|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Dec 2004||Kat||Wow you guys are all pretty sick. For everyone here who contemplates suicide its totally not worth it. You're just being selfish because you're not thinking about who you are hurting. Even if this site is a big joke which I hope it is, its horrible! There are a lot of young kids who will stumble onto this site and get ideas about suicide. You make think you have a lot of problems but just keep remembering there are always people who are worse off. All those starving people in third world countries who are staving are still happy for the things they do get. Stop being selfish for fuck sake! Deal with your problems..and if you think your families or friends won't help, then there are always help lines or counsellors and all that stuff. Nobody has respect for people who always want to take the easy way out!|
|05 Dec 2004||amanda||I am 21 years old Ive had some bad experiences in my life that i try not to think about right now my life is okay. Meaning I can do it i get up everyday do the things i need to do and handle what needs to be done. There is just one thing I AM NOT HAPPY. I have never been happy as i should be in my life. I hate life and it seems no one likes me I have no friends or anyone to talk too. I have thought about suicide for years but i have never done anything once i was going to poison myself when i was 15 after being in a fight with my parents. But i am TOO SCARED I dont want to feel any pain and im also too afraid of making things worse what if i end up in a mental hospital or paralyzed or something. So I cant do nothing but just do what im doing now keep living and hoping things will get better. But im so miserable and i feel so miserable because it seems like theres something wrong with me. I feel like im the only one who cant handle life. Sometimes i cry for hours hating myself hating everything i have ever thought or done and all i feel is regret in my life. i dont know whats wrong with me and i wish i was stronger. I sometimes wish i would get in a car accident and just die. BUt i cant i dont want to go to hell. Sometimes i think maybe im just selfish and i think about myself too much but i cant help it. I just hate life and i hate this world and i hate myself. im just wondering if later on in life i will end up killing myself or if i somehow will find my happiness im just waiting to see whats going to happen in the future.|
|05 Dec 2004||Jessie||slitting your wrists. hanging yourself. shooting yourself. taking sleeping pills.|
|05 Dec 2004||no hands||to the girl named Alice,
i honestly feel really sorry for you. sometimes life is a bitch... it's just fucked and unfair. but you shouldn't blame all that shit on yourself.
try some prozac.
and your probably not as ugly as you think. a ton of that shit is your dad's fault not your, he shouldn't have beaten or raped you, he shoudl have looked after you. anyway.....
|05 Dec 2004||sammy||go to school and go in the science lab mix all the chemicals then snort them through ure nose.|
|05 Dec 2004||i hate mooseshit||whatever the method of suicide it must definitly contain instructions. i feel that some one that has a web site that asks for "the best way to kill yourself when under thirteen" is really and truly worse off than someone tring to kill themselves. then when you post a message saying truthfully a good way to kill yourself some bitch named mooseshit sends you an email of her butt cheeks. lame. real lame. sounds to me that mooseshit has a reall lousy and boring life. i mean c'mon she gets her kicks out of opening a site that when you post she talks down on you like you a scum, worse than a criminal. i hope you grow up some day mooseshit.|
|05 Dec 2004||A.K.B||Ok mouchette what the fuck ive been reading all these fuckin entries and for some reason i think that the dude who called you a dumbass or the biggest fuck of them all is right. I mean what the fuck ive been going all throught this shit just to see if you posted my shit and for some reason. I would have to say thats a big FUCK NO! i think the only reason you do this shit is for you own fucked up pleasure just to see all these people bitching about thier pain. and what do you do? you don't say anything to us. you just sit at your fuckin computer lookin at all of our pain and angry we right. you are the most FUCKED UP FUCK I HAVE EVER MET. you did seem pretty cool at first but then. all these people and their entries. tell me this WHERE THE FUCK IS YOU ENTRIES? Tell me that. i think you are just a fucking coward and a idiot. Yeah thanks for the site but why cant you say anything you fuckin chicken ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|05 Dec 2004||A.K.B||Ok i now that i have put up two post already. but i keep coming back to the site and fuckin finding these fuckin religious freaks. like religious maggie. I mean what the fuck is people like you that have problams coming to terms with their sexuality. and have to put post about them playing with themselves. it just goes show that all you fuckin religiuos idiots all have sexual porblams. dont fuckin go and talk about your fuckin pussy just cause you can't get laid. im not trying to judge you but if you keep fuckin talking about this shit. then you should fuckin kill your self just fuckin so we don't have to listen to the shit anymore. Thank you and good night.|
