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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 Feb 2005||Anlsized||HELLO!! This message is for DonkyKong. Mr. Kong, you are incorrect in your statement that shit doesn't taste half as bad as it smells. I know because I have both smelled, and eaten shit. One time I got drunk and I realized that I didn't give a fuck what I did.... so while I was taking a shit, I thought that since I don't care, it would be interesting to eat some of my shit. I took a bite out of my log, and even when I was drunk and my taste was somewhat numbed, it was still the worst thing I ever tasted, and the aftertaste lasted forever! The worst is when it goes to the back of your throat. Then you can both smell, and taste it.
In conclusion, eating shit is bad. I do not recommend that anyone eat shit. It is not a pleasant thing to do.
|04 Feb 2005||chrystelle||grandir dans ce monde d'adulte tous aussi faux les uns que les autres|
|04 Feb 2005||REDDEATH||I Think One of My friends are goin to kill them self and i dont kno what to do I'm scared of losin her, she is such a good friends :(|
|04 Feb 2005||torah||its easy, don't waste your time with panadol and alcohol. go to a rave with say about $500 look for a drug dealer becuase there will b heaps there and then buy all the pills u can afford, ecstacy etc. watever u can get ur hands on. pop all of this within succession of one another and your bound to od, also make sure you drink tones of water. this is the best method because u will have the time of your life before you die. pills and raves are so fun!! n.b you might only want to stay for a while and then go somewhere else where no one is around cause the ambo's will prolly pick u up and take u to the hospital. also you could try drinking alcohol with the pills for a greater effect!!! ;) enjoy|
|04 Feb 2005||Toni||this is sick! What if you are 47 and have no answers yet where the hell do you go?? God is not listening anymore....13 sucks everthing seems wrong then ~ 47 and it's still wrong then it is serious. I have tried 8 times since I was 18 ~ no success obviously ~ just locked up for awhile...|
|04 Feb 2005||kerri||i was 13 the first time i tried to kill my self now i am 33 and suffering perment kidney damage from all the pills i took will be on dyaliss before 40 or untill my kidney's shut down. it is hard so hard to live but so easy to want to die.... even after all this time i still every day think of some new thought or some brilight sceam. mail me back we could share ideas|
|03 Feb 2005||random stoner||die die die die die die die hahah
death to all 13 yearolds (annoying little bastards)
fuck life fuck all of you, (new found glory rock)
i want to die!!!!!! (some day)
smoke weed chills ya out
|03 Feb 2005||it doesnt matter||When you are 13 years of age, and younger, your brain has not yet acknowledged the strengh of suicide. You ( you being someone under 13 ) you think suicide is a thing, you might know the consiquence but not take it as hard in concideration as you would if you were past your age of puverty. when you are also that young insentives are powerfull. "you can eat cake after you finish your veggies"... give a kid an insentive that he will understand and he would kill himself. but...there is no way a 13 year old or younger would want to kill themselves, unless curiositty takes over too much. ( not neccesarily 13 years old, when around physicologyical growth happens and the thought of suicide becomes more understandable will a person commit suicide.)|
|03 Feb 2005||Unknown||If anyone wants to talk Im here to chat and listen...|
|03 Feb 2005||Crucifix||I suggest this site
|03 Feb 2005||donkey kong||the very best way to kill your self is to eat fecal matter. especially someone elses.
it actually dont taste half as bad as it smells.
