|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|23 Feb 2005||roach||you bunch of pansies. you think your life sux???
let me tell you about mine. you ever shot and killed some one?
i did and the same old scene of his face blowing off his head keeps replaying over and over in my head. in my dreams too. i wake up in cold sweats screaming. i hear voices telling me i am such a horrible person for what i have done.
this is what i live with every day. i did it. and when you do it all kinds of wierd stuff happens in your head. first you feel like super man and the next minute you are puking your guts out cuz of the guilt eating you up. your consiouns telling you you took that guys life... he can never get that back... your scum... this is horrible... you should be in prision.... and so on. how you think it feels to be me.
oh boo hooo your daddy put his pee pee in your bum bum. you liked it. i see a mans face blow off and i am reminded all day long i killed him.
|23 Feb 2005||BabyXtearz@aol.com||i told myself i was not ever going to try to commit suicide again. i lied to me. i am so worthless. so pathetic. i cant even trust myself not to kill myself. i threw hot coffee on my conselor and she wont let me have any more sessions with her AND she cut my meds off. i am suffering from chronic deppression and i have severe parinoia that some one is on out there tring to steal my identity. its awfull. every time i turn around i am having another panic attack and i cant even do one simple thing like killl myself. i am such a loser. and i am real freakin ugly. and it sucks to be a girl and be ugly and crazy. i havent even ever once had a boyfriend. i am such a loser. i hope i can kill myself right this time.|
|23 Feb 2005||Hiruka-chan||I am 14 years old and I have wanted to die since 5 years old.
I don't know- I hate my life, I always have to have perfect grades, perfect hair, everything, just because I have always had. People in all of my classes hate me and everyone wants me to die. Even though my friends tell me it's not true- but even so- I want to die because of all the pressure and sadness. My father abandoned me and wouldn't even see me when I was going to die in a hospital.
I plan to die by first watching cars go by in the highway and jumping under a truck on the highway, or stop taking my medicine.
I think that the three reasons why one commits suicide is they have no hope, no one to love, or they are devoid of emotion.
I really wonder- if I am just all three.
|22 Feb 2005||Religious Maggie||It's snowing where I live so I've been boob-sledging in the snow. It's great fun. God is away on business so I'm trying to have as much fun as I can without him. He's gone to help the Pope out. Unfortunately he was busy giving me a divine boob-job when that Tsunami disaster happened so didn't make it in time. But it doesn't matter darlings, the Christians's believe that it was "God's will" anyway. Just like they will believe it's his will if the Pope gets better, but if God doesn't make it in time and the Pope dies they will also believe that it's God's will.
You see in the religious world everyone's a winner, especially my poosy, which is why I have devoted my life to God.
|22 Feb 2005||kim||la pendaison|
|22 Feb 2005||Jessi||Grab a knife and plunge it into various places on your body. Each time driving it deeper|
|22 Feb 2005||Artimas||Under 13's aye....i have never known of a under 13 to actually think of how to destroy themselves coz i would have probably tried if i had thought about it....OMG Religous Mary you are one sick puppy who definateloy should have been drowned at birth...and what ever you think about God is the biggest misconception i have ever heard...you make him out to be a necropheliac and a child melestorer seeing as we are all Gods children.......man you need to go get yourself examined...but yes back the the topic at hand...13 yrs olds and younger have good imagineations so maybe they will think of something like umm jumping off a cliff like superman or something due to the impact movies have on children....yer thats bout all i can think of...oh yer people talk to me my email is email@example.com.
drop me a line and we can talk bout whatever.
|22 Feb 2005||Jack||Theres over 6 BILLION people in the world! One who really knows anything about numbers would know that, thats a SHITLOAD OF PEOPLE!!! Why would your life (the one of over 6000000000 people) make any difference. If u want to die, then for gods sake DO IT! U think this planet can take any of you consuming and polluting white trash peace of shits anyway. DO IT an BE AN EXAMPLE FOR OTHERS so somekind of BALANCE would be established!|
|22 Feb 2005||rocky||Jerimiah 29:11
for i knows the plans for you declares the lord. plans to prosper you and not to harm you. plans to give you hope and a future.
