|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Feb 2005||Rage Against the Dying of the Light||I have made the following deal to myself:
If I am ever am about to commit suicide, I am just going to get up and leave my life instead. I will take what ever money I can scrape together, and get on whatever train will bring me farthest away. I will leave a note explaining why I left, and end it with "Don't try and find me. It is better than I live dangerously for awhile than not live at all."
I would travel around everywhere I could, staying in random towns, sleeping outside, and making friends with homeless people. I would live without a plan and see what life offered me. I would sneak on to trains and commit small crimes in order to stay alive without a job, and frequently pass in and out of jail. I would see the desert and paint if I could manage to get the supplies, and see if I could find happiness when completely poor.
And maybe, if after living this way for a few years I still wanted to die, I would then be ready to do it. But, as much as I might want kill myself, I do not think I can judge life to be unworthy of living from the tiny amount of it that I have so far had.
It may be far-fetched, but I figure that I might as well give it a try, if I am about to die anyway.
|27 Feb 2005||Marie||Get ran over by a car.|
|26 Feb 2005||Lost Soul||I have cut myself before,I think I'm just going to hang myself or something... oh, and I'm 13. My parents hate me, I hate me, I just want to lay down and die.|
|26 Feb 2005||Ryanna||Wet papertowels, and shove them into your throat. This will cut off your air supply, and if you stuff then down far enough, there will be no way to back out.|
|26 Feb 2005||mike||if your under 13 and u want to kill urself then one of the best way i can think of is to drink paint or drink oil, some peolple say no beacause it takes to long but it dosent|
|26 Feb 2005||kathy||make all kinds of pretend food with your play-do, than eat it all|
|26 Feb 2005||ian||I..........I don't know what to say......My girlfriend just dumped me.....and I'm pretty sure this is the end. Maybe you can catch me before it's too late.|
|26 Feb 2005||Levi||Im A Fat piece of shit and i dont give a fuck,I hate school, i hate people, i hate life , their is no heaven or hell, there is no god fuck the world kiss my white ass!|
|26 Feb 2005||Henry Lee||I spoke to GOD in person today and he gave me his little bitch to do with as I please so, the best way to kill myself and the way I intend to kill myself during the very next full moon is to take sweet little Religious Maggie out into a glowing yellow field of poppies and lie her beautiful tiny body onto a stone slab and as the rain falls hard around us I will tear off her Sunday dress and sink my teeth into the soft flesh between her thighs. As I consume her holy body I make my way up smiling through sticky red arterial blood and I rip away at those beautiful breasts GOD made just for her (yet gave to me) and when she is weak from blood lose and breathing in shallow gasps I will lock my mouth around hers and inhale her very last breath. Without letting that last breath of her living body leave my lungs I look up to GOD and as I silently thank him for the gift, for HER, I finish what we agreed upon and I shove a 10" hunting knife deep into my gut. While trying not to exhale I pull the instrument of my death upward as hard and fast as I can splitting my sturnum in the process. I feel my body hit the hard stone as I fall next to Maggie's blood soaked corpse. As the moonlight fades to black I release my last breath, her last breath...our last breath.|
|26 Feb 2005||B||Let's see...by the time I was 13 I had tried to suffocate myself by holding my breath when I was six...and had graduated to the wonderful world of slicing my wrist (horizontal, of course!) when I was 13. I later graduated to overdoses, poison, hanging and multiple drunk drivings. Three trips to the mental hospital and one to the emergency room. An arm full of scars. I am 25 now. I have successes in my life that anyone would dream of. And I still get the urge. THE IRONIC THING ABOUT SUICIDE IS THAT ONCE IT IS IN YOUR HEAD, AND YOU SURVIVE ALL ATTEMPTS, IT BECOMES YOUR LIFE!!!!|
|25 Feb 2005||lissa||so some one at my school stole 40 bucks from my wallet and my algebra teacher tells me that my grades have slowly been declining. and i would love to bring a gun to school and kill all of the people that have made my life a fucking hell like the bastard that stole from me. then i would love to shoot myself in front of the person that i would miss the most and thenk them for being there for me but was nothing they could have done. i'd kill all of the people that would have wanted to die anyways. im me @ guttahminded19 or email @ email@example.com. or screw all of the people's lifes over and shoot 'em. but i dont got a gun can anyone tell me where to get one????|
|25 Feb 2005||Jssica||tell a 21 year old sociopath youre 17 and have his baby|
|25 Feb 2005||fucked up poz||well wait till ur at least 15 then do it you have loads more ideas and fun ones to die with, but sum of u mite just fink tht.... i just come out of hospital viting sum1 tht keeps trying to kill there selfs it aint nice at all you just want to stop them wen it otha how wud u feel if u saw ur fam lyk tht? and wud u want them to die? coz they wudnt want you to and at 13 omg ur just a teenager you dont no the meaning of death you just do it coz u fink it cool but no it aint it really hurts others .. im saying this from experiance... i been taking drugs scince i was 10 and itz fucked me up wot eva you do dnt eva try ovadose your selfs with drugs coz u get huckd like i have done im on everything im selling anything 4 them.... just dont try and kill your self at 13 please you dont need to you got all your life to live... dnt mess it up like i did in other words x|
|25 Feb 2005||no||with pencils|
|25 Feb 2005||gofuckyourself||The best way to kill yourself is to continue to think that death is an option. Period. survivial=coping skills
You have to learn something that can help you cope with whatever your situation or event is... cause guess what... no matter how fucked up something is...its very likely that you could find someone to talk with regarding it. I CANNOT STRESS HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO FIND A PROFESSIONAL LISTENER. (so you are asking yourself what the fuck does this guy know about this subject) I have had a loaded 12 gauge shotgun in my mouth twice in the past five years and I am 35 years old. I had dreams and fanstasies of killing myself when I was 11 years old. I used to think up suicide letters during english class in 7th grade. I have been in psych wards three times in my life. I eventually got a shotgun and had a few cops talk me out of blowin my head off. They got me what I needed. a break from reality. a seclusion from the everyday bullshit. a place to think and not think. i discovered there that I have a chemical imbalance if I don't eat every 6 hours that causes depression. weird, but sometimes I have woken up depressed due to hunger.
