|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|07 Dec 2004||JOSH EDMOND||HEY KIDDIES IF YOU UNDER THIRTEEN AND ALREADY THINKING ABOUT SUICIDE, JUST WAIT TILL YOU GET TO BE AN ADULT. LIFE IS REALLY MISERABLE THEN. ALL YOU DO IS WORK SO YOU WONT BE HOMELESS AND ALL THE MONEY YOU MAKE GOES TO FEED KIDS WHO COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW MISERABLE LIFE IS AND THEY JUST WANNA KILL THEMSELVES.|
|07 Dec 2004||JOSH EDMOND||HI MY NAME IS JOSH EDMOND. I AM SO SAD BECAUSE I LIKE BOYS AND WHEN I TRY TO KISS THEM THEY BEAT ME UP. I HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS GAY AND HE CAME OVER TO SPEND THE NIGHT AND MY MOM WALKED IN ON US. I AM SO SAD I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF. I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN DO. MY MOMMY DOSENT LOVE ME ANY MORE. SHE SAID SHE IS GOING TO SEND ME AWAY TO A MILITARY SCHOOL UNTIL I AM 18 THEN I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE. SHE DOSENT WANT TO TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME BEFORE I KILL MYSELF.|
|07 Dec 2004||JOSH EDMOND||HI MY NAME NAME IS JOSH EDMOND. I LIVE IN ATLANTA GEORGIA. I AM CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE FOR A FEW DAYS NOW, YOU SEE I AM A HOMOSEXUAL AND I DONT KNOW WHY. I LIKE OTHER BOYS. I DONT HAVE ANY INTEREST IN GIRLS. ALL MY FRIENDS KEEP BEATING ME UP AND CALLING ME NAMES. IS THIS NORMAL? SOME ONE PLEASE TELL ME I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE OUT THERE LIKE THIS.|
|07 Dec 2004||El Procrastinator||Well, over thirteen you best go with the standards of hanging and over dosing, but under? Well, thats a whole 'nuther story.
a few suggestions:
1) getting coca cola syrup and drink it straight (the stuff takes rust off cars when its watered down, imagine what the syrup can do!)
2) build a spooky alter with barbie dolls and such and invite the local bishop over. when they are comfortable bring in your alter and start some sort of scary ritual chanting about the blood of the lord and attack the bishop with a knife. good chance he'll turn it on you, two for the price of one.
3) start a crusade! hey, it worked with killing tens of thousands of kids in 1212, why won't it work today?
4)eat old fish. IF YOU CAN!
|07 Dec 2004||KATERINA||Ok look. what the fuck is up with these christian ass bitches. they think just cause some mother fuckin god believer says all these sayings and it has the word god in it, they think its true. well got news for you jena you don't know everything about god. but i do. did you know that him and my leader satan used to be best buds. well that all change because god thought all the stuff satan did like when he killed his sister was bad. well i got to say fuck him and fuck all you dumbass how fuckin believe that god is our savior and hes always lookin after us. thats bullshit cause if he was and he did care about us. then why the fuck would he want us to kill ourselves. anwser that fuckin question. you dumb bitch.|
|06 Dec 2004||Angel Heart||It isn't something anyone should be contemplating under thirteen years of age or at any other age for that matter. The question is absurd in the context being asked (suicide kit???) and trivialises a very serious subject.
This website could be dangerous to people already on the edge...
|06 Dec 2004||Jessica||Pills, I overdosed on Pills 9 months ago, I took 19 tylonal PM, Ambian, Night Quil and 7 muscle relaxer pills, after 9 months of therepy and counsling I still want to kill myself, I dont want to tell my cousnlur due to the fact that I dont want to be sent back to the mental institue place I hated it, it was just all about group therepy and the people their are mean well the kids anyways, I dont know I was thinking of telling my counslour but i dont want to be sent away again I dont know what to do, I want to kill myself again and do that exact same thing I did 9 months ago|
|06 Dec 2004||Penguin 4eva||if you wanna kill yourself just do it dont let people tell you what to do just go for it!
suicide oh how so much fun!
