|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|01 Jun 2004||sniper||to all the people saying to kill yourself is selfish, well maybe it is. i have tryed it twice and it did hurt my loved ones just with the attempt to do so, but saying we're retarded doesn't really help so fuck you. but since i have seen the "light" i have upgraded and i don't want to die. i just want to kill people like you thats what keeps me going well thats all i have to say. happy hunting fellow freaks.|
|01 Jun 2004||billy the freak||people i understand that i am billy the freak and i seem wise beyond my years. but please when you email me try to understand that i am not a doctor or a licensed therapist. i am not qualified to give any kind of advice that could possibly change your life. you can email and tell me your problems like you often do, but please don't expect my advice to be the best. remember i am a sick sick person.
|01 Jun 2004||www.dlsan.org||Growing up, obviously.|
|01 Jun 2004||Jason||Drink battery acid, inject air into your veins, pretend you are old enough to drink by making cocktails of various house hold cleaning products.|
|01 Jun 2004||ali sheikh||im not 13 im 16, and life is fed up this world is such a bad place to live in, f the world. ive been through so much and ive seen so much, even though my parents and my family love me, the person who i love the most dosnt love me as much she says she does but she dosnt, maybe because im her first proper bf that she thinks this way maybe she dosnt know what love is she take me for granted, i love her till death, and i cant let my self go through this i hate life as it is and she got in to a fight with me today a few hours ago and ive had enough she allways puts her self infront of everyone the futur holds nothing for me, even though i was brought up to be strong and i was brought up to smile no matter how bad the rain was, i was brought up to keep my sense of humor and keep on smiling i cant do that anymore
fuck the world are my last words fuck it
and if some day my girl or someone i know reads this keep it to ur self
im out now...completely
|31 May 2004||listen 2 ur self||when ur under 13 many people wanna kill themselfs ...i kno bcuz ive tried but, giving ideas of how 2 kill ur self online is jsut gonna make u reponsible 4 sum1s death and who knows many people might like your ideas so u'll kill of tons of teenagers. this game is a crap idea 2 get sum cash and knowing how easily influenced some people are their just gonna get ideas and ull hear more and more news bout suicids around the world. who ever made this web page has serious issues and needs 2 consiter wat dah fuck they r doing 2 people|
|31 May 2004||Ash||im 16 and i cut im not really all about actually killing myself but i i have gotten close enough to think about it and i would just go to a few friends houses steal all their persciption pills and all of them i could find in my house and down them with a fith of absolute vodka and blast metallica loud as hell till im gone. bc if i got to the point where i was as misserable as some of the bastards out there i would i would sure as hell rather be dead than to fucking mope around all day and wish i was dead. im not type of person who talks about something im the type that does something about it|
|31 May 2004||if ur white go to the ghetto and start singing oldies|
|30 May 2004||Chris||Heya, im 16 now and sometimes feel suicidal but im not gonna complain about it! I just sat here for 2 hrs reading this site and iv cried all that time! guys youve got to sort yourselves out!
whenever im feeling down u know what i do? i go and watch "saving Private Ryan" or "Armageddon"! im telling u they are both gr8 films and both r upsetting but when u watch them all the way through, the end will really have a gr8 effect on you!
u'll feel that u really want to do something to make the world a better place!
I'm changing, u can too!
