|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Aug 2004||me@hook||a battle that many of us face in our lives is that of awakening.
it is a battle with the self that never ends.
i have been thinking lately about the circle of pain...
and how the circle of pain within my own life has continued in different places and with different people but always with me in the core of it.
i have decided to get out of the circle of pain and try as hard as i can to invite and allow pleasure and joy and peace to touch me inside.
have you ever considered that some of us are self destructive and self abusive and that it draws others locked into pain towards us ... thereby deepening the circle of pain?
i have recently been thinking about this.
i was given a great gift by someone.
my own pain is what drew them full of violence and anger and self hatred towards me gripped in the circle of pain. if i had not had that inside myself some place, it would not have resonated towards me.
anger waters the seeds of anger. violence begets violence.
the addiction to eternal complacency.
|28 Aug 2004||Elena||There are times when the sense of self feels like a sense of utter isolation and disconnection from others. Silence screams all around me. Is there anything louder than the silent treatment from someone who no longer cares about you? Is there anything louder than the air inside a room with only your thoughts? Being alone is good because everyone's speaking voice is so loud and clear when you finally emerge from your self imposed solitude. When i meditate, all of my fear surges up inside me and i stare it down and then gaze at it steadily and extend my hand in friendship.
i am remembering Paris now. i am remembering a perfumed bath and walking the streets alone late at night and in my aloneness knowing that i was indeed home. i am remembering Jerusalem now. i am remembering walking the streets of the Old City and in my aloneness knowing that i was indeed home inside Damascus Gate. i am remembering Trondheim, and the Icelandic outback, and Oslo, and Copenhagen, and Brussels... a few of the places where i have felt i was truly home.
There are many beautiful places in my memories where i have been and have had the surge of awareness that i was home. This is the sense of self and aloneness that i love the most. No one with me. On my own. Walking in the shadows. Listening. Breathing. Feeling my heartbeat in my chest.
|28 Aug 2004||Lauren||i need someone to help me i dont know what to do with myself my mental illness is killing me breaking me to the point of a knife how do i do this without killling my family ?????????|
|28 Aug 2004||A Gay Person||To Flamer,
As you know the best way to kill yourself, why don't you go test it out? (and then come back and tell us all if it worked)
|28 Aug 2004||no hands||Hi!
I'd like to order two large pizza, nachos for two and a diet coke! Thanks!
...wait a second... am I in the right place?
|28 Aug 2004||Flamer||I would like to formally commend Faggot McFaggyson for writing the funniest thing I've read in a very long time.
Oh yeah, and the best way to kill yourself is still the same. Go to a fucking train track you stupid dumbass. Instant, no work, no problem (for you anyway).
|28 Aug 2004||lizzie borden||well just for a heads up to everyone... (who doesnt have that great of a body) if your gonna kill urself with pills make sure you SERCURLY LOCK THE DAMN DOOR because through my experience, i didnt and my dad found me and when the paramedics came they cut open my shirt to revive me. so um yeah... if ur self concious about ur body make sure your willing to let the paramedics see ur tits. if not then go on a diet and work out then u can kill urself and still have a slammin body.|
|28 Aug 2004||beavis||DUDE TAKE A WHOLE BUNCH OF PILLS UNTIL YOU CANT FEEL NUTHING THEN TAKE A HUGE ROCK AND SMASH IT INTO UR TEMPLE WHILE LISENING TO MICHEAL JACKSON MUSIC :D|
|27 Aug 2004||Dean W||Hi kate, if your reading this then u got my e-mail, Sorry to put you through this but I chose to leave my note here as it allowed me to choose who read it first (apart from however many people read the stuff on this site, some of which is quite good and even had me re-thinking my decision for a while) anyway please please don't allow anyone to blame themselves this was my life and I made a lot of mistakes there is NOTHING that you or anybody else could have done to prevent this. I am sorry I have pushed you away for so long and I have dragged you down into my problems (although you will always disagree with that) There is really a lot else to say, people who knew me will know why I did this, I just really wanted people to know I don't want them blaming themselves or thinking they should have done more, you ALL did everything you could. I am a coward and cannot handle the reality of life that was my biggest weakness. I always loved you all and always felt loved,|
|27 Aug 2004||saul||lock your self in a room and listen to christine aguillera at volume 11 until your head explodes, or maybe thats the worst way.|
|27 Aug 2004||Will Snow||I love faggots too, let alone being one myself.|
|27 Aug 2004||quit with all the fucking gay jokes on this sight, you mean cunts!!!|
|26 Aug 2004||Casey||Dear whoever.... I think that this idea is both good and bad.... It can make young children grow up to be violent or it can make children feel better by their acting but not doing the real thing.... So either way I guess I don't really have an opinion on this matter|
|26 Aug 2004||Tim||i'm sorry that you never met anyone who could tell you what you needed to know. it is a pity that so many of us just don't understand how things work..|
|26 Aug 2004||Li Zeng||Dearest Mouchette: thank you for taking the time to write. No I do not encourage anyone to take their own life. I do believe however, that anyone at any time has the right to advance to the next level of life, that is eternal life in heaven,be it at age 13 or 83. Sometimes there is no escape of the hardship and pain that this world brings. Peace is only achieved by advancing to the next life where it is a certainty. Many people have written asking for painless ways to go about that journey.I simply wrote my plan.I hope other will consider it, but only after alll other effeort at life have failed. Do you have any thoughts about it? Please write when you can. Li|
|26 Aug 2004||blah boy||hmm... i find it ironic that Kiren's post would go just below the one by "Faggot MacFaggotson"
|26 Aug 2004||HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
Holy sweet fuck, there are some twisted people on this sight!!! That shit cracks me up! Um.... but what's with all the gay jokes??
|26 Aug 2004||Harry Potter||heheh, I was just kiddin'. I really wrote that about Voldermort being here... heheh, did I trick anyone?|
|26 Aug 2004||DUMONT||se jeter d'un pont|
|25 Aug 2004||Eric||Go with slitting your wrists.|