|03 Feb 2005||Jim||Man you guys just suck at life... Cant' even kill yourselves right... Buy A Gun.. and shoot yourself in the head... if you can't figure how to end your sad pathetic life... you obviously don't want to kill yourself you want people to feel bad because your dad stuck his dick in your mouth when you were six... Wow again u guys suck at LIFE... and DEATH...|
|02 Feb 2005||Donna||I really don't thinkk that sucide is a toy. It is a serious matter. I OD just before christmas on my mom's birthday. My friend drove over here and litterly dragged me out of my room and took my to the hospital. Some day's i wish he didn't and some days i just wanna thank him for savin' me. Today is just not one of thoughs days. This same friend is addicted to really bad drugs, he is on house arrest right now and i don't want him to do something bad like i did. I am not doin' that well in school, my dad is never there for me he never was and never will. When things were gettin' bad at my house between my mom, her bf and myself i asked my dad if i could live with him and he turned me down both times. Right now i only cut when i get mad or depressed, but that seems all the time, i reallydon't see the point of livin' if your not havin' a good time enjoyin' it. I don't know what to do and i can't talk to my friend cuz he is probably doin' drugs right now and if i tell him somthing like that he will take my to the hospital or tell someone who will. I don't wanna die in pain, i already have enough pain, i jsut wanna die and get it over with, i have no where to go in life, all i wanted if life was to live the rest of my life with my friend and have a happy life, but i know that wan't happen he will end up in jail or something like that. I am tired of waitin' for him to clear up. The weird thing is i wanna do the drugs that he does but i want him not to.I think that i make my own problems but i just don't know how to stop. I don't know what i am doin wrong. I don't think that my sycyatrist, therapist, or my two cooounseller's are helpin' me at all. They all say they know how your feel, or that they want to know but i don't feel confterble talkin to them about things like that.I want 2 talk to someone i can trust,someone who won't try to stop me from what i am doin' i just want to talk to someone who feels the same way i do. I am 13 and i really want someone to talkk to my e-mail address is email@example.com|
|02 Feb 2005||Chantelle||You all have serious isssues...if your 13 or under and you want to kill yourself...why? It's called get professional help and if you don't have the money talk to someone who cares..if no one cares about you well then hey deal with it and move on!! Life sucks but good shit does happen, you just have to get out at meet people that will change your life and make you see shit from a different angle!! Dumbasses|
|02 Feb 2005||No1UnDeRsTaNdS||hmm i aynt got the worst life on here but i hate mine i wish i was dead and no one understands im realy depressed and all my best mate can turn round and do is say im mental and i need to be seen to when she went and took a overdoes of 42 paracetamol but didnt suceed, people tell me to talk to people yer i tryed but what do they all do..turn round and go it will get better, well it dont seem to be getting any better i dunno what else to put theres so much going through my head i just dont want to be here i think i dont know what to do. if any1 think they can help me add me on msn firstname.lastname@example.org|
|02 Feb 2005||the Mëtler||I'm 24, but I've been suicidal since I was about 12. Been depressed as long as i can remember. Finally just a year ago after checking myself into the ER cause I felt like i was at the end of my chain and would kill myself if i didn't get hope, I was sent to a psychiatrist and put on Paxil. And it works. If you're depressed, get on drugs. they help. They don't cure ya, and you gotta take em every day, cause I forgot to take my pill 3 days ago, and for 2 days after i was suicidal again, I popped open a shaving razor and tried cutting into the big vein in my arm, but damnit I just hate pain so much i couldn't cut through all the way. I've thought about many different ways to kill myself, but most of them would be too painful (I figure, if you're gonna go out, you wanna end on a good note) or I can't afford them. I think the best way to go would either be to bleed to death, if only I could get over the pain of cutting into my vein, or the more adventurous way to go would be to drop acid, shoot heroin, and jump out of an airplane. that oughta be the ultimate, but I haven't seen acid in 2 years, and don't know where to get heroin, and can't afford to go skydiving. but ultimately what keeps me alive is thinking about how much it would hurt those that love me, my friends and family. But damnit, life can be so painful and difficult and my mind is just so fucked and I've got too many bad memories that I just can't shake that suicide sometimes seems like the way to go. And damnit I sure am fascinated with the afterlife.
email me if you wanna talk.
|02 Feb 2005||REDDEATH||As prommised the poems
In The Dark
In the dark I was alone, scared, sad and unhappy I could not see a future for myself. I was hollow deep within my self, deep with in the cold endlessness of my own mind. No one could reach me. I was just a shell with no heart, no soul and no desire. Then there was a chance, a chance for me to change, a chance that someone would love me, a chance that I could love with any chance of getting hurt, torn to pieces and put back into the dark dingy place where I once was. You rescued me and I am eternally grateful. I look forward to the future and now I can see a long life by your side where we are deeply in love forever and ever.