talk to me, we can listen to eachothers problems: firstname.lastname@example.org
|30 May 2004||Jordyn||Hey im not going to say my age because to many people will judge me for it.. Same with my name... I just want to talk to someone who is living like this. I no it sounds a little weird saying this. I just want to try and understand. anyways my address is email@example.com...|
|30 May 2004||Some guy who really likes to slam stupid people||Hello, I would just like to point out that some guy named Skyler Miller is a dumbass. I wouldn't have said anything about his stupidity, but he made some cocky comment that "you probably don't know what it is anyway". Skyler, you stupid shit face, it's not "pnemonia", it's "pneumonia", but it's not that either!! You can't drink a bottle of pneumonia because it is a lung infection. You can drink a bottle of ammonia (well, not really. Good luck trying not to barf). You must be really fucking stupid if you think that people don't know what ammonia is. Everyone knows what it is you stupid fuckin loser. Only you are the fucking dumbass who doesn't know what the fuck he's talkin about so FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!|
|29 May 2004||rebekah||im only 11 & people call me an idiot cuz i am a cutter. so i would say the best way to kill yourself is to slice your wrist. painful. but it works!|
|28 May 2004||firehead||go to NYC and jump off one of the world trade center's twin towers... wait, you can't.... they're gone!!! haha! fuck you america!|
|28 May 2004||firehead||call your dad "bitch" and spit on his face. he'll do the rest.|
|28 May 2004||taryn||The best way to kill yourself if you are under the age of 13 is to drink a bottle of anti-freeze... I had a friend that trie that when we were about 12 and she died 2 days later|
|27 May 2004||AWAKE||Its so quiet here sometimes that i find myself ceaselessly arriving at that familiar feeling that i am one of the few that is awake .... and wandering around within a hologram managed by a main computer on board a massively large and complex ship drifting aimlessly in outer space .... its destination unknown to us, yet known to the architects of the hologram. And so we find ourselves navigating through the psychology of a greater machine, preparing us for something we have neither conception nor expression of.
We are ghosts within the machine .... believe it.
|27 May 2004||Elena||Violent ideation is a useless waste of the mind. If you are not already meditating you may find it useful to work through those experiences. i did. My life was torn apart by senseless scandal mongering, and instead of being a victim of ignorant and malignant people i chose to evolve beyond their empty reality entirely.
When all of those people die, they will have to meet their maker (this is their paradigm) and when they do they will have to explain themselves, and there is no explanation for senseless egotism.
So meditate! Claim your freedom now, its already waiting for you.
|27 May 2004||Vecchio||i would like to journey home now. All of the swimming has drowned me in despair and yet i know that there is something incredibly beautiful about this world.
i hope that we are all able to see that someday.
|27 May 2004||Jolene||When I realized I didn't have the guts to suicide in a fast way I decided to sit down and calmly wait for death to come. It's been seven years since that. Actually I started thinking of commiting suicide when I was 14, not 13. But it works, I'm deader that the day I started waiting...|
|27 May 2004||Kat||Well shit where do i start ???... I cannot remember a time where there was happiness in my life. Since I can remember I have some kind of abuse in my life. I remember when I was three (yes three) my father making my mother stay up with me while he made me sit on the potty because I wet the bed. My mother fell asleep and I remember him beating her...
My mother never wanted a daughter, she only wanted sons. Well I have 4 brothers I am the only girl. She tryed to kill me as a child and was hospitalized two times. My mother ended up putting me and my two brothers in Foster homes where I lived for 7 years, till the age of 13. My father was the one who took us out of foster care system. It took him 5 years to find out where we were.
Well you think it would get better for me but it turned into a living hell, being beaten , raped, told you are ugly stupid, being told no one will ever want you, I thought so many times through out the years about kiling myself, I tried a few times, taking pills, but always woke up (damn!). I left home for a little while and ended up getting pregnant , my father threatened the guy and i ended up moving back with him (my father) where i lived with my daughter until i was 21. The day he treatened to hurt her, I left my car and my things and moved to cali. Well, things over the years never seemed to get better , more abuse and put down more, I am told I am stupid, no good, fat , no one will ever love me or want me. My current b/f has abused me so much i feel worthless, broken noses to busting my ear open, to my head broke open, smashing everything in my home, I ask him to go but he stays, he does not work or help me, I am supporting 4 people on an 8 dollar an hour income, i am to the point were I can not take it anymore. I hate my life and everything. I look at my children and feel so heart broken that they live in poverty, without food or money, bills piled up, because this asshole will not go, the police came here and told him to leave but he waited two hours and came back , said " honey i'm home " never left. I live in my house like a prisoner, no family or friends, no one to help me, my children would be better without m , they can live with their father, (well my son's father) he has money, a nice house, he can take care of them.
I am sorry for not being the person people want me to be, I am honest caring, never been in trouble with the law, i work 4 plus hours a week and take care of everything , but it seems it is not good enough ,
i am tired of trying ,
Thank you for letting me write here ,
peace out ,
I am in a living hell what more is there?