|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Jul 2004||AHHHHHHHHH||Get to the top of the tallest building you can find.
Walk in a straight line.
|30 Jul 2004||Millie||Ok I can't even begin to imagine how you guys are feeling i've never felt suicidal or depressed or anything, and not in a patronising way - i feel sorry for you all, reading these pages have made me feel very sad that you feel this way, this unhappy. To all those contemplating suicide - i stumbled across these pictures and i think you guys should take a look, i really do, cause this is what some of your chosen fates look like. They're real pictures...
Running under a bus:
Running under a tank:
..And this is a bit i've pasted from the page with all the picture links:
Some things can't be adequately described in words. If that doesn't answer your question, try: To inform would-be suicides---people should know what they're getting into.
WHY SO MANY PICTURES?
Part of what I'm trying to do is to show potential suicides what's likely to happen. I really don't know if "more" is better, worse, or irrelevant for that purpose, but I'd rather err on the side of too much than too little.
WHY SO GORY?
If anything, many of the photos are not graphic enough, as a number of them were cleaned up for their original forensic purpose, and they are less realistic for "what-might-happen-if-you-do-this" purposes.
WHY NOT ONLY SUICIDE PICTURES?
While I'm trying to show the effects of suicide attempts, the physical results are similar to homicide or accident by the same means. In addition, many of the trauma images found on the web don't specify suicide/homicide/accident.
Is this what you really, really want..
|30 Jul 2004||n/a||Wait until the person that has hurt you the most's birthday. buy a birthday card. write your suicide note in it. bring a cd player and play their favorite song on repeat. slit happy birthday into your wrists and hang yourself from a tree in their front yard|
|29 Jul 2004||that is not important||over dose on apple juice|
|29 Jul 2004||John Halligan||Dear Melissa and every other young person on this website contemplating suicide ... please visit my son's website http://www.ryanpatrickhalligan.com
I lost my son to suicide last fall and my heart is forever broken into a million pieces. You need to realize there are many people that love you and would be heartbroken too if you died of suicide. You are most likely suffering from depression and you need to know it is treatable. Don't be ashamed .... please seek out a trusted adult and ask for help NOW. You are precious to someone not matter what you may believe.
|29 Jul 2004||sinking margot||one thing that nobody realizes is that you can die without leaving your body.
i just did.
|29 Jul 2004||KobraKid||I have found the best way to kill yourself.
First donate all your money to handicapped children !
Then when you're ready set your house on fire !
If it's all done you'll become Homeless, Poor, miserable and realize you don't want to kill yourself anymore and that life is not so bad afterall.
HEH HEH HEH LIFE SUCKS HEH HEH HEH
|28 Jul 2004||jennifer||hey mt name is jenny and I tought about killing myself alot of times but someone always comes into my life and makes me think twice but then they always use me or leave me.thenI always think about it again so I cut myself I knoe people dont like it but they never understand my life sucks and I just want it to end and soon I Had feelings for this guy and I didnt even know him that long I know that it might sound funny but I relly liked him I didnt want to date him its just that we did stuff together and now he wants nothing to do with me so I guess thats what makes me feel even worse about myself.I am not atractive and I am not all that skinny but I do like to have fun have someone who cares about me and not use me.....killling myself always runs throw my mind..no one waNTS ME AROUND AND i AM NOTHING TO KNOW ONE...........................|
|28 Jul 2004||IHATEMYLIFE||Well, I have researched the best ways to die and I have come up with a few....
1) Drink 3 cups of Antifreeze...you will be dead int he morning! Oh and it tastes sweet! Really!
2)Call 911 and tell them there is a kid with a gun and is treating to kill everyone in the house...when the police arive they will have guns drawn...wear a trench coat and walk outside pretending you are the gunman and that you have a gun in you coat..tell them your going to kill them too and then quickly reach into your coat like you reaching for your gun, pull your hands out quick like you have a gun and they will unload on you...killing you....walla death by cop!
3)a .22 caliber gun...(mob used that caliber for assasinations becaue the bullet enters the body and then just bounces all over...instant kill)
4)go to a gun range find someone who is sigting in a rifle...get close to them....when they are looking down the scope ...run infront of the gun and grap the barrel...pull it towards you and it will go off! Count the seconds...you will be dead soon
5)Open your electrical pannel at your house...pull out 6 or so breakers...then with both hands grab the center bar...you will have 200 amps at 240 volts running across your heart...stopping it....instant death.
7)Go to your local zoo....find the tiger or polarbear cage....wait until most everyone is away...look around for the best way to get in....usually near the sides, or employee door...jump in and run like hell...you will be the best lunch they have had in a long time!
9)go down to the slum part of town and start telling the gang bangers to go fuck themselfs and call them niggers, spicks,chinks,zipperheads...what ever race they are...then tell them your going to cap them....they should do the rest.....murdered!
