|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 Dec 2004||anonymous||im 15 and i feel like nobody cares. i don't want to hurt myself but it's the only way to make me feel better. i can't help cutting myself i like to watch the blood and it relaxes me. i feel like a failure at everything my grades suck my life sucks. i've tried to kill myself but it took to long i slit my wrists and sat in a tub full of hot water i remember the tub turning red from my blood.|
|08 Dec 2004||Kat||all these people talking about wanting to kill themselves wouldnt tell us all unless it was really a cry for help. if you were going to do it, you would have done it already. you know deep down its not death you need, its attention and love, so look for that, not suicide. someone will always be there. thats why we write back, even if theres no - one, theres us.|
|08 Dec 2004||Ian||im going to kill my self soon so...gonna down aload of tabs then slit my wrists...merry xmas and happy new year...or i might go and gun up a few fukkers that pissed me off then kill my self or be killed..whatever...|
|08 Dec 2004||meghan fletcher||do all of the abouv and and 20 times the most that u said and sice slice till yr dead its the best way cause it leaves marks ya ya hahaha
|08 Dec 2004||jenny||I WANT TO FUKIN DIE NOW SOME1 COME DO IT 4 ME|
|08 Dec 2004||Religious Maggie||I've had an idea. I could do a striptease on the altar in front of the church. Well, my bra would cover up the balding priest. I could also break wind in front of them afterwards. The candles are on the altar so when I bend over to break wind, I could be a sort of heating system for the winter. Especially if I eat enough baked beans. Oooh I love baked beans, especially cold out of the tin. Plus if there is a Baptism, all I need to do to light the
baptismal candle is to bend over. It would save money for the church. Well, they wouldnt need to buy any more matches.
Also my darlings, if there are unsavoury characters entering the church all I need to do is put a
bread stick up and then I push and aim at that person. Direct violence isn't permitted in church, but you see, no one has ever said anything about using poosies as weapons.
|08 Dec 2004||Will Snow||Hey who's using my name and got my email addy?? Well, the sentence that starts off as 'HEY EVERYBODY', or something like that isnt the real me. Its an imposter!!! Im jinxed|
|08 Dec 2004||stef||crawl back in mothers womb and stay there|
|08 Dec 2004||mitch||why? All i read is
"öh ive tried before. lots of times"
i think everyone on here is scared. But this isnt one of those messages saying dont kill yourself, what you do to yourself is up to you. Just dont start talking about how many times u've tried or how many times u've thought about it. You're scared, so do it, or don't.
|08 Dec 2004||stef||slit your wrists and get in a warm bath and then you can watch yourself bleed to death|
|08 Dec 2004||natalie||if you have a big bath fill it to the top and get in it .get someone to hold your hands and legs go under the for 1 min wile they are puching you in the head some that you go uncounciouse and DIE|
|08 Dec 2004||remi||de sauter d' une fenetre.|
|08 Dec 2004||ronwelthy||hey what do you mean by personnal messages neglected, if we cannot express ourselve freely on this forum where can we|
|08 Dec 2004||Felicia The Great||Garry,
You are so imaginative and creative with your beautiful persona of the moon. Send more of your writings because your creative thoughts bring much color to those who only see black and white.
Dear Girl with the A cup bra,
Lucy Cortina has a list of bras you can pick from. I asked her for the inflatable kind. That way you don't have to worry about painful silicone breast implants or pasting rubber boobies on your chest with rubber cement.
I know the men out there think I am another eccentric woman on the rampage for silicone-injected boobies. These men out there don't know that I going insane with their cantankerous accusations to keep my chest real and to let it all hang out with old age. They don't realize how bad it can be for my back. If my aging sagging knockers were any lower and I threw them over my shoulder, I would have to contact the designers of Versace or Louis Vitton and suggest they create the over the shoulder double "knocker" purse with piercing double brass buckles.
|08 Dec 2004||Elise||in response to garry...t hank you SO much for offering your help on this site. i would've been gone last saturday night if it hadn't been for your post... i'm not sure how i managed it, but i just... switched back, i guess. i used to be really happy and preppy before my suicidal phase and then all of a sudden... everything just kinda went wrong and it was like i couldn't control all of my thoughts and urges anymore.... i wanted to be out of there so bad that i didnt even think about what it would do to other people.... if anyone, and i do mean anyone of any age wants to talk, i'm always around email@example.com ...thank you garry, whoever you are.... you saved my life.|
|08 Dec 2004||Yuri||I dont know the best way to kill yourself, but i wish i did know how so i can stop searching. This life i live is my suicide. The people in it are my cup of poison. What do i want? I want to live my life. So why cant i? Im still trying to figure that out. Why do i feel this way? Because i have tried every other excuse and finally figured out why. But i cant tell you, and i really want to its just hard and you keep yelling. Just let me leave or kick me out. Its hard to be around you, and when its hard with you its hard with everyone else. I cant go to my friends because they would hate you even more i cant go to my family because they would believe your lies. I thought your purpose of bringing me here was to build up a clear life in this world but all i see are the blurry shadows threw my tears. I love you so much that it hurts to say that i hate you. Just give me my cup of poison so i can just leave this life of pain and depression that you had led me into.|
|07 Dec 2004||Steven||can i ask why theres so many nasty people on this site calling people 'freaks' for wanting to committ suicide? obviously you must have been looking for a suicide site to have visted this site, there is some seriously depressed and suicidal people on here and i have read some real horific storys PLEASE keep your nasty comments to yourself.|
|07 Dec 2004||benjamin||deer katrina,
you are right about one thing. lucifer was the first loved. he was beautiful. his apperance was as the appearance of precious stones and he had music coming out of his being. i used to follow him as well. however god dosnt want you to kill your self. if you will be openminded for just a sec here. you asked a question and i will answer it. in dueteronomy it says behold i set before you life and good, death and evil, therefore choose life that you and your offspring may dwell long in the land the lord your god gives to you. lets look in the garden of eden. two trees in the midst of the garden. the tree of life and the tree of knowledge of good and evil. man had a choice.