Back To The Darkness
Here I am scared and alone, back in the dark place where i once was, back where she had palled me from when i first met her. she has torn me to peices, thrown me away like a piece of garbage on the side of the road and besides me sits my heart, darkened with dirt, still beating from where she had ripped it out of me, ripped it in half and trown it out like she had me.
here are just 2 of the 22 poems i wrote for/about her, and there is one problem I Still love her. (I Love You and always will do) just so you kno how much I Love her its been 4 months since she caused this pain.
|02 Feb 2005||REDDEATH||EVERY ONE PLEASE READ
hey every one catch me if you can I'll race you there!
Get This She's sorry. She broke my heart and she's sorry. How dose repear the hole that once had some thing there.
Since I last told some stuff some more has happened but first i need to tell you some more of the past r you wont understand some of this.
A few months ago I was stayin in america where I was sad but much happier than here in the UK. My best friends Birthday was coming up and I thought as a nice surprise I would change my flights(cost $150) to be back in time for his birth day and I Brought him back a prez(Nice of me I thought). But now here you go this is the very nice part. A few days ago it was my 18th birthday and guess what I didnt hear from him, so i phoned him this how the convo went
me: "Hey chris hows it going"
chris: "not to bad under nieth the belly of a plane at the mo im just cleaning FXK12"
me: " Oh ok. Dont you have any thing to say to me?"
me: "chris it's my birthday man."
chris: "is it oh ok."
chris: "I have to go. I'm under this plane."
me: "ok man i'll tal.......beeeeeeeeeep"
he didnt even let me finnsh what i was saying. I found out on sunday he's not talkin to me, I had to phone one of my old mates some one i thought he wasnt talkin to and some i definately wasnt talkin to find out what was goin on. i found out chris, my best mate the guy i done that stuff for that i talked about, was angry (get this) becos i was upset he forgot my birthday. what a friend!!!
so not only has the girl i love riped my heart out but... my best friend forgot my bday and is now not talkin to me, oh and get this lets make it even better half my family forgot my birthday too.
Lets Lits this
Now have no friends
1/2 of Family forgot my B-Day
Girl friend Ripped heart out(now i let this girl in to my family took her to my brothers wedding, showed her all the care in the world and now i just feel empty she was the only thing i had i'll post 2 poems' of such after this one.)
Oh mustent forget this suff
I need to get £20,000($40,000) with in six months
My mom is movin to a one bed roomed house,(hang on dont i live with my mom?)
my dad didnt get me any thing on my B-Day, didnt even send me a txt messege till my brother called him, no card nothing, to get more of the story do a name search on REDDEATH i seem to be the only one sofar.
Please let me kno if i am right in being depressed and upset, oh by the ways im a deeply emotional person any so this really dose put the tip on the mountain. please feel free to e-mail me/messege me on msn its the same address REDDEATH@o2.co.uk
|02 Feb 2005||Warren T. Snumbums||Hay guyz well personally I decided to kill myself in a couple of minutes cause there's nothing good on TV right now and I'm pretty bored. well i decided 2 search the web for teh best way to do it and I decided the best way would be to find a bridge, tie a rope around my legs, then tie an equal length of piano wire around my neck. Both of these I will attach to some stationary object such as one of the rails around the bridge. Then I will shoot myself in the brain and fall off of the bridge. If all goes as planned the piano wire will cut off my head so I will leave a fun dangling corpse in the paths of the semi trucks on the expressway below. Hopefully I can break a couple windshields or at least smear some gore on somebody's hood. If I'm lucky I might even cause a 10-car pileup!!!
Good luck everyone!!!
|02 Feb 2005||Era||Hey everyone this is Era again, just typing to say hello and i hope that people are doing better, i'm glad some of you have been emailing me so if anyone wants to talk just reach me at email@example.com. i feel that some of these people that come to this website and post stupid comments like "we're all depressed weirdos" and "looking for attention" should get a life, because depression and cutting is a disease in this world, and some of us cant control these emotions, myself included, but i've been doing a little better and i feel that everyone should have time to have fun. i'll be back so just wait up for me!!!!|