|21 Feb 2005||gothic satanic 666 marilyn manson||the best way to commit suicide when you are under 13 is to slit your wrist and jump off the pier into the ocean at 12:00 midnight because sharks live in the ocean and they are atracted to blood thy will find you and chew you up. but the downside to that is first of all it hurts like fuck and seccond of all life guards work late to watch the pier and damn do they watch the peir so they will probably find you and take you to the nearest mental hospital and plus alot of people will probably be watching getting ready to jump so you will probably come down. if you dont live any where close to an ocean you should hang your self in your closet when your parents are gone that way when they come back they will see your dead body and know what hell you were going threw. and darling those are the best ways to comit suicide when you are under 13.|
|21 Feb 2005||Redwater||Take if from somebody who had next to nothing, nothing was wrong, but nothing was right, because there was nothing... then through time life seemed to unfold into everything i wanted. You dont need to escape pain with death. Life gets better... wether it takes 2 days or 20 months... who knows... but nobody is left abandoned, im not gunna sit here and tell you God will save you, i'm just saying... don't sit there and do nothing about your life, fight fire with fire, there are gunna be assholes that put you down, but when the tables turn and you end up firing them because they fucked with you in high school... it's worth the wait... if you die... those assholes win|
|21 Feb 2005||Tinga G||fuck you guys..if you wanna die so bad ill come and kill you all because you all are so pathetic. you just think that your life is sooo bad ..but its not really that bad..you just want fuckers to feel sorry for you. well FUCK YOU..when i was 12 i did every kind of drug out there..name it,i did it. i fucked up my life ..and spent half of it in prison..and i still want to live. so just get off your ass and stop feeling sorry for yourselves..and go do something besides cutting.|
|21 Feb 2005||Your guardian angel||You know, God loves you no matter what you do and he can save you from this.
Life is short, use your days wisely and for the purpose that God intended. Don't believe Satan's LIES because he knows his days are numbered.
I am praying for you.
|20 Feb 2005||lissa||you know suicide is the best answer personally i think so. i mean it gets rid of so much pain and stuff. i slowly am. i cut do drugs i think its fun. and all those religious people your ideas and shit doesnt work what about answers for all the atheists out there like me. i was talking to this girl about suicide and she said that she didnt understand why people do it or try it. i was thring to explain to her and it was so fucking stupid. i told her stuff about me and she was all like well you have a reason. pills it the best way. most people chicken out shooting themselves or stabbing. pills it harder to get rid out in my mind.|
|20 Feb 2005||Scott||I have overdosed severasl times now and one is very disappointed that I am still. Child sexual assault and poor parenting has lead me to the path of suicide and the urgent want to end my life.
I now have two shrinks, one community mental health worker and a clinical psychologist but between them and all my pills I still want to knock myself off.
Next and sure plan... I am going to overdose on my Temaze Sleeping pills going to the garage and stand on a step ladder and tie the rope around the frame of the roof and around my neck.
When I fall into the coma because of the sleepers I will fall out the ladder.... All over red rover.
|20 Feb 2005||hang gook sa ram||making lines on my paper
with a crimson marker drawing slowly
over time becoming a grid
looking down at it, i am ashamed
i have created only spite...
Cutting, by me
|20 Feb 2005||Robyn||Although many of the people that are on this list have had many problems of there own, i can honestly say i share your feelings. My life has been hell ever since I was born and if your willing to read on i hope you'll understand how i share your feelings.
When i was about 3 years old my father was already a drunk, a druggie, and a abuser. He attempted to kill my own sister, and my mother.....At the age of 7 I was sexually abused, and raped till the age of 9 by my moms fiances father which was at least 60.... My mom left her fiance and I haven't had anything like that happen again....But school has been terrible which actually caused me to slit my wrists 4 times and pop 650 mg sleeping pills. My life has been terrible and it still goes on... The only thing keeping me alive is my passion to grow up...And my passion to be in love....My friends helped me threw this but they lectured me about the reason I had to live..Which wasn't any help...I knew I had no right to live..My own mother had told me that. She always puts me in a state were i dont have the right to live, its come to where she has told me that im a mistake, that i have no right to live...And that she mines as well kill us both, so we dont have to deal with each other...I get it every single day yet I still try and live...