|05 Dec 2004||SaSsY rEd||Ok first of all if your under 13 your frigin crazzy ok! im older than 13 and i always try and commit suicide and NOT for the fun of it your frigin physco! because i have my own problems so dont be stupid! shiTT but i wont talk cuz i think the same way and it sux a$$ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|04 Dec 2004||Deb||The best place to kill yourself would be next to the world's biggest ball of twine!|
|04 Dec 2004||Elise||I'm not sure of the BEST way to commit...all i know is that if someone doesn't call me (jason) i'm gonna just scream and go drink some turpintine and bleach, take a shit load of pills, raid my dad's booz stash and then attempt to finish my suicide note for the 5 minutes i'll be concious after that....i hate all my fucking friends(not that i have any anymore) and i hate my mother for being so critical, my father for having a giant stick up his ass and my sister for thinking that i envy her low-idealistic-comformist thing that she calls life. i hate everything about this life and i know that where ever the hell we go after death has gotta be better than where i am....jason says he'll follow me if i do; now how stupid is that? don't ruin your life when it's all perfect just cuz your girlfriend disappears(sp). oh no, your lover is gone, what to do? surprisingly, i'm a very loving girlfriend. and would hate to see him upset, but sometimes i want him to follow me. at least i'd have the only person on this earth that i really and truely love, ya know? i mean, screw my family, they don't know me well enough to know if they like me or even love me and vice versa so FUCK them. it's not my fault they didn't pay attention when i was younger and stupid and would've given them half a chance...but that's all gone. i want out. my therapist can kiss my ass because she can't even tell that i feel like shit every second of my life and the only thing that makes this world even remotely better is knowing that i have someone out there who loves me(jason). i hate that everyone says i'm going to hell cuz i'm bi...who cares? hell would be gumdrops and fricken candied shit compared to this!!! i need to just be alone with a big bottle of pills and take them all slowly and feel them eat away at my stomach and internal organs. if jason were here, or listening, he'd be crying by now, but i don't want that. i just want him to understand that i was afraid to die at one point in my life, i honestly was, but now, things changed, maybe i am inbalenced. whatever it was, things changed, and i am ready to welcome death with open arms. people ask me why i cut. hell, it feels good! it's like you are just one step closer to death each time and the more steps you take, the happier you are. i was reading some of the entries on here and realized i'm not the only one that feels so completely out of it and feels like crying and ranting and screaming all the time; every second something goes wrong, every moment some one says no, there's another thing to add to my list. (my reasons to just get it over with.) if attempting suicide wasn't illegal, i would do it in a heart beat. i do want to die, just not this VERY second. this very second, i need the sensation. the feeling of death. the feeling of something that i want more than any other feeling. the pain, the unconcious thoughts, the shortened breath. i want it. i want everything and nothing all at once and it scares me to think that in 5 seconds, i could still be here. and now that that 5 seconds is up, i wish i could've done it right then.......my friends all think i'm bullshitting. i swear, GET A FUCKING CLUE. if you don't believe someone, they'll want to do it more, just to prove it. hey, why do you think i need a therapist, huh? maybe because i'm unstable?!?!? shows how much you know BITCH! if i had to kill myself, i would go to your doorstep with 5 shots of cynide all prepared, shoot 'um, lay down and just dissapear. i could too. you live 3 blocks away, and i have 3 gallons of cynide and bleach in the garage. simple right? but there's still so much i want to expeirience, so much i want to do before. lose my viginity, have a child, get married, fail school for once and have my parents rant for an hour while i just sat back and laughed. something, anything. i just wanna do it all once, cuz i'm gonna die anyways, right? everyone always says "you live once" but you only die once too, (unless you believe in reincarnation, but thats maybe just me) so why not make it something really blow-out fun and fufilling? i mean, you only do it once, and life is boring anyways so why not just bring the whole big waste to a blood-curdling holt? i mean, what's our purpose here anyways? we're born, we live, we die, it sucks. there's nothing here for us, not that there's anything more in death, but there's a chance to start over. just to start new. that's all i want, to start new. i need something to drink, cynide perhaps? i'll ponder that while i wait not-so-patiently for jase to be considerate and call me.......and to think, a year ago, if all this were to come out of my mouth, everyone would've dropped dead in their seats. oh well, it would've done 'em a favor.|
