|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|13 Dec 2004||Sky||ask for a Molly Dolly for ur 12th birthday. When u open it on ur birthday, say u dont want it and throw it back at ur perants. They will kick u on the streets and u will live life as a bum, selling fake rubber chickens for 12p. Finnaly after many days of pain and agony, u become the president of USA and deside to push that "Red Button" we all hear about on his desk. A man comes out and shoots a picture on the wall, which falls off, which hits the floor and bounces off and gets u in the eye. Then u run out the door and a terrorist shoots u in the knee cap, which makes u fall over and choke on ur fingers which get stucj in ur mouth.....the end :|
|13 Dec 2004||Final Destiny||It is irelivant what has happened in your life to cause such depression for it is only a state of mind. You can be happy just as easy as you can be depressed. To let the actions of others (no matter the relation) govern your thoughts is weak minded no matter the circumstance. I can already snece the 1/2 of you thinking "hey FU buddy u just dont know" well heres the thing, I just dont care, and for the most part nor does anyone else. If you want to plauge your mind with gloomy thoughts than so be it, if you choose to self mutilate than more power to you, after all it's what you want. The average psycologist will try to get you to focus on text book virtues, and will claim they know whats best for you. I can tell you now if you can't make up your own mind, and get past your suicidal obsessions your life will be, and will always remain void untill you get past it in your own way, or die. There is no hanging on the fence with this. No matter your case there are 3 options. Kill yourself, obsess untill you die otherwise, or get past this disease and concentrate on making better for yourself and/or others.
As for the site creator here, you should be ashamed of yourself for trying to appeal to the minds of children, your actions should get you arrested, if it were up to me I would have you hung. You deserve even less.
If any of you out there want to have reasonable conversation you can reach me at firstname.lastname@example.org anything cocky or foul will simply be blocked.
|13 Dec 2004||Lauren||I dont know the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13. Im sure there are many ways regardless of age, but I wonder why, with all the thoughts here, there is no real way to die. Most people are here to tell an unfortunate story, or to advise people one way or the other. All Im looking for is a simple recipe. Im not 13, Im 20, but I know that feeling of desperation, knowing that life cant seem to get better, and when it does, its really nothing more than luck. See, I cant wait for those lucky days to pass through. Anti-depressants dont work, neither does therapy or drugs or alcohol. Nothing can seem to get me out of this slump...so who knows, maybe I will be in some freak acident, or better yet, Ill die in my sleep. I dont know, does it make any difference that strangers are reading what I write? Is someone going to recognize me and come flying to my rescue? Bad question, I know, maybe Im just digressing with nowhere to go. If I do find a way to kill yourself when your under the age of 13, Ill be sure to let you know. Until then, happy hunting.|
|13 Dec 2004||You Have No Friends Because You Suck||A deep red is illuminated by the eerie blue glow of a light far into the absence of negative space. Falling into old habits, the dreamer is screwing the finger into the temple. Never was always so blank with deception. A Technicolor spotlight shines on the skin of the tan- line. Broken into two equally undeserving portions of one failed memory, the tears fall, staining the translucent skylight. A spiral overcomes equilibrium, stealing the show and breaking concentration. Existence is now no more than a windmill of shortcomings and shattered thought. Falling towards the open arms of no one, tearing down the walls with unbearable laughter. This time will be different. This will end the tragic tale of the unloved poet, the mislead dreamer, the thought of a life worth living.
|12 Dec 2004||Angela||Blah, I know.. All of you may think "no one understands me" or "no one can help me". I've been through it all, everything. You name it, it's happened to me. I know every feeling of hate and pain, and every feeling of joy and hope. I am not a very religious person, and I have learned to love who I am.. I want everyone to know that I am willing to talk to anyone who needs me! I may just be a person to talk to because you're bored... or I may save your life.. If you need someone to talk to, please.. talk to me. I can answer your questions and help you to sort through your feelings.. I know the feelings, you tend to feel confused and lost.. it's hard! I know that it's hard.. and I'm here to help.. Please.. email me, or even message me on AIM.. I'd love to talk to you ^ ^ my AIM screen name is KinkyTacos =P hehe, my email is email@example.com... Please email me or message me.. I'd love to hear your problems!|
|12 Dec 2004||louise||Dont!!! Life is so special.. you are not alone...honestly I have felt this way for years....It is so special and so are you...think about your family and friends, think about yourself even if you donnt have friends...honestly I have been there...|
|12 Dec 2004||depressed and very suicidal||I have been depressed for a long number of years. I want to kill my self by laying in front of the train tracks so my head will be decapitated. I choose this method because it is quick and effective. Life is shit and it will never get better. Once one problem goes another one comes to take it place. Suicide will solve all your problems forever. The one thing about killing myself in front of a train is I always seem to move away at the last minute so the train misses me. It's happened to me a number of times. Please Email me and give me some advice on how not to be scared so I can finally kill my self. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org. Please don't tell me not to commit suicide as i have already made my decision, the right decision. Do you know how I fucking hate waking up each day and saying not another fucking day. Please help me end my misery.|
