|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Dec 2004||Seymore Butts||Go to a Metallica concert, get in the pit, and "accidently" trip yourself so you get trampled to death.|
|03 Dec 2004||You Have No Friends Because You Suck||Thanks for not posting my last writing. That meant a lot to me you fucking prick. At any rate...If you are going to kill yourself at least take out a couple hundred motherfuckers with you... Next time your on an airplane and the stewardess is telling everyone where the emergency exits are, open one. I garantee a good time.
PS. Ryan, Good Charolette and Blink 182 suck nuts and if you like that shit they call music then you should be dead.
And religious maggie....I am god and i dont love you
|03 Dec 2004||Ali||Hey i know many people will say bad things about my previous post but i am sure some of you will maybe have that voice in your head saying,, why not give it a try or whats the harm in finding out about Islam.. And why soo many people are converting to islam.. check out www muslimconverts dot com aswell.. Im sure there is no harm in this.. certainly less then the pains of killing yourself.. Dont let anyone think you are useless. Everything in life has a purpose.If you look around the world everything has a purpose and everything was created, nothing happened out nothing as that is impossible.. just as a shoe is for the purpose of protecting our feet, a pen has purpose for writing the grass has purpose as a means for food for the animals the birds have wings to enable them to fly and the universe is beautifully crafted out, no man could of made the universe. Man cant even make another life form, so what is our purpose of life? Is making money, being famous and rich and powerful the real purpose of life? Think about it, because thats what alot of people believe but look around the world.. Is this really working out? Most of the world is suffering.Islam has the answer to stop these evil but the evil people who are making our lifes hell are hell bent on trying to stop Islam from spreading because they know it will mean that wealth will be spread more fairly and greed and corruption will end and everyone will be treated as equal. The parents will love each child equally and people will learn to LOVE rather then hate.. But sadly most of us wont witness this because we fail to realise that Islam is the only way and we let the evil comments of people who oppose Islam influence us. Are you really that weak that you cant jugde for yourself? ...|
|03 Dec 2004||Mr Ali||We all need someone to love us, and all..Most ppl here have troubled childhoods..I have had a similar experience and to me turning to our creator was the answer. But i dont blame you lot for being soo depressed. Its the way the society has made people think that money can buy happiness and power and fame. This kind of society only thinks about the rich and powerful but forgets people like you and me. My answer to you is Islam. Yes i know its a lil shocking considering you hear about it on the news in a negative way but since your about to kill yourself why not take a look at this way of life as a Muslim. Who knows it might even help you. Remeber you dont know tell you try, you wont know till you find out..so try to find out by visiting beconvinced.com or even better talk to a muslim and ask them about why they believe in what they do and why do they feel soo happy and peaceful.After all have you ever wondered why out of all the religions Islam is always given a bad name? Maybe just maybe it has the answers that the greedy society does not want everyone to know..Dont worry about what people say bad about Islam, after all its your life and you dont need anyone to tell you,find out yourself! You can even mail me and i will be very happy to assist u! at mr_shalwar_kameez at hotmail dot com!|
|03 Dec 2004||Caz||i just want to die..............|
|03 Dec 2004||Pete||I had an aunt and uncle that commited suicide two years apart from one another. You must heed this advice, I too was repeatedly raped, my father died, and my brother was born mentally and physically disabled, all things were in line for me to follow in their footsteps. But I did not. Why you ask? because I realized that my life is worth living! my life is the universe's gift to me. I was endowed with the capacity to do anything. Just think about it, you can think, you can love, you can have sex, you can bring new life in this world! What more can any being ask for. I'm currently 19 and attending university. And i love my life. So before you think of taking your own life, just remmeber, that no matter how dark and desperate your life may seem, and how empty your world appears to be. There is someone out there that loves you, I know it sounds like sentimental crap, but believe me, they do. I am gay and when I came out my mother told me she would never accept it. Comming from and indian family that was the worst thing I could have heard, having my own mother reject me. ONce agian a clear cut oppertunity to take my life, I even had the pills on the counter, but then I remembered my aunt and uncle and the potential they had, and the unadulterated human potential that you and I have. Life is full of wonder, someone will ALWAYS love you. I have amazing friends, but once I did not, I have an amazing life, that i twice contemplated ending, but I now realize what I would miss if I did. Theres always a light at the end of the tunnel. Just find your tunnel and travel through it. It may be dark and full of hatred but always keep your eye on the light|
|03 Dec 2004||DeAtH WiSh||I GUESS YOU DIDNT NOTICE
I GUESS YOU COULDNT SEE
THAT THIS WASNT JUST A STUPID ACT
BUT IT WAS THE REAL FUCKED UP ME
NO-ONE EVER UNDERSTOOD ME
NO-ONE COULD EVER UNDERSTAND WHY
SO THIS IS NOT JUST MY SUICIDE NOT
BUT THIS IS MY GOODBYE.