10)Find a blackwidow or rattlesnake...let them play near your face...piss them off and hope they bite you in the neck repeatedly....its painful at first...but when it hits your heart or brain you wont feel life anymore.
Ok...now dont do any of these things cause it will lead to death...Life is just soo much fun as you know. God loves you....thats why he lets all that wonderful crap happen to you!
Death is as natural as life.... whats wrong with speeding it up? The only fate in life is your birth and your death.... you can know both dates! Get some help for your depression and spend your living time getting your bastard raping father in jail or hell! WERE HE BELONGS! Surfing, scuba diving, sky diving, seeing people naked, sex, childeren, seeing unkown places..... those are things you need to do before you die!
|28 Jul 2004||Felicia The Great Born In The Year of the Spanking Monkey||Oh dear, dear, dear, Billy!
You are always welcome into my apartment, but dont be surprised that you see me walking in my birthday suit. I just did 400 bits (sit ups) today and 200 more. You caught me swinging my arms and legs moving back and forth on the Elliptical stair climber. I got this Jack Lalaine video and thought it was a scream. You know the old man still eats raisin brain, then yammers away Go to health, go to health! I thought it was an incantation to the underworld, but I had to take the earplugs out of my ears because old lady Thatcher kept farting away downstairs and ruined my sense of concentration.
Oh, I didnt mean to pull the top of your hair. I meant to grab you by the arms but I kept slipping off the Elliptical climber because all my perspiration was so darn slippery. I ran out of towels used them all to line the cracks of my floor because old lady Thatchers smoke was seeping through.
So you wanted to do something to me. You sneaky, sneaky, boy!
Just want to let you know that Lucy has the hots for you or is it Phil.
Billy, being unisex really isnt all that bad. But for me Im just a girl.
a naughty, naughty girl.
Now put that in your book.
|28 Jul 2004||steve f||every day is exactly the same. the emptiness. the grief. the regret. the self-loathing. the denial; the realization.|
|27 Jul 2004||SARAH||THERE IS NO BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF U JUST HAVE TO DO IT. IM THIRTEEN AND I HAVE A FUCKED UP LIFE FULL OF DRUGS I CANT STAND IT WHEN I WAS 4 MONTHS OLD MY DAD WENT TO PRISON FOR SMUGGLING HE WENT IN FOR TEN YEARS AND I HAVE AN OLDER SIS WHO IS PRETTY FUCKED UP TOO SHE WAS FIVE WHEN MY DAD WENT IN. WE LOST ALL OF OUR MONEY SO MY MOM HAD TO GET TWO JOBS AND WHEN MY SISTER GOT OLDER SHE DID A LOT OF SHIT AND WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS OLD I HAD A KNIFE TO MY HEART READY TO DIE BUT I DIDNT WANT TO HURT MY MOM WHEN I WAS 9 MY DAD GOT OUT OF PRISON AND HE GOT DEPORTED AND MY SISTER WAS FACIN TEN YEARS IN JUVE AND 2 YEARS OF PRISON BUT SUM HOW MY DAD GOT HER OUT AND WE ALL HAULD ASS TO CANADA AND THATS WHEN SHIT GOT PRETTY BAD I STARTED SMOKIN WEED AND MY PARENTS WERE DOIN COKE AND WE LIVED 10 MINUTES AWAY FROM THE PERSON WHO MALESTED ME WHEN I WAS 5 OR SIX AND I NEVR TOLD MY PARENTS UNTILL LAST NITE AND I TOLD THEM HOW I FELT AND HOW ONE DAY I WILL KILL MYSELF,YA I STILL HAVE DREAMS ABOUT WHAT I WANNA DO IN THE FUTURE BUT I WONDER Y I DREAM IF I WANNA KILL MY SELF I'VE BEEN HURTING MY SELF FROM SINCE I WAS 5 AND NOBODY CARED IM THIRTEEN NOW AND IM REALLY DEPRESSED I CUT MY ARMS ALL THE TIME AND LET PEOPLE KNO WAT IM DOIN SO THEY UNDERSTAND THAT IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND I THINK ABOUT KILLING MY SISTER ALL THE TIME I HATE SHE HATES ME I GET YELLED AT EVERY DAY AND I DONT KNO WHY.IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED ABOUT MY LIFE AND THAT WHY I DONT THINK ITS WORTH LIVIN IF EVRY ONE HAS THEIR BACK TURNED ON U THERES NO POINT OF LIVING IF UR A FAILURE LIKE ME .AND WHEN I EVER BET MY HANDS ON A GUN IM GOIN TO BLOW MY FUCKING BRAINS OUT RITE IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY TO MAKE THEM RELIZE THAT THEY DROVE ME TO THE POINT WHERE I WANNA KILL MYSELF AND IT WILL KILL THEM INSIDE AND THEN THEY WILL FELL LIKE I DO NOW,DEPRESSED,NO POINT OF LIVING,VIOLATED,HURT,WITH TEARS IN THEIR EYES MAKING EVERY THING SEEM LIKE IT WAS THEIR FAULT I KILLED MY SELF.|
|27 Jul 2004||Wyatt Erp||Well shit. Remember that one I told ya'll to try, that had the weed and all. Well it didn't work worth a damn, But man was i seeing things. I though the little blue dudes were bring down the walls. Well good luck with you hopes.|
|26 Jul 2004||Kyle||i am 19 years old and i have struggled with suicide for almost two years now. i have tryied every antidepressant i even recieved 6 ECT treatments this month still nothing is working. i find that i get more depressed and more suicidal when i do take antidepressants. my family keeps telling me to fight it and force myself out. but people who dont have SCERIOUS depression have no fucking clue what its like! All you want to do and think about is dying. but i hate pain and my biggest fear is trying to kill myself and only half suceeding, causing myself to be like in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. But there was a time when i was truly happy and i loved life so remembering those days and maybe there is a chance that i can have that back is the only thing that keeps me going.