|04 Dec 2004||A.K.B||Hey well, im back and the pills almost worked. I was passed out for a day or two. But then i got sick i was awsome. and hey if think it will work take like a hundred or so. it most likly will work. but thats your say. yo if anyone wants to talk. just add me to you hotmail. and we can chat about shit thats happened in our lives. O and to that one dude i forgot his name just cause some one likes good charlotte. don't mean you got to be a prick.just thaught you should know. and to that nine year old don't fell bad im bitchy and i don't give flying fuck. my sister beats the shit out of me all the time. but that just makes me bitchy'er. you sound like a kick ass person. we should talk some time. my email is firstname.lastname@example.org if anyone wants to talk.|
|04 Dec 2004||Paulo Greer||I want to commit suicide because my life has gotten to the point where living and going thru a bunch of shit all the time is not worth it. People say that you go thru things to make you stronger and that it makes you stronger.....that is a LIE! I've gone thru so much in my 27 years and the only thing that I've learned is that a fucked up situation is just that...(a FUCKED up situation. I have NOT learned anything. If you are not happy in life you should kill yourself!! What are you supposed to do keep praying and wait for a brighter day...yeah right!! When you have waited for the brighter day for 7 years, you begin to understand that the brighter day is not coming. Don't believe that God will save you either! He sure all hell didn't save the millions of other people that committed suicide!! Where is God when you need him? He's sending his word thru some asshole telling you to pray as usual! I don't need prayer I need action. God talks a good game but works in his own time and not in yours!!!!! I figure if he doesnt work in my time when I need him what's the fucking point! I prayed and prayed and still nothing. So I'm done with God and praying it has proven time and time again to be useless. So without God I'm lost and helpless right? Right! So if I'm lost and helpless what is the damn point of living. I'm gay, alone, fat, ugly, a liar, unemployed! What more reason do I need to go on. I know that sooner or later I will commit suicide. I don't think that life is for everybody who has it. I read that taking pills won't work...and that is what I planned on using. Does anyone know what pills and how many will work? When I do this I want to do it right. I live alone so no one will fine me for days. If I cant be happy...I want to die. Someone anyone please tell me what pills to take and how many, so I can be prepared when I'm ready to die. Thanks!!|
|04 Dec 2004||Catalina||Or... the way I am doing it now... Starve yourself. And be sure to cut yourself in many place so you get sick from all the open wounds. So this way... you'll die in pain, and happy knowing you made lots of people happy with your painful, slow, death. (At least... that's my situation) (same as other)|
|04 Dec 2004||Catalina||I'd like to know your IM name if you have one. I'd really like to talk to you on AIM or thorugh e-mail. But my answer to the question, which I've tried... go over your best friends house, and when nobody is home, tell your friend you have a suprise and to close her eyes. Bring this person into the kitchen and take out a knife out of the knife block (or just a big knife) and tell her to hold out her hands. Hold the knife in her hands, tell them to open their eyes, and push the knife in your stomach (or anywhere else) with her hands as well. But you'll have to do it fast, when I did it she stopped me when she heard me reaching for the knife.|
|03 Dec 2004||candice||well i dont know i thought about sliting my wrists but i dont here ill introduce me, im candice and im 9 ya im young but hey who gives a shit? i need help im bitchy and want to commit suiside but i dont . my sister is 14 and beets the shit out of me im in grade 4 and lifes such a bitch! my friends are bitches and i want to kill everyone around me so i made a solution (killing myself) but i dont because i have people that love me i think i tell my mom wat my sis does but does she care? no so ya life sucks!!!!!!!!|
|03 Dec 2004||Dead Man||Soak a snickers bar in anti-freeze. It'll taste sweet.|
|03 Dec 2004||Jadsrea||Jam a toothpick under each toenail and play some soccer. You won't die but it would hurt like a motherfucker. The pain will make you want to kill yourself any way possible and you will come up with a shit load of ideas. Hell is only a state of mind. Until next time...|
|03 Dec 2004||Seymore Butts||Go to a Metallica concert, get in the pit, and "accidently" trip yourself so you get trampled to death.|
|03 Dec 2004||You Have No Friends Because You Suck||Thanks for not posting my last writing. That meant a lot to me you fucking prick. At any rate...If you are going to kill yourself at least take out a couple hundred motherfuckers with you... Next time your on an airplane and the stewardess is telling everyone where the emergency exits are, open one. I garantee a good time.
PS. Ryan, Good Charolette and Blink 182 suck nuts and if you like that shit they call music then you should be dead.
And religious maggie....I am god and i dont love you