you see you cannot fault god for what you do or how you feel. thats like saying its your fault i did this. adam tried that. he told god its the woman you put here with me. what you do is up to you. you either choose life or choose death. god dosent delight that even one should perish. do you know why jesus came and died? for our sins. let me futher explain. not like a preacher behind a pulpit would say sins. in the greek language(the language the new tesament was originally written in) the word sin is harmotia it means to miss the mark. in those days the roman armies had archers. to miss the mark aka not hit the bullseye. to hit the mark or follow jesus teaching means to love. two kindsa people in the world today. sinners and saved sinners. we are all totaly wicked. i tell you of a certainty god exists. i have heard him speak. audibly and no i am not mental. god is spirit. you have a spirit in you. he is afraid that you will learn what i am telling you is truth and so you are mad. i assure you i am not tring to force you to anything. so if you are mad i ask you why? i ask you futher do you know that feeling you get when you have done wrong and its in your chest all the way to your stomach? what organ is that? its not an organ. its spirit. when adam ate the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil he died spiritualy. GOD told him on the day you eat of the fruit of this tree you shall surely die. in literaly translates in dying you shall die. the body is alive but not the spirit. jesus came and died. accursed of god is any man who is hung on a tree. he was crucified on passover. read about passover in the old testament. he was the lamb. if you belive on him you shall be saved. thats why he came and was murdered. to pay for us not to go to hell. god is holy not to overlook sin but holy to punish it. he is all about justice. if you blame god for what you do you are wrong. every one was born into sin with a dead spirit because of adams (the seed of all man) disobedience. everyone can live thru christ.
i ask you to contemplate one more question. open mindedly. that means even if the out come of results differs from how you want it to be (you are not the center of the universe) you will be openminded. what has the devil "your leader" as you call him, ever done for you. god has done many things for me. i will tell you if you want to know.
behold i stand at the door and knock, and if any man shall hear my voice and open the door i will come in to him.
before you kill yourself i ask you to pray. even if you dont believe in him. the first time i ever prayed i said i knowive done messed up, but if your out there and you care show me something. i opened up the bible and all i could see was respect and obey god this is what life is all about. i tried to live right and honest and he started helping me. i almost hung myself once but he wouldnt let me. i fell out on the mattress and was talking in another language. an angel was standing beside the bed telling me what i was saying. you must understand this about god before anything else. he is god and god alone. he is king. supreme ruler. but merciful enough to die for us and not condemn us to hell.
if you think you havent a friend in the world and have no where to turn ask god into your heart and ask him to help you. he wont do a thing for you for your benifit. only if you let him rule over you. your benifit is a side effect only. whats that you say i cant do that. ask him to help you submit to what he wants in your life. do you know that gods people are down and out? broken? low lifes in socioty? if this is you ask him. what can it hurt? you have tried every thing else huh?
|07 Dec 2004||candice||HEY MY LIFE IS SHIT!!!!!!!! I KNOW EVERYBODY THINKS THIER LIFE SUCKS BUT MINE SUCKS MORE!!!!!!!!!!!! MY SISTER KICKS MY ASS EVERYDAY AND GETS AWAY WITH IT!!!!! SHES 14 SHE PULLS MY HAIR AND ALL THAT SHIT I KNOW SIBBLINGS FIGHT BUT SHE ATTEMPTED TO KILL MY WEN I WAS 2 I WAS IN MY TODDLER BED AND SHE HAD A KNIFE TO MY THROAT SO I SCREAMED FOR MY MOM BUT SHE GOT ONLY "NO TV FOR A DAY"YA RIGHT THATS NOT FAIR AND WEN I SWAER I GET 2 WEEKS GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY THE WAY IM ONLY 9 IF I MAKE IT ILL SEND ANOTHER ENTRY
|07 Dec 2004||pmt||mouchette why will entries be censored? i thought you were very liberal. what is classed as "rude" (just so we know)? personal i can understand but everyones definition of rude is different. some people are offended if you say "fuck". im not. are you?|