Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
23 Nov 2004 no all u people are fucked up -

if your bored play a game or do a shit or something- keep your self occupied u fucking suicidal freaks
23 Nov 2004 some sik minded freak the best way to kill yourself is not to kill yourself physically but mentally. kill every thing inside you, your thouts, your visions and your memories. dont eat dont drink dont talk to any one. kill yourself mentally and then get a pet cat or dog collect there fur in a brush then swallow it leaving a note saying i told you the animals hated me.
23 Nov 2004 ..R.. if you feel so bad that you want to kill yourself. then there must be a time wenn you have been happy rember those day's and live on a hate to say it but i don't like it wen a child dies

life long in prosper
23 Nov 2004 darkzeppelin After conducting many google searches, it seems to me that it is very difficult to obtain a list of pro-choice suicide websites. If you know of one, please email me at thedarkzeppelin@hotmail.com

Thanks!
23 Nov 2004 Anonymous Place your neck on a train track prior to an oncoming train.
23 Nov 2004 kristin My name is Kristin. I'am 15 years old. Since I was 15 years old my father has been beating me. He hits me, my mother, my grandmother. EVERYONE! I'm so sick of the life im living. I was reading some of the other entries and i started to think to myself that maybe my life isnt that bad. People have been sexually abused but my life is nothing like that. I get physically and verbally abused. I get told im ugly n im not supposed to be here. I was supposed to be an abortion. I don't really want to kill myself but i would love to just see what life for him would be like if i wasnt here. Hes such an asshole sometimes and he gets mad over the stupidest things. He tells me that im fat and now i throw up after my meals. I feel like a jerk sometimes but i dont no what else to do. I just wish i was dead. Ive popped pills , ive slit my wrist, ive tried everything. NOTHING HELPS. Maybe one day he will just beat me to death and then i wont have to worry about killing myself. Im thinkin about going to my guidance counselor and tellin her whats going on but i dont no what to do. Someone please help me. My email is LILMPKRISSXO@aol.com
22 Nov 2004 lehcym pour mieux mourir, autant rester en vie
22 Nov 2004 Religious Maggie Ooh I think I may have prodded my poosy a bit too much. Cum has started leaking out of it.
I just hope it clears up by next Sunday when I go to church otherwise God may not want me any more.
22 Nov 2004 suicidal_chic i've slit my wrist many times when ever im just about at the main vain i just stop,i've also jumped in front of cars but sadly they had brakes.*sigh*only reason im doing this is cause im a total train wreck im poor,when ever i slice my wrists people notice me and they really dont care if i die or not i just want out of this painfull world my next attept is going to be sooni want to over dose but i dont have the right stuff i almost died many times
im only 12 my life sucks
22 Nov 2004 NoName I don't know what the best way to kill myself is. I don't want my family, girlfriend or friends to suffer because of my death so I was thinking maybe leaving a note as if I left the country and went somewhere else but not tell them where. I would probably go somewhere in Europe or Asia with some money, rent a boat go to the middle of the ocean and shoot myself as I fall to the water with bricks tide up to my feet. No one will probably find me there for a while. I don't know. I feel completely worthless and it seems to me that the whole world has passed me by and it's still passing me by. I suck at everything I do.... everything! Everything and everyone I touch I seem to mess up in some way shape or form. I can't seem to get myself straight though I have tried for years and years. I told myself that I would probably not live to 25... well Im starting to beleive that it will happen even before that. I dont really wish I was dead, I wish more that I had never been alive and maybe give my energy and space to someone who deserves it but whatever.. I'm here now in this hell hole, might as well end it soon... I wish the world would understand us... Not everyone was meant to be perfect in everything. I figured in life there is always a good and a bad, a black and white. We cant enjoy clear days without rainy ones. Well there cant be good people that live to 101 withouth people like us... in the end we are just another statistic... Good to know there are others like me in here... maybe ill see you all in that "better place" one day..
22 Nov 2004 Brett It depends on how you want to be found. No loved ones? Then it doesn't fucking matter; just get a gun (shotgun or large calibre pistol--.38, .45, .44, 9mm, etc,)and blow your brains out. Mash the barrel closely to your temple, or better yet, stick it in your mouth, pointed up. But that's going to leave a big mess. If you have loved ones that you care about, do it in the bathtub and call 911 (if American) first. Tell them where you live and there's a suicide, so come prepared. Then hopefully it's all cleaned up before any people you care for have to see.

