|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Sep 2004||Phil||It is Social Anxiety Disorder or others call it Social Phobia. I have Depression on top of it plus other smaller problems. So, not one of those sexy illnesses like Scizophrenia or whatever, just one that no one knows much about.|
|16 Sep 2004||crackerjack||Dear Phil,
I was wondering what your mental illness actually is?
|16 Sep 2004||Max||Every day, at about six in the mourning, the alarm clock rudely pulls me out of my dreamy free wandering, and throws me back into reality. It is at the time that I most clearly realize I hate this. Why do I keep doing it? I usually keep asking myself that question as I automatically go about my mourning routine, hoping an answer will come to me, although it never does. Soon I am off to school and so busy that I forget for a little while, although the thought still remains in the back of my mind. I think about how busy I am, but how pointless everything I am doing is. The strange this is that I often feel even worse on days when I am not busy, since then there is nothing to distract me and make me forget my self questioning.
Ah... good times
|16 Sep 2004||emma||I am 21 and work with young people who are suicidal. i just ask that those guys out there seek help because there are people who are out there who do care (like me) we invest a lot of time listening and being there for people and i think that to give up hope is...|
|15 Sep 2004||Flamer||Hello Deadlypudding, you stupid shit face! I was laughing my ass off reading your last posts. If any of you want a lesson on how to make an ass of yourself, go read Deadlypuddings last two posts. Youll find it interesting that after he tried to bash me, he got so frustrated and confused that he cried and said hes never coming back, and then he went to suck on his mothers teet. Fucking Hi-Larious!!!! And that there, is the wrath of Flamer. Congratulations, Deadlypudding, you have been Flamed! I burned you up good.
I sometimes swear at suicidal people for two reasons. 1) it's funny. 2) I don't beleive that I will have any negative impact on them, if anything it will help them. You see, suicidal people are FUCKED in the head. They don't interpret shit the same as regular folk. They're used to hearing life is worth living and all this bullshit, it's all the same, and it doesn't get through to them. I know because I was suicidal and talk like that pissed me off because I didn't understand it. So maybe just getting in their face and saying "FUCK YOU!!! You're fucked in the head!!!" maybe that will get through to them, and I wish someone would have had the nads to do that to me during my fucked phase. So if my friend came to this site, and read me swear at him, I am positive that it wouldn't make him kill himself. I'm sure that people don't care that much what some random fuck face says on the net. And if my friend did kill himself for the "reason" that he read my shit, then I'm sure he would have done it anyway for some other stupid reason, whatever stupid little thing pissed him off at the time. But I will never have to worry about it because it will never happen. Besides, I mainly swear at stupid people, not suicidal peeps.
Anyway, Scott, the reason why you think you know what happens after death is because you are a dumb fish fucking moron who uses his toothbrush as a dildo. You don't know shit about life after death, so FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!
|15 Sep 2004||Pav||Suicide is taking the easy way out ! It's being a coward! Jeez... Suicide for people under 13 ?!?! That's sick !|
|15 Sep 2004||marisol||take a gun and blow your mind|
|15 Sep 2004||Tina||Hi there,
Just trying to find people that have simular experiences to myself......... I have been unhappy for as long as I can remember and for so many reasons that my head just tortures me day and night. I have tried to strangle myself before realising it can't be done and taken overdoses as well as self-mutilation in the past. I am currently battling drug and alcohol addiction which in my own way is slow suicide, I guess, but my aim is to get better and see the good that I have yet to find. So I am seeing a counsellor which if you knew me is so strange.... so my advise is..... life is cruel, but even sadness has positives and while I totally can accept that sometimes people are in so much pain that we need to get out of this world asap.... generally, the people who suffer even more are the people still in it...... suicide is not an answer.... just an option so if you are gonna take it..... at least give yourself the chance to experience all the other roads first because only then can you find where you truly need to be.... and even I am still looking and I have visited almost all......Take care and if you ever want to chat, email me. Tina xxx
