i am. now that i've learned more about it!! I think of standing in front of a train. i mean.. sure its painful.. for a full.. what.. second? i mean.. if you lay your neck on one of the tracks.. you'll be dead instantly.. as long as its not a slow train! its common sense.. soo who wants to meet me at the tracks? Because i cant wait for the day that everyone is excited to see my someplace.. and then they have to see my with my head chopped off in my casket! *Lauren*01/18/90-00/00/04 RIP|
|06 Aug 2004||april||I think this is so sad so many young people willing to give up on life when they havent even had enough time to live it. I have a site strictly for helping people. Giving them someone to talk to. Not someone to tell them how to gdo it. PLEASE come and visit http://www.angelfire.com/blues2/aneartolisten/ Just cut and paste and tell me your story. I care and I am here to help.|
|06 Aug 2004||Danny||Train surfing,,,defintly,,yeah,,,train surfing.|
|06 Aug 2004||Flamer||Hey you stupid fuckin losers. What the fuck, it seems like most of the fucks on this site are high school dumb asses who don't know shit about the world. Sorry chumps, but it's almost comical to read all of your stupid nothing problems with your boyfriend or girlfriend who you love so much and think you'll be with them for the rest of your life.
Anyway, how about instead of killing your pathetic puberty stricken self, how about trying to actually MAKE something of your life. Your life sucks right now, so change it. Do different things. Get involved in new shit and meet new people.
If your parents suck, move out. Someone will take you in. Why not? See if things get better. These are the things that adults do when shit doesn't go the way they want. They do whatever it takes to change their lives and make things better.
School is too much for you? Take a year off, and do whatever you want..... oh yeah, you'll probably have to actually get a job if you want to live on your own. Sorry to disappoint you losers. Oh my God, you actually have to work to survive? Fraid so chumps. Yeah, this isn't the ideal way of doing things, but being suicidal isn't exactly the ideal way either. If it's not working, if you're so fucked up that you think about death all the fucking time, then you've gotta change.
And when adults are fed up and tehy want to make a change, they fucking do whatever the fuck they have to do to change. They move to different places, get a different job, start a new life for themselves. Life isn't fair, and that's the great news..... because you can take your life in to your own hands and make it whatever you want. Who's gonna stop you? Only you will stop yourself. But you've gotta work at it. But hey, it feels good when you stand up and say, "yeah, life's hard, but I dealt with all that shit and I fuckin conquered on my own when the whole God Damned world was against me." So take shit in to your own hands and don't worry about what everyone tells you you should do.
|05 Aug 2004||Candice||You are seriously fucked up. suicide is not a toy. and i understand that you are probably just fucking around but do you know how many people actually are going to read this and then go do it? congratulations on fucking american teens up more than they already are.|
|05 Aug 2004||so sadly fucked||*yawn*... all these kids are complaining about how other people torment them at school when their home life is fine and dandy. they try to commit suicide for revenge in their own way. i`ll proudly admit that i tried to kill myself (who hasnt?) and the only reason i did it.............. ..................... .......... .... .......... ........... ............... ................... ........... ............ ............. ........... ..... i was so fuckin bored.|
|05 Aug 2004||A girl with experience that has advice to people who are not...||Hi, I'm 13 years old. I've attempted suicide a few times.The first time i thought about suicide was when i was 11 years old. My cousin had just killed herself by hanging from a rope. She was only 1 year older than me. I was scared, depressed, and i couldn't concenntrate in school. My teacher had to send me to the school councellor to try to make me focus. Another thing that was going on in my life at that time was my uncle went in prison. He's going to be there for a long time and that puts more stress on me. My parents want me to be a perfect little angel but i cant. I have so much stress its crazy. I try to fit in with people so that i have good friends. but its so hard.I try to be what i'm not and that brings me down because i want to be myself. I once got in a fight with my parents so i went in my room and i was going to hang myself. I was in there for a while setting it up. i was just about to jump and my mom walked in. I wasn't going to do it in front of her. She got really mad but wouldn't yell cuz she was afraid i'd do it again. My dad was yelling so loud at me and i was crying. My mom took my dad out the room and said now you know yellings not going to help so just stop. He stopped yelling. Things went fine for a while and then me and my mom got in another fight. The first fight i was 11 and this fight i was 12. i got my downstairs room switched to upstairs so if i tried anything i would hear them coming up the stairs so it was good. I cut my arm with a pocket knife but i was afraid to die but i wanted it so badly. Apparently i didnt die. One time i was at my friends house and she was cutting her wrists for fun. she said it didnt hurt cuz she was using a certain kind of razor. The razor is an old kind of eyebrow razor. I wanted to see if it hurt me cutting my hand. So i cut my hand. It didnt hurt. But i still think about suicide thats why i'm on here. My point of view is don't commit suicide cuz think of the people or animals that love you. Think of what you'll loose. Think about the sorrow. Think about where you will go. I think if you commit suicide you will be a lost soul. If you dont you could one day be happy.|
|05 Aug 2004||crackerjack||Phil, you talk like you have one hand firmly crammed up your rectum!!!
And you know that's fine, if you do. Just don't talk like you do, ok?