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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|01 Apr 2005||ebony||im 13 n i have been besties with this girl ellie for about 1 yr she had alot of problems n i stuck by her, but she became popular n left me n now i have not 1 friend my mum and dad hate me they told me i was a mistake n now all i want to do is die. yes i do cut myself 5 times a day and i do need help n one day im gunna commit suicide|
|01 Apr 2005||in memory of||i have actually had 3 friends commit suicide in my lifetime of 23 years. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and it hurts everybody. before you even consider suicide, please be aware of how people that love you would feel... would you want to see your grandmother cry, or your father, or your mother, or your little cousin who is only 7? would you want your cat or your dog to miss you and lie in your room waiting for you to come home? this is not something to joke about. if you need help, you should call the suicide hotline. please. if you decide to commit sucide, its too late... and you'll never to get to see a smile on your own children's face someday...|
|31 Mar 2005||Sergey....known as ShadowUltra online||People, I really need help, I guess that everyone in this thread wants to suicide and feels like me. Please, contact me by MSN. I'm 14 years old and my life sucks. I live in this fucking country called Israel, I look ugly, I'm stupid, I'm a psyco and everything else. Just contact me by this MSN: firstname.lastname@example.org
I really need some suggestion...I'm too scared to jump of a building, I got no gun to kill myself or no pills, I got no balls to cut myself or just take a rope and stop my breath. I wanna die so badly but as you can see I'm scared to do some things and all my friends say: don't do that! Everyone will be sad but I don't fucking care. I WANT TO DIE NOW!
So please, if anyone can give me some help then help. But be serious and no "Don't do this" suggestions please.
|31 Mar 2005||Synod||Will all you people stop asking this poor guy to "trust you"? Why on earth should he trust a complete stranger- it is highly unlikely you have gone through exactly the same thing as him- his contemplation of suicide is impossibl,e for you to understand now that you have moved on with your life. How can you possibly empathise with him, as you, an older post-depression adult, can no longer understand his position? in my experience no one could empathise with me, no matter how hard they tried, and frankly, suicidal thoughts are something that I could only get through alone- or indeed, not at all. We are all alone, its a miserable world. And incidentally, there is not neccessarily hope out there, as some people have tried to point out on this website- instead their sudden shock at the shitness of life that came to them in their teens has been compromised by thier acceptance of the world as it is- they have said "yes, this will do". Life has not neccessarily got better, they have just learned to bear it. Of course, talking as a teenager, I have no experience of this delusion, its just a hypothesis. So don't expect my trust- I think I am more sane than you- less happy, perhaps, but also less ignorant.|
|31 Mar 2005||paulie||i think im gonna go slit my wrist some more...and when asked..."the cat did it"... my damn girlfriend dont like me anymore...my parents are never home....i raised my self from the age of 5...i just hate being around.... i love being alone|
|31 Mar 2005||holly||hey. this probably won't get posted. but it really sucks. i used to be suicidal. then i went to a mental hospital. it was okay. they made me change my mind. i got a lot closer to my family. if i don't live for myself, i'm doing it for my family. if i died, my brother would be in so much pain. my whole family would. i've thought about it a lot. i think i've made a big impression on tons of people. i don't care if you guys haven't. it just really hurts me to see that you people feel the same way i once did. and yes, i do know what i'm talking about. i do know how you guys feel. i hope this means something to someone. if it doesn't, that's okay. because i let it all out. and sometimes that's all it takes.|
|31 Mar 2005||FiFi||Believe me I can relate to most of you.. let see to begin, my childhood was pretty good until my once kind and nice uncle began molesting me at 8 or 9
I knew It was wrong so I went to my parents after the first time of him sickly smiling while groping me. My mom believed me, being a victim of rape herself, although my dad found this concept too hard to grasp considering it was his brother. So after having a long bitching lecture about how I shouldn't lie for attention, nothing was resolved. So my uncle was back at it again. I am now 14 and the horrific occurrences just stopped. I had been dieing inside and I was attempting to tell anyone who would listen...somehow I worked up the nerve to tell my brother. My brother is two years older than me so as you can imagine, he was pissed.....so onward the story flows as my brother tells my parents, and they miraculously believe him. Ironic huh?
So they send me to a psychologist to try to work through my "problems" and child services is called, police interviews, the whole bit, but I still felt terrible.
Now I have half of my family who despises the ground I walk on, and half who actually care. Great huh?
When I was 12 I tried killing my self
the well-known, grab a knife and slice your wrists while crying in the bath tub. Only success from that is a pair of scars to add to my collection.
*****attempt # 2******
pills, pills, pills.
Grab a couple handfuls, shove them down your throat and hope for the best. The end result is a massive stomach pain.
******attempt # 3**********
drowning....could never get that one accomplished...always was to chicken and needed to breath.
(just so you know you cannot choke your self to death....you will end up passing out in which you let go of your throat, or whatever you are attempting to choke to death with such as...belt, string, electrical cord, etc.)
