|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|13 Mar 2005||Em||I've been suicidal since i was about 12 probably. I am now 16 and have attempted suicide multiple times with various methods. i tried slitting my wrists, shooting myself (didn't have the guts to pull the trigger), suffocating myself, ODing off any kind of pills, drinking lots of alcohol, etc. The reason i want to end my life is because it just sucks. its not working out the way it should. I to often covet what others have and it just hurts to bad so i think the only thing i can do is just end it all. i don't have my license because i know i won't get a car. all my friends have cars and i have to depend on them to take me to school and whatnot. its little things like that, they build up and make me suicidal. yesterday, 3 of my friends said they can't take me to school. 2 of them said it meaning they can't ever do it again. one of their reasons was because they though i needed to get my life straight. for all they know my life is straight, this depression, this life that i live, i put a mask on in public, nobody knows what i know. when i told my friend about it last night, she didn't believe me. she refused to believe the thoughts i was having and what was happening to me. its called clinical depression. it just doesn't go away. my life is falling apart before my eyes and by the time i realized it, the depression had taken control of most of my functions and i can't do anything about it. its like i'm just there. my mom doesn't love me all she does is cuss me out and remind me about how stupid i am. she'll call me a whore out of the clear blue. my dad is in jail, and my brother says how stuipd i am all the time and puts me down. people always tell me how skinny and hot i am, but yet when i look in the mirror, i don't see that. i recognized that i hadn't eatin for a few days. i never drink anything, i suffer from dehydration. i've got all the symptoms for that..but yet, i do nothing to try and treat it. i'm never thirsty. when i actually do cry for help, nobody listens or cares. they think i'm joking around maybe, or just don't believe me. i don't go out with my friends anymore, i don't call anybody, i just sit in my room alone. thats how i like it. but then i could cry because i am alone. my depression remains untreated because nobody see's it. i have every single symptom of depression. i went through a a list of dozens of symptoms and u name it, i had it. actually..i HAVE it. this is all happening to me now and in the last couple weeks of my life. its a saturday night, i'm 16, i'm not supposed to be at home, but i am. my best friend got a boyfriend and thats all she cares about now i haven't hung out with her since him. i could cry about it all. but i won't let myself. 2 of my friends hate me right now because of something. i honestly don't know. i could continue on all night but i don't want to waste any more of your time. i don't have as much problems or severe problems like some people i've read about on this site, but good luck to all. i'm tired of crying, and trying, yea i'm smiling, but inside i'm dieing.|
|12 Mar 2005||Eileen||Read this and die of laughter|
|12 Mar 2005||candice||hey its me again whats up if anyone wants to talk add me...firstname.lastname@example.org... i will listen and my other one is email@example.com ok byebye love and kisses|
|12 Mar 2005||....||Considering we found out yesterday a guy in my grade killed himself, its a pretty fuckinghard time for me and all my friends at the moment. You think its neva gonna happen to someone you know, someone you care about, but its ure as hell does. It still doesnt seem real, but it is. Its not something any of us will forget about, especially at graduation. I guess its also pretty ironic i'm back here after all thias time on mouchette, because i used to have strong suicidal tendancies, and just have to question why the fuck do things like this happen in the world. The thought that there is something so bad and something so fucked up to drive as person to kill themselves.|
|12 Mar 2005||Lyndzy||Personally, Carbon Monoxide posioning sounds good to me, but you have to do it right. Take a hose and stick one end in the tail pipe of a car and the other end in the crack of a window. Cover up the open ares with towels so as not to let any of the precious gas escape. Fall asleep and never wake up... hmmm but what am I taling about I am too afraid to try it. I don't really have a reason to write on this sight, I mean not compared to other people's stories. The truth is, I don't really have bad life (in that I mean it could be a lot worse, though it is by no means great), but for some reason it sucks. I am dieing on the inside and smiling on the out in attempt to lie to myself as well as other people. Why? I don't really fucking know, why does anybody lie. I can't really talk to my friends or to anybody. I just take everything inside and let it simmer, though I fear to much will end up in there and death will be my only way out. I want to die, but I am a coward and I am afraid, though oddly curious. I want to feel wanted, and to talk to someone who understands... if you are out there, email me Lyndz8x8@hotmail.com|
|12 Mar 2005||Kit||my friend told me this one and I thing it's pretty good. To inject murcury in ya. He said he would think it would be really painfull cuz of the burning and it's allmost instent death. I would do it...it's just that I really hate needles...|
|12 Mar 2005||fjkdhfjkhsguihjfdk||i dunno.......this is the first time ive read these things i dunno what there called but they really helped me thanx yall thanx|
|11 Mar 2005||CC||IMPORTANT: Heres my story. Please read it. My life has been bad since day one. When I was 3 months old my father shot my mother and then himself. I was forced to live with my aunt and uncle who were very abusive. They would scratch my arm with a piece of glass until it got to the bone. Their children, my cousins, would tie me to the tree in the back yard and throw rocks at me for hours at a time. When I reached grade 7 I ran away because I couldn't take it any longer. That was a mistake. As I was walking away, a man offered me a ride. It was a winter day so I would do anything to get into a nice heated car. Well as you can guess he raped me and stole my backpack then threw me out on the street. I lived on the streets for a few days, and almost starved to death. Then one day as I walked to the bridge to get my life over with, I saw my uncle and he saw me. He forced me into his car and took me back to his house. He locked me in the basement and abused me and made me do humiliating things. One day when my grandma came over I thought I had a chance. She was always a nice and caring woman so I thought she would help me. And she did. After a long argument I was brought back to her house. She was nice until she died. Then once again I was with my uncle. This time he went too far and dropped me off of his staircase which was about 4 meters off the ground. I broke both my legs which made me helpless to him. He beat me constantly and I could not do anything about it. When my legs healed I ran away once more. This time I seeked help from a womens shelter, I was 18 at the time. They took me in and treated me good. I was there until I was 20 and then I left. I got a job at a greenhouse and was paid good money. I got engaged to a restaurant owner. It was literally too good to be true. The boss at the greenhouse harassed me and forced sex with me and took pictures of it and posted it on the internet. My husband heard of the site with a friend and left me. I was unemployed and alone. I made my way through my life living with friends and going in and out of apartments. I am now 34 telling you to comit suicide if you are truly that depressed. Things wont get better. Nothing will ever get better. Wondering why I havent killed myself yet? Because I cen't stand to think of the pain I would cause other people. I am just living my life day by day hoping to get murdered, or some form of death that doesnt involve self-pity or indulgence. I tried to cut myself but that does not do anything. It doesnt make my pain go away and it doesnt make my life better. It causes disease and infections. I want to die please take me god...please.|
|11 Mar 2005||Bob||GUN quick and simple, no chance of surviving.|
|11 Mar 2005||john||steal your dad's gun (preferably a shotgun). make sure to shoot into your mouth at an upward angle to maximumize destruction of the brain. you don't want to have to this twice, and being saved from a gunshot to the brain is worse than dying.