|12 Dec 2004||still alive||i have also contemplated dying. not really any "good" reason when you look at my life. i have never had any childhood tragedies. even as an adult, my life seems close to perfect. But, i thing about dying regularly. I am depressed but don't know why. I cry a lot and hate to be alone for long periods of time because when i am, i inevitably think of how to kill myself. i have thought of taking all the pills i can find or running my car head on into some immovable object, but whatever i do i want to be sure that i won't wake up from it. i don't want to have brain damage or have to live down the shame of an "attempted" suicide that failed. if i ever get the nerve to do something i want it to work without too much pain or mess. i will say that i have searched the net for ways to die when i am at my lowest point (which is how i came across this one) and when you read something funny like something sarcastic about how to die it actually takes the edge off somehow. i know that for some people a site like this may be the catalyst to actually commit the act, but for me it has saved me more than once.|
|12 Dec 2004||Fallen Angel||dear samaritan
I am 21 yrs old. I dont need advice, i dont want it. i just need someone to listen. i have been married for 2 yrs now...and 4 days ago my husband left me, he told his parents to tell me he'd be back on tuesday to tell me if he wanted to work things out or leave me for good. if this were the only pain i couldve coped. but its not, my mother in law called to tell me that its all my fault, that every problem in my marriage is my fault. my father in law told me i was selfish for asking if my husband was leaving me. they said i need to give him space. if i go away forever it'll give him all the space he wants. i love this man more than my own life. but the pain is too much. i'm abuse victim as well...i was raped at 4yrs old till i was 10, at 8yrs old i was molested by another guy. at 16 a boy at school tried to rape me and at 17 i was date raped. no one understand the demons i'm fighting. no one understands why i'm so angry...they all want me to change. so i wear a mask, i hide from world as long as i can...until someone beats me down again...then i pick myself up and i put on my mask again and i keep going...i keep hiding and i keep fighting. i'm too tired to fight the darkness anymore. i dont want to. i dont need advice i've heard it all and i've even given it. I just need somene to listen....everyone tells me its all my fault...i ruined my life...but i didnt ask for this happen..i didnt ask for the demons ... i didnt ask for the darkness. i didnt ask for him to leave me, i didnt ask for them to hate me. i'm tired of pretending i've been pretending my whole life. i dont want to do it anymore. to anyone who reads this...i just need someone to listen. but there is noone to listen...
|12 Dec 2004||Corey||I've had my stomach pumped 8 times from ttrying to kill myself, until one day my friend invited me to church and I was saved! I think every person will not x-periance what i did by leaving the person i was and becoming a christian, but it's possible. Im just asking one of these days when you have a hard time when you feel like taking pills or picken up that knife that you want to slit your wrist with..Just go to a church, sit in the back, dont even listen to anything, try to act and look mean, i promise somebody in that whole church oneway or another will change your life. I would not be here today if it wasn't for my friend that i tried to Kill by posioning him! He still offered to take me to church and I think after all that i have one of the best testamonies ever and this is why im here to make people feel like there is a reason in there life! And there is to Praise and Worship the Lord. And if something good happends like im telling you about trust me! You'll thank god that Your here today! I know where everyone of you have been. try to be where Im at!|
|12 Dec 2004||ask yourself one question?
what have eye ever done positive with my life and am i going to let these obsticals get me so down i am going to kill myself rather than do what i can to overcome these problems and dedicate the rest of my life and what i can control in it to bettering the lives of others in a similar situation as myself?
if you answered either yes or no there is nothing i can do for you but i can recomend one thing. if you are visiting this site as much as me you obviously have serious problems and would be better off killing yourself either which way. look at the bright side you will die adventually any way.
|12 Dec 2004||Garry||If the world currency were Hugs...we'd all be wealthy...|
|11 Dec 2004||candice||HI ITS CANDICE AGAIN IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME FROM WAT THEY SAW IN MY LAST ENTRY PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!! email@example.com|
|11 Dec 2004||Felicia On Deductive Reasoning||Violence And Christmas Shopping * Alert
Today I was walking in a shopping mall. At around 7 pm (Pacific Standard Time) a flurry of teenage boys stood kitty corner in front of a knife store and were exchanging hostile words. It was turning into a nasty fight. One of the girls by the cell phone booth yelled out "SECURITY!" The crowd witnessing the fight became curious and hung around. There I was trying to go through a standing crowd. I said to myself, "Why are these freaking idiots standing around looking at the fight? Get out and move on because someone may pull a knife or gun unexpectedly!" I became annoyed, moved quickly to avoid a brawling stampede, and continued to the nearest Bath & Body Works department store.
If you see a fight developing in a public place or happen to drive by an accident on a highway, keep moving.
In this crazy, crazy hostile world, use deductive reasoning.
For survival, watch for these common everyday high risk factors.
1.) Keep your eyes open in front and back of you. Don't use tunnel vision. Blinders are meant for horses going around on a whirly bird treadmill.