Or, pills. Pills and booze. This is great, especially if you're known to have a drug problem. You eat about 500 mgs. of valium, say, and drink a litre of vodka, put on some good music (joy division) and no one knows if you meant to kick off or were just overdoing a good thing.

Also, you could go with carbon monoxide. If you have a garage, perfect, but if not just rig a hose from the exhaust pipe into the car, pop some pills, drink some booze, play some tunes, sayonara.

More elaborately, you could stage it to look like you've been murdered, etc. I would say that if you really want to kill yourself, you probably should try to make it look like an accident. Maybe not if you've been horribly abused by your parents, etc., MAYBE, but this is something very important to consider. Do you want to really want to die, or do you just want people to feel bad for what they did to you? Because, sweetheart, once you draw that final breath, you're not going to be there to witness anyone's reaction.

So my final advice is this: if you want to stage some grand Shakesperaean scene for everyone to weep over and lament how poorly they treated you, then you're killing yourself for all the wrong reasons. You should back off and live it out a while, let life unfold and see what happens. It might get better. Honey, please believe me, it often does.

If you really want to die, though, then you shouldn't care to make anyone feel responsible. That's kind of lame when you think about it. They'll inhabit their own hell eventually; making it look like an accident is the most righteous thing you can do.

Please think carefully about this! I slit my wrists when I was seventeen; things still suck, but I'm happy I didn't die then. I'm not the one to tell you do or don't, only please think about your reasons, other possible outcomes, and the people you will leave behind.

I don't know for certain that I won't do myself, eventually, so I'm not some holy roller. But if you're reading this, and if you're in the dark space for real, then know I love you. I don't know Mouchette, but I grant her permission to give you my email.

It's a shit world, yes, but it really can be beautiful. I'm not preaching; do what you need to do. But go easy, brothers and sisters. Think and go easy.

Mouchette, thank you for the forum. You should come and live with me; hell, we shouuld all get together and create some other world that we can live in, together.

Peace and stars, and go easy. Please.

- Brett
22 Nov 2004 Ryan (Again) Ehhhh, fuck what i said before. I was just happy because i got a new girlfriend...life fucking sucks...I still wanna fucking die, and i'm still thinking of killing myself, just not with pills. I'll use cyanide or something, maybe lock a car in a garage and drift off to sleep with the carbon monoxide, with my favorite songs playing...I can't stand this life anymore, i just want to end my life...i am empty inside...

Title: Wounded (Hidden Track)
Artist: Good Charlotte
Album: The Chronicles Of Life And Death

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin

My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault

But I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed

And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see

But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault

That I'm open and I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me
So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me
To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault

That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up
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Title: Meet My Maker
Artist: Good Charlotte
Album: The Chronicles Of Life And Death

This is where I'll meet my maker tonight

So this is it
This is my life
This is my time
It's ending tonight
I made my mistakes
I tried to live right
Stepped out of the darkness into the light
And when I'm gone
Will they remember
Will they mourn
Will they move on
When my sad songs for lonely son
His time has come his life is done

And tonight
We'll celebrate the end
Of this life
And we'll sing
Yeah, yeah, yeah , yeah

Whhooaa aaooohh
It's alright

With open arms
This is the way
The way I'll meet my maker tonight

And on my grave
What will it say?
Here lies another soul that was saved
So please don't cry
Just sleep at night
And I will wait on the other side

And tonight
we'll celebrate the end
Of this life
And we'll sing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Whooaahh ooohhh
It's alright
This is a night

With open arms
This is the way
The way I'll meet my maker tonight

And tonight
We'll celebrate the end
Of this life
And we'll sing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Whooaaa ooohh
It's alright
This is a night I again