|03 Dec 2004||Diehard4me||Heres a good way to kill your self.
you'll need some long cable, a real sharp Knife, and some pain killers. find a real tall Building, and step up. 1st tie one end of the cable around something real heavy. next take the pain killers. then cut a hole in your back right above your ass(where your tail bone is). Tie the other end of the cable around your tail bone. then drive off the building head 1st, so you can smack your head all over the side walk. then when you hit the end of the cable it pull off your tailbone. maybe if your luck you will rip you spine out of your ass. so your spine will just be hanging there. is real messly.
|03 Dec 2004||Brice||Before I can answer your question...I need to know why you at shuch a young age would want to kill youself?
|03 Dec 2004||Papaya||D'accord, je veux vous dire quelque chose très important. Je veux me tuer, c'est facile. Il y a beacoup de raisons pour cette situation et je ne veux pas les vous expliquer. J'essaierai de me tuer avec le Valium et de l'alcool. Ce n'est pas très difficile et c'est le meilleur parce que on mourit pendant qu'on dort. Pour moi, c'est bon parce que je mourrai pendant que je dors. Je quitterai cette monde dans la paix et je n'aurai jamais un autre moment sur cet enfer vivant qui s'appelle "la terre." Le Monde peut aller se faire foutre.|
|02 Dec 2004||Sam||Fuck it i cant live like this anymore. I just hate my life and i cant go on. However i cant do this to my family brcause my parents are going through some rough stages and all they do is argue. MY mum just wants to leave but i dad is such a bastard and wont let her. This is making life hell for me and my sister. I just cant stand it and wana kill myself. But i dont know how. I just wana dissapear without any one knowing. I wish i was never born. I cant stand school. All it is is mind numbing shit. You go there for no reason so other kids can take the piss and beat you up for not having the best clothes or coolist stuff. I fucking hate it. I just wana escape from this hell. I just feel like getting a knife from the kitchen and slashing my throat or driving it into my heart. This is just the start of it. I get beaten at home and when i try to tell someone to help me then i get it worse but it never gets good enough where my dad will kill me.
Fuck it thats it I cant take it anymore. Can any one help me decide how to kill myself.