2.) Watch what you say in public. Bitter words stir up strife. If the person is continously picking on you, move on. If you are unable to avoid the situation, go to security or any person who can help you. Don't argue with the hostile nincompoop.
3.) Don't run with scissors.
4.) Tie your shoes to avoid tripping. Untied shoes are not in style anymore and it makes you look really foolish.
If you avoid hazards, then you are on your way to staying alive longer.
If it is the opposite, consider this your own suicide kit.
|11 Dec 2004||josh edmond||HEY YALL. I DID IT I JUST DOWNED 57 PILLS IN ALL. THREE TYPES. AND I DRANK A PINT OF GIN. BY THE TIME YOU READ THIS POST I WILL EITHER BE DEAD OR IN A COMA. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT TRIED TO HELP ME. YOU GUYS ARE REAL NICE. I WAS TOUCHED BY SUCH ACTS OF KINDNESS AND LOVE. THE TIME NOW IS 10:30PM CENTRAL TIME ZONE (USA) AND THE DATE IS 12/10/04. I AM BEGINING TO GET VERY SLEEPY. THE MEDICATION IS STARTING TO TAKE EFFECT. GOODBYE WORLD.|
|11 Dec 2004||SAL||I should slap all you fucking kid's!! I just turned 17 December 3rd. My mom and dad were divorced since i was 5, i had no father figure. I was diagnosed with tourette's syndrome when I was 10, went through hell with that until up to freshman year in highschool. Met a girl junior year in highschool and fell in love with her for OVER A YEAR! she didnt feel the same and she wanted to just be freinds. I did everything for this bitch I even got her a 200 dollar necklace for her birthday! I was always there for her no matter what, I never disrespected her, I treated here like a goddess. And she still didnt feel the same. Watever fine, I hurt so bad from that I cant even tell youz. A month later my mother dies! does it end there, no. My mom and dad were gettin back together, and we bought a beautiful house because we lived in an apartment and my grandfather is the landlord but he treated us like shit. Then she dies!!!!!!! I was finally gonna be happy, and she died. my mother, dead. We lost the house, we lost the car, we lost EVERYTHING! My grandfather raised my rent the scumbag he is, and i got into a fist fight with him almost but instead it got broken up and they called the cops on me and i got cuffed by 12 cops and brought to the nuthouse for 5 hours. I still live in this shithole also none the less. I live with my father who I havent lived with in 12 years. THAT AINT FUCKING EASY FOR ME! my sister dont even live with me anymore she lives with my fucking scumbag grandparents who I am gonna fucking murder one day. I miss my mother so much, my dad is a dick, etc etc. AND FOR ALL U PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE OH IM POOR. OH YEA? SO AM I! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT PAIN IS LIKE UNTIL YOU'VE LIVED A DAY OF MY LIFE! SO FUCK ALL OF UZ WHO CANT DEAL WITH UR LIL FUCKING PROBLEMS YOU'RE ALL PUSSY! SO STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING AND TAKE IT LIKE A MAN! FUCKING BITCHES!|
|10 Dec 2004||Greg||smother|
|10 Dec 2004||Alyssa||I am 17 yrs old and I'm thinking about suicide. I cut my wrists in numerous places and I also have aids from fucking so many people and i'm afraid my unborn child will have aids too. I'm going to die anyway so i just want it to be sooner. What should I do?|
|10 Dec 2004||Heather *aka* Suicide Goddess||Well I'm not 13 either, i'm 16. Well i guess that's not the point now is it? Well if you want to die nice and easy with no pain take Pentazocine/Naloxone AKA Talwin. If you are not dringink alcohol with this then you need to take 6 or 7. If you are drinking 3 should do it. It is easy and painless. If you don't want the easy way out there is always the normal stuff slitting wrists, throats, jumping, running in front of moving vehicles etc. You know what i'm talking about. If you want a really effective way to committ suicide you can never fail if you shoot yourself in the head. I think the first time i tried to committ suicide I was 12, i slit my wrists and took a bunch of morphine. I would have died if fuckheads wouldn't have taken me to the hospital. I will always resent them for that. I have been in the mental hospital 22 times for trying to committ suicide and someone always has to be a fuckin' hero. I have found that instead of killing yourself self mutilation is a great way to release pain. Try it it will make you feel a whole lot better. I would have killed myself a while back but i promised my b/f i wouldn't and he loves me so much it makes it hard.Here is a little song for all you suicidal pplz.... If you're listening to this song, and everything is going wrong, take a chance on the other side, let's go over the edge, Fuck the (pigs?) Fuck the (folks?) Death is where it's at, Use a gun, use a knife, take some pills, take your life, slit your throat, slit your wrists, And go to hell.......that's the end of my song lol Well anyway, if you're gonna try to kill yourself good luck
|10 Dec 2004||maysa||Dont talk about it behind any one buy a gun be alone at uer room listen for music u like then catch uer gun if u will got heart u will make it easy !!!|