|14 Sep 2004||Malchica||I have always thought about death, even when I was so young, just a girl. Every time I felt furious I thought of killing myself. Afterwards, I decided there were not many ways in which I did not suffer too much, and what was most important for me: how to leave a lovely corpse. My solution were sleeping pills. They are easy to find and they let you die in souch a slow, souch a sweet way... When children under 13 think of killing themselves there must be necessarily someone to blame; imagine their face, their horror expressions when they found your innocent body with no blood, no strings, just asleep, asleep forever.|
|14 Sep 2004||sarah (sissylynn)||everyone always tells me that they have it hard. i know that some do but still not all the fuckin time. they dont have to deal with shit they didnt want to. they dont have to fuckin hide under a mask of something or someone ur not. i hate this, i wanna die... i have scars like the rest of u even the people who are reading this but deny they are one of the cutters. either u cut once or sometimes or all the time. u still are considered a fuckin cutter. stop posing u assholes. u dont know what its like to be molested by ur cuz or abused mentally by ur dad or have a mom who drinks too much to get the voice of my dad outta her head. u dont know what its like to compared to ur perfect brother... might i add he is younger than u.... u fuckin people dont know shit. i have to deal with the broken heart every damn day.. i have his face fuckin set in stone in my head... i have all the fuckin things my cuz did to me in my head playin over n over n over again everyday i have to come home to this war in my house act as if nothing happened that nite... i go to skool the next day happy go lucky never lettin on the pain i have to see in my head. i used to be the perfect child or so some say.. good student to an extent then i used to be a cheerleader, always smiling, had a great boyfriend. i lost it all i died inside i trust no one. yet still i smile n act as tho i do.. i cant fuckin believe u people.. u have ppl to trust ppl to look forward to seeing i just have this lifeless body, this meaningless world i dont belong in u dont fuckin know shit.... there is only one way to do suicide fast n quick... a knife on the throat or the wrist only if u do it right... deep n fast... u will suffocate with the neck but if u want people to feel sorry for u then go for the wrist... u will live longer to see or be seen with ur last breath... have fun and have a great day.... mine wont be!!!|
|14 Sep 2004||Phil||Hmm I wish I was bisexual, but no I'm full-blown gay. Strangely, it doesn't really bother me, as I am already an outcast for my 'other' problems... some guys get suicidal for being gay, but I get suicidal from having mental illness. I wish I was the opposite though. Plus I suppose I may have an obsession with boobies, if Lucy Cortina is anything to go by.|
|14 Sep 2004||Will Snow||Well, I did the most silliest of things yesterday and tried to hang myself. Thankfully I got scared and cried. Which probably did me good. To cry that is. Anyway apologies to those that know me cos it was a selfish act and it only hurts people you really care about and i fully regret doing it. But I get really depressed. I do try to hide it. I dunno why I get depressed cos Im actually happier now than I have ever been. Ummm, somehow that doesnt sound as though it makes sense. Anyway, I will be putting my washing line in the bin when I get home. Well folks, Back to my 'House of passion'. No, No, No not me! The other residents. You would love to know what goes on....|
|14 Sep 2004||The best way to kill yourself involves a fork, two teaspoons of salt, a blow up rubber sex doll, two tickets to Hong Kong and a large floppy black rubber cock.
However, as you are under thirteen, I can't tell you how to do it, as you are obviously too young. Have fun experimenting and trying to work it out!!!!!
|14 Sep 2004||Scott||Dont think death is the end, there will be no angels to comfort you, there will be no heaven for you, nor will there be hell, your spirit will be trapped on earth feeling the same until the day you were meant to die by nature, then you will be released if you choose to the next part of life.
There is no end. But i cannot tell you for sure if you will feel the same after death.
I know this sounds crazy but its the truth..
But if you want to kill yourself do it, it wont change a thing though.
As for the kid who wants to make a suicide kit- it will never work, what parents are gonna buy there kids suicide kits?? Its will put bad ideas in there heads.