|02 Dec 2004||Alice||Hey Iv been wanting kill my self for many years now and i keep trying. my dad keeps hitting me beating me when he lived with me and he even rapped me. i moved to cornwall few years ago and left all my friends and iv like lost contact witht hem all and this year in march my best friend died of brain tummor. and last year my parents getting devorced becuse of me finidng some pictures and showing my mum/telling her. He then sexually abused my mumw hich my fault coz i decided not to go on holiday with them and if i did go mm wouldnt of got abused coz of i owuld been in the pool with her and down the beach etc etc. and well my family well what is a family thats 1 thing iv never had. my mum is the closet thing i got to me my dad well he dont give to hoots about me. he just treats me like im not there and well y bro he treats h im like billion quid. and now he my dad got new family girlfriend and 3 sons. when ever i see them i sit there and cry wishing why couldnt i of had my own dad flesh and blood treat me like that. and have family time. and able to go to him if i need help if my mum ant there but know he always to busy to pay me any attention in my life. i rowend this family it was nice family b4 i came along but i rowend it. i rowen everything i rowedn the family i rowend my mums and dads marridge. no1 likes me coz im ugly. and i always get beaten up where i sometimes got go hospital coz they just dont like me coz im ugly and i dont origonily come from cornwall. and in sussex i used get beaten up coz they didnt like me as they thought i was ugly. iv tried plenty times kill my self but the hospital always bring me back to life. i just want to die so i dont rowen any more people lifes and marridges and i dont want get beaten up any more. im fed up with it. i never go out. i cant make anything of my life as the school students always bullied me and beaten me up in school the teachers bullied me so i never went. and i never got any GCSEs so ic ant get a job make ne hting of my self. and my mums moveing away and with her disability her doctor in hospital said im not aloud go live with her up in lincs. and my dad well when she moves im chucked out on the streets with no1 with no where to go. all on my own. my life not getting any better which i thought it might. its just getting worse. y cant i just go asleep tonight and never wake up and carry on dreaming my dreams of nice happy family sitting by the fire all together watching nice film all cuddeld up. and there no fighting in it and every1 are friends with every1.|
|02 Dec 2004||Religious Maggie||Do you know, I have 2 pairs of lips. Only women have 2 pairs. I suppose with all the talking we do we have to have two. I end up on my back a lot you know my darlings. It happens when the weather is wet outside, and I fall over. I'm a little frail I must admit. My boobs sort of squash against the wet pavement, which I admit is a little exciting.
Oooh it's Advent now isn't it! I have 25 days of poosy stuffing to do. You would love to know what happens at christmas my darlings wouldn't you?
|02 Dec 2004||Cathy||I don't know what the best way to kill yourself is. I am in my mid 20's and have been married more times than I would like to admit. I have two children and a husband, but I am not happy. I want so much to die. I feel like everyone would be happy if I was no longer here. I have no will to live. Me and my husband have fighting more and more lately and I feel it's all my fault. I want to die so badly but I am scared. I am not happy in my marriage things really suck. My carreer sucks and I just wish I didn't exsist. I don't know what to do. All I know is that every day and every night I desire to die. I have absolutely no will to live. I want to say help but then again I don't.|
|02 Dec 2004||Man Is the Bastard||Did I hit a nerve?
To put it simply. Unborn souls should be left alone. If someone doesn't agree with this then I would be very interested to know the reasons. All parents sit upon a throne of self-righteousness and play god while another victim is born into their game. If someone out there disagrees with me I would enjoy hearing why. Unwanted babies should not be given up for adoption but aborted. If people want to help the babies who were given up by their parents instead of aborted then they must foster the environment where a child's growth flourishes because they have no parents and not in spite of it.
Does anyone else have an alternative plan?
I'd also like to know what the best place to kill myself would be?
|02 Dec 2004||rosie||hi my name is rosi and im 14. all you guys out there who are talking about suicuide it is seriously not worth it. i no at this time you are probably feeling like there is no hope and why do i bother living cause there's nothing to live for. well that is so not true!!!!!! i have actually been through a hard patch in my life where i was very troubled and lost my marbles abit all from my next door neighbour, he raped me. at the time i was only 6 yrs old so i did not know any better and just played along with it. now when i think back to it it sickens me. at this time for a few years i kept having flash backs to the time and it haunted me. but in time i moved on and stop dewelling on it and realised that i needed to start living life and stop dwelling on the past cause it was getting me no where. and at the time man i thought there was not hope wat so eva but there it life will get better for you, i promise you,, you just need to be strong and you will get hrough this and have a bit of faith in yourself and start thinking on the positive side of life. gouys life is so short so plz get out there and live. i have really comne out of my shell but still ahve a few insecurities about myself but i will work through those. its only a matter of time. remember it will really effect your family and friends for they love you dearly , even though it may not seem it but familys have an unconditional love for each other that nuthin cant change. it is really not worth it. you are all gorgous people and you keep reminding yourself of that. dont let life get you down stnd on top of it. live life to the fullest for you neva no when its ur time. plz take this in account guys .|