Im not saying dont commit suicide...But if your going to do it then you should at least no the best ways.....Cut your wrists downwards....Or pop alot of sleeping pills....Thats all i will say...But think before you do anything and analyze everything.....If anyone wants to talk about anything...please contact me...
|20 Feb 2005||Rev. Poosy||Hey, Mr. I Hate Religious Maggie. Do you have a problem with poosy's? Are you jealous that you dont have one. Or is it the fact that you dont like having a sex organ. I know what it is.....You are so blinded by religion that you cant see the real world and have fun. Im a priest and i believe in having fun and God does NOT hold that against me!! Chill out man. God bless you my dear +|
|20 Feb 2005||Religious Maggie||Oh my, all this fuss about little old me. Like I've already said, God is MINE and I don't intend giving him up. I don't care the Big 14 if you are one of the misled religious types who believe in "no sex in church please, I'm an American". I know what religion is really about and it's MY relationship with God.
We are even going to get married you know. Doesnt that prove how special I am? Even Mary didnt get that privelage.
You see I am 'keeping myself' for God, so that I deserve him when I die, which is when we will get married.
I'd suggest you remember this the Big 14. For those who upset me shall have their boobs exploded by God.
Did I mention that God gave me a divine boob-job?
You can see the 'before' and 'after' pics on my profile.
|20 Feb 2005||tina, age-11||hi! umm....i have no idea. but i know that not getting enough food, water, air, protection, and rest can kill you. you can either pass out or...yea. i have a totally whack brain. when i was five, i watched my dad hit my mom with a guitar till the guitar broke. i thought it was hilarious. typical. i laughed until i got punched in the face by my dad, also very typical. my mom used to drag me by my hair, i screamed and kicked but man, she has some death grip. my grandma and all that old people didnt know about this crap that i went through everyday. my dad starts hitting me so that his hand hurts so he starts hitting me with something else so he wont feel any pain. gosh. what i really want isnt suicide. what i want is murder and revenge. the poor old bastard wont know what hit him. he smokes, drinks, and coughs out pieces of his lungs all the time and say that its my fucking fault that he gets sick all the time. sick? why not die?!!! rot in hell you fucking asshole. then there's my mom. she used to be abusive too but not as abusive. painful too. i thought that all familys were like this, since the friends that i had were abused too... weird. i thought that i was a normal family with a normal life. then i started getting a lot of friends. its like a switch got turned on. i started getting a lot of friends last year. that's when i realized that only my family was twisted. my mom tried to kill my dad by calling the cops on him and my dad...well...i dunno. but that doesnt mean that he deserves to rot in hell...alive. he never felt pain before. its not fair. i get hit all the time, but he never feels anything. some dad...deserves to have his eye pulled out....hahaha...AHAHHA!! that is sooooo funny...ok...anyways, my parents got divorced and im just an eleven year old still living in a twisted life...i feel jealous of my mom...she escaped this hellhole...its not fair...i also feel jealous of my lil bro...my dad still abuses me..but he shows my brother affection. while he watches his favorite shows, i get hit, slapped, and punched. he just watches me, sometimes....but when he gets disciplined...a little...i smile. my dad just barely touches him and he screams...he felt nothing yet. go to hell fatass...live in my life...i dont think that my mom deserves to get her eye pulled out...hahah...funny...anyays, she stood up for me...like 5 times last year...at least its something. now dad has a fucking girlfriend and i hear them talking mushy krap to each other in bed...i'm never goin in his room again...and now i have a suicidal friend, who tries to kill herself...and the fucking bitch shows about it..saying that i have to meet my therapist today...and stuff. FUCKING BITCH, if i was in her shoes, my dad wouldnt give a shit...he would say that it would waste money...i had half of my mouth cracked open 2 weeks ago, but its hardly noticeable. after the thing rotted, he was all like...fine, if you would shut up..and the doctor...whatever he is, dug out nearly 4th of it.....the fucking bastard!! and he's all like..damn, just wasted 200 bucks....he never feels any pain...FYI, im human too...i can feel pain too...i'm gonna kill him someday...when the time is right and i'm older. i'm gonna make him suffer...i'm gonna make him feel pain...i'm gonna kill him slowly. and i'm gonna pull one of his eye out...hahaha...funny...and i'm gonna let it rot, the inside of his skull. he'll die...slowly...painfully. and i'm gonna be the one killing him.|