I plan on killing myself, who wants to join me? I bet you all do!! yay im not alone in this sad sad world! so for all who actually wants to die heres my suicide note for you! love ya all xxx Penguin 4eva!
One cut and the river runs red
soon I shall be found dead..
All alone no one here
thats how I always feel.
Goodbye father please dont cry
Im finally able to freely fly.
My beloved brothers and sisters oh how I love you so
please dont blame this on your selfs and let your whole
And to my boyfriend(Danny) wow I couldnt have asked for
any thing more God finally showed me the way out,
he gave me the key to the door. I love you with
all my heart and it will never fade I would have
never given it up even if I was paid.
And to all my dearest friends thank you for always
being true I wouldnt have made it this far if it
wasnt for all of you
Before I go I have one more thing to say I will be
watching from heaven on u each and every day
I couldnt take this life any more it was just too
hard and mean but you could not tell by the
expression on my face because it could not be seen
Every thing I felt I had bottled it all within my
happiness anger fright sadness and even all my sins
So as my final breath approaches please promise me
this one last wish that you wont blame yourselves
for all my foolishness
You will live life to the fullest and dont listen
to what people say I will always love all of you each
and every day
Promise me you wont do the same and take the easy
way out dont let anyone fill you with any type of
please do what I ask make these promises to me Im
leaving now I can fell the grim reaper here and I
now finally feel set free..
love your little penguin and youngest daughter Chloe B Candy
|06 Dec 2004||jeff||hey everyone. i am 22 yr old male from NC. I am married but seperated with a 3 yr old son. I have went through alot also getting my divorce, not seing my son, lose of job in nc due to no jobs and going overseas, and everything. i myself do wanna and plan to die soon. i wanna make it to christmas for my son but yet i wont even see him christmas so i dont know if i can. anyways i read everyones post and i am glad people are open on it. my time is now limited and i dont wanna do it but i feel i must to be happy. Anyways alot of you are young and can make better of your life. I myself screwed up my life many yrs ago. anyways everyone take care|
|06 Dec 2004||Gage||I'm not under 13 but I have tried to kill myself several ways.... slitting your wrists doesn't work... hanging just ends up with you in the floor with rope burns around your neck... taking pills just makes you throw up and drinking bleach hurts really bad!!! I can't buy a gun cause I've been 51/50ed 17 times in the past year. Anyone got any real suggestions that are available to everyone??|
|06 Dec 2004||joe lee||i am chineese. please excuse mine english. please consider coming to china and be my sexual slave before you kill yourself. email me.
and felicia year of the monkey. you know in china we say in year of monkey woman must wrap feet. chineese custom.
|06 Dec 2004||james the non frenchy||was up with all these frenchys postin on this site? i hate frenchies. mutherfuckers sold out to them terrorists. traitors. thats a good way to commit suicide. turn your back on the united states of america. the only contry in the world that could whoop the whole U.N. so if you want to commit suicide kiddies run away to france and stay put till our helicopters and jets come do what they did to afganistan. blow every fuckin structure up down and sideways including innocent women, children, and all them others that would strap tnt to thier torso and run into a group of us soldiers and commit suicide. there is another way. stap dynomite to your chest walk in to a bank and yell your all fuckin dead, all you frenchies. then detonate the bomb.|
|06 Dec 2004||moose shit||hey kat,
fuck what you think,
fuck what you say.
i am still gonna kill myself no matter what you say. thats how it is. you cant stop me. your cause is futile. my brains will get sprayed all over the walls and celing. i saw the post on how to do it and i am. boo hoo kat you gonna cry. its totally not worth it. you better post this too moose shit.