and remember wanting to die is ok. we need less people, and death is very natural. so for you "save every person from dying" lunatics: let the kid go. it's probably for the best anyway, 'cause you're making his future world unlivable anyway.
|11 Mar 2005||candice||hey i think that im going to start talking on here a bit more i guess u no my friend robyn i hear and ya she is kool. i dont no why i do this to my body and why every one else does but it the end it all works out for some of us and i think that liek people should calm down yesturday night i cut my leg and wrist up over a guy and my mom and LIFE!! ....and i dont think that im going to be able to do this, much longer my mom is always a fukking bitch to me and talks about my friends and screams alot!!... and i hate it so much then there is school i have alot of friends but i dont no if i told them what i have been doing then they might get mad but screw up real bad and who ever is there still is a friend not a foe do u get what im talking about?¿?¿?¿... i sure ghope so n e ways im outta here byebye*xox*..:(|
|11 Mar 2005||Joker||If your going to do it for real it is pretty fing simple.|
|11 Mar 2005||Haley Gipson||you all know what evrey one needs to stop stop for one moment look at the time we waste look at all the bad look at all the good,look at the after life what happens? the wold is a pice of shit but I don't see how yelling and screeming at other people help at all you all want to here what I think the best way to kill your self is easy,go int to your kitchion grab a knife and slit somthing your throught your wrist stab your self somthing just stop talking and if you cant kill your self right now stop saying you will do it or dont!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sick of evrey one's crap dont tell me you are going to kill your self i'll say somthing i cant lose any one elce|
|11 Mar 2005||julie||se couper les vennes|
|11 Mar 2005||Stacey||my method i practice cutting my body in any areas soon i wont feel a thing then it will be easy for me to go for the wrist.(DEATH)im not gonna sit here and tell u how miserable my life is u can guess for ur self cos im writing to ppl 2day but i can say im the middle child by a different dad to my bro and sis so.... my method just try !!!! so u will be gone but think bout ppl that care 4 u fuck them wat they ever dun this is a poem that i wrote ::(use it if u like )
Sorry for that i have done
i wont get in your way
an the time you read this
on my deathbed i will lay
im worthless and lonely
so i think its for the best
i need to kill myself
nd put myself to rest
not like anyone will bother
or anyone will care
i was just a sily kid
who was hated by the world
i dont wont a funeral
dont go the expense
just chuck me in the rubbish
uno that makes sense
give all my stuff to the poor
nd burn the pictures of me
i dont wont anyone to know
just let me be free
im already there all u need is a suicide note to use and i done 1 for u !!!
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and oh yeah i forgot to moan.
|11 Mar 2005||candice||Hi... ummm im new at this and i think that this site is ok i guess umm...i dont mind it i think that im going to be here alot talking about whats going on and if there is andyone thats needs to talk or wants to talk add me at... firstname.lastname@example.org..yes i no that it is weird and everything..lol..haha umm lol im bored and my heads hurts im tired of my mother yelling and screaming at me and i hate the fact that im the one that alwayas get's into trouble not my ittle brother i think that im going to end up really hurting or end up killing my self czu there is a guy as well and i cant take the pain n e more from loving him... ithink that im going to have to get over him and everything my friends have been there fer me but they just dont no how i feel or anything i hope that someday i can put this behind me and move on and have alife liek real pplz woulfd n e ways i got to go now later ill be back soon i hope!!! :(|
|11 Mar 2005||DOA||just do it...grab a knife and shuv it into your throat. Be sure to follow through with the push though. I didn't and now suffer from severe problems. But in the end its not worth it. Flip your frown and realize the potential each one of us has. Call me optimistic but it truly lies above...and i don't mean a higher being...i mean in our heads. STAY STRONG|
|11 Mar 2005||brittany||cutting your rists or pill poping|
|11 Mar 2005||krazy grl||hey im 14 and might be suicidal, but i dont know, im not sure at times and other times i just dont know what living in this world is for. but the only reason why i am still here is because of my friend. i couldnt leave my friend. even though i have attempted cutting, and still do, i want to live for my friend, and my parents. so please help me i dont know if i should live, or die...|