|02 Dec 2004||A.K.B||Yeah im 13 going on 14. this is all i can say. it gives the best discripton of me.Well Im not a scientist on all of this but i have tried a couple of times. so far nothing works. ButI just took all the pills i could find in the house. I did it because well i just plainly hate my life. Fuckin every thing i hate i hate me, my family, just fuckin everything. They don't give a shit about me and anyone who says that my family does care. Well they are just fuckin idiots. They don't know my family and this says a hell alot about me. But It is a great feeling taking every pill you can find.It makes you light headed and it feels like all the world is spinnig. and when i close my eyes its like a dream come true. it feels like all you ever new has just ended and the world you deserve has just opened up to you. Well i think thats all im going to be able to type. good luck with your peoples suicide.and please wish me luck?!|
|02 Dec 2004||clitty clit clit clit||Man is the Bastard,
Congratulations!!!!! On being on my top 5 list of "World's Most Miserable People"!!!! You are a fucking idiot. Having children isn't a sin against nature, YOU are a sin against nature. I can't believe that any loser could be so stupid, but oh well, you're the one who's going to suffer most. You're the one whos life sucks ass. The world is better off without YOU. I feel sorry for the pussy you came out of you stupid piece of shit. So you think having kids is selfish because souls should rest eh? What the fuck kind of philosophy is that? The only selfish thing would be if I saw you and didn't punch you in the face and then rip your balls off and throw them in the sewer. I hope someone throws shit in your face.
|02 Dec 2004||Ashie||I tried to kill myself twice. As you can guess, it didn't work. I'm only twelve and each day I want to kill myself. Last time, I thought I was going to die. I wanted to die knowing that I was loved by my friends and family. I wrote a note and left it under my pillow thinking that I would wake up dead in my eternity of nothing. It would've been better without me anyways, the only thing I caused was grief. Even if I made a struggle, I'd still fail cause I deserve to drown in my and everyone elses misery. I woke up the next morning, happy to be alive. I wanted to be by my friends and family forever. I wanted to change. LOVE IS A LIE. I tried so hard to be happy, and they, actually one of my friends, someone who I thought was my best friend keeps telling me I'm depressed and that I'm faking the happiness. She thinks that she knows everything and that my pain is the same she went through. Could she ever be so wrong. I just want to be happy until I leave. If I ever act the littlest bit depressed, all my friends are on my back. They betrayed me, they told thier parents. My parents know and they think that it was in the past. I lied to them, I lied to my friends and I lied to myself. I don't deserve life, I don't deserve the perfect life I was given a chance at. I deserve worse hell then the one I'm living. My friends, they say I apologize to much, but I could never be sorry enough. Eveything I do, I regret. I'm never good enough for myself. Everything was going to be perfect but I had to mess it up. I'm worthless. I'm a failure. I try to make friends but I become friends with a person who my other friends hate for no apparent reason. It's just a sign that I'm not meant to have any friends. I still don't know why people can't give others second chances. I must be stupid cause I don't understand. You need to walk in their shoes before you judge them. You only hate the people you don't know. My most important values ever is that you never judge someone. I've been judged, I have been called mental by many people. I'm so misunderstood. I'm so messed up. I just don't want to live any more. is no god, there is no heaven or hell. It's just nothing. That must be better then this. I'm so undeserving of the great friends I have. I never did anything right. I know some people would care if I died. I know I would ruin lives of people I love. But since they "love" me so much, why can't they just let me slip away? I already ruined enough lives, I'm a failure as a friend, daughter and sister. I don't want to keep living with these regrets, my failed dreams. The more I try to save myself the worse I become. I wade in my own misery. And to all the people who think they no me so well, I wish they did know the true me, I can't hide forever. I just want to die so much now, no matter the consequences. I plan on tieing a plastic bag on my head and jumping off my bridge. Ifthe impact doesn't kill me, suffication or drowning in the ice cold water will. Now listen to all that self-pity up there, I'm such a pathetic moron. The sooner I'm dead, the sooner everything will get. I just wanted to help everybody. Why did they have to treat me like this?
It hurts to have people love you, I'd be gone already if it wasn't for that. Things...would be better if I was hated. It just hurts so much. I can't take it anymore, I want to take all my pain away. If there is life after death, I deserve to suffer. I just want to die. Wish me luck on my next attempt.
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