|06 Dec 2004||moose shit||if you commit suicide you are weak. you are not an overcommer. life is tough and unfair. everyone goes thru some hard stuff. take me for instance. i killed my own dad, and went to live on the streets at 14. went to prison for capital murder(cop). he tried to arrest me for killing my dad. i was shot and beaten by the cops. 28 years later i am free and own my own construction bussiness. did i want to kill myself? nah. matter in factly all this stuff you just read is bull shit. go ahead, kill yourself. see if anyone cares. you ever known anybody killed themselves? like five years later everyone dont even remember you.|
|06 Dec 2004||brittany||drink figernail polish remover and draino then shoot up 50 cc of heroin that will kill you dead.|
|06 Dec 2004||here||if you want to kill yourself, you should go in a hot tub, turn on the jets then go underwater and put your hair by the suction filter. your hair will get caught and it will look like an accident...but drowning would suck.|
|06 Dec 2004||jena||i am gonna go there.
all you people who keep talking about why GOD put you here dont have a friken clue. he made us and everything here for his glory. he will get glory for judging the wicked and saving thru christ's death some of the wicked. so... quit having such a humanistic standpoint. humanism says the end of man is the happiness of man. christianity says the end of man is the glory of GOD.
its allabout him soo.....
if you are thinking about suicide your focal point on life is wrong. who are you to kill anothers servant. quit focusing on your problems and focus on how good you have it. you spoiled brat.
the servant is not greater than the master. look at what they did to jesus. beat him with the cat o nine until his flesh dangled about his waist as bloody ribbons, pulled out his beard beat him beat him some more thru rotton veggies at him, crucified him and not to mention mocked him. god is not mocked whatsoever a man sows that shall he shurlly reap they mocked GOD to his face. and my life sucks and i wanna kill myself. boo hoo. he did all this because the father wanted this. so we wouldnt all be burned up in eternal weeping and nashing of teeth.
|05 Dec 2004||FrAnK||Look people life is shit and i fuckin mean that i wanne die to im a ugly loser that cannot hold a relationship i hate me I FUCKIN DO but i look on the HAHA SIDE OF KILLING OTHER PEOPLE HAHAHAH. whoever gave you all shit is a wank stain fuckup with his\her insecurities you gotta hold onto the fact of "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND" the truth is nobody is perfect but im just going on now i leave you 2 it just don"t do anything stupid because every moment is precious,Ccatherine look after yourself,excuse me for my memeory i cannot remember all the names on the page but your all human you can over come this shit.smoke ganje thats what i do well that and drink but drink is bad.|
|05 Dec 2004||Kat||Wow you guys are all pretty sick. For everyone here who contemplates suicide its totally not worth it. You're just being selfish because you're not thinking about who you are hurting. Even if this site is a big joke which I hope it is, its horrible! There are a lot of young kids who will stumble onto this site and get ideas about suicide. You make think you have a lot of problems but just keep remembering there are always people who are worse off. All those starving people in third world countries who are staving are still happy for the things they do get. Stop being selfish for fuck sake! Deal with your problems..and if you think your families or friends won't help, then there are always help lines or counsellors and all that stuff. Nobody has respect for people who always want to take the easy way out!|
|05 Dec 2004||amanda||I am 21 years old Ive had some bad experiences in my life that i try not to think about right now my life is okay. Meaning I can do it i get up everyday do the things i need to do and handle what needs to be done. There is just one thing I AM NOT HAPPY. I have never been happy as i should be in my life. I hate life and it seems no one likes me I have no friends or anyone to talk too. I have thought about suicide for years but i have never done anything once i was going to poison myself when i was 15 after being in a fight with my parents. But i am TOO SCARED I dont want to feel any pain and im also too afraid of making things worse what if i end up in a mental hospital or paralyzed or something. So I cant do nothing but just do what im doing now keep living and hoping things will get better. But im so miserable and i feel so miserable because it seems like theres something wrong with me. I feel like im the only one who cant handle life. Sometimes i cry for hours hating myself hating everything i have ever thought or done and all i feel is regret in my life. i dont know whats wrong with me and i wish i was stronger. I sometimes wish i would get in a car accident and just die. BUt i cant i dont want to go to hell. Sometimes i think maybe im just selfish and i think about myself too much but i cant help it. I just hate life and i hate this world and i hate myself. im just wondering if later on in life i will end up killing myself or if i somehow will find my happiness im just waiting to see whats going to happen in the future.|