With open arms
This is the way
The way I'll meet my maker tonight

Whhoooaaa oohhh (x6)
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Title: Adam's Song
Artist: Blink 182
Album: Enema Of The State

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone...
22 Nov 2004 Alexis drink vodka and take a bottle or two of asprin
22 Nov 2004 Alexis stand under a window and have your friend push an AC on to you
22 Nov 2004 Karen The only people on here that are sick are the ones who mock others who are clearly in alot of pain. I am 46 and have had periodic depression and suicidal ideation most of my life. It's a difficult existence, to be sure. I came close to killing myself again recently, but fear failure. If I thought there was a foolproof way, with little suffering, I'd probably not be here today. What I find so intriguing is that I desperately want to save all of you... I don't want ANY of you to die... you're all valid human beings that have just been dealt a shitty hand in the card game of life. Me, too. In foster care where I was sexually abused, sexually abused again by my adoptive father, neglected by my mother, moved from town to town which eliminated my chances of developing friendships, constant loss and grief, etc. One thing I DO KNOW FOR SURE... if you hang on, things will get better. But, like the bad stuff, the good stuff doesn't last forever either. The best advice is to learn coping skills, develop reliable friendships, and wait it out. Like someone else said on this website... "Find something you want to do tomorrow night and just breathe til then". Keep finding something til the good times return. They will return. Get help. Almost every city or town now has a FREE distress line with a caring person at the other end. These people are not paid, they are volunteers, and they do care. Call them, even if it's just to tell them you're through. Added note: Religious Maggie, if you're being GENUINE in your posts, you must be in alot of emotional pain.If you're not, quit mocking those who are...
21 Nov 2004 Jack You people are sick.
21 Nov 2004 depressed and suicidal I have been depressed for a long number of years. I want to kill my self by laying in front of the train tracks so my head will be decapitated. I choose this method because it is quick and effective. Life is shit and it will never get better. Once one problem goes another one comes to take it place. Suicide will solve all your problems forever. The one thing about killing myself in front of a train is I always seem to move away at the last minute so the train misses me. It's happened to me a number of times. Please Email me and give me some advice on how not to be scared so I can finally kill my self. My email is hghghfb@yahoo.com People who email me and tell me not to commit suicide will have there emails terminated. Do you know how I fucking hate waking up each day and saying not another fucking day. Please help me end my misery.
21 Nov 2004 boudro i think its genetics really. if your parents name you some wierd name like mouchette you are more likely to kill your self. its in the genes. its hereditary. is kinda like your destiny. the best way? i think it has alot to do with your personality(genetics also). if you are twisted or demented its more likely for you to pick a more gruesome more messy style of self exicution. but if your a scary bitch that really wants to kill your self and dont know how so you open up a web site to get info you probably wont have the proper genetics to drive a car 120mph into a concrete pillar.
21 Nov 2004 Muzaklover Ok, my friends the thing you need to know is that I contemplated commiting suicide and then a ray of hope shot out the the darkness. A girl who said that she loved me and God did it help. I talked to her and then we got together and i just feel a lot happier now. It can happen to you guys too. Look for friends everywhere, they can help.
21 Nov 2004 Joey I've done it all none of it works.
It all started when i was 5, I found out my mother was my sister. My father wouldnt let me go to school, and trapt me in his basement. He would molest me many times each day. He wouldnt feed me, i had to eat my clothes. When he was short of cash, he sold me, to a random man. He too, forced me to have sex with him against my will. he whipped me, forced me to work, my life couldn't have become more miserable...
I ran away and lived under a bridge, I had to find money on the ground everyday, just to survive. fifty cents a day was all i needed.
I'm now 13, and my life can't get any worse.

I've tried it all, slitting the wrists, stabbing myself, heavy drug abuse, hanging myself. I tried shooting myself but people stop me just before the moment.
I've tried it all, and life is a sick, twisted thing. For those of you who can.
Kill yourself.

You won't regret it.

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