the key to survival is to allow yourself to acknowledge that pain sucks and that it is your life's mission to deal effectively with it.
if you really want to kill yourself... its quite simple... find an industrial press and stick your head in it... press the button or tape the button down with duct tape. it will do the trick.. might hurt for a second but the rest of the time... SQUISH. Brains Everywhere.
|25 Feb 2005||ian||I have another problem......I have a girlfriend that ignores me alot. She says that she loves me, but apparently doesn't care. I don't want to dump her because 1. She means the world to me, even though we've been together a little more than a month and 2. There's no one else that I would like to date in the town of south berwick. I don't want a long distance relationship, but I would like to talk to someone. P.S. To the people who are being really negative to these people, I just want to say that you would want to kill yourself too if you were in the same position SO SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING NARCISSISTIC LITTLE BITCHES!!!!!!111ONE ONE ONE|
|25 Feb 2005||MIA||well... how do i start, my name is mia, i am an alcoholic partier and i love 2 get high. i became suicidal after i started hating myself, i blamed myself 4 all the bad and i wanted 2 feel the pain i caused 2 othas so i carved words in2 my body, some that sed, hell, kill me, hate me... i hate myself and so forth, although i stopped doin that tha scars are still there. i have tried 2 kill myself 7 times 6 of them i chikened out but the 7th didn't work as u can tell im still here. well i am very depressed and i need help.HELP ME|
|24 Feb 2005||Marie-Chantale||First of all your idea of such a game is not right. Please stop this.
I am not 13, but at the age of 13 I wouldn't even think about suicide. I had the life ahead to get my education and build a future.
At age 38, I had a depression, and tried to kill myself with pills. Unfortunately, my boyfriend heard me breathing heard through the night and took me to the hospital. I was very upset that I woke up, after a 12 hr coma at the hospital.
But my family (whom I never saw) was there for once, all were upset so for their sake I pretended I was happy it didnt' work.
My mother didn't cry...she doesn't love me...even now at 41 that bothers me still...but what can you do? If I hate all the peoople who hurt me, then and today, I give them power they don't deserve.
I think if you are under 13 and want to die...you are probably right about hating your life. However before you even try to kill yourself give yourself the chance to change your life.
Ask a social worker to put you in a foster family if your family hurts you...then pursue your dream. Have a dream, believe in it and work at it.
Avoid drugs that will depress you ...and value yourself...This earth is our "hell"
but we can make the hell less hurtful if we want to. And believe if we dont' hurt others and improve ourselves, we will graduate to better lives after. If not, we keep coming back here, on even worse lives...I dont' want this forever , do you? It's worth it...DON'T PUT UP WITH YOU LIFE THE WAY IT IS NOW. MAKE A CHANGE...FOR THE BETTER. LOVE YOURSELF, UGLY OR NOT> If you think YOu are ugly, you will change when you love yourself...others will love you...(at 13 I was at my ugliest...now at 41, I am a beautiful woman...I stand out. So, that is a miracle...others will follow. If you believe and TAKE ACTION.
|24 Feb 2005||Religious Maggie||What a load of codswallap Artemis. Since your name is Artemis, which is the same name as the greek goddess Artemis, you should know that there is no one God. Yes there are many Gods my darlings!! However my soon-to-be husband is the greatest God of them all. He can enhance boobs. In the times of the greek gods Zeus had an affair with a mortal you know. And don't forget that Mary gave birth to Gods son (bitch!), those who think it was a virgin birth are certainly kidding themselves. Unless of course Mary was a lesbian in which case it can all be explained by a gay man and a turkey baster.|
|24 Feb 2005||Jayde||Hi im Jayde, im 17 and ive been in deep depression for god how long now 4 years, i hate it and i so want to end my life, ive been holding out to see what will happen nothing but bad shit and well yeah i hate everyone, i have no friends, my family is torn apart, no life no love and ill tell ya whatever is keeping alive better let me die..i saw alot of the reponses were sleeping pills and alcohol, i might get so drunk on my b-day and well just take down a whole thing of sleeping pills, methinks that the best way to go, i dont know how to tie a slipknot so hanging myself wouldnt do me anygood and ive tried to slit my wrist but well i can never gte the knife deep enought...so yeah ive planned my death besides well i am going to die anyways, my body is deteriorating and well im supossed to endure this pain, and be on heavy sedatives for like 2 years..no im sorry, so yeah ive held on for so long i really want to go out with a bang :P so OD it is :P|