anyways i want to know how state mental homes work. im thinking about just going to one and not telling my family or friends. just rotting there for the rest of my life.
|26 Jul 2004||Flamer||Hello, I'd just like to say that some fuck face name Anarchy is a stupid ass. Look what he wrote,
"these "don't do it" posts make me mad because who the hell are you <random person> to say what one should/n't do?? if you want out, well, it's up to you. in this apathetic world, you should just learn to live with your emotions and deal with them."
You say the "don't do it posts" make you mad, yet you also say that the world is apathetic. If the world was apathetic, there wouldn't be people who give a rats ass enough to try to talk people out of suicide..... so FUCK YOU!!!! The "don't do it" posters aren't trying to control every aspect of a person's life you fuckin moron, they're just trying to express their general concern for humanity in the only way they know how, so get a brain in your fuckin head, penis breath. Oh, and by the way, how the fuck do you suggest that people "just learn to live with your emotions and deal with them"?? Your philosophy goes NOWHERE and says NOTHING!!! because that's what you are, NOTHING you pathetic son a bitch!!! You think anarchy is cool??? Oh well, too bad loser, it's NEVER going to happen...... EVER!! MUA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!
|26 Jul 2004||Becky||simply just jump of a bilding (it has to be at les 5 storys hi)!
i have not did it i have did other things and thay all fucking did not work i tryed to slit my arm and it did not work (as you can see) life is just to fucking mean plas to live in these days.i hate it my family thay suck and just dont get me. im so made at mysalf and im thinking all the time non stop why did i have to live ? dos god hate me ? why am i to scard to do it ? all i have is my fucking dog! like its a dog i want more! being 12 sucks and every one has a better life than me im see 2 people that "help" me. im so stupid!!!!!!!!! i just cant live any more .
o and never take a rope and hang yourself because whan i did it the rope just broke and i had fallen to the floor crying for 2 hours i just could not get up!
|26 Jul 2004||mackey||when i was going to end it, i took a bunch of pain killers and a bottle of nyquil. my sister found me and i made it. but it was all good until she found me. recovery is hard. so make sure you finish the job.|
|25 Jul 2004||brandon||People are often unreasonable and self centered: forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives: be kind anyways. If you're successful, you'll win some false friends and some true enemies: succeed anyway. If you're honest and frank, people may cheat you: but be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone can destroy overnight: build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous: be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow: do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough: give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, its between you and God, it was never between you and them anyway.
it doesn't matter what you do in life
it matters who you are in life
-things may suck now...but enjoy this ride called life and see what happens-
|25 Jul 2004||Theresa||This is sick - nothing is so bad that you can't get on with your life. I tried to kill myself and my husband said to me - nothing is so bad that it is worth losing your life. I then began to put myself first - there are many people that are well known that have endured sexual abuse and have been homeless that have been determined to beat the odds. Things may seem desperate - all of you can make it. You are way---------WAY too young to be thinking of suicide. I cannot totally understand what you are going through - yet I know that all of you are worth having in the world otherwise God wouldn't have put you here. He has a plan for all of us and as much as we may not like it we learn what we need to from our experiences here on earth and then when we die we talk to God and he helps us again learn about our mistakes. Commiting suicide only disrupts the cycle of life and God's will for the eternity of life.|
|25 Jul 2004||FuCk oFF||well...
Ive tried to kill my self and i failed i had to go to a fucking treatment center for a week wich didnt help atually... it really just wanted made me want to kill myself again.
know i have to see a gay ass shrink wich doesnt help either and i dont know wat to do either kill myself again, or live right know im leaning more tourds killing my self and i would but i dont know how because last time i OD on some pills so know there locked up and i dont want to cut my self because its to painfull