So here I am, still attempting and totally hating life.... So I don't know how to end this life I have learned to so passionately hate, but if you have any answers please let me know.
|31 Mar 2005||aka slit rist and pills||damn it i didnt die shit it took a lot of guts to swallow those pills please kill me|
|31 Mar 2005||Terri||snort sum crank then shoot sum herion you will die and there will be no pain u will be soo god damn high that u wont feel a thing|
|31 Mar 2005||santiago||life sucks and there truly no point in it if all the people that tell me not to kill myself cause god loves well if he love he would make my life good he would not make me go trough all the shit that i go trough every fucking day so ill tell u this is better than staying in this piece of shit we call earth i have try many times i have cut my self 8 time 5 off htem i was hospitalize but if it was for that i would be in a better place righ6t about now|
|30 Mar 2005||Pheren||their isn't just live your messed up life and see what happens!!!|
|30 Mar 2005||wickedcutter||im 15 now but everyone still treats me like im 5. i cut everyday and the pain just gets less and less. i contemplate suicide everyday and have since everyting in my life went wrong which was like when i was 5. my parents divorced then but neither of them really wnted me insted they fought over my sister and brother, i was 5 for chrits sake. when i turned 6 i was put in a foster home so the judge and my "family" could figure out who would take me.at the age of 8 i liked with my mom and some cousins where i became sexually active i was so used to pain that i didnt know that sex was a bad thing or maybe i did but i didnt care. at that time i began to cut to "tell" my story to my wrists the blood listned and it cared for me. at 9 i was mved again to live with my grandparents this time who really hated me by then i was getting like straight fails and tried to kill myself by swallowing a whole bottle of vicoden it didnt do anything now im just immune to it for the past like 6 years lve tried to kill my self ive gotten into a million fights with everyone from my best friend to my sister from my "father" to my teachers i take on anyone who is going to talk shit about me and make me fell worse. i hope sumday that i will achieve my dream of killing myself till then i live in my broken world standing on the side lines watching everyone pass me by|
|30 Mar 2005||parisjhn||Suicide is the easy way out i have contaplated the idea sense for ever. On my last atempt it didnt work so iu gave up life is great if you give it achance but if wanna die talk to me and i promise i will change your mind.. I promise.
|30 Mar 2005||John||i need to know a painless way to comit suicide ive been thinking of like puting poisin in my food but im not sure please help me dicide|
|30 Mar 2005||?||Je ne trouve pas ton idée très bonne mai plutot ridicule sai tu ce ke c vraimen kune tentative de suicide?ce ki se passe ds ta tête?et surtout ce ki ce passe après?|
|30 Mar 2005||Josh||I've been suicidal back before I can remember. Events in my life have built up and are killing me inside. Right now im in university, my grades are slipping and things are getting worse and worse. I like to write poetry and stuff, guess its a way to vent some of the anger and stuff that happens to me. Never been in a relationship where the person liked me for who i am. No one knows what is going on in my head. I guess the reason im still round today is i would feel guilty, if only my family knew who i really was and how i fealt.|
|30 Mar 2005||aka slit rist and pills||thats is im leaving i crawl in to my bed of death u suck of coures im dieing i just chuged a bottle of pills|
|30 Mar 2005||ALIXC||TO SHATTERED FELLINGS. MARCH 21 2005 POSTING. I HOPE THAT THEY WILL SEND THIS. MY HOPE IS THAT THE PEOPLE WHO RUN THIS SITE ARE AS PROGRESSIVE AS THEIR VEIWS AND IDEAS. AND WILL GIVE YOU THE CHANCE TO HERE MY VIEW. I CAN NOT SAY THAT YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE RIGHT AWAY. AND I KNOW THAT IT CAN BE HARD. BELIEVE ME IVE BEEN THERE. BUT I AM SURE THAT SOMETHING OF YOUR LIFE IS SALVAGEBLE. IF NOT NOW THEN IN THE FUTUER. YOUR LIFE AT HOME IS ONLY A FEW SHORT YEARS. AND SOON YOU WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE YOUR OWN CHOICES AND YOUR OWN LIFE. IVE TRIED SUICIDE BEFORE AND IF I HAD BEEN SUCCESSFUL. I WOULD NOT HAVE THE WONDERFUL LIFE OF MUSIC AND ART THAT I HAVE NOW. TURN YOUR DEPRESION IN TO SOMETHING THAT CAN SPEAK TO OTHERS. IM NO PROFESSIONAL. BUT IN MY OPPINION. YOUR LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN WORSE YOU COULD HAVE GROWN UP AS ME. MY CHILDHOOD IS SOMETHING THAT I RAN TO LEAVE BEHIND. SO GIVE IT SOME TIME SOME CREATIVITY. AND THE OPPERTUNITY FOR YOUR PAIN TO SPEAK TO SOMEONE EALSE.|
|30 Mar 2005||Jon||I am 32. I was not suicidal as a child or teenager. It was after marrying, kids, real job etc. were acheived that I realized it was not going to get better and the pain was not going to ever go away. I am stuffed to the gills will anti-depressants and still I plan for the inevitable.
For the kids out there, no, it does not get better.
|29 Mar 2005||amanda lynn||people email me at email@example.com i need advice badly|