|13 Sep 2004||marie||well i really dunno i never tryed to kill myself when i was 13 my life was all good from up to the age of 14 maybe 14 1/2.i've tryed to kill myself twice slitting my wrists and that didn't work because i slit it really deep but i neverd got my vains it was in between them so the second time i was blacked out and i got picked up by the cops 4 being way to hammered so they brung me to the police station put me in the drunk tank.and when i was in thurr i tryed to hang myself but the gards ran into my cell and stoped me then the next day when i can to from being blacked out they let me outta the drunk tank but then they brung me to the fricken hospatil to go to the mentail place and i had to stay thurr 4 1 week my mom wanted me to stay in thurr longer but i wanted to get out so i got out and.still today i wanna kill my self but i threw away all my knifes and stuff like that.because when i used to try to kill myself the 1st thing i would grab is my knife and i would slit my writs but now all i have is a bunch of fucken up scares.but i'm gonna kill myself i'm just waiting for the time to come when i get really mad i'm gonna go but a bottle of 151 and go kill my self i dunno how i'm gonna do it but when the time comes i'll know..|
|13 Sep 2004||gva1116||Let me tell you my story!
I´ve always been an outsider, I don´t belong anywhere. When I was little, everybody teased me. Everyday was pure hell for me. This continued all the wey to the seventh grade. I met some friends wich a really got along with. We had the blast together!
My parents separated when i was nine, and ever since that day, I hate them! I hate them both! Not because they separated, but because they can´t understand me! Noone does...
Me and my sister fights every day and I don´t know how long it´s been since i´ve got my monthly money!
Then, I found out that I´m bisexual. I told a guy that was gay, he told a friend of his and my best friend found out about it, they live 30 miles from eachother. To this day, I still don´t know how he met the guy. Anyway, he found out about it. So, of course, he told HIS friend. They promised me that they weren´t gona tell a soul, so they left me emptyhanded, completely without friends just because I´m bisexual. When school started, I thought it was going pretty well. They left me alone and i was glad for that. But then, the rumors was spreading: "Is he gay? Oh, man! I knew it!"
Now, the whole school knows about it and I have no friends. My family knows about it, but they accept it. I can´t stand a day without having suicide thoughts in my head.
I´ve been wanting to do it ever since the 4th grade, but i´m afraid of the pain... /From a lonely teenager
|13 Sep 2004||scar||to all of u, honestly, my experience is not as bad as u guys have but u can't really compare pain. to be honest with ur guys, i hate the saying "death is not the solution." although i do believe death is one of the solution, there are always hopes. the only reason i m still here right now is because i still have hopes in the future. there are something i need to accomplish b4 i decided to killed myself. i wanted to raise a little girls who inherit my beliefs. the question is wat kind of person are u. dont u want to live something behind after u left. dont u want u belief, or even grude to live after u die. do u belief in karma (if u dont know this term, do a search on google). i think after u die, u will live on as a ghost wondering around with those feeling u cant relieve. and i think those problem will be carry on for urnext life. ppl are depended on one another. for me, i have no power to change the ppl around me but to many of u, u do. u consciousness are too integarated with ur emotion. if u feel upset, u want to die without a second thought. u should try to think about the things u want to accomplish. think about one thing dat u want to do b4 u die. i wanted to raise a little girls to have happniess. cause i m a protector. like parent want their childs to live a happy life. who identify with their child. giving all the good stuff to them. as for u kids, u are too young to consider death. the keys are not to be too drastic. even when everyone turn their back on u, u can make ur own fate.|
|13 Sep 2004||naet||hmmmmmmthe best way to kill yourself would definetly be to just get all fucked up on some oxycotton and go sky diving with a knife went he shoot deploys cut yourself free.....i gurentee you dont survive
..this is wat i plan on doin if i live past 25
|13 Sep 2004||Tim||I'm 17, i have tried to kill myself. Life is fucking horrible. I just get blown everyday and hope it gets better. I am depressed as hell though. I hope every night i wont wake up in the mornin.|
|13 Sep 2004||Deadlypudding||You know something I just realized? Why the fuck are people posting about their own damn run-ins with suicide and suicidal thoughts if this page is just for the sick pleasure of somebody in Europe who has a hard-on for suicide. Why am I even posting here? You know you are right I am stupid, stupid for posting on this piece-of-shit Mouchette's site. Well I will leave with this final post and if you want to be stupid like I was then you can feel free to keep posting about how much Mouchette sucks or about how much you wanna die or even be some sick fuck that likes to cuss at people who wanna commit suicide. Me, well if I post again it'll be on-topic about What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under thirteen? So let me do that real quick.
The best way to do it under thirteen is to drink that stuff under the sink that your parents tell you not to drink.